of a night

Salam.

I am grateful that even for just one night, i felt like a girl with lots of protective sisters :)

(ahh...sometimes it does feel good being among the youngest :p )

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http://rockinmama.net/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/breathe.jpg

I just could not wait for Saturday this week.

even i haven't completed my assignments, 

i could just ignore that coz i am eager to go out from school and back home.

there are some faces places and parts of the school that bring me gloom,

(not that i dont like my school. i like it. but of course, sometimes, stress builds up, etc)

so i need new air. like literally.

Friday

1) Evening Class

 http://ididafunny.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/smile.jpg

it was just u know, both fun and weird, 

seeing how our strict and serious prof suddenly smiled a lot, 

laughed more and granted our assignment extension. (Alhamdulillah)

and i wonder, is that how my students felt too? :p

2) Night Class

from google image

Now we could see our Dr's teeth.

yes, she let her self loose lil bit more tonight.

She is strict too. in terms of everything.
(and that's actually a compliment. it requires lots of self disciplined to be strict u know!)

an Oxford graduate, man.

but i like her style. it is original.

3) about course mates

http://www.entertainmentwallpaper.com/images/desktops/movie/tv_glee05.jpg

you know, how as teachers, 

you could spot the jokers, the sweethearts, the troublemakers, etc in your class - right on!

and as students too, 

we could not help but have those first impression right.

so we kinda label people ; 

the popular group  (the cheerleaders)

funny   (the jokers)

nerds   (the geeks)

blur   (the ha, whhaatt??)

followers   (the yes, ok)

and so on.

 you know, it is like Glee in real life!

and truthfully,

few others and I kinda have this non pleasant perception towards this loud group.

whom you know, when they come, 

the room would be loud. haha.

but...

they are actually ones whom really good at persuading.

for extension, replacement classes and so on. 

so i like them once for that. 

and...

i like them more,

when they actually show their protectiveness and concern.

like seriously, wow, they are THAT caring towards myself.

(ok, the fact that i had to drive alone at 11pm from tg malim to ipoh really brings out people's concern though i didnt mind actually)

so yes, they wanted and actually forced someone to accompany me to ipoh.

and i went back to ipoh with a company. lol.

and now, i have new perceptions on some people.

the loud group now would be the loudring (loud+caring) mommies group :D

p/s: what my friend told me last night: "if you miss someone, that someone actually misses you too."
that was a doubtful and emotion-bias statement actually. lol

urat kentutz

Salam.

i am grateful that today is a holiday :) 

*******

smilE
i admit that i dont smile a lot.
people sometimes think twice to approach me as i have this arrogant snobbish face.
but i do smile ok.
just that, i dont feel like smiling alll the time.

though i dont smile a lot, and my serious face scares people most of the time,
...i found it difficult for myself to hold my laugh.
like seriously, if it is funny,
how could you not laughing right?
plus, it is contagious! one laughter would lead to another.
once a person initiate it, it will spread!
but then, you need to consider the place and situation too right.
like,
how could you laugh when you are performing on the stage,
how could you still laugh when someone is nagging,
how could you laugh when you are in the surau?
how could you laugh when everyone is so serious doing the Pilates?

yes, and when the situations do not permit me to laugh out loud,
i have to cover my laughter with coughs.
and i remembered my student once told me that if you hold your laugh, your 'urat kentut' will break.
like wtheck..lol

Babe
and of course,
i would want to take this opportunity to wish my sister,
a very warm happy BIRTHDAY sayang!
we havent met for like... almost 3 months?
and our last meeting with the other sisters was sooo short!
we didnt even have a single drop of coffee together right!
and so you would know and for the record,
I love you, sista! muchas!
hope you are blessed with happiness; to yourself and your family.
xoxo, dearie HanisahT <3 (would be awesome to literally hug u dear)

p/s: should i go out to T.I or nay? nothing much there though.

punkd

Salam.

"I am grateful that ive gone through 2 tests and an assignment in 2 days."

 *****

 

i dont know that my class has a hidden security camera.

 [yeah right]

found that pic on my student's fb.

with a caption, "my pretty lovely beautiful gorgeous teacher"

(ok, in my dream!)

with a caption, "jangan ambil coklat saya!"...

