what to think..i dont know

Salam.

Pikir ke tak pikir ke,
mungkin tetap tidak memberi apa-apa kesan.
Risau ke, riang ke, ... tidak beri apa-apa kesan jugak.
Jadi, tak perlu pening-pening pikir, just percaya yang setiap yang berlaku,
telah ditentukan oleh-NYA, ada hikmah tersendiri. ALLAH Maha Mengetahui.

***

teringat kisah di kursus guru baharu..
Ustaz ni bercerita tentang kisah dia semasa sedang sidai pakaian di rumah..
isteri dia tak sihat so dia pun sidai baju kat luar sambil diperhati oleh jiran..

mak cik : wah wah walewah  ustaz.... dengar kate orang rumah sakit?
ustaz     : iye.
mak cik: habis tu, kenapa ustaz jemur kain senyum aje?
ustaz    : mak cik, kalau saya masam pun, boleh sihat ke isteri saya?

wahhhhh..haha. kena kau sedas. pergi jolok sarang tebuan awal-awal pagi sapa suruh kannnn....

tapi, ada logik cerita ustaz ni.
kalau masam muka sekalipun, boleh sihat ke orang nya?
boleh selesai ke masalah?
at least, bila senyum, orang lain tengok pon sejuklah jugak hati.

ok, mengaku...
cerita nih untuk aku sendiri.
yang memang muka serius jarang senyum.
itu pakat takde problem hati girang punya situasi.
kalau muka time ada problem, busy, focus and sewaktu dengannya,
memang ala-ala muncung panjang leyh sangkut hanger gitewww...
*sigh

p/s: Hati, tenang-tenang kamu di dalam.

Prime-vacy

Salam.


Sometimes, people imagining themselves being famous artists.
Living a glamourous life, full of gossips and being known by people all around the nation.
But time will come when they realise that a glamourous life isnt what they want.
a gossip isnt how they want to be known.
and life of an artist isnt as pretty and cool as it is portrayed.


because after all, fame sometimes kills all the fun.

p/s: doesnt need a famous soul to say that. doesnt a genius to understand this. 

Price Tag

*video's taken from Youtube*

Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

Why is everybody so serious
Acting so damn mysterious
Got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
We're paying with love tonight
It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Chang Cha-Chang.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Blang Ba-Blang
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

Okay!
We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all unite
And it wasn't low blows and video hoes,
Am I the only one getting tired
Why is everybody so obsessed
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we'll be feeling Alright.

Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
We're paying with love tonight
It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Chang Cha-Chang.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/price-tag-lyrics-jessie-j.html ]

Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Blang Ba-Blang
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

[Jessie J -Outro]
Yeah, yeah
Oo-oooh
Forget about the price tag.


p/s: BUT sometimes...it is all about MONEY.
It does to a CERTAIN extent 'buy' HAPPINESS.

MAS

Salam,

a GRADUATE indeed!! ... Alhamdulillah!

~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh, my Malaysia Convo day! a happy day indeed! i have my besties, and my family except my second elder brother. he couldnt come :(

it was just weird.
when i was small, ive been dreaming and believing that someday, i would be wearing this robe and accepting this scroll and holding on to my degree.

I was 15 when i had my first mini graduation day at MJSC Gerik..(haha..muka tak puas hati jerr..)

 My second mini Grad-Day. I was sweet 17 gitewwww...lol

and Alhamdulillah, after all these 6 years, hundreds of assignments, sleep deprivation, laughters and hardship, that day finally came true!
thanks to my mak, abah, abang2, adik, family members, teachers, lecturers, besties, friends and all for your support, love, care and everything!

  

 

 

I love you all ! :)

p/s: this is so short. it only mentions 3% of what i actually want to say. :D

break

Salam.

a break.

From people and place.

This is like a volcano,

meets with a tornado.

put more calming water,

and find a nice shelter.

if a car could bring one to a place where the heart desires,

if a chance is given to fulfill all things one acquires,

if time allows he or she to get what one admires,

one would not be such a wildfire.

burning all the plants and vegetables,

hurting all the farmers and friends,

laughing like hell, the devils,

crying like raindrops, the angels.

aint need more reasons,

to loosen the tension,

to mend the inner burden,

need the effing break to function.

p/s: yes. need a break to sustain. 

i dont laugh

Salam.

hi. i rarely laugh in my class. from what ive learnt or heard, they say that for new teachers,we better hold our laugh and put on our most serious face for the first few months. and now, ive been teaching for 2 months. and 3 of my 5 classes were kinda raise my blood pressure.

and this week, I actually laughed in all my classes- except 4PD. I just could not hold it anymore.my face was red and seeing them laughing actually made me laughed too.and my students were kinda surprised that i actually laughed.

 ***

Case 1

i was teaching and I saw this one boy who sat in front row - was picking his nose like there was no one else in the class. he was sooo into it. I didnt want to embarrass him so i didnt say anything. but then, the other students were looking at him and whispering to each other. I saw their faces like 'euww' and that boy was still picking his nose coz he did not realise that his friends were actually talking behind his back- well both literally and figuratively.

and I actually laughed a little when i saw the other girls' facial expressions. and the other students were then laughed too.  I tried to stop laughing but the whole class was laughing so it was so hard for me to stop laughing.

and this one girl then said to me
'teacher, dah selalu dah teacher. saya nak termuntah tengok'.

and what happened to the boy?

he stopped picking his nose and smiled sheepishly.


case 2

i taught the class about dental health. so there was a set of pictures. and one of them is a picture of a toothbrush and a caption : twice a day.

