compromise

Salam.

 "I am grateful and proud of myself. i could actually stay calm and compose myself, 

though it would be so easy for me to cry at that moment".

*******

You know,
sometimes, when we have questions in mind,
we don't really ask...

we think...think and think...
and cause of that,
we got many kind of answers, thoughts, assumptions and worries.

and that, my friends,
are not awesome and always, uncertain.

p/s: not comfortable in my own pants.  

thought

Salam.

Alhamdulillah upon the great news, bro ! :)

*********

of my 2 weeks holidays

the first week of my holidays was filled with words, notes, books, and revision.
i got assignments and finals.
i got sleepless nights and driving like a maniac.
im glad that that was over (so far) :)

haih... terbalik pulak pic. malas nk betulkan. but this one was taken at 730am. 

I was in the library, an early bird, waiting for my exam that's gonna start at 9am! @__@

and my second week of holidays was for chilling out.
it wasnt something unusual. i did common usual things.
nothing big like overseas' trip or hunting or camping, etc.
i went for swimming (though i had to admit, i didnt really swim >_<),
eating, outing, shopping with my girlfriend, F,
and of course, meeting my buddies, EpeF and DianaK! :)
they were all common but AWESOME.

oh after 5months. :)

but i did kinda regret that i couldnt attend my friends' weddings coz of the overlapped date
and tests, etc. But BIG congratulations to em all of course! :)

p/s: still, couldnt really relate, how one could be such a bee that not a single minute in his/her life could be spent on a simple thing like..........
and how a thought, could be such a huge barrier for a telepathy to work on. 

relieve?

Salam.

 "im glad that we girls could actually get along together"

***********

im kinda angry right now.
but not totally angry.
half-angry.
and i dont know what's the other half is...

p/s: it's Saturday tomorrow... a week has passed just like that.

umbrella

Salam.


Last Sunday,

I was driving from ipoh at 615 am, heading to Tg Malim for a test that's gonna start at 9am.
I could be reaching there by 745am. it was still early but i didnt wanna take a risk of speeding at 140-160km/h to be on time (like last Friday. It was totally unexpected. a lorry was upside down and caused traffic jam. i hope the driver was ok).

So yes, driving early morning, on highway, turning on hitz.fm and it played "Umbrella".

I felt like i was heading to Kajang.
Sooooo, School-Based Experience moment!

Same situation, same time, same song,
just a slight difference in year, with incomplete passengers.

this aint the SBE i was talking bout. i just didnt have the Kajang SBE pics here. 

it must be somewhere..

p/s: swimming memang sunbathing secara tak sengaja.

mermaid

Salam.

"Im grateful that I had done marking one class. :D - another two classes"

 *********

What i did yesterday to burn the calories..

but needless to say, 

i dont like swimming with other SEA or Olympics swimmers.

If I could swim like a mermaid (motiff mermaid, bukan fish??),

it wont be that embarrassing.

>__<

p/s: i should finish marking another class today. I'll try!

teacher busy..

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana setiap hari, Allah bagi aku sebab untuk senyum"

***********

kalau kau nak buat cerita sedih,
jangan lupa letak scene budak miskin yang lapar..
gunakan duit yang dia ada untuk beli nasi lemak..
sedang pegang nasi lemak, tiba-tiba dilanggar orang..
maka, punah harapan untuk makan nasi lemak...

atau,
scene sedang menunggu seseorang dari panas hingga hujan..
dan walau hujan, masih menunggu..

ok fine..
memang aku rasa kesian kat student aku..(and rasa bersalah).
semalam aku suruh dia tunggu aku pukul 2pm kat kereta aku sebab aku nak bagi dia kain minta mak dia jahitkan...
and....yes!!
aku terlupa ok.
so tadi aku masuk kelas dia...
dia tanya dengan nada sedih, "teacher...teacher pergi mana semalam?..."
tak sempat aku jawab, dia sambung,
"saya tunggu teacher, dalam hujan..."..

ok ok fine!!
ambil tisu lap air mata sendiri,
keluarkan lolipop dari handbag kasi kat dia.
T__T

ok, tipu.
aku tak nanges, aku tak kasi dia lolipop.
tapi seriously aku rasa bersalah.

and ko boleh bayangkan tak..
kalau ko wat promise kat anak ko,
and then sebab busy kerja or balik lambat,
ko terlupa promise tu.
pastu balik kerja, ko tengok die tertidur dengan pipi basah dekat sofa ruang tamu..

ok, i should stop.
banyak sangat tengok drama.
k bye.

p/s: You should listen to Harapan and Ku Tiba by Hyper Act.. :)

gotta know

Salam.

" i am grateful that i have a friend who is willing to help me here (and whom im not shy to ask a favour from)".

*****

It is good to know a few pleasant things that have been kept from you.
It is like a surprise from the past.
A nice surprise, one that could bring you smile.

Otherwise, ignorance is bliss.

p/s: half