awak penuh dengan keketaman!

Salam.

I am glad and grateful that Mom is with me for this whole week. :)

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it's been such a loong week and tiring one too.

ive been quite mad at some people or things lately.
mostly because : 
-people took things lightly
-easier said than done.
-oppression.

also, coz my freaking slow internet connection.

and i found that juggling few things at one time is very challenging and demanding.
It demands lots of sacrifices.
Time, sleep, money and ENERGY.

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SECONDLY,

it has been my dream since past few years to be a person who manages time well...
I confess...
I have time management issue.
I do my works, I finish all my works, but most of the time, at eleventh hour.
and it pains me a lot.
torture me mentally and physically.
i have surveyed and searched supplements for  "anti-procrastination" and "time management booster" but NONE could be found.
So yes, people said that confession, admitting that you have the problem is the first step..
and then what?

 this is a happy shot. but i dont feel like jumping or smiling widely now.

p/s: taking one step at a time. I hope i could take a bigger step boldly.

Petals

Salam.

Im grateful that I have sent the letter and dont have to think much of it now. 

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Sometimes we just need to buy the whole package and swallow it.
Things at times do not come as pieces of petals,
where we can choose to pick the better red bright petals and dump the wilt ones.
It is a true reality that every package has its own surprises.
And surprises sometimes can make us smile or ruin our day.
We anticipate that, and by knowing that there is always a consequence for everything,
risk for every decision,
and bless in every disguise,
maybe the right thing to do is to stop worrying and quit playing the 'what if' game.
Take action, eat, play and pray hard.
HE is always there to make sure everything is alright.

p/s: ALLAH does not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear.

yellow flower

Salam.

"I am grateful that the test (for 10%) went ok, ALHAMDULILLAH. 

Hope the marks are superb too, insya-ALLAH"

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only 2 things :

1 )

I think soft spoken women are unique coz they are rare (not that im attracted to one). 

Same like gentleman-kinda guys. They are just solitary in type. 

2 )

It is just weird to know how people perceived one another....

and if there is an advice to be given,
it is just as simple as....

never underestimate people.
we don't know how much they have changed and improved.
our schemata do not say it all.
...they might surprise us.

p/s: it is approximately another two months before next holidays... T___T

greedy

Salam.

"I am grateful that i am healthy" 

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I feel like a NERD.
but a fake one.
a true NERD wont be 'red herring' too much.

and found this on Twitter;

Sleep + Social life = Bad grades.  

Good grades + Sleep = No social life.  

Good grades + Social life = No sleep.

So they say choose either two : Sleep, Good Grades or Social life.

i want all; GOOD GRADES, beauty SLEEP, and SOCIAL LIFE.
greedy. dont care.

@/_@/

p/s: Sara is a hardworking person. 

Fun: We are Young feat Janelle Monae is a cool song :D

Salam.

"I am grateful that the test was postponed.."

Hi..

few udaptes:

1) I went to Sri  Manjung's Stadium for three days and two nights. I was there to bring the students, be the 'baby sitter' and also the 'Pegawai Sukan'. It was ok. not that much fun under the hot n rainy weather. but there, i met few more teachers and be really close with some. I also met my junior. I learnt few techniques and rules for certain games and of course, i could mark Manjung as one of the places that ive been to..haha.

and I also learnt few things bout my students. I lived with them under the same roof for three days. So:

- they are bunch of energetic kiddos who really love VANILLA COKLAT's drama (and got emo bout it).  

- They sang along to Malay songs but when my car's MP3 played English songs, they just  listened to my awesome singing listened to 'em.

-and many more ah..

2) ok, i kinda embarrassed to mention this but confession ; Today, is officially my first time, that i drove on highway. 

3)  As I was away to Manjung for 3 days and got back to SP at 8plus night on Thurdays, I coulndt find the time to do revision for my test on Friday (next day) [err...excuses right??..]. So I was worried. but... something good happened today. There were a few new students came into the class. So the test was postponed. Upon hearing that, I couldnt thank ALLAH enough. Alhamdulillah...

