if words could tell nonverbal meanings

Salam.

-why o why
today feels sooo short and different.

-another embarrassing day but i did get through it ! hehe

-i need to recite al-ma'thurat more often.

-need to think more seriously and be more organized.

-cant wait for FRIDAY. another 3 days to FRIDAY.
Still, it feels so long and dreadful. T__T

 i found this pic. it was from last raya. with my second cousins. i was kinda surprised that i

actually have these much girl cousins (another 5-not in pic). and of course, im the fattest. huhu

p/s: Start and stop doing things.

convo.

Salam.

Hi, just a few updates

1) i met my brother last two days,

with his funny friend who crushed at his place.

and of course, met my awesome sisters too and other fellow friends.

it was great catching up with them! :)

though it was too short! huhu

2) now, i kinda worry coz i havent sent my satin n lace to the tailor yet. They need to be a nice dress or whatsoever before 20th feb. it is for my cousin's wedding, and the satin n lace are sponsored so i need to wear them. with CNY 's coming up, im afraid that i would probably end up wearing something 'ready-made'.

3) i was impressed with my 4** class for making an effort to do their best in writing the essay though it was already late (end of school hours). they didnt just simply write but they really think and try to write longer.. however, i also kinda have a hard time with this one student, the spot-on taiko in the class. but it's alright! i'll manage that, insya ALLAH :)

4) LaDaP tomorrow. and it is actually a gotong-royong for Sekolah Lestari's project.. yeayyy!! (you wish!)

5) It is kinda weird when both happen to do the same thing at the same time.

and of course, when both are not doing it at the same time too.

p/s: as much as one's mouth is shut, others still wanna spill the beans.

awkeird

Salam.

When something out of routine happens,
it spells awkeird (yes, another mashed up word; awkward, weird).

though the routine might just start yesterday.







 p/s: tomorrow and day after tomorrow. 

I want croissant!

Salam.

~ There are a few dates that we would remember in our life.
birthdays, holidays, anniversary (of many kinds), our very first experience of things,
and of course dates of some weird experiences.

~ i cant wait to go back home.
This week, i couldnt go back home.
next week as well. then, the other next week, i probably on duty.
i know, i still, should be grateful as some might not get the chance to go back home for months right?
but, it is just that, sometimes, i want to breathe different air.
and seeing familiar faces whom i love dearly.


p/s: awk070112ward

trap

Salam.

Aku letak perangkap lipas dan cicak kat quarters.
dah 2 minggu lebih tak berhasil walau aku dah ubah lokasi perangkap tuh.
sama ada, lipas dan cicak makin pintar bersembunyi
atau quarters aku dah bebas lipas dan cicak!!!
(yeay! haha)

tapi...
semalam, aku letak kat bilik warden.
satu malam sahaja..
5 ekor lipas gemuk terperangkap..
aku rasa nak menangis kegembiraan..

and btw, tadi gotong royong kemas bilik warden.
habuk jangan cakap lah..berkilo-kilo ok habuk.
buang karpet, cabut langsir, buang katil double decker, nk buang peti ais lama yang sejak azali ada kat situ.. haih, kalau boleh nk buang semua, ganti baru..haha.

harapan aku untuk bilik warden kali ini?
supaya aku boleh tidur malam lena kat situ.
a) bersih
b) bebas lipas dan tahi cicak
c) habuk tade
d) elektrik memalam tak wat hal. (hellow, aku sorang kottt...)
e) bekalan air yang mencukupi
f) internet yang laju..
g) bumbung tak lagi terbuka dengan sendirinya.

and of course, takde budak asrama wat unnecessary drama.

p/s: LADAP pulak sabtu nehhh...huhu

Walid

Salam.

Hi all...
how's your new year's eve? legend...(wait for itt...wait for ittt...).. dary ???
haha..hopefully everyone started their new year with something beneficial yaww!

