2011 in a (coco)nutshell

Salam.

I always do this wrap up kinda thing.
to see what ive done and accomplished for the year
and what i can do better (Insya ALLAH) for next year

ive listed some YEAYs and OPPSs for each month.
So let's see what actually happened this year.

JAnuAry

           From google image

i think i was pretty much waiting for my posting result??
ok skip! haha

FeBruaRy 

YEAY : working for the first time!! :)
Opps:  adapting sometimes sucks..lol

- got posting result. i was posted in Perak but to a small town that i have no vast idea bout.

Went there without a place to stay. it was so sad that i actually had to kinda beg from teacher to another  teacher for a place to live. Worse, some kinda took me as a liability as i didnt have a car. But most of the teachers and staff there were very welcoming and helpful. So in the end, i squeezed myself in warden's room with the other three teachers. Not so comfy. i had to sleep on the top bunk which was so hot and making sound each time i moved. so i slept with my most disciplined sleep position. BUT, i am grateful coz at least, i have a place to sleep in and also my hilarious colleagues as housemates.

MarCH 

YEAY:

- i was still adapting with different environment at school n SP.. and i think, Perak accent there was so thick that when the holidays came, it just felt weird not to listen to the loghat in Ipoh.

Opps: none

ApRiL

YEAY :

Ka-Ching!

1. got my first salary as a gov. servant. I was so thrilled. and bought some stuff for families. dinner treats, etc.

and since that, i start giving monthly 'pocket money' to my parents. not that much, as my salary is not that big as well, but i would go for 'it's the thought that counts!" :p

2. got my own crib!

i moved out to quarters. at first i was quite excited bout it. thinking of the colors of curtains (i was thinking pink u know), thinking of the vase of roses on the table, furniture, kitchen utensils and so on. It was kinda like my first home. so i wanted to make it homey. but of course, homey costs hundreds. so in the end, i just songlap curtains, flowers and frying pans, etc from mom and dad's. my place probably felt more at home now!

3. went to TELUK BATIK... after yearsssss... my family used to have this kinda fam ritual to go to Teluk Batik for a picnic, when we were little. but the last trip was maybe when i was 9 yrs old. so going back there  (apparently, i think SP to Teluk Batik is about an hour?..) kinda reminisced all these things we did when we were little. and of course, i met with my fellow ipbarian too, which wasssss EPIC!

Opps : none so much!

MaY 

 

YEAY:
1. Celebrated Teacher's day for the first time! Got heaps of presents :)
2.  i met my darlings and spent my day n night in car and places with them.

     b) got my degree, spent the joy and happiness with loved ones.

Opps : i hated it when i was the subject of rumors but the last one got to know it! T__T

JunE

Opps : 

1. Yeah, June was totally challenging for me. Like, the end of May was so joyful but towards the beginning of June, I really sank in tears, worries and sadness. I am so grateful that i have ALLAH, my parents, family and of course my dear friends.

2. it was the month that i could relate myself to a character in Juvana. like, literally, I felt it. 

YEAY:
1. I know that i really have many shoulders to cry on and also people who appreciate me! :)

JuLy 

YEAY:  it was a fine month. a developing month for myself :)
Opps :  kinda like retuning myself to a better channel with great reception. huhu

AuGust

       my first pic with Bella. haha

YEAY :
-I lost around 3 kilos after Ramadhan but it was not obvious.
-Birthdays of mom, me, bro and of course, new kitties!
-started to seriously drive from home to SP. I dont really like it but i had to.
Opps: nada

SeptEmBer 

I was ridiculously joking bout thinking of faking my own marriage coz....

     totally not my picture peeps! from google image

Opps:

..........i was appointed as the warden. like seriously, once you are a single teacher, u r subjected to this job! so that's the point... and yes, the moment i knew, as much as i tried to hold my tears, they fell when they actually shouldnt. and that's what i kinda dislike bout myself. it is so easy for me to cry. so i dont usually like to put myself into things that could bring tears.