4)  I still have heaps of things to do and many papers plus essays to mark. But, I dont know how to procrastinate procrastination. 

5) I wish my holidays wont be miserable. and by miserable i mean, wasted. i hope i could finish my works earlier and complete everything. and I am kinda nervous about few things too. I pray that HE will guide me through all of these. 

p/s: When people notice things bout you, and say that you are being missed, it was good right? .. ok, mak cik kantin and my students said so. 
pps: CONGRATULATIONS sis... I am truly happy for you. Love you heaps. :) 

3 days?

Salam.

"Aku bersyukur coz mak and abah ada bersama semalam di kuarters :) "

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SOLD OUT

Dari kelmarin lagi aku craving ayam goreng mcD. coz time tuh aku lapar n then kat fb ada pulak org letak gamba ayam goreng (ok, dulu aku craving cendol pulut coz kat fb ada org letak nama 'Cendol Pulut'.. motipp wehhh??!!)..
ok sambung..
hmm, aku prefer ayam goreng mcd from kfc. So semalam before bergerak ke SP with my parents, pergi mcd drive through dulu.

hanya untuk dikecewakan dengan ayat, " ayam goreng mcd BARU habes"...

BARU ok BARU!

rasa nak nangis. huhu.
Terus xde mood nak drive kereta..hehe..So beli jela burger kan.

So aku pun drive sambil nyanyi lagu "parapappapa...im loving it!".

sampai satu tahap.
tiba2 sakit kepala, loya rasa nak muntah ok.

perut masuk angin, campur dengan jalan ke SP yg berliku-liku.. muntah lah jawabnyer.
Driver muntah. ko mampu? huhu..
Terus daddy capai steering.

sampai SP mmg aku tak larat.
syukur ada mummy yang tolong picit n urut kasi keluar angin sedawa.

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SHOULD BE GLAD THAT IT WAS UNOPENED? huhu

Daddy found sth in my bag.
some old stuff
ahhhh...malu I >_< ...

tapi bagus jugak.
daddy turut jumpa pendrive yang selama ni aku duk cari tak jumpa2..huhu.

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SUPERHEROES

when daddy's around, all the electrical n mechanical stuff went better.
now i receive better TV3 signal and have other channels too!!! @__@
i can now watch ntv7, 8tv, and tv9! :)
woot..woot!

and when mummy's around, the veranda went
all shiny and clean.

Thanks mom and dad :)

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dont let me be the last to know.

Yes. no one likes that.
especially when you are closed with someone.
for sure it will hurt his/her feelings.
So if you think it is important,
make sure someone close to you knows about it.
if you have to let it be a secret for a while or maybe for some reasons, you cant tell it just yet,
make sure you have a good explanation for doing so.
coz no one likes to find out things from someone else.
a side note for myself too.

p/s: sorry for this mixed languages update.
and tomorrow i'll be driving to Manjung for olahraga.
Pray that it will be a safe driving for all of us ya. :)

it's 3am in the morning,

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana aku ada rakan sekerja yang aku boleh berbincang 

mengenai hal-hal agama dan lain-lain"

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..... dan aku senang bercakap dengan kak Helen (wahhh...haha..bukan nama sebenar)

antara intipatinya, Apabila berdoa, memohon kepada NYA, mohon lah dengan amat sangat dan penuh keyakinan...tanpa ragu-ragu.

Yakinlah bahawa DIA maha mendengar dan akan memakbulkan doa kita.

bukannya berperasaan walaupun sedetik samada akan tercapaikah impian dan termakbulkah doa?

semasa berdoa, perlu YAKIN bahawa kita akan dapat apa yang dipohon kepada YANG MAHA ESA.

doa dengan sungguh-sungguh dan istiqamah.

:)

p/s: weekend..