There s only a reason to leave but not to forget

It takes years to trust.
To share secrets,
To say out loud; the feelings.

So would it take years to erase those feelings,
forget those memories,
and move on?
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Frustration isnt enough as there's only a reason to leave but not to forget.

15.7.2018

Complicated

I sometimes wish to have that courage.
To delete, to remove, to replace,
and to move on.

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Life isnt complicated.
My soul is..😉

#BSD

BSD is the term that i created and use since i was in UNI. it stands for "BROAD SMILE DAY". It is the day that i would reward myself after all the HARDWORK. It was the day that i would look forward too, and told my bffs again & again of how much i couldnt wait for it. As i grew up to working life..ahahahahaha, I feel as if i no longer have any BSD- i no longer looking forward to anything, which is depressing. 

#BSD is important for me as it motivates me to strive and achieve what i want. But as for these few years, what i really want seems to be beyond my power & authority.and it really disappoints me at times coz i have nothing much to look forward to anymore, that excites me. 

I NEED NEW AIR.