YEAY
1. and i think, this was the time where i began to slowly disconnect coz i see no good point from it. come on, right! :)

OcTober

-yada yada..haha

NovEmber

Neither YEAY nor nayy
-November, i do think more than i usually did this month.
YeaY:
-I learn that it is ok to change our first impression.  and... 'follow my lead' (60km/hour). Wicked but lotsa fun.
Opps:
-i was locked by myself in my own house. and i felt so embarrassed. huhu
-many embarrassing things happened to me. i wanted to have this ability that could erase memories so that people would forget bout it..

DeCemBer

YEAY
-i was at school for around 12 days. i thought i would be like damn bored, etc. but it turned out quite ok.
-went to Teluk Cempedak and took heaps of photos there - me likey! haha.
-met with high school peeps. im glad that the chemistry is still there!
-i learn that im responsible for my own happiness. and i need to take firm actions to make it happens.:)
Opps:
-but i kinda learned it the hard way. Still, im grateful! :)

so 2012
I hope things will get better, of course.
and my new year resolutions? i actually develop them throughout the year (and also carry forward from 2011..lol).
but to be exact, i am aiming for 2 things.
what are they? cant and wont tell. :D

p/s: Monday's dad's birthday. :)

buntang

Salam.

My youngest bro, he loves cat soooo much.

i think probably more than he loves me.

when he was little, he always brought home some random cats that he found somewhere.

and when he grew up, he would give food to stray cats and help cats to cross the road.

and when he was sad, he would go to the wet market and observed cats there. *sigh

and of course, whenever he called me, he would ask bout our cats (apparently, not so much bout me ok)

So this one day, i read something from a cat-lover fb page. and of course, i decided to share it with my brother.

The conversation went like this : -
(and u need to read what i forwarded to him in order to understand his reply)

    :   Mak mertua PH pesan, kalau kita jumpa kucing dan sebelom nak pegang atau nak bawa balik ke rumah perhatikan dulu matanya samada berkelip atau tidak, kalau matanya berkelip-kelip boleh lah teruskan hajat anda jika tidak berkelip dan ianya terbuntang sahaja, PH nasehatkan supaya lepaskan dia dan bacalah doa banyak2 sebelum pulang ke rumah, kemungkinan besar ianya bukan kucing mungkin ianya makhluk Allah yang lain. 

from: KAKIMOTONG ك FAN CLUB

and of course, his reply  :- 




: Mak Mertua oh Mak Mertua, kalau matanya tidak berkelip dan ianya terbuntang sahaja, kenalah kita tanamkn kucing tu.




ko mampu???!


p/s: tomorrow's 2012 already...wow..nervous uols :p

baby baby baby, oooooohhh

Salam.

Looking at pictures when we were babies, makes us realize many things.
One of them is how time flies so fast, that now, you could only say, "oh, how i wish i am still that cute"..haha.
and of course, it makes us more grateful to ALLAH SWT for the years we have been given to grow up, to learn things and to be a person we are now, or a better person, insya ALLAH.
Also, to be thankful to our parents, for all the sacrifices that they have made for us.

So yeah, I have these few pics of us, me and my siblings, when we were babies.
Pick a guess, which of these 5 babies, is a babe? eh? ahaha.

 

 baby 1

  

 baby 2

 baby 3

 baby 4

 baby 5

Your guess? :)

p/s:  Guessing is a pretty serious game coz you dont know the correct amount of certainty in it.

Gunung Lang

Salam.