Last few days, it was Basu's birthday.
and today, it is Abah's birthday!
i made sausage bread for daddy. i just baked brownies last few days, so no more cake today k!

i always wanted to say something bout daddy.
and i guess his birthday is THE day to do so.

so,
5 random things bout daddy :

a) He never complains bout food. I mean, food that mom n me prepared. NEVER ok. If he likes it, he would eat more but if he doesnt quite like it, he would eat less. as simple as that! :)

b) He never hit me or my mom or my brothers. Seriously, i couldnt recall any event of him slapping, pinching, hitting or canning me. BUT... he educates me through examples and words, advices.. through kind words. I admit, i dont quite like to be nagged or scolded (omg, do u like it?? haha). I could accept advices and could cry when listening to them. coz they might touch my heart. and when daddy wants to talk bout something serious, he would wait for the right moment (eyes to eyes moment) and talk bout it... and you'll know that it is serious, when he uses English to explain or advise. i call it as the daddy-me awkward moment. huhu...

c) He trusts me to do things. ahaha. like, finding my own way back home in a place that im not familiar with. like seriously, sometimes i do think whether he actually worries bout me or not..why? coz he rarely calls me or texts me. like seriously, i could count the number of calls or texts he sent to me..ahaha. but, of course, i appreciate his trust and it does help me in being independent! :)

d) He listens to me more than my brothers..ahaha. bunyi macam perasan kann... but i do think so. indeed, my mom said so too! ahaha :p. 

e) Abah looks garang. with his mustache and serious face. I think, he never smiles in his passport pictures. and when I took pictures, I would sometimes, specifically ask him to smile. hahaha :p. BUT, he really has a kind and tender heart. He helps people when they are in need. He loves children (though nada grandchild yet..haha). and he knows what's the best for ones that he loves. Seriously, he thinks and he sticks to it. He is a firm decision maker. and also a wise one! :)

and coz of these and many more good qualities in him,

I love you more and more ABAH ♥ .
thank you for bringing out the best in me. 

           Happy birthday Abah ♥

"Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiiim

Ya Allah
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap mereka dan
Lembutkan hatiku untuk mereka

Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya, atas
didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas
kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah
mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan
atau kesusahan yang mereka deritakan kerana aku
atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka kerana perbuatanku
jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya
dosa-dosa mereka dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan
mereka dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah
hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan
kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Ya Allah,
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai mereka sebelumku,
Izinkanlah mereka memberi syafa'at untukku.
Tetapi jika sebaliknya, maka izinkanlah aku memberi
syafa'at untuk mereka,sehingga kami semua berkumpul
bersama dengan santunan-Mu di tempat kediaman
yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta rahmat-Mu... .

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang memiliki Kurnia Maha
Agung, serta anugerah yang tak berakhir dan Engkaulah
yang Maha Pengasih diantara semua pengasih.

Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..  "

                                                                                               (from halaqah.net)

  LOVE,

Sara

p/s: Thank you ALLAH for my parents.:)

2011 in a (coco)nutshell

Salam.

I always do this wrap up kinda thing.
to see what ive done and accomplished for the year
and what i can do better (Insya ALLAH) for next year

ive listed some YEAYs and OPPSs for each month.
So let's see what actually happened this year.

JAnuAry

           From google image

i think i was pretty much waiting for my posting result??
ok skip! haha

FeBruaRy 

YEAY : working for the first time!! :)
Opps:  adapting sometimes sucks..lol

- got posting result. i was posted in Perak but to a small town that i have no vast idea bout.

Went there without a place to stay. it was so sad that i actually had to kinda beg from teacher to another  teacher for a place to live. Worse, some kinda took me as a liability as i didnt have a car. But most of the teachers and staff there were very welcoming and helpful. So in the end, i squeezed myself in warden's room with the other three teachers. Not so comfy. i had to sleep on the top bunk which was so hot and making sound each time i moved. so i slept with my most disciplined sleep position. BUT, i am grateful coz at least, i have a place to sleep in and also my hilarious colleagues as housemates.

MarCH 

YEAY:

- i was still adapting with different environment at school n SP.. and i think, Perak accent there was so thick that when the holidays came, it just felt weird not to listen to the loghat in Ipoh.

