Fear of the unknown.

Downy

Salam

Kau tak boleh harap dgn membasuh baju yg kau suka pakai dekat badan, rapat di hati sekali setahun,
baju itu akan makin kuat.
Kau juga harus faham bahawa kerap membasuh akan buat ia pudar.
Jangan lah jadi macam dia,
bila mahu raya,
barulah sebotol sabun dan perfume dituang pada baju.
Kan molek jika kau tuang sabun, picit perfume sedikit tapi berterusan.
Kalau aku baju, aku akan nyaman.
Kalau aku orang, aku akan beri satu..
oh mungkin banyak senyuman.
#rbtl

p/s: dont know how to start. 

Note to self

Salam.

Selalu istighfar dan taubat,
Jauhi maksiat,
Doa dengan kuat.

p/s: jaga hati..jaga diri..

Dongak ke langit.

Salam.

Jarang sekali aku benar-benar mendongak ke langit pagi.
Pemandangan selalu searas mata.
Mata terpejam seketika menahan cahaya mentari.
Ironinya, mata kecil mampu melihat seluas-luas langit Ilahi.
Biru,
Berawan,
dan bawa rasa tenang.
Mahu benar hampar badan di permaidani rumput.
Mahu beralas lengan mengintai ketenangan biru di atas.
Mahu dengar deruan ombak dan bisikan bayu.
Mahu digigit sejuk pagi dan disapa embun.

p/s: Jaga hati. Jaga iman (yang maha nipis itu). Jaga diri.

To-do-list. :)

Salam.

Things i look forward to for these few months before DECEMBER:

*reading books (2 motivational books+ 2 novels)
*marathon HIMYM (depends)
*shopping for skirts and tops
*new gadget /phone
*'spring' cleaning my wardrobe
*island / trips to places.
*self-improvement (personally and spiritually)

And many others..in sya Allah.

p/s: may we always be motivated to improve ourselves and spread loves and kindness to others. Muahh..

smile :)

Salam.

i should be packing.
but i always hate, packing.

p/s: i hope s(he) doesnt mind. i did it coz of HIM. 

qalb

Salam.

Dalam diri ada seketul daging.
Raja tubuh badan.
Raja sanubari.

Ya ALLAH,
bantu aku jaga dan pelihara
bersih dan sucikan ia.
jauhi daku dari penyakit hati
jauhi daku dari sentiasa mengotori

Ya ALLAH,
bantu aku yakin dan tabah
atas segala ketentuan, ujian dan dugaan,
semuanya adalah yang terbaik dari apa yang aku fikir.
bantu aku syukur dan istiqamah beramal.
atas segala nikmat, rahmat dan limpah kasih sayang- MU,
yang tak terhingga banyaknya, tak terhitung bilangnya.

Ya ALLAH,
bantu aku jaga rasa dalam hati
agar segala rasa rindu dan sayang di dalamnya,
adalah kerana- MU.
dan agar segala rasa yang terbina,
adalah di dasari atas niat peroleh redha-MU.

Ya ALLAH,
bantulah aku pelihara hati aku.
walau hanya seketul daging
walau banyak hitamnya
aku mohon Ya ALLAH,
agar raja dalam tubuh ini
dapat sentiasa dalam keadaan mengingati MU,
tenang dan bersih.

p/s: Ya Rabb, help me to gain my focus back coz i feel so distracted these days. 

day 2 Ho Chi Minh

Salam.

*this entry was pre-written wayy before August! lol

hi.
ok, mahu updates hari kedua di HCM.
basically, hari kedua adalah hari ke Delta Mekong ..dan shopping.

journey dari hotel ke Delta Mekong lebih kurang 2 jam.
lalu highway. hehe
and ada satu je tempat berhenti.
cantik ye tempat RnR die. hihi

lunch di restaurant (Masjid):

Honey Tea....

R&R............. :

ok...gambar kucar kacir sket. hehe
but..tips  nya:

1) turun from bus bila dekat RnR odw to Delta Mekong. Snap pics. kat belakang ada tmp cantik. toilet bersih. hihi
2) Delta Mekong - most of the souvenirs adalah murah di sini compared to Ben Thanh market. TAPI kena pandai tawar menawar.

