of the 2 weeks vs 6 days

Salam.

Semua orang pun nak kepastian
dan untuk kepastian, perlukan keyakinan.
untuk dapat keyakinan, kenalah usaha.
perlu laku sesuatu, bukan diam kaku.

kalau diam kaku,
timbul juga keyakinan.
keyakinan untuk lebih ragu.

Anggukan itu,
sangat besar.
tapi mungkin tidak berat jika minda tunduk pada hati,
hati tunduk pada iman.

kalau angin, temu angin,
mungkin jadi taufan.
tapi taufan jadi satu petanda.
petanda yang terkesan.
Lenggokan angin sepoi,
kadang tak terasa. berlalu macam tu.
ya, nyaman. tapi mungkin seketika.

dan seketika itu yang menggusarkan.

p/s: gloomy Sunday.

mind grammar

Salam.

Life is not a perfect essay.
where every line is filled with bombastic words, perfect grammar and correct use of punctuations.
it might be a retarded essay,
full of weird words, imperfect grammar and incorrect use of punctuations.
sometimes, people just want to know the meaning, 'feel' the story and enjoy reading it,
without having to focus so much on its imperfections.

but no doubt that efforts should be made; 

to write a perfect essay that could be a song to the heart.

p/s: as long as the mistakes are being taken into one's learning process, then making a new mistake is a sign of progress, i believe.

Bukan senang tapi tak susah

Salam,


Bukan senang nak jadi seorang yang bertanggungjawab,
bila lepas tangan itu lebih mudah dan tak merunsingkan.

Tapi,
Bukan senang juga untuk lepas dari dipersoalkan mengenai tanggungjawab yang diberikan.
Lepas di sini tak bermaksud polos di 'sana'.

Dunia sistematik.
Jika masing-masing pikul dan laku apa yang tertanggung.

Kalau yang rajin ditambah kerja,
Yang malas dibiar saja,
Hidup pemalas tiada prestasi,
Hidup sang rajin tiada motivasi.

Ayuhlah.
Sama gapai apa yang diberi.
Kita ringankan tulang,
Kita kecap gemilang.

P/s: notis untuk diri juga

telefon rosak

Salam.

Jika hati merusuh dek nasi lemak,

jangan dirusuh pada si penjual perak.

Jika mahu diluah hiba baju kahwin,

jangan diluah pada si pengait sawit.

Jika runtun dikongsi geram pada dia,

jangan dikongsi pada si pengadu domba.

Berkongsi punya kuasa meringan.
Juga punya kuasa menyesak.
Hak meluah hak kita.
Tapi luahlah pada yang dipercaya amat...

p/s: dan sesungguhnya, ALLAH SWT itu Maha Mendengar :)

kurangkan kontroversi, tingkatkan prestasi

Salam.

If you dont gossip or spread rumors bout others,
people will gossip and spread one bout you.
It is how dirty politics being played.
Politics of many places and people.
But remember, those who gain power from belittling and bad-mouthing each other wont be respected.

As much as possible,
avoid fitnah and umpat (im trying too).
it is a merciless way of killing time,
and an unhealthy style of strengthening bond.
Let's minimize that.

p/s: tummy, dont be upset please..

A knight in shining armour

Salam.

"A Knight doesn't always have to fulfill a big need in someone's life. 

Knights can plug small holes too. 

                                                         and happiness is no small hole."

                                                                         (Quote)

****

Jauhi resmi ayam-itik, cacing dan rama-rama tatkala berbicara.

Masing-masing tak faham,

Masing-masing senyap.

efektif sangattt...(yeah right) 

p/s: im not really that kain batik kinda girl. whenever i wore one, instead of feeling ayu (like most people could..), i looked like a bibik. :(

mind-reader

Salam.


It is just weirddd...
how people asked for your opinion,
and then they started to analyse you..
Even weird,
when the analysis was disclosed,
without any filter.

when ideas clashed,
opinions intercepted with beliefs,
it aint about finding one who is right or wrong.
we try to find the similarity
and sheer it to the light of clarity.

p/s: so only after a few lines, you now have known the people for a thousand yearssss... cliche

ikan kekek

Salam.

hashtag RANDOM

If you want to catch a fish,
use a fishing rod, not a fishing net.

If the fish that you've caught isn't what you wanted,
let it go, gently.

Yes, it will hurt the fish.
But the sooner you let it go,
the quicker it will find its air to breathe,
the better the wound would heal.

p/s: If you keep the fish without intending to do anything beneficial with it, 
you are just like a man who fishes using a fishing net; 
maybe you should catch buaya darat instead of fish. ok, joke! (no) 

pejam

Salam.

Main api, bahaya..
Main hati, lagilah petaka.

Now, listen..
Even if you dont hear anything,
doesnt mean it is not there.
Try to speak,
so the sound could be felt.

p/s: kicking in

Learn like a baby

Salam.