So i asked them.
"How often should you brush your teeth?"

and then this one girl loudly and confidently said,
"twice a year!"

I was like...laughing! and the whole class too! and one boy said
"weh, beghulat lah gigi!!!"

like seriously, the girl was very confident. and when she realised that she was tersasul. she just smiled. and i just couldnt stop laughing when the rest was laughing out loud.

case 3

this is the second last class. so they were quite lazy.i told them that whomever late to my class, will have to say a few things/words in english. and these 2 boys, always be the late ones. and i asked them to sing an english song. they were reluctant. so i did not allow them to sit. they just blurred coz they dont know an english song. i asked them to sing "brother John" as duet. and I gave them a pair of marker pens as microphones. and when the part "ding dong bell" came, I laughed coz the way they said it was too funny. so as the whole class.

***

oh ya...
this one boy was looking at his exercise book's cover..
then he asked me a question that was not supposed to be asked- at least not after 2 months.
he asked me,
"cikgu, nama cikgu apa?".
sigh

p/s: im now officially the only female teacher without a ring on my finger...abeslahhhh...

tito

Salam.

Hi

Kursus Guru Baharu di Marina Cove Resort 12-14 April 2011

-lambat dapat surat. itu yang aku tak berapa puas hati. sebab susah nk rancang perjalanan bagi aku yang takde transport ini. yang lain aku puas hati sangat2. syukur. sebab dapat jumpa member2, sembang2 and accomodation yang selesa and food yang enak dan memenuhi selera. at least, aku tak sembelit and boleh buang air dengan aman. abes kursus, naik 2 kilo. itu baru pakat2 3 hari punya kursus yaww..and ke teluk batik best sebab last pergi dulu dengan family, time aku blom masuk tadika lagi. sekarang pergi ke sana balik bila dah jadi cikgu giteww. oh, pantasnya masa berlalu..aww..hihi.

pindah rumah

-aku dah tak duduk kat bilik warden dah. sekarang bermaustatin dekat quarters. rumah selesa tapi agak kosong sekarang. setakat nih, lipas baru seekor jumpa. tuh pun dah maut kena spray. cuma banyak binatang terbang kecik2 yang salu ada musim tanam padi. btw, kalo aku nk panggil Eric datang quarters aku kat Seberang Perak deco cantik2 ok takk?? ok takkk??..
-bil air satu rumah mencecah RM100+. padahal aku duduk seorang. bukannya aku minum bergelen2 air, mandi bertong2 air, basuh baju 500 bakul sebulan. nih sebab satu meter, 1 bangunan quarters. so lepas nih harus aku rajin siram rumput, cuci bumbung, kutip kucing terbiar dan mandikan, hatta memcuci kereta orang..

mimi balik

-kucing aku, mimi (mak jerry), tetiba balik umah few weeks ago. seriously, selepas 5 tahun menghilang. abah aku siap ingat itu JErry lagik sebab diorang nih mak n anak sama je pesen cuma saiz lain. after 5 years, mimi nampak dah tua. gigi cuma tinggal gigi taring n dua tiga batang geraham. So air liur dia macam merecik2 bila besembang. ewahh..haha. pastu kalau jilat badan or mulut, lidah salu terjelir sebab gigi depan takde. suara die pun dh lain. macam bunyi monyet, "..et..et..". hah, macam tuh lah dia mengenyet mengiau.. kenapa jadik macam tuh, aku pun tak sure. yang pasti, perut cam bunting ajer die nih. haduih, laku lagi mimi nih. and sebab mimi xde gigi, adik aku siap berhasrat murni nak tumbuk friskies kasi hancur supaya mimi nikmat bila makan. ju kata kalau mimi terus telan die tak nikmat n makanan lambat hadam. ko mampu nak layan adik empati sampai kucing pun dia nak suruh nikmat bila makan?..aku takde pun dia layan macam tuh ok. T_T

pulangkan

-aku dah jumpa hadiah untuk abah. aku belikan abah wallet. last Friday, 8 april, abah lost his wallet and everything inside it at Tapah R&R. Duit RM 1000++ , IC, licence, bank cards, etc semua satu wallet lesap. we reckoned that the wallet jatuh time nak keluar kereta. memang carik2 and tanya2 tak jumpa. Esoknya ada wedding sepupu in KL. memang i could see that abah terkilan and force himself to be in the mood of a wedding ceremony. duit nak kasi anak2 and relatives lesap. and dokumen2 penting pun tarak.. sapa tak terkilan.. wlopon dah berlalu, tapi sampai sekarang aku berdoa moga ada insan prihatin dan baik hati yang pulangkan wallet beserta isinya kepada kami.. Doakan sekali ya.

p/s: kertas exam tak abes bertanda lagi nih. next week nak kena buat oral pulak..adessss...