:)

That's all. Byee...hihi

p/s: looking forward for my next trip!! 

sibuk

Salam.

Kadang-kadang..
aku suka keadaan bila terlalu sibuk..
Yang mana aku terpaksa korban tido..
Korban makan..
Korban rehat..
Korban ME time.

Kadang aku suka tahap sibuk sampai ..
kat sekolah, nak pakai baju pun nk yg longgar so mudah nak gerak laju and duduk lasak.
Jalan pun pakai flats
so dapat gerak cepat and langkah tangga dgn pantas.
Badan dah macam pokok krismas bergerak.
Kiri kanan belakang penuh beg muatan lori.

Drive sambil usha nota kat seat sebelah.
Traffic light je..amek nota n baca.
Makan pun menyambil je.

Senyum?
memang jarang lah..
Sembang pun tak sempat..
Bersosial apatah lagi.
Muka serius je.. Mulut muncung.
Bila orang senyum kat ko, barulah sedar yang dari tadi tak senyum.
So happy lah kejap.
Haha.

Sibuk yang mcm ni,
Buat aku sedar yang aku masih hidup dan kuat.
Mampu hadapi.
Mampu siapkan walau terpaksa korban byk perkara.

Sibuk macam ni bukan selalu.
Tapi bermusim.
Bila musim semua benda nak pada tarikh atau minggu lebih kurang.

Sibuk macam ni,
Buat aku rasa lebih ternanti2 Broad Smile Day
dan lebih nak me-reward diri.
Hehe

Sibuk macam ni, aku taklah suka sgt.
Santai itu kan lebih seronok.

Cuma...

Sibuk macam ni,
Buat aku lebih kebal dan kenal,
Kawan yang beri motivasi
dan mereka yang hanya ada bila mahu masa mereka untuk diisi.

Sibuk macam ni,
Buat aku lebih lebih lebih lagi terasa betapa lemahnya aku tanpa DIA.
Buat aku cari dan luang lebih masa untuk sujud lebih lama.
Doa lebih panjang dan duduk lebih bentarnya selepas solat.

Dan moga aku, kita dan kamu
senantiasa jadikan DIA tempat mengadu, bergantung dan berdoa
tak kira masa sibuk mahupun lapang.
susah ataupun senang.

p/s: "what does not kill you makes you stronger" .. :)

husnudzon

Salam.

i am not clear of your intention.
but i put my trust in ALLAH SWT.

p/s: I like subtle. but i appreciate thoughtful honesty. 
it helps me to understand and feel better.  

be grateful

Salam.


Remember,

Other people's challenges and problems are way bigger than yours.
Difficulties faced by Muslims in Gaza,
tragedies of MH17 and MH370.
those surely remind how lucky and blessed you are.
stop (minimize) complaining. be more grateful.
be more husnudzon.
be more pious (habluminallah).

it's Ramadhan. the last phase.
let's make the best of it!

p/s: #notetoself

dear self

Salam.


Jika ingin yang terbaik,
Usaha juga untuk jadi yang terbaik. : )

p/s: Nota untuk diri

Pre Ramadhan.

Salam

Lately, i feel like things hv gone here and there.
I feel like my productivity graph has gone down to the bottom.
I lost the momentum.
i slowed down too much after hours and days of speeding.
It is now gonna be quite hard to change into higher gears.
Blame the driver! Haha.

And oh..
The holy month of ramadhan is approaching.. in less than 3 days.
I like ramadhan. It is a month full of barakah and rahmah.
A month that doas would be mustajab.
A month where i would eat dates more. :p
However, i feel like i am not fully (spiritually) ready for it.
I feel like there are many lackings in myself especially in terms of being a good and pious servant to ALLAH SWT.

Hopefully.. Ramadhan could mould me to be a notch higher, in terms of being a good muslimah.
Teach me to be grateful and improve myself (and being istiqamah on that).

I hope that my energy and positivity level would not go down.
And..
May Allah grant my duas and help me, and all of us achieve good things in life and hereafter.

p/s: i cant wait for the weekend. Tomorrow is sport's day :)

too busy.. too preoccupied..

Salam.

from google

TRUE enough :)

p/s: WORDS without ACTIONS are very much doubtful.