"Dear Lord, im thankful and grateful for my MOM, dad and understanding friends"

*******

yesterday was quite a day
and i learnt a lot from yesterday

1.  Mother would do anything, ANYTHING for her children. 

There are some things that we wouldnt and couldnt understand until we become one.

2. Sometimes, you need a plan B. 

but at times, the only plan B that you need is to RELAX.

3. A REAL friend understands you. 

You wouldnt have to ask, you just explain and he/she knows what to say, and what to offer. 

Plus, you wouldnt have to think twice for asking him/her a favor, 

coz you know, you would do the same for your friend. 

4. People (and myself, of course) should stop label-ling people. 

Like, an ustaz to be perfect, a lady to be gentle (not gentel as what my students wrote) or a man to be heroic. First, you only know the person from what uve seen. 

And uve seen little. too little that you couldnt or shouldnt judge people based on that. 

It's good to have positive perceptions on people but remember, people have flaws.

5. People love to talk. that they are NOT only talking with us, in front of us, but also behind us. 

no matter how close you are with someone, apparently, not close enough for one to shut his/her mouth from talking bad about you.  
"pay attention on how they talk about others for it may be the same way they talk about YOU 
when you’re not around" (Quote). 

6. For whatever thing that happens, there is always blessing in disguise. 

IF strong desires followed by earnest du'as and sincere actions, insya ALLAH, HE will ease everything. 

Ramadhan Kareem people.

p.s: the last phase. wow.

Alhamdulillah

Salam.

Every week,
I'm really looking forward to going back home to ipoh.
Break my fast with abah and mak,
and what i want to do the most is, HUG them.
(like seriously, i barely give nor receive any hug from people here..
well..you couldnt just randomly hug people ok..that would be W.E.I.R.D. )

****

lately,
my daily dialogue has always been like this:
MONDAY: "oh man, it is just monday. Friday is sooo far away *monday blues*.."
TUESDAY:  "it feels like monday today."
WEDNESDAY: "hmm, cant wait for Friday"
THURSDAY: "yeay! it's Friday tomorrow!"
FRIDAY: "Alhamdulillah, TGIF!"
SATURDAY: ~ME time~
SUNDAY: "isnt it Saturday today? what happens to my Saturday?"

and yes, im looking forward to the day that i could finally say,
"YEAYYYY!!! im going back to SP!"

when would that be? lol

*btw, this isnt a ranting. SP is awesome in its own way! cant deny that.
but i just miss my parents..especially in this Ramadhan...huhu*

****

Talking about sincerity.

nahh.. there's nothing to talk about..

it shouldnt really be discussed but proven and felt inside.

****

 i miss this, and us, sisters!

p/s: Holy month. Ramadhan it is. 

Sudah gaharu cendana pula...

Scene345 #DEJAVUDIKINABALU:

Bazli membawa Tira ke kedai emas untuk memilih cincin.

Bazli: awak pilihlah cincin mana yg awak suka.
Tira: kenapa awak suruh saya pilih cincin?
Bazli: orang perempuan ni memang suka tanya soalan yg die dah tahu jawapan kan.

Tiba-tiba aku muncul...
Hi uolszz..memanglah perempuan suka ty soalan yg dah tau jawapan..sebab prmpuan suka kepastian,bukan kesamaran.kbye :D

P/s: it's friday :)

syukran

Salam.

"Alhamdulillah. Untuk segala rezeki-MU Ya ALLAH"

************

You once lived in a pretty place..
it was hard to decide whether you liked the place,
or was it the place that made you felt special.
either feeling didnt make you stay there longer.
but changes, major changes of that place,
development, modernization, and urbanization,
definitely made you felt something inside.
 
p/s:  always for a good reason

reality

Salam.

"Glad ladap went ok (not that boring lah..)"  

*****

Fantasy is fun but we live in reality.
It's not perfect but it doesn't mean it cant be pretty good.
(Ugly Betty)


p/s: Cant wait for next Friday dah..

as simple as making a cuppa tea

Salam.

Self Reminder: "Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain)"  (Ash-syarh 94:7)

 ************

Few Updates:

I watched final EURO Spain vs Italy last night (morning?).
It was the only match that i fully watched (without being sleepy n without my family+ friends around).
and congratz Spain! seriously, they controlled the whole game.
4-0, man! that's a new record for EURO.

and in the staffroom just now,
we all heard loud snores from the male teachers' side.
yeah, talking bout EURO...

****

and i expected this.
people gave a few comments bout me, painting henna on my nails.
that kinda looks from my students, especially.
who were really curious and asked me with serious tone,
whether my weekend was more than just a weekend.
kids.