Opps: none

ApRiL

YEAY :

Ka-Ching!

1. got my first salary as a gov. servant. I was so thrilled. and bought some stuff for families. dinner treats, etc.

and since that, i start giving monthly 'pocket money' to my parents. not that much, as my salary is not that big as well, but i would go for 'it's the thought that counts!" :p

2. got my own crib!

i moved out to quarters. at first i was quite excited bout it. thinking of the colors of curtains (i was thinking pink u know), thinking of the vase of roses on the table, furniture, kitchen utensils and so on. It was kinda like my first home. so i wanted to make it homey. but of course, homey costs hundreds. so in the end, i just songlap curtains, flowers and frying pans, etc from mom and dad's. my place probably felt more at home now!

3. went to TELUK BATIK... after yearsssss... my family used to have this kinda fam ritual to go to Teluk Batik for a picnic, when we were little. but the last trip was maybe when i was 9 yrs old. so going back there  (apparently, i think SP to Teluk Batik is about an hour?..) kinda reminisced all these things we did when we were little. and of course, i met with my fellow ipbarian too, which wasssss EPIC!

Opps : none so much!

MaY 

 

YEAY:
1. Celebrated Teacher's day for the first time! Got heaps of presents :)
2.  i met my darlings and spent my day n night in car and places with them.

     b) got my degree, spent the joy and happiness with loved ones.

Opps : i hated it when i was the subject of rumors but the last one got to know it! T__T

JunE

Opps : 

1. Yeah, June was totally challenging for me. Like, the end of May was so joyful but towards the beginning of June, I really sank in tears, worries and sadness. I am so grateful that i have ALLAH, my parents, family and of course my dear friends.

2. it was the month that i could relate myself to a character in Juvana. like, literally, I felt it. 

YEAY:
1. I know that i really have many shoulders to cry on and also people who appreciate me! :)

JuLy 

YEAY:  it was a fine month. a developing month for myself :)
Opps :  kinda like retuning myself to a better channel with great reception. huhu

AuGust

       my first pic with Bella. haha

YEAY :
-I lost around 3 kilos after Ramadhan but it was not obvious.
-Birthdays of mom, me, bro and of course, new kitties!
-started to seriously drive from home to SP. I dont really like it but i had to.
Opps: nada

SeptEmBer 

I was ridiculously joking bout thinking of faking my own marriage coz....

     totally not my picture peeps! from google image

Opps:

..........i was appointed as the warden. like seriously, once you are a single teacher, u r subjected to this job! so that's the point... and yes, the moment i knew, as much as i tried to hold my tears, they fell when they actually shouldnt. and that's what i kinda dislike bout myself. it is so easy for me to cry. so i dont usually like to put myself into things that could bring tears.

YEAY
1. and i think, this was the time where i began to slowly disconnect coz i see no good point from it. come on, right! :)

OcTober

-yada yada..haha

NovEmber

Neither YEAY nor nayy
-November, i do think more than i usually did this month.
YeaY:
-I learn that it is ok to change our first impression.  and... 'follow my lead' (60km/hour). Wicked but lotsa fun.
Opps:
-i was locked by myself in my own house. and i felt so embarrassed. huhu
-many embarrassing things happened to me. i wanted to have this ability that could erase memories so that people would forget bout it..

DeCemBer

YEAY
-i was at school for around 12 days. i thought i would be like damn bored, etc. but it turned out quite ok.
-went to Teluk Cempedak and took heaps of photos there - me likey! haha.
-met with high school peeps. im glad that the chemistry is still there!
-i learn that im responsible for my own happiness. and i need to take firm actions to make it happens.:)
Opps:
-but i kinda learned it the hard way. Still, im grateful! :)

so 2012
I hope things will get better, of course.
and my new year resolutions? i actually develop them throughout the year (and also carry forward from 2011..lol).
but to be exact, i am aiming for 2 things.
what are they? cant and wont tell. :D

p/s: Monday's dad's birthday. :)