ACTIONS without WORDS are pretty much confusing.

Synchronization is a must. Ambiguity is not.

Mekong River Sampan Tour

Salam.

p/s: im craving for cream puff. but too 'rajin' to make one! huhu

Day 1 : Ho Chi Minh

Salam.

hi.. this is just like a diary for me to remember what actually happened etc.

ok, 3rd june... i went to ho chi minh with my 3 girl friends and beloved colleagues.
im not going to write much i think..ive given wordy tips and tricks in previous entry.
here and next entries, perhaps pictures would explain better..  :)

DAY 1 (3rd June 2014, Tuesday)

-it was my first time travelling for hours (1am-5am) by bus at night.
my first time spending my beauty sleep in a bus. uncomfortable as i couldnt straighten my legs. huhu
but........ i survived. Alhamdulillah. hehe.

-flight was at 9 am by MAS.

KLIA airport

looking fresh kannn.. True,,, fresh from bus and sleep. hehe :p

 always ready for photos

our cheapskate breakfast. gagaga

Arrived at Ho Chi Minh around 1030 am

 we opted for the front seat..sebelah driver yang suka hon and ketawa. ahaha

many motorcycles. Cars were expensive. hence.. motorbikes are the best option! 

btw, i love seeing the motocyclists 'fashion'. Unique!

another amazing thing bout Vietnam. the cabels. i saw their electrician repairing the cabels. 

i felt like giving him an applause! :p

oh, thanx TNB and TELEKOM Malaysia! hehe

Lunch at Nha Do Red House. 

Note: Red House restaurant : Halal (with certificate), food 3 stars, service 4 stars (friendly waiters who can speak Malay), clean and comfy + Wifi! :D

Saigon Cathedral 

                           the cathedral has French influence. Materials were brought from there too.

French was there for missionary purposes.

The Post Office 

was designed by the famous guy who designed Eiffel Tower, Gustave Eiffel 

War Remnants Museum 

Thanh Truong Hotel

Hotel nampak je lokasi tak cantik, sempit and tinggi.

but dalam dia ok. 

service pun ok. 

refer to tips and tricks entry for more details! hehe

my room was small (they offered many types of  rooms..but i got this! huhu).

 but it was ok. i could sleep well. ahaha.  

View from the 3rd floor  

Small toilet but would do for 3 nights. Water hose, checked! hehe

Banana Leaf Halal Restaurant

this was where we met Ust Kazim Elias! hehe.. kat perak tak jumpa pun..

kat Vietnam pula kita ketemu kann..hehe

So the restaurant...  Halal, food 3 stars, service 3 stars, clean but quite stuffy (small place) 

has wifi! :D

Night Market 

-It was very near to the hotel. within walking distance

-start at 6-7 pm until 11 pm plus. 

-price was quite the same as Ben Thanh market.

-RM is accepted. 

-interesting thing: they have this Dewan Bandaraya thing too; who would check for motorbike's sellers/ street sellers yg xd permit berniaga. So.. whenever they came to inspect, a lil bit of 'chaos' would happen. 

few motorcyclists would signal the sellers "wowowowowooo" sth like that. 

and in a blink of eyes, street sellers grabbed their stuff and brought em to the nearest shop/ walkway.

clearrr abes..

then tak sampai 5 minutes, open table balik...hehehe

so just careful masa diorang sibuk bagi signal and kemas barang. takut ada yang ambil kesempatan, 

ragut sesuatu masa orang kelam kabut.  

-BUT...this one is very serious...

 be careful ..really careful of pickpocket, snatch thefts and being cheated!

My friends (2 guys) lost their Note 3 and Smart phone at the night market.

i think they were eyed prior to that incident.

So they were preoccupied with phones on their palms..walking while eyes on the phones.

First victim's smart phone was snatched, he yelled to his friend (he was shocked).

then, his friend pulak yg kene snatched. 

they walked together actually.

and the thefts, MIA.

but...hehe

that incident was somehow made our trip more fun and merry. 

with no phones, they talked and communicated more especially in the bus!

(victims were jokers and hilarious guys!)

hence, more jokes and laughter! hehe.

still, be careful of your belongings k! :D 

tips: always attach your phone or camera strings to your hand.

do not take out phones or cameras unless you want to use em. keep em safe.

