kelabu

Salam.


banyak benda dan perkara
tapi jadi malas nak tulis atau cakap.
baik fokus pada pink.
dari fikirkan kelabu.

akan cuba untuk calitkan keceriaan pada kekelabuan.
simbahan tona pink.
harap bantu menceriakan keadaan,
menaikkan mood,
memadamkan kekusaman.
menyelesaikan kemalapan.

p/s: cant wait for holidays.

Muahhxx :)

Salam.

Last week, i came home to a new bed and mattress in my room.

This week, i came home to a colder room; an air-conditioner in my room. Even mom n dad's room has no air-cond.

Love u much mak and abah :).

p/s: learning to b more independent.

oh.

Salam.

  "Planes" by Yuna

Driving fast but I am nowhere
I'm at home when I am out there
I speak louder when I'm silent
Tryna be somewhere I'm not but I

I'm so confused, I'm just like you...

Ooo Wipe the sleep from my eyes
Wake up in another life
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I got friends but I'm still shy
Sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I feel lost but
I'm surrounded by a million perfect strangers
You're like lightning I'm so grounded
But I'm flying when I'm next to you

I'm so confused, you might be too...

Ooo Wipe the sleep from my eyes
Wake up in another life
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I got friends but I'm still shy
Sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I'm so confused, I'm just like you...

Ooo Wipe the sleep from my eyes
Wake up in another life
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I got friends but I'm still shy
Sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

p/s: oh how i wish i could have another week of holidays. :p

Bismillah.

Salam

Ya RABB...
berikan lah hamba MU ini ketenangan hati dan jiwa.

Ya RABB...
berikanlah hamba MU ini petunjuk dan keyakinan dalam segala perkara baik.

Ya RABB...
berikanlah hamba MU ini perlindungan dari segala kejahatan, dan berikan lah kekuatan iman pada diri hamba MU ini, Ya ALLAH.

Ameen. Ya robbal'alamiin...

p/s: jaga diri. Jaga hati. Jaga iman yg maha nipis itu.

niah

Salam.


KEPERCAYAAN.
Tinggi bergunung nilai.
Rebah pasak, runtuhlah semua.
Usah ditarah kepercayaan tertanam kukuh.
Takkan naik semula seutuh dulu.

p/s: When people TRUST you,
that means a LOT.
Trust does not build there and then,
it might take years.
...but ironically it could be destroyed in the blink of eyes.

you DONT know me

Salam

  

  Sometimes asking questions is more difficult than answering them.

 
p/s: Dont act like a shrink. 
Dont deduce people into categories based on a small mole. 
We just dont know everything about them.

1313

Salam.

nothing is easy in this world.
it is just how we perceive things.
(still, im gonna blab no matter how easy or hard things may look like. :p)

*****

I like to count things,
it gives some sort of motivation to me.
like, how im really looking forward to Friday so i could meet my parents.
like, how now, im waiting for Saturday, 2pm so i could go back to ipoh.
like, how im counting weeks before our next school holidays.
and like, how im counting weeeeeksss before the end of the semester.

the thing with counting is,
it involves waiting.
patience.
and..........
sometimes, it feels like forever.
and when the time comes,
it gives that bittersweet kinda feelings.

so yeah, counting and waiting are a complicated pair.
like u and i. eh? hahaha.

*****

i kinda dislike how my Friday now turns to be quite a stressful day.
where i would have very little break in between classes at school,
when i couldnt manage to eat a proper breakfast or lunch.
where i would walk faster than my usual days and looking like a colony of busy ants carrying eggs.
when i would be eating buns and drinking mocha while driving.
...and singing to avoid being sleepy.

*my driving skills are getting better by weeks; i could now eat buns, ice cream, crackers or biscuits and drink using a straw while driving. Still, fail to eat burger or nasi berlauk (lol).


*****

This one lecturer, Prof A.
So far, i like his style.
He's organised. He told us what to expect in the course, etc.
He smiles a lot (nice set of teeth, that calm face and cute mustache..lol)
Most of the time, he presents the lectures (when i am the student, i prefer the traditional way. :p), gives handouts, etc.
BUT.... the workloads are kinda a lot. huhu.
(ok, i feel you my students..hehe :p )

*****

i actually have lotsa things to say/ write.
about life, work life, student life, etc.
but i better stop now. :D

p/s: i got book vouchers. Alhamdulillah. need suggestions for good educational books to buy. :)