*sigh*

p/s: dont want to wait anymore. 

lelaki

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana semalam buatkan aku terfikir" 

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Sebagaimana setiap lelaki mensyaratkan wanita dengan beberapa kriteria,
sebagaimana itulah juga wanita mensyaratkan lelaki dengan beberapa ciri.

Jika wanita di sinonimkan dengan kelembutan, kepakaran memasak dan ilmu rumahtangga,
maka lelaki,
selain menjadi imam keluarga dan tanggungjawab,
aku sinonimkan juga dengan kekuatan fizikal.

tidak dinafikan
lelaki memang lagi kuat dari wanita dari segi fizikal.
nak bukak jar tomato puree yang ketat tuh pun kena panggil lelaki untuk bukak kan.
nak panjat ceiling pun, lelaki...
bila ada lipas dalam toilet pun panggil lelaki suruh halau..
jadi ada beberapa perkara yang memang perlukan lelaki untuk buat.

and...
aku hot tadi.
sebab bila aku panggil budak lelaki form 3, 4 and 5 untuk tolong angkat meja kerusi di padang untuk di simpan dalam stor,
yang terjadi ialah mereka bertempiaran lari dan menyorok sebab TAK NAK tolong.
like seriously, ko dah sunat ke belum?
aku mintak tolong angkat barang,
not menjahit or memasak or BERANAK ok.

in the end,
yang datang membantu angkat meja kerusi, payung, khemah,
ialah few students lelaki form 1 n form 2 (yang halus-halus tapi rajin)
dan students PEREMPUAN..
kalau aku jadi lelaki,
aku malu sebab tak tolong perempuan.

and sebab ini bukanlah sesuatu perkara yang patut diamalkan,
tiada budaya bantu membantu dan bekerjasama,..
(oh yes, budak lelaki yang bertempiaran lari tuh students asrama)
maka memang aku tak lepaskan diorang neh.
after kemas-kemas padang, time dinner kat dining hall,
diorang dapat ceramah free kat dewan makan depan orang ramai, depan girls.
tau pulak malu..xde pulak nak lari2 menyorok kann...

yes, to all boys or guys out there..
anda memiliki kelebihan dari segi kekuatan fizikal lebih dari wanita...
jadi bantulah wanita sedayanya...
(bawa hangbag, pegang bag shopping, dukung anak, tolak troley pon boleyyy)


p/s: may tonight and tomorrow be productive, insya ALLAH :)

MATTER (mathics) and CHEMISTRY

Salam.

"I am grateful that Ustaz helped me with the girl who fell off from the top bunk" 

[well.. hellow there ladder..]

*******

We know how in every story, there is a sweet hello and a sad good bye.

But very often, the story in between the twos is incomplete.
Perhaps, the characters do not know how to start, 

how to elaborate...

and how to bid farewell.

A simple 'hi' might be so demanding. 

A short 'bye' might be so hard.

Maybe we should learn this in 'CHEMISTRY'.

p/s: People could make many things in life...

Ironically, it is so hard to make time for those who matter to us.

another month for holidays

Salam.

"Syukur that the JPN visit to my school went smooth."

********

of 1st April 2012

i like surprises but of course from people that i know.
but if the act is more towards ambush,
i think i should be equipped with weapons then.


of 2nd April 2012

the key to energy is continuation.
once you stop,
exhaustion becomes a reality.


p/s: "sesuatu yg belum halal disentuh dgn tangan, sentuhlah hatinya dgn doa :) " [quote]

awak penuh dengan keketaman!

Salam.

I am glad and grateful that Mom is with me for this whole week. :)

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it's been such a loong week and tiring one too.

ive been quite mad at some people or things lately.
mostly because : 
-people took things lightly
-easier said than done.
-oppression.

also, coz my freaking slow internet connection.

and i found that juggling few things at one time is very challenging and demanding.
It demands lots of sacrifices.
Time, sleep, money and ENERGY.

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SECONDLY,

it has been my dream since past few years to be a person who manages time well...
I confess...
I have time management issue.
I do my works, I finish all my works, but most of the time, at eleventh hour.
and it pains me a lot.
torture me mentally and physically.
i have surveyed and searched supplements for  "anti-procrastination" and "time management booster" but NONE could be found.
So yes, people said that confession, admitting that you have the problem is the first step..
and then what?

 this is a happy shot. but i dont feel like jumping or smiling widely now.

p/s: taking one step at a time. I hope i could take a bigger step boldly.