teacher busy..

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana setiap hari, Allah bagi aku sebab untuk senyum"

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kalau kau nak buat cerita sedih,
jangan lupa letak scene budak miskin yang lapar..
gunakan duit yang dia ada untuk beli nasi lemak..
sedang pegang nasi lemak, tiba-tiba dilanggar orang..
maka, punah harapan untuk makan nasi lemak...

atau,
scene sedang menunggu seseorang dari panas hingga hujan..
dan walau hujan, masih menunggu..

ok fine..
memang aku rasa kesian kat student aku..(and rasa bersalah).
semalam aku suruh dia tunggu aku pukul 2pm kat kereta aku sebab aku nak bagi dia kain minta mak dia jahitkan...
and....yes!!
aku terlupa ok.
so tadi aku masuk kelas dia...
dia tanya dengan nada sedih, "teacher...teacher pergi mana semalam?..."
tak sempat aku jawab, dia sambung,
"saya tunggu teacher, dalam hujan..."..

ok ok fine!!
ambil tisu lap air mata sendiri,
keluarkan lolipop dari handbag kasi kat dia.
T__T

ok, tipu.
aku tak nanges, aku tak kasi dia lolipop.
tapi seriously aku rasa bersalah.

and ko boleh bayangkan tak..
kalau ko wat promise kat anak ko,
and then sebab busy kerja or balik lambat,
ko terlupa promise tu.
pastu balik kerja, ko tengok die tertidur dengan pipi basah dekat sofa ruang tamu..

ok, i should stop.
banyak sangat tengok drama.
k bye.

p/s: You should listen to Harapan and Ku Tiba by Hyper Act.. :)

gotta know

Salam.

" i am grateful that i have a friend who is willing to help me here (and whom im not shy to ask a favour from)".

*****

It is good to know a few pleasant things that have been kept from you.
It is like a surprise from the past.
A nice surprise, one that could bring you smile.

Otherwise, ignorance is bliss.

p/s: half

sadis

Salam.

*I am grateful that i could get back home early today*

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I woke up yesterday coz of a weird dream.
in that dream, i was ..... (too weird to share)
hence, my supposedly beauty sleep had turned out to be Beauty's nightmare (hehe).

Nothing funinteresting at school.
I was rushing as usual when it came to the end of the school hours.
Of course i need to rush.
if I did not, I would have to drive for more than 140km/hour consistently..
and coz of rushiting (purposely spelt as it is), I forgot to bring my record book to the office.
Thus, I made a trip back to the staffroom. mind you, our staffroom and office is like Perlis and Sabah.
*Catwalk macam model tak tahan ke bilik air..-_-

 from google image

and my journey to TM (Tg Malim) was so melancholy.
I felt sad, oh my, i did cry while driving (but not weeping kinda cry lah)
i felt unhappy and i actually felt like i dont wanna drive!!!
i wanted to stop and then wishing that i would be at TM somehow.
mengada weh.
I blame it 1/4 to myself but the rest is Mr Moo DeSwing and Mrs Hormes' fault.
it is good to be a girl where you could put the blame on the body, not on the person :p
it is just that, i wish i could hug my besties at that moment. that would be a big relieve (yes, hug could do wonders)

 from google image

everything bout the classes was normal.
I was sleepy and my attention span was decreasing at the 2nd hour,
hence i played with my phone, twitting and eating (managed to smuggle and eat a packet of bun and crackers)

 from google image

and I was very sleepy during the night class despite the presence of a beautiful lecturer.
my eyes were like red, watery and forced to focus while i felt my head and shoulders started to lean on the table. 
man!!! it was just 930pm.
now im the makcik makcik yang tido awal, bangun awal, -__-

 from google image

That night, i couldnt really sleep though i was tired and yawning like there's no tomorrow.

 

  from google image

p/s: aku dapat merasakan yang badan aku semakin gemuk. perut dah macam jangkit member aku yang preggy. muka pulak macam Cg H yang ada double chin, pipi tembam tu. ok nanges T__T

mid may

Salam.

"I had another meeting. Im not the type of person who is fond of meeting. but yesterday and today's meeting were quite nice. mayb coz of the people in the meeting are so far, awesome :).. Alhamdulillah.."

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ada seekor kucing datang tadi.
sekali pandang, tak terus jatuh hati..
tapi bila dia datang dekat,
sapa kita,
pandang kita,
masih lagi ulang yang sama walau kita halau,
walau kita jauh...
akhirnya, kita capai dia,
bawa dekat ke hati, dakap erat.
tak mahu lepas.

bawa pulang, mula sayang.
tapi masih terbayang,
kalau mak tak suka, macam mana, sayang?
kalau pula bila suka,
dia pula pergi jauh dari kita,
tinggal sayang, tinggal luka,
pupuk derita.

tak mengapa,
mereka kata,
sayang pada kucing itu pahala.
tapi berpada.
jangan sampai suatu masa,
berendam air mata.

google image

p/s: it is Thursday.

