Envy

My friend envied me to the fact that i could meet my parents every week..
Little that she knows, i kinda envied her for having the blessing to meet her own little family every time she returns home, everyday.

Each and every one of us has their own rezqi though at times, all we see is that the grass is always greener from the other side. I might have rezqi that other people do not have and vice versa.
Same goes with difficulties or adversities. Who are we to say that other people are more  blessed than us or have less responsibilities, difficulties, adversities than us?

Let's be matured.
Be grateful for everything that we have.
Work hard, pray earnestly and give more as to achieve what we think we 'should' have or want to have or need to have.
Stop labelling each other as "having less responsibilities" or "more blessed" or "having no problems";
as what we see- their smiles, laughters and happiness might not really show the struggles inside their heart and mind.

Always remember that sometimes we couldnt have everything.
But all the things that we have, are more than just enough for us.

And sometimes, we could have everything.
But it is just not there yet for us. It also depends on how do we define everything.

Be grateful for everything that we have; for when we lose even one slight nikmat from the many of them that he has bestowed upon us, only then we would realize that we have everything that HE wants us to have, that we have more than enough.

I'm not reminding this to anyone except my own self.
Sometimes i compared myself with other people in a negative way. And of course, it should not happen like that. If comparison is made, it should be as a motivation to achieve and do better, positively.
This is indeed a reminder to myself. Yes, i remind myself by writing my thoughts; one of the ways, of course.

160915

12.12.18

Aku, kamu, kita...

Tak pernah tak sayang.
But i just dont know how to start.

BERKAT MASA

Salam.

i once read and it says - if you want to know whether your time is blessed or the opposite, just look at :
a) how and what you spend your time with
and
b) whether you still manage to do all the good deeds, qur'an recitations and complimentary prayers that you used to do, or are they now being replaced with other 'secondary' matters?
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Last night, i went to mesjid.
As usual, i would take out my notebook and check the dates of my previous notes- it was dated back to 310818. and yesterday was 281018.
almost 2 months, i FAILED to visit the 'raudhah', surrounded by the angels.
i had missed those blessings and it got me into reflecting the matters that i did, that had caused me to lose such opportunities.

ps. BERKAT MASA ITU APA JIKA KAU TIADA MASA KHAS UNTUK DIA?

Be STRONG

HELP

new to this

Salam.

ive always thought that i could be casual during unexpected occasions,
i could handle it when the opposite happens.
but I didnt.
i would be dumbfounded and shy.
and i would cry buckets when the opposite worst happens.
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simply because i am confused by the amount of love i received
and concealed.

Dusta

Gagal melihat walau di depan mata.
Gagal menemui walau terang bersuluh.
Gagal menghargai walau diberi peluang.

Nikmat apa lagi yang telah kau dustakan?

Cinta AMAT

Katanya ustaz, setiap yang amat itu akan diuji.

Sayangnya amat nabi ibrahim pada putera sulungnya, ismail, diuji jua oleh Allah.
Namun patuh dan sayangnya Nabi Ibrahim dan Ismail pada Allah, mengatasi segalanya.
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Rahmatnya Allah lebih besar dari apa yang kita jangkakan.
Diganti korban tersebut dengan seekor kibas.
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Disambung lagi oleh ustaz;
Maka janganlah kita terlalu atau amat dalam sesuatu.  Sayang atau benci itu jangan keterlaluan. Kelak bila berlaku yang jelek, sayang bisa menjadi benci. Bila terlalu benci, boleh jadi dia juga yang akan kamu miliki suatu hari nanti.  Bersederhanalah selalu.

Mudah bukannya rendah

Good deeds.

Sewaktu sampai di masjidil haram mekah, sudah menghampiri waktunya maghrib. Maka kami solat maghrib dahulu. Usai maghrib, dtg wanita arab menghulurkan sebekas kurma. Jalan2 lagi ada yg menghulurkan biskut buat asyraaf sambil bertanya pada mamanya adakah diizinkan.
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Sewaktu umrah kedua pula (miqat di jaaranah), kami tawaf di kala tengah hari. Di kala panas itu, dtg seorang wanita berjalan sambil menghulur kotak tisu buat para jemaah mengelap keringat mereka tika tawaf. Modalnya hanya sekotak tisu dan ikhlas. Beliau jalan, senyum dan hulur tanpa tunggu balasan walau sepotong terima kasih pun.
Sangat mudah tapi indah!
Terkesan.
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Kita biasa dibesarkan dengan berbuat baik berupa sedekah wang ringgit,
berupa pemberian hadiah.
Skop sedekah itu luas.
Berbuat baik spt menghulurkan sehelai tisu itu juga mudah, walaupun dilihat sbg kecil di mata kasar.
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Teringat kata2 ustaz berkaitan makmum masbuk.

Jemaah : "ustaz, klo kita dah lewat solat jemaah, imam dah nak sujud, elok tunggu next rakaat or sujud?(yela, sbb kalau sujud pun rakaat itu x di kira sbg 1 rakaat)"
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Jawapan ustaz amat menyentapkan aku sebab kalau aku, aku akan tunggu imam masuk next rakaat and follow 😅😅😅.
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Ustaz : jika dalam keadaan itu (masih punya masa utk angkat takbir dgn sempurna dll), eloklah IKUT IMAM SUJUD. Kerana tanpa kita ketahui, mungkin perbuatan sujud kita itu mendatangkan lebih byk kebaikan dan redha Allah buat kita.
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Ya, jgn menilai sekecil2 perbuatan dgn nilai yg enteng. Kebaikan yg nampak mudah, tidak semestinya bererti nilainya juga rendah.
Kerna hakikatnya, kita tidak tahu perbuatan baik mana yg punya nilai besar di sisi-NYA. Wallahu'alam.

#170218saturday
#notetoself #notetoself #notetoself !
#sharingIsCaring #catatanharamainsara

I used to think that new york city or vegas is the city that never sleeps... until i came here.

Makkah adalah kota cinta sejati yg tak pernah mati.
Sentiasa ada hati yg melangkah ke arah sana.
Sentiasa ada jiwa yg berada di masjidil haram berharap pada yg Maha Mendengar.
Baitullah tidak pernah kosong dari tawafnya insan, melainkan kala solat dilaksanakan.
Saie tidak pernah tidak ada manusia yg berada di sana.

Lalu bertanyalah hati,
Kalau bukan kerna cinta, masakan berpusu pusu manusia datang dari pelusuk dunia utk mengabdi diri pada Pencipta?

Kalau bukan kerna cinta,masakan berpusu2 manusia menyahut jemputan-Nya setiap detik.

Kalau bukan kerna cinta,
Masakan jiwa bisa terusik,
mata bisa bergenang dan hati bisa rindu amat pada baitullahilharam?

Labbaikallahummalabbaik.