Keep your wallet, purse or handbag safe too. for handbags, hold em strong, ladies! hehe

p/s: next entry would be our next trip to Delta Mekong and Shopping! :)

tips and tricks to Ho Chi Minh ! :)

Salam.

hi peeps.
im going to share some tips and pics from my trip to Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam last 3-6th june 14.
i went there with my colleagues, under travel agent. So tix, accom, food and fares were included.

so people. here are some tips that i could think of and share with u prior and during the trip.

things you have to prepare/ pack :

1) valid passport
(expiry date must not be less than 6 months)

2) medicine that u need

3) food (instant noodle, 3in1 drinks, etc)

4) a big empty (or with only needed clothes) luggage - so you could put ur shopping stuff in it!
i travel light though my luggage was big. haha.

5) international adapter (vietnam plug is quite different) - but most rooms have one international plug host.

6) clothes- you have 2 options- to buy them there and wear OR to bring urs. bring sth that does not need to be ironed. ironing would cost you (room service charge).

7) wear comfy shoes and clothes (june; quite hot) . you could also bring shades (i didnt)

8) power bank ; travelling a lot from morning til night would consume ur phone's battery. especially if you use it to snap pics, etc. so Power bank is a must!

9) Vietnam Dong - would be better if you change the money in vietnam (not the airport though- unless you need to use public transports/ buy drinks there). rate is higher at the town. and rate is higher in vietnam as compared to Malaysia. my exchange rate at Vietnam, that time was; RM1=6300D. while in malaysia; RM1=6006D.

and of course......

CAMERA..hihi.


Safety (and other) TIPS: 

1) Food and Drinks:

there are a lot of HALAL food restaurants. Near the hotels and Ben Thanh Market.
they would display the halal certificate. So you could check!

*i would share some of the halal restaurant names and pics in other entries!.

-most of the restaurants also have wifi! just ask for the password if it is not displayed. hehe :p

Drinks:
At the hotel, I boiled water using bottled water / mineral water. I didnt use the tap water to make hot drinks. Tap water could not be directly drink (like in NZ, etc). their plumbing system is old and it is not quite safe to drink it directly. Plus, it smelt lil bit like rust. hence, to be safe, i boiled the drinking water to make milo, etc! hehe. oh, 500ml drinking water would cost around 10 000 D (approx RM 1.50).


2) Money:

-When you change you money at HCM money changer, make sure you count it right, in front of the person (my friend was not given 100 000 D at the money changer. so it became quite an issue coz they thought she kinda cheated. lol).

-under travel agent (coz food and fares were covered), you dont really need to change a lot of Dongs. for 4days and 3 nights, i just changed RM150 into Dong. more than enough. i just need Dong for food (drinks, etc), luggage wrapping at the airport (100 000 D), shopping at mall and yeah.. i think that's it.

-When you got ur balance from shopping, etc, make sure you count and check the money! dont be cheated coz we are definitely not familiar with its money and currency. so check! ( my friend was cheated coz she didnt check. she was supposed to get 30 000D of balance. instead, was given 3000D; worth for a trip to toilet only! ;p)

-Paper money (1000D and 3000D) and coins are not really worthy. so try to avoid having/ keeping these type of money. they worth cents only. huhu.

3) Shopping

-most shopping places (the markets) accept Dong, RM and USD. it is easier to use RM as u could directly compare the prices etc. you could also pay by paying half Dong and RM (especially if you still have a lot of Dong).

-paying using Dong is quite more expensive compared to RM.

-Saigon Square does not accept RM (only Dong and USD)

-Always ask for their calculators before paying. easier for you to calculate/ compare and bargain. just show the number you desire to them.

-Some sellers would make body contact with you, like holding your arms or clothes to attract you to go to their shops. Just say NO if you dont want to. Say "dont touch me" with serious face and look at his/ her hand.

-DO NOT show that u r interested or down for a bargain if you are actually not interested at all. DO NOT say "later" or "tomorrow" if u dont want to buy, especially at street sellers. They would follow you and tomorrow, you magically gonna see em again. hehe. some of em would bring their cute baby (yes, cute!). but it is up to u to buy or not (not the baby of course. ahaha). Still, i am amazed with street sellers' perseverance and hard work!