Hi.

it was quite a long day today.
headache, lenguh rahang sebab banyak gelak, and so much more.
love today coz finally, i had the opportunity to meet my high school friends.
it's been 7 years!and it took a wedding for us to reunite! :)

ok, they are all my ex-classmates! well, except the bride! :)

we headed straight to Gunung Lang afterwards.

it was a beautiful place, for a wedding photo shoot (yang tak kawen lagi, or baru lepas g kenduri kawen pun ley photo shoot gak ), sight-seeing and nature-loving people!

 dare to put ur finger inside?

 boat-ride for RM3 (return ticket)

and of course, our photo shoot...  :p

My friends, they came all the way from KL and me, from Kg Gajah.
We met somewhere first coz obviously, i dont know the direction [though it was in Ipoh..(yeah, ikr!)]
but it was definitely an awesome met up and hang out, totally unplanned!

walaupun keletihan tetapi kami berasa gembira.
(ok, a cliche ending by my form 1 student! lol).


p/s: I pray that my friend wont have to be a warden. Love u lots, sis! :)

that kind of look

Salam.

A few updates so that i know, i am still alive here. =D

I left my quarters for few weeks, i guess. but it was totally like uncomfortable.

lizards' *hitzz were everywhere on the floor and worst, i found roaches!! 

Literally, i felt like a warrior after i managed to suffocate three roaches with Ridsects. 

and I kinda cleaned the whole house afterwards. 

it felt like home again.. (half home)

Been sitting on my PK Pentadbiran's chair more than himself (that he claimed he's already serah kuasa to me..huhu), using his computer and room for 2 days now. would be using it again for another 2 days (or more), i guess.

and know what, i think i want to be a PK.

just so that i could have my own room and computer. :D

straight after work, i went to Kg Gjh to draw money, only to find out that the ATM coulndt be used.

Out of frustration, I bought vege that i might not cook.

co-relation? I just want to buy something.

and that thing happened to be long beans.

tomorrow, PMR results will be announced. and i will be at school. 

cant wait to know the results.

as for weekend, i feel like hitting KL. 

but next week, gotta go to school again. so the chances are, if i go to KL, probably just for 2 days.

we'll see.

and i think (yes, im not sure bout it), I am happy to see a few familiar faces at school. 

Each face reminds me of events.

One of the events that i chose to remember is chaperoning students to Hillcity, Ipoh.

p/s: Boss is back from the holy land, wearing henna on her fingers. mann, i am so tempted to ask if she has extras that i could probably buy. but i shouldnt, rightt???

to the left

Salam.

i was driving to SP,
and behind me was a black jeep.
we both drove on right lane.
it was 120km/hour on my meter and i didn't intend to drive any faster than that.

and apparently, i didnt change my lane coz cars on the other lane were slow.
so the jeep, whether he liked it or not, gotta follow me.

But what I kinda like bout the driver are:
a) he didnt honk at me though i knew he wanted to overtake me, and been waiting for it like hours :p.
b) he didnt beam the light though i knew, he probably would want to give a sharp white spotlight, direct to my eyes.

so what did he do?

he just followed me close enough that i knew it was the signal.
...a signal that i should move, of course to the left lane.

so when the right time came,
i changed my lane and let him drove faster.

so yeah, if the car is patient enough to wait for you,
not honking, not swearing, not showing middle finger,
not calling you a stereotyped lady-driver, whatsonot,
then perhaps, you should give him what he has been hoping and waiting for,
hit your signal and give space to the car.
Let it lead the way. 

and yep, this is just a story,
about two cars,
with lots of signals.

p/s: Friendship is an involuntary reflex. It just happened. You cant help it (Ted Mosby, HIMYM)

questions are guaranteed in life, answers arent

Salam.

i have been bombarded with many questions and 'suggestions'.
from others and from my own thoughts
i think people know the answers, but they just need assurance.
including myself too i guess.
next time, if i were to be asked or proposed on the same thing...
i would just smile.
simple. it's not annoying (or might be, a little) and honest (yeah, i sincerely smile??)
but the thing is, it gives kinda no exact answer back!
and the same thing happens again and again.

p/s: Of course i didnt say everything that i kept in my mind or heart.
that would be too VERBAL. and i bet not everyone can handle that, including me.