Makin kita dewasa

Salam.

Makin kita dewasa,
makin kita tahu bahawa hidup perlu mara,
walau banyak tribulasi dan bahaya.

Makin kita dewasa,
makin kita tahu apa itu rasa.
Bukan hanya menerima tapi perlu juga memberi padanya.
Bukan hanya memberi, tapi mahu juga menerima.
Reciprocal, itu kata semua.

Makin kita dewasa,
makin malas ambil endah kata picisan manusia.
Makin faham hati mereka tak dapat dipuaskan semua.
Buat baik berpada-pada,
Buat jahat jangan sekali, kata peribahasa.

Makin kita dewasa,
makin jelas di mata, di hati dan di jiwa,
bahawa mereka yang benar mengambil tahu perkara,
akan ambil tindakan dengan segera.
Tak akan dibiar sesuatu terdera.
Lagi-lagi jika itulah amanah dan permata,
yang selalu dan akan buat kita bahagia.

Makin kita dewasa,
makin suntuk kita punyai masa.
Segala inci rasa tak sempat dan mahu segera.
Kadang kaya sudah kita punya,
tapi masa pula selalu mencemburui kita.

Makin kita dewasa,
makin dekat panggilan kubur tiap kala.
Makin kita dihambat pi dek rumah dan harta.
Jika bahagia dunia, lebih lagi akhirat kita cari merata,
moga kita peroleh berkat di sini, di sana bersama.

p/s: moga kita semua makin matang dalam segala perkara baik.

separuh nafas

Salam.

we rode in the same car. 
everyone was being so quiet. 
then this one song being played on the radio. 
everyone sang along; whole-heartedly.
that magical moment. i miss.

p/s: that song, separuh nafas. 

Salam.


Songs ive been playing these few days ..
are those that i had played last 4-5 years.

1) Muse- Unintended

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJDAmXHHfuM

2) Radiohead- Creep

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GD-m2zSKmWo

3) My Chemical Romance - I dont love you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbTIRlFqD7k

4) Hoobastank - The reason

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGs8vtjDxxY

p/s: it is a cycle. lol

7 things

Salam.


7-things-your-muslim-wife-wont-tell-you

7-things-your-muslim-husband-wont-tell-you

or perhaps, .....some would tell.

p/s: it is universal i guess. 

Masing masing

Salam

Komunikasi berkesan.
Penting.
Sangat penting.

Separuh masalah atau lebih boleh selesai melalui komunikasi berkesan. Diam itu bahasa juga.
Terkesan makan di hati tapi harus tidak selalu dijadikan pilihan.

p/s: ubah

my dream house.

Salam.

i sometimes got excited seeing pretty house with awesome deco and interesting rooms, etc.

so some of the characteristics of my dream house are: 

- it should have practical closets. As for me, a closet that is practical enough to put all my baju kurung, blouses, tops, tudungs, accesssories, shoes, handbags, etc.. i dont have much of those actually, but it is good to have things sorted out nicely coz very often, i wore the same thing coz i forgot that i have other clothes/ shawls (yeah, like that. huhu)..the space of the closet shouldnt be that huge but the arrangement, places to hang clothes and compartments should be practical. it should have a big head to toes mirror in it too, coz i like to pick and try at times. 

- it would be nice to have a swimming pool. but i bet i would have time to clean it. so, this is not really a necessity. 

- i want a big kitchen. something like a professional chef's kitchen; the cooking appliances and utensils. hihi. and then, herbs like coriander, parsley, basil, rosemary, chillies, etc are within plucking distance. lol. my mom is a big fan of herbs and plants. she plants all of em and they are really fertile, Alhamdulillah. hihi

-i also want to have a house with a mini library/ study room. In it, there would be shelves with labels. So all the books/ collections are well categorized and well kept. tables, chair, bean cushion are there too. it is cozy, colourful and non-stressful; something that VUW library offers.

- and most importantly, a comfortable bedroom. a place that i know i could rest, sleep and do things at ease. it should have a wonderful smell, calming colours (soft colours/ whitish/ pastels) and furnished elegantly/ with modern touch. big size bed, with soft and comfy mattress, pillows and bolsters. lighting is also important. it gets natural sunlight and morning breeze through the windows. apart from that, the main windows should face the main road or spectacular view (not a dead end road, etc). hihi.

so far, that's the furthest of the list. 

so what should i do to have my dream house?

of coz i need to study hard(er), and work smart (er).
and to remember, kejar dunia, kejar akhirat juga. :D


p/s: and of course, i want the house to be a place i could call home. 
a home full with loves, in sya ALLAH ...  ; )

Salam.

remembering back,
makes one feels sad.

british vs american

Salam.

