sibuk

Salam.

Kadang-kadang..
aku suka keadaan bila terlalu sibuk..
Yang mana aku terpaksa korban tido..
Korban makan..
Korban rehat..
Korban ME time.

Kadang aku suka tahap sibuk sampai ..
kat sekolah, nak pakai baju pun nk yg longgar so mudah nak gerak laju and duduk lasak.
Jalan pun pakai flats
so dapat gerak cepat and langkah tangga dgn pantas.
Badan dah macam pokok krismas bergerak.
Kiri kanan belakang penuh beg muatan lori.

Drive sambil usha nota kat seat sebelah.
Traffic light je..amek nota n baca.
Makan pun menyambil je.

Senyum?
memang jarang lah..
Sembang pun tak sempat..
Bersosial apatah lagi.
Muka serius je.. Mulut muncung.
Bila orang senyum kat ko, barulah sedar yang dari tadi tak senyum.
So happy lah kejap.
Haha.

Sibuk yang mcm ni,
Buat aku sedar yang aku masih hidup dan kuat.
Mampu hadapi.
Mampu siapkan walau terpaksa korban byk perkara.

Sibuk macam ni bukan selalu.
Tapi bermusim.
Bila musim semua benda nak pada tarikh atau minggu lebih kurang.

Sibuk macam ni,
Buat aku rasa lebih ternanti2 Broad Smile Day
dan lebih nak me-reward diri.
Hehe

Sibuk macam ni, aku taklah suka sgt.
Santai itu kan lebih seronok.

Cuma...

Sibuk macam ni,
Buat aku lebih kebal dan kenal,
Kawan yang beri motivasi
dan mereka yang hanya ada bila mahu masa mereka untuk diisi.

Sibuk macam ni,
Buat aku lebih lebih lebih lagi terasa betapa lemahnya aku tanpa DIA.
Buat aku cari dan luang lebih masa untuk sujud lebih lama.
Doa lebih panjang dan duduk lebih bentarnya selepas solat.

Dan moga aku, kita dan kamu
senantiasa jadikan DIA tempat mengadu, bergantung dan berdoa
tak kira masa sibuk mahupun lapang.
susah ataupun senang.

p/s: "what does not kill you makes you stronger" .. :)

husnudzon

Salam.

i am not clear of your intention.
but i put my trust in ALLAH SWT.

p/s: I like subtle. but i appreciate thoughtful honesty. 
it helps me to understand and feel better.  

be grateful

Salam.


Remember,

Other people's challenges and problems are way bigger than yours.
Difficulties faced by Muslims in Gaza,
tragedies of MH17 and MH370.
those surely remind how lucky and blessed you are.
stop (minimize) complaining. be more grateful.
be more husnudzon.
be more pious (habluminallah).

it's Ramadhan. the last phase.
let's make the best of it!

p/s: #notetoself

dear self

Salam.


Jika ingin yang terbaik,
Usaha juga untuk jadi yang terbaik. : )

p/s: Nota untuk diri

Pre Ramadhan.

Salam

Lately, i feel like things hv gone here and there.
I feel like my productivity graph has gone down to the bottom.
I lost the momentum.
i slowed down too much after hours and days of speeding.
It is now gonna be quite hard to change into higher gears.
Blame the driver! Haha.

And oh..
The holy month of ramadhan is approaching.. in less than 3 days.
I like ramadhan. It is a month full of barakah and rahmah.
A month that doas would be mustajab.
A month where i would eat dates more. :p
However, i feel like i am not fully (spiritually) ready for it.
I feel like there are many lackings in myself especially in terms of being a good and pious servant to ALLAH SWT.

Hopefully.. Ramadhan could mould me to be a notch higher, in terms of being a good muslimah.
Teach me to be grateful and improve myself (and being istiqamah on that).

I hope that my energy and positivity level would not go down.
And..
May Allah grant my duas and help me, and all of us achieve good things in life and hereafter.

p/s: i cant wait for the weekend. Tomorrow is sport's day :)

too busy.. too preoccupied..

Salam.

from google

TRUE enough :)

p/s: WORDS without ACTIONS are very much doubtful.

ACTIONS without WORDS are pretty much confusing.

Synchronization is a must. Ambiguity is not.

Mekong River Sampan Tour

Salam.

p/s: im craving for cream puff. but too 'rajin' to make one! huhu