*interesting and cheap places for shopping would be discussed in next entry! tips and tricks for shopping too! :D

4) night market and other places

-CAREFUL.... of snatch thefts!!! they eyed for your phones, cameras and wallets! (i will tell what happened to my friends!- in next entries! hehe)

5) Traffic

-Super amazing. ahahaha. here there left right...motorbikes!!

-cross the road confidently. OR cross with the locals/ in groups OR zebra crossing OR use ur hand to signal them to slow down OR ask the man with green uniform (if there are there) to help u cross. hihi

6) Weather

-June was quite hot. I think i got tanned after the trip. huhu
So drink a lot of water, wear sunblock and perhaps, shades. hehe.
-baju tebal2 tu..lupakan ya kanda!

7) Hotel

-most would provide wifi (good and fast!)
and also weighing scale (yang besar macam timbang daging tu). so you could check ur luggage weight before leaving. hehe

-for kiblat, you could ask the bellboy (some might know)

-bellboys were really helpful. they carry your luggage to your room, etc. and also heavy luggage from hotel to car/ bus. give them tips please... berpeluh kot klo angkat sorang. hehe

8) Time Difference

-it is an hour difference. Eg: Malaysia 9pm..Vietnam= 8pm
*hence for Muslims, you could download prayer time in advance!

-flight journey would take around 1hour and 40 mins.

9) keeping in touch with loved ones in Malaysia

-alright.. now, if u r using line, activate roaming from malaysia (if you want to).

-if you are using prepaid.. u could contact / text ur fam in malaysia..but it would cost more.

-if you answer calls from Malaysia, duit you pun akan jatuh jugak T__T.

-another option is to buy Vietnam Prepaid and make whatever important calls / message that u need. You could ask help from the bellboy (they are really helpful. haha) or hotel receptionist. they would buy it for you. they accept RM too.

-But the BEST option is to utilize free and fast WIFI at hotel and restaurants! ahahah :p

10) ATM

-in case you go broke coz of shopping or any mishaps, you could draw money from ATM using ur bank card. BUT.. you need to activate it at MAlaysia prior ur trip. This could be done through ATM machine or phone call. buat kat Malaysia ye.. Just state that you want to activate from when until when.


11) Luggage weight limit

-some of you might already aware of this but upon leaving (especially from vietnam), if you are flying by MAS, make sure your luggage does not exceed 30 kilos. if you are willing to pay for extra kilos, you may. but use a second luggage.

Do not pack everything into one luggage and exceed 30kg. you might be asked to unpack at the airport then. so pack the extra kilos into your second luggage ya. (i will share a story that happened to my friend too. hehe)


i guess this would be really helpful for those who are planning to go to Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam.
:D


p/s: i will share my experience  and pics i took at various places of interest.
 i would also slip some tips and stories there! :D

jalan...

Salam.

guess where is this?
im gonna write bout it, and other places/ things soon, in sya ALLAH :)

p/s: . .... ...

travel the world

Salam.


i want to travel the world.
i REALLY want to.

In Syaa ALLAH.

p/s: my wishlist.

of may appearance! :p

Salam.

it has been a looong time i have not blogged bout my life in SP (or pretty much anywhere).
so since march '14, a lot has been going on in life.
a lot has been revealed and discovered.
a lot of emotions that ive been through.
and through all of that thick and thin, ALLAH SWT has always grant me strength and wisdom.
Alhamdulillah.
and my parents, family and friends; provided me with never ending moral supports.
Alhamdulillah.

so this entry, gonna be about teacher's day celebration at my school, last 16th may.
and probably would have some other irrelevant contents too :D

  

So as u could see, we were all wearing jerseys...coz the theme was "World Cup".
ahaha. i am actually a fan of many countries! i love argentina, brazil, spain and germany.
hehe. but if Malaysia is there, i will definitely be team Malaysia!
but coz i love Argentina's unique jersey, so i wore that! (sorry coz im not that football fanatic! hehe. sometimes i am more towards its artistic value!;p).