I dont know how far...

Salam.

"I am grateful that mom, dad and bro were here last night :) "

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My weekend (T__T) 

 before

after

T___T 1: I left my car at the hostel for the weekend (3 nights, 2 days) coz I carpooled with my friend to Tg Malim. and when i arrived at the hostel on Sunday night to take my car, I realized that my tyre's Proton logo was missing; the driver side. There were security guards, the car was in the school compound. But yes, crime happened, though not that serious. 

But man! now my car seemed like a girl wearing only one shoe, instead of two.

T___T 2: I am gonna have English panel meeting on Teachers' Day.

Meaning, i wont be able to participate in the sukaneka, etc.. T__T.

this is the only time that i could let loose, to run or cheer or yell to/with my colleagues without us looking weird....*sigh* (hey hey! ikhlas sket boleh?!)

BUT, things happen for reasons. So I should be grateful for many other happy things! :)

My weekend (^__^)   

 (^__^) 1 : yeah, this was after 6 hours of classes. and they had this Hari Belia Perak there.

                 so as the 'berwawasan' belia, I went there under the hot sun (hence my eyes) and support the program; by snapping pics (my own favourite way of showing my support..:p)

 

  (^__^) 2: Our very first elevator self-shot 

(beloved mommy was blocked and eldest bro wasnt there though).

and i was trying my best to fit everyone in the frame..*effort should be praised..*

 

 

(^__^) 3:  You know how i love babies. I mean, friendly babies like the one in the pic. 

Some babies just hate me. You know, they just love your phone, or necklace or handbag..

and when they are bored, I pulak nampak jahat wat die menangis.

But...this babygal just loves me! :D

  

 (^__^) 4: and my cousin's engagement day. Congratz D. You look gorgeous! 

  and the bottom pic, are my female relatives. except one and there's another one 

(not in the pic. eating i guess..hehe)

and what i like the most, 

My family spent their night with me at SP.. 

though it was just a short sleepover, but at least, 

i had a full house yesterday :)

 

p/s: tomorrow is teacher's day. and i am kinda excited bout it, though some teachers just perceive it as just another usual day. Really, would i be like that after years of teaching? huhu
pps:  it would be very surprising if Salim (not a real name) wishes me a happy Teachers' Day.

dare to open your mouth.

Salam.

                                I am grateful that I had my beauty sleep last night and this afternoon..:D

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I nagged to my f5 students for 5 mins.
the thing with nagging is, i like to use hyperbole.
So my f5 students, the boys are more noisy than the girls.
I have told them many times to keep quiet for a while.
yes, they listened, for LESS than a while.

so i told them,
"awak nih, bercakap banyak sangat, dengar nya tidak..
suka sangat bukak mulut..telinga awak ada dalam mulut ke?"



*bunyi unggas*

ok, another thing bout me using hyperbole when nagging is,
I tend to imagine the thing.

so yes, i did imagine that my students have an ear in their mouths...

i nearly laughed imagining that.

man, i really need to tone down my hyperbole.

p/s: i need to shop few things lah. Teluk intan, jom?! :)

mini BSD

Salam.

I am grateful that i have submitted 2 assignments last two days. 

Now, keep on praying that they are both be rewarded As :) .

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it was fun (yeah, that eyes rolling kinda fun) doing assignments at eleventh hour.
i stayed up more that i slept,
i ate more than usual, at odd times,
i made my house and car messy-er,
i got myself a package of two 5kilos dark eye bags,
and exercise for my heart.
it beat faster than usual, due to coffenic (coffee+panic).

I had ALL that before these assignments, years before.
yet still, setting the due date at 11th hour. >_< (shame on you!)

but enough bout that.
now it's my mini BSD.

apparently, after the classes ended,
we had an unplanned night trip to ipoh.
my friends' car (ok, the Mommies) broke down.
Luckily my friend and i were still there.
So we headed to Ipoh in one car, my car.
Glad to be able to help them.
kinda a coincident when last 2weeks, I did owe them one actually.

and coz it is my mini BSD today,
so i really got to celebrate it.
a simple reward.
watched a movie, eating cakes, bowling, shopping (at watson)...
and now, apparently i got enough stock of facial cleanser, ..for like 5 months kot.
and i told that to my friend, whom replied, "tapi tak lawa-lawa pun"..
ok, fine! lol

btw, DianaD* was at Aeon Ipoh to promote N*White products.
so I told my friend that Diana is like duhh...naturally white (fair) and smooth skin kottt...
they should take me as the ACTUAL user, to see the effectiveness ok.
hence the reply, "tak laku product" ..
hellowww... aku and Diana tuh macam kembar ok.

    diana lah sangatt ko kann...


p/s: tengok Battleship pun touching (fine..org dah tengok lama, baru aku nak tengok..always like that!hihi)