You asked what s my biggest fear?
It s not the deep ocean nor the total darkness that scare me the most.
It s losing someone, knowing that i didnt and couldnt do much that scares me the most.
And u hv no idea how much it affects me, how many tissues hv been soaked, dissolved in tears, how much strength and trust ive tried to gather back.
Those take time. And prayers. And loves.
Heaps of em.
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"To all those broken or hopeless, I have learned this: Be grateful for every single person who was part of your story. The ones that hurt you. The ones that helped you. The ones that came, and the ones that left. They all taught you. Don’t think for a moment that any of it was random. There are no oversights with God. Only perfectly crafted chapters in each unique journey."
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We do neither;
Ditching people when we r happy.
Coming to people only when we need em.
Be there for both moments. eventhough people dont ask us to do so.
Even when they look so tough, smiling as though nothing is wrong; everything is fine.
Be the punchbag and the pillow.
The shoulders and the ears.
Not the hello once in a year.
Not the goodbye when all is good on our side.
❤
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Menikahi insan yang kita cintai adalah satu impian.
Mencintai orang yang kita nikahi adalah satu kewajipan.
Dicintai orang yang kita cintai adalah satu kebahagian.
Apa pun ia, taburkan harapan pada Tuhan.
Agar yang dicintai adalah yang mencintai dan dinikahi.
