truth could be ...

Salam.

270513 Monday
Human beings are undoubtedly curious beings.
we stalk, we talk, we investigate and we ask.
but sometimes we forgot the fact that,
not all answers are soothing to the ears and calming to the hearts.
knowing the hurtful truth and cries about it is not a good choice neither living in doubt.
it is just a matter of choosing the less devastating option. 
coz the truth is, answer could be too heartbreaking, too pernicious to be digested.
but as an adult, we try to keep an open mind, be calm and not being too dramatic.
seeking comfort through HIS love is the only way.

p/s: May ALLAH showers us all with HIS unlimited love. Show us the right way and assist us in making wise decisions. Amiin.

form 5

Salam.

Gonna write more about.....

 new schoolmates. ;p

p/s: in sya ALLAH .. :)

240313

Salam.

hI

Just wanna share some pics on Nad's wedding. hehe.
it wasnt only a reunion between two souls (aww..)..
but also a reunion between me and my sisters :)
it was the first time i met Z after we graduated? and also Mija!!
oh finally i could kiss Mija for real! :)

and of course, i met Ateng and the queen of the day, pretty bride, Nad.
and the surprise guess (ewah..haha), miss Bed. :D

that was also not just a wedding, reunion, but also my first ever 'overstates' drive (apart from KL lah).
ok, confession. i have never drove out of perak except KL.
so it was kinda a huge achievement lah. :p.

though i was like a pretty zombie after that.
diarrhea and that post driving effects.
KAH! kau memang manja! hihi.

still, i enjoyed every moment of the journey, night at the hotel, Asam Pedas, Wedding (of course! first time kot i attended double weddings! hehe) and all.

spending time with buddies kan..
of course lah i loikeee... hihi.

 

p/s: congratulations Nad and Azmie! moga bahagie ke jannah, in sya ALLAH.. :)

AJA!

Salam.

BSD (2nd June 2013) = 6 weeks more

AJA! hehe.

lotsa assignments.
lotsa must-do revision.
lotsa school stuff (meetings like multimillion business) and co-curricular competitions.
lotsa school activities; camp, mid-yr exam, hari anugerah, hari guru, hari sukan, lawatan KGKT, etc.
all packed in one month (just great!)
and lotsa office politics.

plus, i just realised that there are lotsa clashes too.
with LaDaP, with sekolah ganti, with MA classes (lectures, presentations and exam), with my beloved bro's wedding!


just pray and hope that all will be a smooth sail for me. 


p/s: these few days, ive been really moody and melancholy (that my friends, i couldnt promise wouldnt happen again. lol). i hope that's just a PMS talking. 
Love you all :)

of the 2 weeks vs 6 days

Salam.

Semua orang pun nak kepastian
dan untuk kepastian, perlukan keyakinan.
untuk dapat keyakinan, kenalah usaha.
perlu laku sesuatu, bukan diam kaku.

kalau diam kaku,
timbul juga keyakinan.
keyakinan untuk lebih ragu.

Anggukan itu,
sangat besar.
tapi mungkin tidak berat jika minda tunduk pada hati,
hati tunduk pada iman.

kalau angin, temu angin,
mungkin jadi taufan.
tapi taufan jadi satu petanda.
petanda yang terkesan.
Lenggokan angin sepoi,
kadang tak terasa. berlalu macam tu.
ya, nyaman. tapi mungkin seketika.

dan seketika itu yang menggusarkan.

p/s: gloomy Sunday.

kelabu

Salam.


banyak benda dan perkara
tapi jadi malas nak tulis atau cakap.
baik fokus pada pink.
dari fikirkan kelabu.

akan cuba untuk calitkan keceriaan pada kekelabuan.
simbahan tona pink.
harap bantu menceriakan keadaan,
menaikkan mood,
memadamkan kekusaman.
menyelesaikan kemalapan.

p/s: cant wait for holidays.

Muahhxx :)

Salam.

Last week, i came home to a new bed and mattress in my room.

This week, i came home to a colder room; an air-conditioner in my room. Even mom n dad's room has no air-cond.

Love u much mak and abah :).

p/s: learning to b more independent.