I rarely talk about my supervisor.
she has this thick British accent, that sometimes, when I (try to) speak with her like that,
im afraid she would think that im mocking her.
her accent and modesty in language are some of the things that i like (and perhaps try to copy.lol)
but i cant deny i have this supervisorphobic.
i literally felt relieved when she postponed our meeting.
...and that makes my procrastinating-side happy too.
yeah right. wait till a day before the meeting.
eyes glue to screen. books open. fb n twitter tabs too.  :p

wish me well in finishing my stuff.

p/s: Aja!

Qalb

Salam

Kadang,
Nampak je happy..
Tapi dalam hati, melankoli.

Kadang nampak je steady,
Tapi bila ditanya, tiada jawapan ready.

Kadang nampak je kuat,
Tapi bila seorang, tak terlarat.

Kadang nampak je tabah,
Tapi bila di sejadah, menangis mencurah.

Kadang,
Bila kau tanya kenapa,
...mulut terkatup,
...suara persis bapok,
...mata masuk habuk.

Waktu itu, kau hanya perlu peluk.
Dan doa agar semuanya elok.

p/s : ye doakan kesabaran bertambah. Begitu juga ketabahan dan kekuatan iman.

top

Salam.


My current top priority is .......
to complete my studies. cant wait. it is quite painful i would say.
but i know i would survive, in sya ALLAH.

     nah..bonus untuk blog sendiri. -_-

p/s: Doakan semuanya dipermudahkan ya.

UAI's opinion on characteristics of a good husband.

Salam.

p/s: copy pasted from fb. Most of em, i agreed.

Wanita

Salam

Kekuatan seorang wanita itu bukan hanya terletak pada fisikal dan kebolehan dia mengendalikan dua tiga kerja atau urusan. Tetapi kekuatan emosi juga.

Kawan aku pernah cakap.
Dia kata perempuan ni banyak kepada emosi dan lelaki pula pada visual.
Kalau lelaki mampu buatkan wanita itu merasakan dirinya terjaga dan selamat..(walau lelaki tu sendiri sekeping ala papan ping pong-bak kata ustaz azhar),
Dan mampu buat dirinya seperti ratu cantik (walau kau tengok persis mesin padi-bak kata students aku)
Walau hanya dengan kata dan bukan action..
...pun wanita boleh sangkut.

Sebab itu...
Wahai wanita dan diri,
Pentingnya kekuatan emosi dan kebijaksanaan dalam menilai kata atau dusta.

Tapi..
Kalau kau suami dia..
Memang tanggungjawab kau lah untuk lindungi dia sedaya kau.
Juga untuk puji dan buat dia percaya.
Bahawa di mata kau, dia lah penyejuk, dialah bidadari dunia.
Dan bolehlah kau tanya, "does it hurt?"
Tunggu seketika. Amati riak muka dia.
Dan kau sambung, "when you fell from heaven?"

Sebab cantik wanita itu bermakna tinggi bila suami yang bilang.

p/s: random meh

Bismillah

Salam.

 'Yaa Muqallibal Quluub, Tsabbit Qalbi  'Ala diinik

"Wahai Dzat yang membolak-balikkan hati, 

tetapkanlah hatiku atas agama-Mu"

p/s: Ameen.

cara elak maksiat

Salam.

 from fb

p/s: jom sesama buat

Lil things i do for self-motivation

Salam.

Just sharing lil things i do to motivate myself for ...

a) driving
Since i drove quite frequently and each driving would take min 30mins (to 2hours++), it stms bores me. Huhu. Hence..
-i downloaded new songs and heaps of ceramah/motivasi so i could listen to and enjoyed em while driving.
-i lol to JOHARA PAgi Era. Eagerly waiting for their 6+ am sketsa johara (repeat) and 7+ am for the latest sketsa johara.
- i change my car scent/perfume. I dont stick to one particular scent.
-i drove fast to avoid being sleepy (but thats not good).
-i selfie esp at the traffic light. Huhu

b) working esp on monday (bluess).
-i bought new shoes or handbag or tudung or kurung (once in a while).
-i think of the jokes that my students esp those form fives and threes would pull on. Their natural jokes and mocking on their friends. They stms made me laughed hard.
-i think of my colleagues whom i could share some stories with while marking or eating. And to listen to their kids' antics.
-i count my days
-i count my blessings and try to focus in the bright side of every thing.

