Monday, June 06, 2011

nurmal

Salam.

One news can either make ur day or ruin it.
in my case, i felt more negative energy than its positivity.

i try to act cool, trying not to really think about it
and just go with the flow..accepting it as it is
but i cant lie to myself.
automatically, i have no mood to do anything.
like someone from the street took your boyfriend away
and you try to look at the bright side
trying to find 5 reasons to accept the fact that you are now boyfriend-less
such as: he was not meant for me
such as: maybe i would find someone better
such as: I deserve better.
such as: his shoes are blue and not pink
such as: i am hot, young and gojes ??? - so it is his lost.
but in your heart, you would feel weird, not knowing what to expect,
and unhappy.

yes, one day, you would get to know someone
but it is kinda irritating to have to get started all over again
the same friendly smile that you ought to wear,
the same yes, yes, yes...
the same worries, adaptation and everything.

man, im really not happy for i dont know why.
..why this news strikes me hard.
tell me that i am normal.

“…Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” 
(Al-Baqarah 2:216)
p/s: now i know how kids felt when they had to move from place to place, 
from school to school..  
pps: please dont ask me why. and this aint about love.

11 comments:

Ballet shoes said...

it's so true. adapting to a new place and being in state of full happiness is a greatest achievement of a man.

i believe this new place will bring joys into ur life.

kte mmg tak tau ape yg akan berlaku, tp percayalah, Allah MAHA MENGETAHUI.

Insha Allah Sara, everything's going to be ine :) Ameen.

I always here for u :)

~NuWanDa~ said...

yes, all i need is to feel happy n contented in which ever and whatever i am destined to. and for that, only HE knows and indeed, HE is the greatest in everything.

and thnx. glad to know that i hv sum1 that i could lean on.

p.s: hati kite tak calm. doakanlah yg terbaik dan moga segala urusan dipermudah oleh ALLAH SWT.

fman024 said...

Finally blh bukak sarabelleinthehouseyaw

Lawa font.

Heartbroken ye sarah? sorry

Blh hantar resume? hehe

~NuWanDa~ said...

yes, for the time being, it's now opened to public dahhh..

wah wah...jawab resume kakak kat sekolah n yg pending dulu yawww...lol

fman024 said...

Resume kakak kat sek? lol

Jgn ckp,

Nightmare ok tu haha

~NuWanDa~ said...

haha..consider nightmare ke?
ala2 sweet je akak tuh..haha.
faris2... byk tol peminat tak kire usia pulak tuh..lol

fman024 said...

Nightmare okay.

Bila ignore msg next time jumpe die buat muka masam. LOL
Ape kes kan?

But seriously xde peminat. seriously. Sorang2 je :)

~NuWanDa~ said...

mana tak muka masam uols..pelawaan g date ditolak..hehe.

aih, aneh nih xde pminat. hmm, no wonderlah kena ngorattt...;p

fman024 said...

Eh eh yg ade peminat je yg akan kena ngorat owhkay.

Kakak kerani tu ade Identity Confusion Syndrome.
Ter-sent text salah org uols :p

Mahu tukar sek x? hehe

fsj said...

sayang, u r normal!
kuatkn hati mu, semoge kebahagian, kegembiraan milikmu di tempat baru nnt!

u can count on me n u know that! :)

~NuWanDa~ said...

fman024
haha. mcm2 ok. tukar sekolah tuh tak nak lah.. nti kak kerani marah sebab yg ganti bukan lelaki..huhu.

fsj
ateng!!! thanx for telling me that it's normal..thnx 4d doa n support too.

u know that the last statement goes the same to you too, hun!<3

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