and yeah, we had this present exchange slot.
so i got a present from Mr. E. it was a maroon towel with a kain batik! ahaha.
and i, on the other hand, drew a name and it was Mr. A! (whom i was innocently being gossiped with!).
So Mr H, the chairperson at that time, made a huge deal out of it...ahahaha. he even insisted the students to give a big applause for that!!.jodoh katanya! ahaha. funny lah Mr. H. *we're definitely best friend, not more than that!*.
and of course, yesterday (monday), my form 5 students teased me bout that. *sigh



and yeah we had performances from students and most of em were from teachers. Male teachers. They were not shy ok...ahahaha. funny. and this one teacher even wore kain batik as head scarf and talc on his face and lips.. he was singing a duet song with another teacher who wore kain pelikat. lol. miming aje but overrr...ahahha :p



and oh, this is my team mate from Argentina. hehe.
she was the striker and i was the team leader..chewaaahhh...ahahah.
this akak, she is a kind- hearted lady.
when i first came to the school, she was one of those who came to me and being friendly with me (despite the seniority thingy lah kan).
then when i had an accident at Bota, she volunteered to go there to see me (though i didnt ask her to).
and she again, volunteered to replace me for a while, invigilating my form 4 coz i was extremely hungry and had to eat my breakfast real quickly before class. So she said, "makan dulu takpe, akak ganti masuk kelas sara".*crying*
and lots of other things. a humble, kind and cheerful akak i would say.

so yeah, that's basically my teacher's day story.
oh, presents getting lesser :( ..ahahaha.
but i received lotsa warm teacher's day wishes from students, teachers, friends, and family.
thank you! :)

--------

as for today, i got a card from an anonymous.
given through a student whom i didnt teach.
she was looking really nervous giving that card to me.
the card, it was sort of like a teacher's day + love letter
so i asked, from whom and how did the person know me?
she said, blablabla...he saw me at school and while i was driving to my quarters.

ok, that's not cool anymore.

---------

you know, people said...
if you miss someone, that person misses you too.
and that's why sometimes, when you are thinking about someone,
you suddenly receive a phone call or a visit or a text message from him/ her.
something like a telepathy.
for me, i call it as; Allah Ar-Rahmannurrahiim.
HE answers you deep down inside's hope and prayers.
it is just that, depends on how you manifest the longing and to whom it is actually being felt.
missing your parents, family members and friends, etc...and what would you do with that feelings?
u keep on praying? you meet them? you call them? you text them?
and above all, boundaries are important too, especially if it involves someone of the opposite gender and non-mahram.

p/s: yeah, definitely a mixed entry. lol 

definitely not worth it.

Salam.

From google

For all of us..

careful... it might be that guy, next door! ahaha

but seriously, just dont lie...

not worth of losing people's TRUST. 

:)

p/s: delusion. yeah, that's the word.

all of me

Salam.

Hi
Alhamdulillah, all praises to HIM..
Alhamdulillah, ive done most parts of my studies..so that's a big relieve.
thank you for all who have been praying, supporting me (morally, energy-wise, help, etc).
I truly APPRECIATE 'em all. Love you all! :)

now i could blog more.. :p
ive been listening to a few new songs through the radio.
heaps of travelling and driving, hence i could catch up a few new songs through the radio.
of course lots of English love songs but English sweet songs...ive shortlisted two:
a) Just the way you are by Bruno MArs
and currently, they played...
b) all of me by john legend.

dedicate (and mean it!) those songs to ur wife ..
the lyrics say a lot.

ALL of ME 

What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind  --> beautiful mind ok...not only smart mind! ahaha
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges   ---> definitely! u cant just love the curves! curves gone               when times fly. so edges must be appreciated too! lol
All your perfect imperfections   --> awww .. 
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning    --> through thick and thin. 
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too   --> note that ladies need to be told persistently    that they are pretty. what matters most is le husband says that!                                                    The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you

parts of lyrics taken from metrolyrics


see.. i told ya.. u ll melt! ahahaha
those are the things that a wife (ok, fine..a lady) for sure wanna hear.

p/s: my heart is getting stronger. figuratively.

challenging but not impossible!

Salam.