And other stuff.. Hihi

p/s: keep on motivating myself. Though i couldnt help but to nag stms. :p

Dunia sarat

Salam

Antara nikmat yang paling aku bersyukur ialah punyai keluarga yang banyak memantau dan menjaga diri,
Kawan yang banyak beri pengaruh positif,
Persekitaran (keluarga, kawan dan sekolah) yang membantu dalam memberi didikan agama.

yang mana kalau tiada nikmat tersebut, aku mungkin hanyut.
Dengan persekitaran yang semakin lagha, pengaruh buruk rakan sebaya dan tiadanya didikan agama.

Dunia makin tua.
Banyak dosa manusia yang ditampungnya.
Jika boleh diluah, muntah nanah gamaknya.

Ya Allah,
Apabila suatu yang tak sepatutnya dilazimi menjadi suatu yang lazim oleh manusia sekeliling,
Buat aku takut, andai aku lalai.
Tapi buat jua aku bersyukur atas nikmat agama, keluarga dan rakan.

p/s:
Ya Allah,
Peliharalah dan lindungilah diriku ini dari segala bahaya dan lalai,
Agar daku mampu menjadi hamba MU yang solehah.

11 days trial pack. Lol

Syawal resolutions

- be early
- nap less
- drink more plain water (wake up n
bfre sleep in particular)
- exercise regularly
- smile more
- instag one grateful thing dat happens from tomorrow til merdeka (plus minus 11 days. Let's!)..
#Count my blessing (internet please be kind).

In sya Allah.

p/s: school? Bring it on! Hehe

'aku'

Salam.

Dalam banyak perkara, kita banyak kisarkan tentang 'aku'.
Untungkah 'aku', bagaimanakah 'aku', 'sakitkah aku'
...kalau berlaku begini dan begitu.

Bila mendengar, kita banyak menyelitkan 'aku'.
'Aku' lagi susah, 'aku' lagi sedih, 'aku' lagi sakit.

Tak kurang pula bila membanding.
'Aku' lagi hebat, 'aku' lagi best, 'aku' lagi power.
Semua situasi berpusing pada 'aku'.

Fokus pada diri walhal dalam sedaif-daif situasi,
bukan 'aku' yang paling daif.
Maka 'aku' patut bersyukur.

Walhal dalam sehebat-hebat keadaan,
Ada yang lagi hebat dari 'aku'
Maka 'aku' patut bersyukur dan berusaha.

Untung rugi 'aku' bukan terletak pada satu titik semata.
Jika wang jadi taruhan,
jika kecantikan jadi ukuran,
jika populariti jadi cagaran,
Maka di manakah 'aku' letakkan Tuhan?
Untunglah 'aku' jika ALLAH SWT suka apa yang 'aku' laku.
Rugilah 'aku' jika hanya mengharap apa yang dilaku jadi bualan sang manusia tiap waktu.

Ya Rabb,
Jadikan daku hamba-MU yang sentiasa bersyukur,
yang meletakkan keredhaan dan pengharapan hanya pada-MU
yang redha dengan ujian-MU dan tidak hanyut dalam lautan nikmat-MU.
Daku mahu termasuk dalam golongan yang 'sedikit' itu.

p/s: moga aku dan kita sentiasa bersyukur dengan limpahan nikmat-NYA.

pandu(an)

Salam.

Kadang, suatu situasi memberi kita peluang dan waktu untuk berfikir dalam.
Sesetengah orang, ruang persendirian di dalam kamar membuatnya termenung jauh dan berfikir.
Ada yang ketika mandi, datang idea yang pelbagai.
Dan aku,
ketika memandu.

