4sib

Salam.

*Im glad that a few things bout school were done today*

**********

lately, i kinda lost my appetite.
i ate very little and would be full after 2 or 3 spoons.
or even when i was cooking.
like this one time, i was making myself spaghetti and i was fulled when i was preparing the sauce. huhu. 
people said i should eat more. the portion and the frequency.
sometimes i have to force eating.
but dont get me wrong, i appreciate food... it is just that,
i dont have so much 'desire' to eat lately.
[but duhh.. im still 4# kgs. it didnt drop, man!]

Living life makes us treasure many things,
makes us look up to many people.
I kinda admire cool (but not ignorant) people.
We got a few teachers here, especially the male teachers who are cool,
but sadly to say, few who sometimes are ignorant.
I also love seeing how everyone has their own niche.
Like Mr. S who is dang good in organising sport's events.
or Pn. H who is exceptionally good in initiating fund raising (aka ceti) and buying presents,
Mr H who's the expert in making jokes and handling events,
Pn M who is very loud and yes, even the male teachers are afraid to mess around with her.
and of course, our discipline teacher, Mr Y who i would say, coolawsome..
yes, cool and awesome in handling notorious students with papers, voice, hands and scissors.
and oh yes!! Miss S who is good in everything. lol


man, i couldnt really come out with even one convincing niche of mine!

but! im not that terrible at this (syok sendiri); 

so as my sibs cynically say lah uols...

p/s: the beginning of sore throat.

Mana

Salam.

"Ya ALLAH, redhai dan berkati lah hidup ibu ku dan bapaku..

Berikanlah mereka kebahagian yang berkekalan..Ameen"

*******

Setiap kali,
kena beringat,
supaya tak terlupa.
Supaya tahu yang antara depan dan belakang,
ada bezanya.
Antara semalam dan esok,
ada rahsianya.
dan antara sana dan sini,
tak tentu jarak ukurannya.
Nampak dekat di mata kasar,
tapi mungkin sedikitpun tak rapat di mata hati.

p/s: sedikit kabur.

mosquito

Salam.

"and this is just another challenge".

*************

So far, it only happened once, until today.
For the second time, I experienced such furious to the point that
my breathing became faster, my hands trembled, my voice turned shaky
and worse, I nearly cried.

So I stopped everything.
I recited few lines of Lord's words,
I stopped talking, I sat and I tried again and again not to cry.
Not there, at least.

and I could say that Alhamdulillah,
I did a pretty good job at handling my own emotion.
No skin contact, no abusive words, not a single drop of tear.

But I wish this kinda thing wont happen again.
I just love my self, my health so much,
that i couldnt afford to have my heart beats faster unnecessarily.

p/s: People should know that what's done cannot be easily undone.

Anak Kampung (Lirik feat One Nation Emcees-Jimmy Palikat)

Salam.

"Im glad that a week has passed and I could hug my parents :)"

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This is my 3C's favourite song (the boys).
Once one boy started singing the chorus,
the rest would continue singing it like it's a music class (ok, exaggerating).
but seriously, they like to sing.
How i wish they could understand the lyrics too.
how 'anak kampung' like them, should emphasize on the importance of education, breaking the circle of kampung life that they're so comfortable with, having a good job and yeah, ignore the wooing part :p 


YOUTUBE: Anak Kampung (Lirik feat One Nation Emcees-Jimmy Palikat)

Jejaka:
Memang aku ini anak orang miskin
Tiada apa-apa yang dapatku berikan
Engkau memang cantik
Memang tidak padan dan tidak sepadan


Gadis:
Aku anak kampung tiada pelajaran
Kuli – kuli sahaja memang tidak padan
Cute bah kau itu
Ramai yang tergoda lagi yang jelita

*Chorus
Jejaka:
Tiada keretaku bawa kau jalan-jalan
Rumahku pun tiada adapun bapa punya
Apa lagi belanja mau bayar berian
Kahwin sama kamu
Bukannya ku tidak suka sama kamu
Tapi aku takut hidup kau kan sengsara
Kerna aku cinta aku lepaskan kau sama org lain

Gadis:
Kita masih muda masih ada masa
Janganlah kau cari gadis macam saya

Jejaka:
Engkau memang cantik

Gadis, Jejaka: Nanti kau menyesal tiada guna

Anak kampung ku anak kampung
Tidak padan tidak sepadan

[Zydee]

Hey si gadis yang manis
Ku simpan duit sampai perut kempis
Kalau dah cukup kita renjis-renjis
Jangan kau nangis menu kita ikan bilis

[Jojo]
Sia sanggup buat apa saja
Siang malam overtime kerja
Laman facebook nda sempat buka
Ndamau kau sedih dan kecewa

[Zydee]
Jangan kau sedih sabar kau gia
Nanti kereta,rumah , ku buat kau bahagia
Bukan undur diri belum bersedia
Kau tunggu saja odooii giaaa

Source : http://www.liriklagumuzika.com/2012/04/lirik-lagu-anak-kampung-jimmy-palikat.html#ixzz1xrVstAsY

p/s: betul, jangan berlebih dalam segala hal.

compromise

Salam.

 "I am grateful and proud of myself. i could actually stay calm and compose myself, 

though it would be so easy for me to cry at that moment".

*******

You know,
sometimes, when we have questions in mind,
we don't really ask...

we think...think and think...
and cause of that,
we got many kind of answers, thoughts, assumptions and worries.

and that, my friends,
are not awesome and always, uncertain.

p/s: not comfortable in my own pants.  

thought

Salam.

Alhamdulillah upon the great news, bro ! :)

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of my 2 weeks holidays

the first week of my holidays was filled with words, notes, books, and revision.
i got assignments and finals.
i got sleepless nights and driving like a maniac.
im glad that that was over (so far) :)

haih... terbalik pulak pic. malas nk betulkan. but this one was taken at 730am. 

I was in the library, an early bird, waiting for my exam that's gonna start at 9am! @__@

and my second week of holidays was for chilling out.
it wasnt something unusual. i did common usual things.
nothing big like overseas' trip or hunting or camping, etc.
i went for swimming (though i had to admit, i didnt really swim >_<),
eating, outing, shopping with my girlfriend, F,
and of course, meeting my buddies, EpeF and DianaK! :)
they were all common but AWESOME.

oh after 5months. :)

but i did kinda regret that i couldnt attend my friends' weddings coz of the overlapped date
and tests, etc. But BIG congratulations to em all of course! :)

p/s: still, couldnt really relate, how one could be such a bee that not a single minute in his/her life could be spent on a simple thing like..........
and how a thought, could be such a huge barrier for a telepathy to work on. 

relieve?

Salam.

 "im glad that we girls could actually get along together"

***********

im kinda angry right now.
but not totally angry.
half-angry.
and i dont know what's the other half is...

p/s: it's Saturday tomorrow... a week has passed just like that.