Hi,
It is literally 4 days before my BSD:

but to reach there i need to face 3 more roadblocks:

- marking another class exam paper (ive done 3! thank you to my parents n brothers for helping out in calculating marks, etc).

-school 'clerical' works

-and of course my MASTERS!


and so far, Alhamdulillah, with the strength that ALLAH has always granted,
with the help and support from my mak abah and bros,
ive finished processing the students' scholarships (hundred plus kot..) last week
and a few requirements for my Masters.
Bros (bame n ju) even drove me to SP coz i was lack of sleep though they just arrived home from KL.

Tuesday...
Wednesday...
Thursday...
and
FRIDAY!

cant wait to eat well, sleep well and shop well. hihi

Sara, you can do this!!!!
pulun ok!

Lillahita'ala.

p/s: Ya ALLAH, permudahkan urusan hamba-Mu ini.. Ameen..

aint a chatter box

Salam.


im not a talkative person.
i talk, normally would start convo, with someone whom i close to.
i dont really tell stuff unless people ask.
asking means, you are interested to know.
i dont know much about you to simply share everything, or parts of my life.
if you intend to be in the story of my life, then you have got to learn, and show,
that you are interested and sincerely want to know, not just so...
Ask, show interest and care.
Then, i would be convinced and be more comfortable to be open and share the story of my life.
coz the truth is, i want to know a lot about you too.

p/s: dont speculate! :D

Salam

Sometimes it is not really about the solutions offered by u
But how far u r willing to be part of the solutions

Salam.

Ya ALLAH,
Kuatkan hati, jiwa, dalaman dan luaran hamba-Mu ini....
Ameen...

p/s: Moga ALLAH permudahkan segala yang baik..

Dalam hati...
Kadang perlu sedikit sangsi
Hingga kau benar-benar pasti
Katanya akan dikota
Aksinya tidak bersalut dusta.

Bagaimana ?

Tak perlu ku ajar.
Asal kau ikhlas,
Dengan izin-Nya pasti kan berbalas.

Maaf kalau aku berkata benar,
Yang tajam menikam.
Kata tanpa tindakan,
Umpama pena tiada tinta.

Penglipur lara

Mulut manis macam gula.
Bikin diabetes  mereka yang mendengar.
Sayang, satu tutur pun tiada benar.
Sulam cantik dengan onar.
Bikin yang batil tersorok dan samar.

Sang permain jiwa,
Balasan Tuhan itu ada.
dipunah segala percaya
dibakar rentung segala rasa
dibuat jiwa lain merana

Tapi masih tiada rasa
Baginya ini semua biasa
Melihat air mata tumpah dan permain perasaan dia.
Sesal? Itu semua tidak pernah ada.
Ini hanya mainannya di kala bosan,
penuh hilai dan ketawa,
walau saat jiwa lain sengsara

Sang penglipur lara,
Andai tiba satu saat,
Terdetik penyesalan ikhlas,
Tersuara satu kata maaf dari hati,
Barulah susun kata maaf itu nanti..

Jika belum tiba saat itu
Kunci mulut dan ayat manis bersalut racun.
Simpan kata maaf palsu di hujung belati tajam yang diasah setiap hari..
Belati bersalut kaca itu yang ditusuk dalam dari belakang,
Tak siapa sedari darah dan nanah
Kerna aturan langkah kemas dari awal untuk memusnah.

Tuhan,
Lindungi kami dari kata penipuan
Lindungi kami dari sang pemusnah percaya,
Lindungi kami dari melakukannya dan daripada diperlakukan.

Sang penghancur rasa,
Ketahuilah...
Allah Maha Besar..
Dia Maha Adil.

p/s: puisi bersulam nasihat buat semua. :)

Be kind to others and yourself

Salam

You dont have to be a donkey to make donkeys like you. If you are a unicorn, act like a unicorn. Eventually, donkeys will ask you on how to grow the horn.

Conclusion is, if u r good, always be good no matter how indifferent would it seem to other people.

We dont degrade good qualities. We enhance them.
We dont examplify bad behaviours. We change them by good actions.

Be bold and persistant in doing good. Good things dont travel fast.
True.
They dont travel.
They stay.
Yeah, there,
the HEART.

p/s: Ya Allah, please grant me a good, kind heart. Ameen...