Waktu memandu setiap hujung minggu membiasakan aku untuk berfikir dalam.
Cukup dua jam aku berfikir apa yang terjadi pada hariku dan hari-hari yang lepas.
Kerana itu, kadang menitis air mata ketika memandu seorang.
Kadang terdetik rasa mahu berhenti dan mengimpi sudah sampai destinasi.
Kadang semahu hati bertukar haluan menuju ke kawasan yang lebih tenang.
Kadang aku hanya ingin menekan pedal minyak sekuat daya walau hanya untuk 120 saat.
Mungkin 120 saat itu yang aku perlukan untuk rasa dan dengari deru angin sebagai ganti sapaan bayu laut.

p/s: dan sesungguhnya pemilik segala ketenangan adalah DIA.

Ramadhan Kareem!

Salam.

Ramadhan

Apa matlamat kali ini?

Moga diberkati,
moga dirahmati,
moga hajat baik dimakbulkan Ilahi.

Salam Ramadhan.


p/s: Moga terhindar dari penyakit hati. Moga ALLAH pelihara hati ini.

Masa

Salam

Masa...
Membentuk rasa,
Menyingkir suka,
Mengubat duka.

Masa...
Tika, detik, waktu,
Kadang jadi penentu,
Penentu sesuatu,
Yang masing mahu tahu.

Masa...
Suatu milik kita semua,
Sering kita rayu dan pinta,
Kadang buat kita hampir lupa,
Yang masa jua punya penghujungnya.

p/s: Demi masa. Dan sesungguhnya aku mohon dijauhkan dari menjadi golongan yang dalam kerugian.

Think and weight. Decide and action.

Salam

Sometimes we make decision solely based on our heart.
Looking back at it, it seems pretty silly but being silly at random moments does the magic.

But do remember that most decision that we have made will determine who we are in the next twenty years..as it did to us now.
We are basically our last twenty years' decision product.

Think wise. Think twice and more.

Think of what Allah would perceive of us rather than what HIS slaves would.

p/s: this goes to myself as well.

flashback

Salam.

just wanna share a few pics on ....

TEACHERS DAY CELEBRATION (again, pre-written, just published.)
*pics mostly taken from beloved students*

 that killer song, 'kami guru Malaysia' -always give me the chill

 these duo are funny girls. their giggles always tickle me. and they are form 3. 

the middle is their senior, form 5. eh? :p

 the English club members .. hehe

 my kakak.

 my deskmates..

 again, sing along studentss!!

 yeah, coz he had that thick mustache.

 my fans called. so i posed. ;p

 

 entering the teachers' room was so scary. so i asked my classmate to accompany me. lol

my friend received a bag of corns. that's sweet ay?! :)

presents getting lesser. gotta be more lovely when it's nearer to May. lol

joke! i love all of my students though they stms drive me crazy. appreciate these and all of em.

 

 haha. Q people Q ! :)

bunch of male 'sporting' teachersss...

mamak, teh tarik satuuu!! (mamak kerrrr?? lol)

 

 these form 6 kids (apparently, admired by their juniors)

  Sekian sahaja laporan dari saya,
                                   
  Sarah,
  5SC1 (motipppp sangat. huhu)


p/s: teachers day is always fun, Alhamdulillah.

hati (hati)

Salam,

Kentalnya hati,
Dapat menampung selautan perasaan,
Sedalam bumi luka,
Setinggi langit rindu,
Seluas daratan sayang,
Tapi tewas pada secebis cinta.

Kentalnya hati,
Mampu simpan seribu kenangan,
Mampu soal seribu pertanyaan,
Mampu hadapi seribu tohmahan.

Kentalnya hati,
Robek toreh dan campak,
Mampu terbentuk semula,
Mampu beri secebis ruang dan peluang.

p/s: maka, jagalah ia moga mampu terbentuk dengan baik dan cantik.

Role swap

Salam

Sometimes
No matter how close you are
You still couldnt understand
How and why people say one thing and meant the other.
Say would not ever when they are still doing it.
Say to put a stop when they are not.

Oh. We should exchange shoes sometimes.


p/s: :)

good luck

Salam.

 p/s: so do these mean that if things go the other way around, she loves him?

truth could be ...

Salam.

