1437hijrah

Koreksi diri.

Kalau apa yang kau buat tak mampu halang kau dari kejahatan dan dosa..
Apa sebenarnya yang berlaku?
Apa sebenarnya yang kau lakukan sehingga tak laku di sisi NYA?

😢😢😢😢

Rindu waktu itu ya Tuhan.

ALLAH.. ampuni dosa lalu.
Mampukan daku untuk suka segala yang Engkau suka..
Mampukan daku untuk utamakan MU, Ya ALLAH dalam segala perkara..

Kerna duri sebatang, habis seisi genggaman terburai

Genggam erat penuh kasih selama manapun, 

andai ditaqdir ditusuk duri, 

pasti akan terlerai genggaman, 

bertaburan apa yang digenggam selama ini.

Tapi jika genggaman dibuka sedikit demi sedikit, 

duri dibuang perlahan-lahan, 

luka diubat cepat.. 

maka isi dalam genggaman pasti masih ada. 

Lukanya pula pasti lekas sembuh.

Lantas begitulah juga kehidupan ini. 

Jika kesalahan dimaafkan, 

manusia tidak terus dibuang dan dihukum dengan hanya satu kesalahan, 

tiada putus harapan dgn rahmat dari-NYA hanya kerana satu ujian, 

maka apa yang dibina dgn kasih selama dalam genggaman pasti masih ada gunanya.

Namun kadang kita terlalu pantas menilai kesalahan dan menghukum..

Terlalu mudah berputus harap hanya kerana satu ujian.

Sakit dan luka itu pasti.
Tapi tindakan yang lebih pasti ialah utk tidak terlalu pantas membuka genggaman, 

melerai pegangan hanya kerana satu duri. 

Terus..luka diubati dan fokus diberi untuk terus menggenggam erat, 

menjaga nikmat dan mendoakan rahmat.

Hidup lebih positif jika fokus adalah pada usaha yg telah kita bina dan nikmat yg kita peroleh; 

bukan pada sebatang duri dan sakitnya satu luka..

#notauntukdiri #refleksi sebagai seorang hamba, anak, guru, sahabat dan manusia.

Lalai dan ujub
Itu yang aku takut.
Sebab ia hadir tanpa kita rasa.
Dan paling scary...sebab kita rasa ia tiada tapi ada.

Allah,
Peliharalah hati-hati kami.

Bless

He envies her to the fact that she could meet her parents every weekend..
Little that he knows, she envies him for getting to meet his own little family every time he returns home, everyday..

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Each and every one of us has their own rezq though at times, all we see is that the grass is always greener from the other side of the fence. We might have rezq that other people do not have and vice versa. Same goes with difficulties or adversities. Who r we to say that other people are more  blessed than us or have less responsibilities/ difficulties/adversities than us?

Lets be thankful.
Be grateful for everything that we have.
Work hard, pray earnestly and give more as to achieve what we think we should have OR want to have OR need to have.
Stop labelling each other as "having less responsibilities" OR "more blessed" OR "having no problems" etc. What we see from the surface (their smiles, laughters, happiness, etc) might not really show the struggles inside their heart and mind.

Sometimes we couldn't have everything. But all the things that we have..are more than enough for us.

And stms, we could have everything. But it is just not there yet for us. It also depends on how do we define 'everything'.

Be grateful for everything that we have. For when we lose even one slight nikmat from the many of them that HE has bestowed upon us, only then we would realize that we have everything that HE wants us to have; and they are sufficient for us.

Im not reminding this to anyone except my own self.
Sometimes i compared myself with other people in a negative way. And of course, it should not happen like that. If comparison is made, it should be as a motivation to achieve and do better, positively.
This is indeed a reminder to myself. Yes, i remind myself by writing my thoughts; one of the ways, of course.

P/s: happy malaysia day. #160915wednesday.
It is now 3.59pm..same time on 160914 tuesday; i was in festival city, hunting for my graduation shoes, after leaving sime darby convention centre with a happy and content feeling. Little that i know... 😔😢

Kehilangan
Itu yang menyedihkan.
Tak kisahlah hilang apa.
Barang mahupun cinta.
Cinta siapa? Itu kau jawab sendiri.
Paling parah jika hilang cinta agung.
Itu kau bakal hilang segalanya.

Ps: ah..menangis pula.
Hati tak sado.
Dah bilang acapkali supaya kental.
Tapi rupanya seperti span.
Serap semua.
...dan bila ditekan, menitis laju.

How

They said, to forget certain things,
remember all the bad things.
So hatred would build up, erasing things that you have got to forget.
But how could you forget,
when everything is good.

You know, it was like in a drama,
when a mother or a wife was praying and then reciting some zikr using the tasbeh and then.... pufff!
That suspense or sad background music came in...
Tasbeh terputus
The beads were everywhere
And uve got that bad feelings.

Huhuhu...
Rasa nak nangis pulak. Ala2 dramatic..
I need a new tasbeh. That was a tasbeh given by my friend last 2 years i think.  And now..dah terputus 😣

And that sejadah/ prayer mat was given by my ex principal whom ive just had a chance of working with him for 3 months. He gave a sejadah to every staff on his retirement day. That was in 2011.
And im still using it til now.