Salam.

tak semestinya kau cikgu sains,
kau tak pernah salah dalam sains.
tak semestinya kau cikgu bahasa inggeris,
kau tahu semua tentang bahasa inggeris.
tak semestinya kau ustaz,
kau tak mengumpat, memfitnah, bersangka buruk,
tak semestinya kau berkuasa, kau boleh arah orang sesuka hati.

dalam hidup ni, kita banyak bergantung pada orang.
aku kau aku..
dan kadang aku rasa terlampau banyak bergantung hingga orang yang hulurkan tali terasa mengah.
aku ni berat, aku cuba kadang untuk tarik orang yang tolong aku...
tapi nyata tali hanya ada satu,
...dengan dua penghujung.
kalau sama-sama tarik, realitinya tak ke mana.
tapi hakikatnya, tali akan terangkat jua.

kalau kau jatuh, pasti aku akan tarik sedaya aku.
dan kalau aku jatuh, tariklah aku sebelum aku tersungkur.

p/s: looking forward to a free weekend..

dont have to say a word

Salam.
 
The first time I heard this song, I thought Najwa was saying,  "Kacang tua, Kacang dalam...."
and I was like.... how does that relate to smiling??

Kacak luar
Kacak dalam
Kacak dengar sini
Kalau saya senyum
Awak mesti senyum sekali

Ay cantik luar
Cantik dalam
Cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum, cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit

(Senyum by Malique Too Phat featuring Najwa)

makan dalammm.... lol

p/s: tomorrow sunday already... T_T

tak sampai

Salam.

Suatu hari, perbualan antara adik aku dan Cik X di kaunter dot dot dot, Ipoh...

Cik X : Kakak awak mengajar dekat mana?
Adik   : Seberang P..
Cik X : Oh, first2 posting dah dapat situ eh??
Adik  :  ha'a
Cik X : Habis tu dia pergi sekolah kena naik bot la ye?

 tak lah...akak g sekolah naik gajah je uolssss....

Right, aku tahu nama Seberang P... tak popular
and nama 'Seberang', macam tepi sungai gitewww...(tapi memang tepi Sungai Perak pun)
but aku tak naik bot lahhhh....

p/s: bloat

nada mood.

Salam.

kepingin minggu ini:

-pi movie.
-makan popcorn

banyak benda nak cakap.
tapi last-last takdak mood nak tulis.

p/s: had a momma-daughter week. ala-ala Gilmore Girls pulak..=p

am not a delinquent

Salam.

JUVANA...

more or less, I could relate...

from google image

to know that we are not alone in this round Earth,

to understand that we are not trapped between these four walls,

yes, sometimes all that we need is to feel ok.

knowing that outside the empty room, the whole world is there.

p/s: mannnnnn........I want to quit. but it doesnt even start yet.

..back when i still put on my uniforms

Salam.

I used to be a super hardworking, completing all works given prior the datelines,  never late kinda girl.
and all that nice things were gone baby gone!
I am no longer that person that i used to be.
Like an ice that has melted.
I guess I didnt really stay in the fridge.
I moved a lot and found sun and heat.

p/s: Talking about yearssss ago.

nurmal

Salam.

One news can either make ur day or ruin it.
in my case, i felt more negative energy than its positivity.

i try to act cool, trying not to really think about it
and just go with the flow..accepting it as it is
but i cant lie to myself.
automatically, i have no mood to do anything.
like someone from the street took your boyfriend away
and you try to look at the bright side
trying to find 5 reasons to accept the fact that you are now boyfriend-less
such as: he was not meant for me
such as: maybe i would find someone better
such as: I deserve better.
such as: his shoes are blue and not pink
such as: i am hot, young and gojes ??? - so it is his lost.
but in your heart, you would feel weird, not knowing what to expect,
and unhappy.

yes, one day, you would get to know someone
but it is kinda irritating to have to get started all over again
the same friendly smile that you ought to wear,
the same yes, yes, yes...
the same worries, adaptation and everything.

man, im really not happy for i dont know why.
..why this news strikes me hard.
tell me that i am normal.

“…Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” 

(Al-Baqarah 2:216)

p/s: now i know how kids felt when they had to move from place to place, 
from school to school..  
pps: please dont ask me why. and this aint about love.