What??...WTH

Salam.

Pernah tak kau rasa,
tanpa sebab kukuh,
kau rasa nak menangis?
(ok, angkat tangannn)

seriously tadi, pas meeting
aku rasa nak menangis
tetibe rasa sedih, sayu, muak, loya, letih, rindu, semua lah wehhh..

and aku tau,
kalau aku tetibe je sedih
i will hug someone.
but of course, i cant just hug some random people here.

So, aku akan drive.
dengar lagu and drive sama ada 60km/h or 110km/hour.

and, aku akan beli sesuatu.
apa-apa je.
asalkan aku beli sth.

disebabkan aku kat SP
aku hanya beli makanan je.

dan bila sampai waktu,
aku akan balik.


*******

aku dengar 2 buah lagu kat sekolah tadi..
dedua nya student yang nyanyi

lagu 1 : Time aku lalu sebelah kelas form 4 neh, berkumandang satu lagu dari student kat muka pintu kelas die, "it was a beautiful nighttt..... Oh, baby! i think i wanna marry you..." (Bruno Mars, Marry You)

Lagu 2: Time aku mengajar kat dalam kelas, aku terdengar pulak sorang budak laki neh nyanyi kat koridor dengan kuatnyer,........... "ingin..ku gigit-gigit cuping telinga kecilmu" (Aqasha, Obsesiku)

and untuk kedua2 lagu tuh,
reaction aku adalah
.......... WTHeck??

p/s: seriously aku tak leyh nak gelak langsung time meeting. Tak lawak pun?!

if words could tell nonverbal meanings

Salam.

-why o why
today feels sooo short and different.

-another embarrassing day but i did get through it ! hehe

-i need to recite al-ma'thurat more often.

-need to think more seriously and be more organized.

-cant wait for FRIDAY. another 3 days to FRIDAY.
Still, it feels so long and dreadful. T__T

 i found this pic. it was from last raya. with my second cousins. i was kinda surprised that i

actually have these much girl cousins (another 5-not in pic). and of course, im the fattest. huhu

p/s: Start and stop doing things.

convo.

Salam.

Hi, just a few updates

1) i met my brother last two days,

with his funny friend who crushed at his place.

and of course, met my awesome sisters too and other fellow friends.

it was great catching up with them! :)

though it was too short! huhu

2) now, i kinda worry coz i havent sent my satin n lace to the tailor yet. They need to be a nice dress or whatsoever before 20th feb. it is for my cousin's wedding, and the satin n lace are sponsored so i need to wear them. with CNY 's coming up, im afraid that i would probably end up wearing something 'ready-made'.

3) i was impressed with my 4** class for making an effort to do their best in writing the essay though it was already late (end of school hours). they didnt just simply write but they really think and try to write longer.. however, i also kinda have a hard time with this one student, the spot-on taiko in the class. but it's alright! i'll manage that, insya ALLAH :)

4) LaDaP tomorrow. and it is actually a gotong-royong for Sekolah Lestari's project.. yeayyy!! (you wish!)

5) It is kinda weird when both happen to do the same thing at the same time.

and of course, when both are not doing it at the same time too.

p/s: as much as one's mouth is shut, others still wanna spill the beans.

awkeird

Salam.

When something out of routine happens,
it spells awkeird (yes, another mashed up word; awkward, weird).

though the routine might just start yesterday.







 p/s: tomorrow and day after tomorrow. 

I want croissant!

Salam.

~ There are a few dates that we would remember in our life.
birthdays, holidays, anniversary (of many kinds), our very first experience of things,
and of course dates of some weird experiences.

~ i cant wait to go back home.
This week, i couldnt go back home.
next week as well. then, the other next week, i probably on duty.
i know, i still, should be grateful as some might not get the chance to go back home for months right?
but, it is just that, sometimes, i want to breathe different air.
and seeing familiar faces whom i love dearly.


p/s: awk070112ward

trap

Salam.

