I always do this wrap up kinda thing.
to see what ive done and accomplished for the year
and what i can do better (Insya ALLAH) for next year
ive listed some YEAYs and OPPSs for each month.
So let's see what actually happened this year.
JAnuAry
From google image
i think i was pretty much waiting for my posting result??
ok skip! haha
FeBruaRy
YEAY : working for the first time!! :) Opps: adapting sometimes sucks..lol
- got posting result. i was posted in Perak but to a small town that i have no vast idea bout.
Went there without a place to stay. it was so sad that i actually had to kinda beg from teacher to another teacher for a place to live. Worse, some kinda took me as a liability as i didnt have a car. But most of the teachers and staff there were very welcoming and helpful. So in the end, i squeezed myself in warden's room with the other three teachers. Not so comfy. i had to sleep on the top bunk which was so hot and making sound each time i moved. so i slept with my most disciplined sleep position. BUT, i am grateful coz at least, i have a place to sleep in and also my hilarious colleagues as housemates.
MarCH
YEAY:
- i was still adapting with different environment at school n SP.. and i think, Perak accent there was so thick that when the holidays came, it just felt weird not to listen to the loghat in Ipoh.
Opps: none
ApRiL
YEAY :
Ka-Ching!
1. got my first salary as a gov. servant. I was so thrilled. and bought some stuff for families. dinner treats, etc.
and since that, i start giving monthly 'pocket money' to my parents. not that much, as my salary is not that big as well, but i would go for 'it's the thought that counts!" :p
2. got my own crib!
i moved out to quarters. at first i was quite excited bout it. thinking of the colors of curtains (i was thinking pink u know), thinking of the vase of roses on the table, furniture, kitchen utensils and so on. It was kinda like my first home. so i wanted to make it homey. but of course, homey costs hundreds. so in the end, i just songlap curtains, flowers and frying pans, etc from mom and dad's. my place probably felt more at home now!
3. went to TELUK BATIK... after yearsssss... my family used to have this kinda fam ritual to go to Teluk Batik for a picnic, when we were little. but the last trip was maybe when i was 9 yrs old. so going back there (apparently, i think SP to Teluk Batik is about an hour?..) kinda reminisced all these things we did when we were little. and of course, i met with my fellow ipbarian too, which wasssss EPIC!
Opps : none so much!
MaY
YEAY:
1. Celebrated Teacher's day for the first time! Got heaps of presents :)
2. i met my darlings and spent my day n night in car and places with them.
b) got my degree, spent the joy and happiness with loved ones.
Opps : i hated it when i was the subject of rumors but the last one got to know it! T__T
JunE
Opps :
1. Yeah, June was totally challenging for me. Like, the end of May was so joyful but towards the beginning of June, I really sank in tears, worries and sadness. I am so grateful that i have ALLAH, my parents, family and of course my dear friends.
2. it was the month that i could relate myself to a character in Juvana. like, literally, I felt it.
YEAY:
1. I know that i really have many shoulders to cry on and also people who appreciate me! :)
JuLy
YEAY: it was a fine month. a developing month for myself :)
Opps : kinda like retuning myself to a better channel with great reception. huhu
AuGust
my first pic with Bella. haha
YEAY :
-I lost around 3 kilos after Ramadhan but it was not obvious.
-Birthdays of mom, me, bro and of course, new kitties!
-started to seriously drive from home to SP. I dont really like it but i had to.
Opps: nada
SeptEmBer
I was ridiculously joking bout thinking of faking my own marriage coz....
Opps:
..........i was appointed as the warden. like seriously, once you are a single teacher, u r subjected to this job! so that's the point... and yes, the moment i knew, as much as i tried to hold my tears, they fell when they actually shouldnt. and that's what i kinda dislike bout myself. it is so easy for me to cry. so i dont usually like to put myself into things that could bring tears.
YEAY
1. and i think, this was the time where i began to slowly disconnect coz i see no good point from it. come on, right! :)
OcTober
-yada yada..haha
NovEmber
Neither YEAY nor nayy
-November, i do think more than i usually did this month.
YeaY:
-I learn that it is ok to change our first impression. and... 'follow my lead' (60km/hour). Wicked but lotsa fun.
Opps:
-i was locked by myself in my own house. and i felt so embarrassed. huhu
-many embarrassing things happened to me. i wanted to have this ability that could erase memories so that people would forget bout it..
DeCemBer
YEAY
-i was at school for around 12 days. i thought i would be like damn bored, etc. but it turned out quite ok.
-went to Teluk Cempedak and took heaps of photos there - me likey! haha.
-met with high school peeps. im glad that the chemistry is still there!
-i learn that im responsible for my own happiness. and i need to take firm actions to make it happens.:)
Opps:
-but i kinda learned it the hard way. Still, im grateful! :)
so 2012
I hope things will get better, of course.
and my new year resolutions? i actually develop them throughout the year (and also carry forward from 2011..lol).
but to be exact, i am aiming for 2 things.
what are they? cant and wont tell. :D
p/s: Monday's dad's birthday. :)
