Last friday i was quite frustrated with my f5 students. Yela, kita punyalah berdegap degup jantungku sbb masa amat suntuk dh tpi bila buat kelas kul 3-5.30 tu, only 18/30 je yg ada. Pukul 3 tu pun baru dua tiga je ada. Yg lain sampai 3.30. And.. yg tak dtg sampai ke sudah kelas tak inform apa2 to me.
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I have informed them bout the class a week earlier. I reminded em again and again. Of course my expectation tinggi; if not all, at least 25 would come.
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I dont just dislike, but i hate late notice coz it disturbs other people's plan. Coz none of the 12 told me anything bout their absence (except 1), ia ibarat harapan dan expectation yang dihancurkan lah. I planned and prepared for the class, i waited for them. Dgn tak sempat makannya, rushing bagai but 12 org tak datang. And... bila habis kelas at 5.30pm tu, i saw 2 girls yg tak hadir tu naik motor and they saw me! So mereka sorok muka ok.
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Sedih, frust and geram pun ada. Kalau dlm dunia percintaan, mungkin dah merajuk dah la. Ahahaha. Tpi yela, nk merajuk apanya dgn students kann 😂... so mengajar mcm biasalah.
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But students ni ada magic nya.. they could actually read your face (or maybe i made it clear). So soon after that, i received pm from them- saying sorry and explaining themselves.
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I dont ask much. If tak dpt dtg, inform me early. Xde transport,i could fetch em klau dekat. Or i could arrange for their transport. I mean, INITIATE, INFORM & COMMUNICATE. If ramai xdpt dtg coz of valid reasons, i could reschedule.
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Jgnlah janji nak datang, tapi takde efforts pun..
Plan itu ini, tapi last2 back off mcm tu je.. fikirlah hati org lain juga.. manusia tak selamanya hati sado.
Eh?

Sekian.