Aku letak perangkap lipas dan cicak kat quarters.
dah 2 minggu lebih tak berhasil walau aku dah ubah lokasi perangkap tuh.
sama ada, lipas dan cicak makin pintar bersembunyi
atau quarters aku dah bebas lipas dan cicak!!!
(yeay! haha)

tapi...
semalam, aku letak kat bilik warden.
satu malam sahaja..
5 ekor lipas gemuk terperangkap..
aku rasa nak menangis kegembiraan..

and btw, tadi gotong royong kemas bilik warden.
habuk jangan cakap lah..berkilo-kilo ok habuk.
buang karpet, cabut langsir, buang katil double decker, nk buang peti ais lama yang sejak azali ada kat situ.. haih, kalau boleh nk buang semua, ganti baru..haha.

harapan aku untuk bilik warden kali ini?
supaya aku boleh tidur malam lena kat situ.
a) bersih
b) bebas lipas dan tahi cicak
c) habuk tade
d) elektrik memalam tak wat hal. (hellow, aku sorang kottt...)
e) bekalan air yang mencukupi
f) internet yang laju..
g) bumbung tak lagi terbuka dengan sendirinya.

and of course, takde budak asrama wat unnecessary drama.

p/s: LADAP pulak sabtu nehhh...huhu

Walid

Salam.

Hi all...
how's your new year's eve? legend...(wait for itt...wait for ittt...).. dary ???
haha..hopefully everyone started their new year with something beneficial yaww!

Last few days, it was Basu's birthday.
and today, it is Abah's birthday!
i made sausage bread for daddy. i just baked brownies last few days, so no more cake today k!

i always wanted to say something bout daddy.
and i guess his birthday is THE day to do so.

so,
5 random things bout daddy :

a) He never complains bout food. I mean, food that mom n me prepared. NEVER ok. If he likes it, he would eat more but if he doesnt quite like it, he would eat less. as simple as that! :)

b) He never hit me or my mom or my brothers. Seriously, i couldnt recall any event of him slapping, pinching, hitting or canning me. BUT... he educates me through examples and words, advices.. through kind words. I admit, i dont quite like to be nagged or scolded (omg, do u like it?? haha). I could accept advices and could cry when listening to them. coz they might touch my heart. and when daddy wants to talk bout something serious, he would wait for the right moment (eyes to eyes moment) and talk bout it... and you'll know that it is serious, when he uses English to explain or advise. i call it as the daddy-me awkward moment. huhu...

c) He trusts me to do things. ahaha. like, finding my own way back home in a place that im not familiar with. like seriously, sometimes i do think whether he actually worries bout me or not..why? coz he rarely calls me or texts me. like seriously, i could count the number of calls or texts he sent to me..ahaha. but, of course, i appreciate his trust and it does help me in being independent! :)

d) He listens to me more than my brothers..ahaha. bunyi macam perasan kann... but i do think so. indeed, my mom said so too! ahaha :p. 

e) Abah looks garang. with his mustache and serious face. I think, he never smiles in his passport pictures. and when I took pictures, I would sometimes, specifically ask him to smile. hahaha :p. BUT, he really has a kind and tender heart. He helps people when they are in need. He loves children (though nada grandchild yet..haha). and he knows what's the best for ones that he loves. Seriously, he thinks and he sticks to it. He is a firm decision maker. and also a wise one! :)

and coz of these and many more good qualities in him,

I love you more and more ABAH ♥ .
thank you for bringing out the best in me. 

           Happy birthday Abah ♥

"Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiiim

Ya Allah
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap mereka dan
Lembutkan hatiku untuk mereka

Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya, atas
didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas
kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah
mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan
atau kesusahan yang mereka deritakan kerana aku
atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka kerana perbuatanku
jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya
dosa-dosa mereka dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan
mereka dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah
hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan
kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Ya Allah,
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai mereka sebelumku,
Izinkanlah mereka memberi syafa'at untukku.
Tetapi jika sebaliknya, maka izinkanlah aku memberi
syafa'at untuk mereka,sehingga kami semua berkumpul
bersama dengan santunan-Mu di tempat kediaman
yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta rahmat-Mu... .

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang memiliki Kurnia Maha
Agung, serta anugerah yang tak berakhir dan Engkaulah
yang Maha Pengasih diantara semua pengasih.

Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..  "

                                                                                               (from halaqah.net)

  LOVE,

Sara

p/s: Thank you ALLAH for my parents.:)