Throwback

And i wont share the answer.
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I could #tb jan & feb in so many ways. I remember things almost vividly, especially from 2008 onwards.
Last year, early feb was the time that i was busy preparing myself for umrah.
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It has been almost a year. Ive heard many ustazs and ustazahs mentioned that we could self-check our umrah, whether it's mabrur or not by evaluating ourselves. Are we becoming a better person?
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I know the answer. Be it in terms of ibadah, akhlaq, ikhtilat and aurah..
I know the answer.

Envy

My friend envied me to the fact that i could meet my parents every week..
Little that she knows, i kinda envied her for having the blessing to meet her own little family every time she returns home, everyday.

Each and every one of us has their own rezqi though at times, all we see is that the grass is always greener from the other side. I might have rezqi that other people do not have and vice versa.
Same goes with difficulties or adversities. Who are we to say that other people are more  blessed than us or have less responsibilities, difficulties, adversities than us?

Let's be matured.
Be grateful for everything that we have.
Work hard, pray earnestly and give more as to achieve what we think we 'should' have or want to have or need to have.
Stop labelling each other as "having less responsibilities" or "more blessed" or "having no problems";
as what we see- their smiles, laughters and happiness might not really show the struggles inside their heart and mind.

Always remember that sometimes we couldnt have everything.
But all the things that we have, are more than just enough for us.

And sometimes, we could have everything.
But it is just not there yet for us. It also depends on how do we define everything.

Be grateful for everything that we have; for when we lose even one slight nikmat from the many of them that he has bestowed upon us, only then we would realize that we have everything that HE wants us to have, that we have more than enough.

I'm not reminding this to anyone except my own self.
Sometimes i compared myself with other people in a negative way. And of course, it should not happen like that. If comparison is made, it should be as a motivation to achieve and do better, positively.
This is indeed a reminder to myself. Yes, i remind myself by writing my thoughts; one of the ways, of course.

160915

12.12.18

Aku, kamu, kita...

Tak pernah tak sayang.
But i just dont know how to start.

BERKAT MASA

Salam.

i once read and it says - if you want to know whether your time is blessed or the opposite, just look at :
a) how and what you spend your time with
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b) whether you still manage to do all the good deeds, qur'an recitations and complimentary prayers that you used to do, or are they now being replaced with other 'secondary' matters?
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Last night, i went to mesjid.
As usual, i would take out my notebook and check the dates of my previous notes- it was dated back to 310818. and yesterday was 281018.
almost 2 months, i FAILED to visit the 'raudhah', surrounded by the angels.
i had missed those blessings and it got me into reflecting the matters that i did, that had caused me to lose such opportunities.

ps. BERKAT MASA ITU APA JIKA KAU TIADA MASA KHAS UNTUK DIA?

Be STRONG

HELP