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Salam.

Suatu hari, perbualan antara adik aku dan Cik X di kaunter dot dot dot, Ipoh...

Cik X : Kakak awak mengajar dekat mana?
Adik   : Seberang P..
Cik X : Oh, first2 posting dah dapat situ eh??
Adik  :  ha'a
Cik X : Habis tu dia pergi sekolah kena naik bot la ye?

 tak lah...akak g sekolah naik gajah je uolssss....

Right, aku tahu nama Seberang P... tak popular
and nama 'Seberang', macam tepi sungai gitewww...(tapi memang tepi Sungai Perak pun)
but aku tak naik bot lahhhh....

p/s: bloat

nada mood.

Salam.

kepingin minggu ini:

-pi movie.
-makan popcorn

banyak benda nak cakap.
tapi last-last takdak mood nak tulis.

p/s: had a momma-daughter week. ala-ala Gilmore Girls pulak..=p

am not a delinquent

Salam.

JUVANA...

more or less, I could relate...

from google image

to know that we are not alone in this round Earth,

to understand that we are not trapped between these four walls,

yes, sometimes all that we need is to feel ok.

knowing that outside the empty room, the whole world is there.

p/s: mannnnnn........I want to quit. but it doesnt even start yet.

..back when i still put on my uniforms

Salam.

I used to be a super hardworking, completing all works given prior the datelines,  never late kinda girl.
and all that nice things were gone baby gone!
I am no longer that person that i used to be.
Like an ice that has melted.
I guess I didnt really stay in the fridge.
I moved a lot and found sun and heat.

p/s: Talking about yearssss ago.

nurmal

Salam.

One news can either make ur day or ruin it.
in my case, i felt more negative energy than its positivity.

i try to act cool, trying not to really think about it
and just go with the flow..accepting it as it is
but i cant lie to myself.
automatically, i have no mood to do anything.
like someone from the street took your boyfriend away
and you try to look at the bright side
trying to find 5 reasons to accept the fact that you are now boyfriend-less
such as: he was not meant for me
such as: maybe i would find someone better
such as: I deserve better.
such as: his shoes are blue and not pink
such as: i am hot, young and gojes ??? - so it is his lost.
but in your heart, you would feel weird, not knowing what to expect,
and unhappy.

yes, one day, you would get to know someone
but it is kinda irritating to have to get started all over again
the same friendly smile that you ought to wear,
the same yes, yes, yes...
the same worries, adaptation and everything.

man, im really not happy for i dont know why.
..why this news strikes me hard.
tell me that i am normal.

“…Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” 

(Al-Baqarah 2:216)

p/s: now i know how kids felt when they had to move from place to place, 
from school to school..  
pps: please dont ask me why. and this aint about love.

Tanah Tinggi

Salam.

It was a last minute plan that i enjoyed every second of it.
yeah, I went to Genting with brothers.
Twas fun. though most of the time spent there was for queueing up, waiting and so forth.

Kat sini lah aku belajar erti kesabaran. Sampai ada yang potong Q dan bikin panas. 

Mujur bila aku bergambar, aku kembali rasa cool dan automatik senyum.

everything was good. but the weather was sometimes cold, then hot, then foggy then ok.
plus with empty tummy, berangin some more, = headache lah wehh.
but it didnt stop me from screwing up my head with all those actions and fun.

letak si loya di tengah. kalau aku muntah memang setiap orang merasa.

while queueing up for space shot, I had a little imagination and giggled.
why? coz i was imagining myself puking while the thing was lifting us up.
so the puke would be my breakfast : plain water that i drank with panadol.
So from the top, it would be like raindrops. and i would be famous.

well, of course i shared this thought with my lil bro.
he said, "dont walk alongside me if that happens".

Fortunately, I didnt vomit.
Straightly after that, I ate and sang.
and totally forgot bout school n work.

kat sini lah aku nyanyi lagu ikan kaloi feeling2 bawang merah.

p/s: it's near to the end of holidays. T_T

caffe latte

Salam.

Sedang aku sembang dengan kawan abah dan mak di ruang tamu,
pelbagai topik dibukak..
alih-alih sedang rancak, pak cik tuh cakap tentang satu program TV,
dengan yakinnya disebut,

"nasi lemak teh tarik"

memang comel...tapi seriously,
tolong ajar aku macam mana nak control ketawa?

image : from google image

p/s: a pleasant surprise from mom and dad. thank you xxoxoxoxo ! :)