****

When people tell you something,
you dont swallow everything that they say,
you filter them..
like tea..
it is just that, if you take everything,
if you trust every single word, 
it would be too much and might be frustrating.
sometimes people just don't mean everything that they say.
both in positive and negative ways.
remember,
too much sugar, or too much water gonna make tea no better.

p/s: Tonight, we gonna run a spot check. I would at least, want to hunt 2 handphones.

Mana

Salam.

"Ya ALLAH, redhai dan berkati lah hidup ibu ku dan bapaku..

Berikanlah mereka kebahagian yang berkekalan..Ameen"

*******

Setiap kali,
kena beringat,
supaya tak terlupa.
Supaya tahu yang antara depan dan belakang,
ada bezanya.
Antara semalam dan esok,
ada rahsianya.
dan antara sana dan sini,
tak tentu jarak ukurannya.
Nampak dekat di mata kasar,
tapi mungkin sedikitpun tak rapat di mata hati.

p/s: sedikit kabur.

compromise

Salam.

 "I am grateful and proud of myself. i could actually stay calm and compose myself, 

though it would be so easy for me to cry at that moment".

*******

You know,
sometimes, when we have questions in mind,
we don't really ask...

we think...think and think...
and cause of that,
we got many kind of answers, thoughts, assumptions and worries.

and that, my friends,
are not awesome and always, uncertain.

p/s: not comfortable in my own pants.  

gotta know

Salam.

" i am grateful that i have a friend who is willing to help me here (and whom im not shy to ask a favour from)".

*****

It is good to know a few pleasant things that have been kept from you.
It is like a surprise from the past.
A nice surprise, one that could bring you smile.

Otherwise, ignorance is bliss.

p/s: half

sadis

Salam.

*I am grateful that i could get back home early today*

***********

I woke up yesterday coz of a weird dream.
in that dream, i was ..... (too weird to share)
hence, my supposedly beauty sleep had turned out to be Beauty's nightmare (hehe).

Nothing funinteresting at school.
I was rushing as usual when it came to the end of the school hours.
Of course i need to rush.
if I did not, I would have to drive for more than 140km/hour consistently..
and coz of rushiting (purposely spelt as it is), I forgot to bring my record book to the office.
Thus, I made a trip back to the staffroom. mind you, our staffroom and office is like Perlis and Sabah.
*Catwalk macam model tak tahan ke bilik air..-_-

 from google image

and my journey to TM (Tg Malim) was so melancholy.
I felt sad, oh my, i did cry while driving (but not weeping kinda cry lah)
i felt unhappy and i actually felt like i dont wanna drive!!!
i wanted to stop and then wishing that i would be at TM somehow.
mengada weh.
I blame it 1/4 to myself but the rest is Mr Moo DeSwing and Mrs Hormes' fault.
it is good to be a girl where you could put the blame on the body, not on the person :p
it is just that, i wish i could hug my besties at that moment. that would be a big relieve (yes, hug could do wonders)

 from google image

everything bout the classes was normal.
I was sleepy and my attention span was decreasing at the 2nd hour,
hence i played with my phone, twitting and eating (managed to smuggle and eat a packet of bun and crackers)

 from google image

and I was very sleepy during the night class despite the presence of a beautiful lecturer.
my eyes were like red, watery and forced to focus while i felt my head and shoulders started to lean on the table. 
man!!! it was just 930pm.
now im the makcik makcik yang tido awal, bangun awal, -__-

 from google image

That night, i couldnt really sleep though i was tired and yawning like there's no tomorrow.

 

  from google image

p/s: aku dapat merasakan yang badan aku semakin gemuk. perut dah macam jangkit member aku yang preggy. muka pulak macam Cg H yang ada double chin, pipi tembam tu. ok nanges T__T

oil

Salam.

 "I am grateful that so far things about Choral Speaking went ok"

******

I cant deny that i always have this first impression towards people.

and sometimes, without any reason, I could just like or do not like the person coz of my first impression.

Like how i used to dislike this one fella without any good reason.

I just felt like loosening my shoes and threw 'em at him.

yes, that kind of impression.

but of course i didn't do that.

and it is just hard for me to change my perceptions.

harder when my first impression is usually untrue.

*****

Title always comes with responsibilities.

Like when you are an ustaz, people expect you to behave piously,

Like when you are a Dato', people expect you to contribute more,

and like when you are a hot gorgeous Miss, people expect you to be athletic, robotic, have nothing to do and free from responsibilities.

Hence, all the 'dirty', weekend jobs are all yours.

Yeayyyy!!! [ya righttt]

Waahhh, it is good to live in a comfort zone then.

Just get married, have children asap.

 so I have children theseeeee many! can i avoid my school responsibility now?

p/s: dont get me wrong. everyone has his/her own responsibilities. so it is not our right to judge how small or big one's burden is and use it as an excuse. if everyone does his/her own job, then everything is settled. yes, apa yang penting?? kerjaaaa sama!