would you

Salam.

Hi

I really want to write now but i try not to coz it will be something crappy. So I kinda change the plan and here,  a taggg..hehe. So, would you.............

1. Would you rather be rich or healthy? - Healthy of coz. Easy!..hehe
2. Would you rather be good looking or rich? - hmmm... rich? As time flies by, people get old but money sometimes gets doubled..=D. But of coz, with money, comes responsibility.
3. Would you rather have super strength or super intelligence? - super intelligence. it would be cool to be be a genius (of course without looking like a freak) and be able to finish the assignment in just an hour (or less). heaven.. :D
4. Would you rather have the power to be invisible or the power to read minds? - ive watched Heroes and both super powers kinda make them either freaks or evil. and most of them dont want their super powers but if i could have it like on/off , i would choose power to read minds. ."you know Sara?"- "which Sara??"- "the gorgeous one who could read minds"   Ok, doesnt it sound awesome??!!..haha.
5. Would you rather spend the rest of your life without a significant other, or would you rather have a partner who is extremely difficult? - omg..an extremely hard question nih. being andartu or being a sad wife? hmm.. i dont wanna be either...screw you last question! I want to be a happy wife (to be) with a good husband (to be). orite must put 'to be' there coz obviously im not married or engage or in a relationship. 

So just 5 questions. Come on, you could do it! So anyone out there who wants to give your answer, go on with this tag! :)

p/s: Full and today feels like "what happens?-i dont remember" .

Another Hour on a Sunday Morning

Salam. 

Hi.

"Life may not be fair, but when you have someone to believe in, life can be managed, and sometimes, even miraculous" 

Another fantastic novel, Another Hour on a Sunday Morning by Julia Scheeres  that i would recommend others to read it. Very nice, very touching and i bet you would cry reading it. the emotion is just there!

"All Julia Scheeres ever wanted was to have a normal, happy family. But, when her fanatical mother decides they should all move to rural Indiana, Julia's life begins to unravel. In the blistering heat of the isolating community, Julia and her adopted brother David struggle together through adolescence. But with a mother whose first concern is her church missionaries, and a distant father whose rare presence is resented by all and feared by others, home for Julia becomes a place of unspeakable secrets.."

and reading this novel, you just could not expect what would happen next or what would the end be like. This is a true story of the writer's childhood - that will break your heart and mend it again. and i bet, the ending would make you cry - happiness? sorrow? - read it yourself! :)

"I go through the program like a circus tiger, obeying commands and conceiling my true nature ;

knowing that one day my fangs and claws shall be useful once more."

p/s: sometimes we dont know that one is enduring so much pain until we learn his story.

posting

Salam.

Hi

4 of my friends were informed that they will be teaching in Sabah early next month.

So far they are the only ones who received the posting- related letters.

and as for me, i will be checking the letter box again, regularly. huhu.

hm, ive been home for a few months, doing nothing specifically.

it is kinda boring but I prefer having me-time over hectic life.

and thinking that next month is probably the month i will start to work, i am sooo nervous.

imagine, being in the school, knowing nobody and yeah,..

it is kinda like being in IPBA during orientation week. you know, making friends and blending with the surrounding. but of course, school wait you no more. there is no orientation for a new teacher okeh.

Plus, by the time we'll be teaching (which probably on Feb), the school actually has operated for a month.

ooooohh.. thinking about being in a new school is so not something that im fond of.

and for the record, when i first went for my practicum, i was quite unhappy at the beginning that i lost my appetite to eat (lunch only..hehe). but of course, as time went by, it kinda surprised me that i was actually sad to leave the school, specifically, my students.

So i hope that wherever i got posted to, I would feel the maximum pleasure of teaching, the loves from my students and the positive vibe of working as a team.

At one of high schools in NZ. btw, im not a music teacher. i barely can play a guitar okes.

p/s: seriously, how to keep in touch

No Ordinary Doughnuts

Salam. 

Hi!

i made doughnuts..yes, i know. me? baking? what? kann..

i am really not a fan of anything related to yeast. Me and yeast is like me with green hair.

i dont like the waiting, the covering with dampened clothes whatsoever but because i want to eat homemade doughnuts, i have to do it.

While preparing the doughnuts...

I didnt realise that warm water that i used wasnt that warm anymore when i added the yeast. So i hopelessly waited for 10 minutes but there was no effing single foam came out. i told you, me and yeast were like...not ngam ok. so, i decided to heat it up over slow heat. and the precious foam came out like beauty pageant.

So i carried on with the recipe, flour, blabla..But still, dont hope for a good ending here peeps. though the foam came out, my dough did not rise as it supposed to be. it must be something went wrong somewhere....and the rest of the story was history.

Post preparation

Sorry i didnt put any pictures here people coz I am being modest..

Nooo!!! coz the doughnuts were not gorgeous T__T

They were soo not doughnuts. Makan satu kenyang satu hari okeh.

my doughnuts were not soft and not fluffy! They were actually hard like rock and stuffed like nasi impit. 

and you know what, i actually followed a recipe that said, "gerenti lembut gile donut nih, orang takde gigi pun boleh makan". So i was like..yeay!! but ..these were not ordinary doughnuts. 

So giving no craps, I still served the No Ordinary Doughnuts to my family. 

To cover heat things up, I put heaps of chocolate topping and chocolate rice all over the doughnuts.

and of course, presentation was sometimes like a hidden curriculum- making the doughnuts looked yummy than the reality. and normally, my family would eat most food that i prepared - so i am one lucky girl with No Ordinary Doughnuts.

p/s: I am so not in the mood of working. T_T

Firework - Katy Perry (Boyce Avenue cover feat. David Choi on strings)

Salam.

Hi,

A cool song in a cooler version :)

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

p/s: Firework originally sang by Katy Perry. JFYI :)

sweet smile

Salam.

Seeing how people would do anything for a small amount of money, under the hot sun, soaking wet..

i am so grateful to you LORD.

Seeing how people with difficulties struggle to communicate, to walk, to see..

i am so grateful to you o, ALLAH.

Syukur Alhamdulillah for everything that i have, for every single thing that happens.

p/s: A smile. I am glad to see it.

goatySpot

Salam.

Hi

Tadi aku jumpa sedara Spot.Tapi besar r.

Ape lagi, aku pon panggillah Spot.. Spot datang, aku suh die duk diam2 sebab aku nak snap gambar die dan sedara dia.
skali dia tak nak sebab panas. Spot tak nak duk diam kat tengah panas.

"panas uols, i tak nak tompok hitam bertambah banyak..."

 See. dah cakap pattern nak kat sama. Spot memang mengada tak nak gambar skali!

p/s: I rarely listen to malay songs but 'Hanyut' and 'tolong ingatkan aku' are not too bad!
and it's really sunny today! :)