270513 Monday
Human beings are undoubtedly curious beings.
we stalk, we talk, we investigate and we ask.
but sometimes we forgot the fact that,
not all answers are soothing to the ears and calming to the hearts.
knowing the hurtful truth and cries about it is not a good choice neither living in doubt.
it is just a matter of choosing the less devastating option. 
coz the truth is, answer could be too heartbreaking, too pernicious to be digested.
but as an adult, we try to keep an open mind, be calm and not being too dramatic.
seeking comfort through HIS love is the only way.

p/s: May ALLAH showers us all with HIS unlimited love. Show us the right way and assist us in making wise decisions. Amiin.

form 5

Salam.

Gonna write more about.....

 new schoolmates. ;p

p/s: in sya ALLAH .. :)

240313

Salam.

hI

Just wanna share some pics on Nad's wedding. hehe.
it wasnt only a reunion between two souls (aww..)..
but also a reunion between me and my sisters :)
it was the first time i met Z after we graduated? and also Mija!!
oh finally i could kiss Mija for real! :)

and of course, i met Ateng and the queen of the day, pretty bride, Nad.
and the surprise guess (ewah..haha), miss Bed. :D

that was also not just a wedding, reunion, but also my first ever 'overstates' drive (apart from KL lah).
ok, confession. i have never drove out of perak except KL.
so it was kinda a huge achievement lah. :p.

though i was like a pretty zombie after that.
diarrhea and that post driving effects.
KAH! kau memang manja! hihi.

still, i enjoyed every moment of the journey, night at the hotel, Asam Pedas, Wedding (of course! first time kot i attended double weddings! hehe) and all.

spending time with buddies kan..
of course lah i loikeee... hihi.

 

p/s: congratulations Nad and Azmie! moga bahagie ke jannah, in sya ALLAH.. :)

AJA!

Salam.

BSD (2nd June 2013) = 6 weeks more

AJA! hehe.

lotsa assignments.
lotsa must-do revision.
lotsa school stuff (meetings like multimillion business) and co-curricular competitions.
lotsa school activities; camp, mid-yr exam, hari anugerah, hari guru, hari sukan, lawatan KGKT, etc.
all packed in one month (just great!)
and lotsa office politics.

plus, i just realised that there are lotsa clashes too.
with LaDaP, with sekolah ganti, with MA classes (lectures, presentations and exam), with my beloved bro's wedding!


just pray and hope that all will be a smooth sail for me. 


p/s: these few days, ive been really moody and melancholy (that my friends, i couldnt promise wouldnt happen again. lol). i hope that's just a PMS talking. 
Love you all :)

of the 2 weeks vs 6 days

Salam.

Semua orang pun nak kepastian
dan untuk kepastian, perlukan keyakinan.
untuk dapat keyakinan, kenalah usaha.
perlu laku sesuatu, bukan diam kaku.

kalau diam kaku,
timbul juga keyakinan.
keyakinan untuk lebih ragu.

Anggukan itu,
sangat besar.
tapi mungkin tidak berat jika minda tunduk pada hati,
hati tunduk pada iman.

kalau angin, temu angin,
mungkin jadi taufan.
tapi taufan jadi satu petanda.
petanda yang terkesan.
Lenggokan angin sepoi,
kadang tak terasa. berlalu macam tu.
ya, nyaman. tapi mungkin seketika.

dan seketika itu yang menggusarkan.

p/s: gloomy Sunday.

kelabu

Salam.


banyak benda dan perkara
tapi jadi malas nak tulis atau cakap.
baik fokus pada pink.
dari fikirkan kelabu.

akan cuba untuk calitkan keceriaan pada kekelabuan.
simbahan tona pink.
harap bantu menceriakan keadaan,
menaikkan mood,
memadamkan kekusaman.
menyelesaikan kemalapan.

p/s: cant wait for holidays.

Muahhxx :)

Salam.

Last week, i came home to a new bed and mattress in my room.

This week, i came home to a colder room; an air-conditioner in my room. Even mom n dad's room has no air-cond.

Love u much mak and abah :).

p/s: learning to b more independent.

oh.

Salam.

  "Planes" by Yuna

Driving fast but I am nowhere
I'm at home when I am out there
I speak louder when I'm silent
Tryna be somewhere I'm not but I

I'm so confused, I'm just like you...

Ooo Wipe the sleep from my eyes
Wake up in another life
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I got friends but I'm still shy
Sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I feel lost but
I'm surrounded by a million perfect strangers
You're like lightning I'm so grounded
But I'm flying when I'm next to you

I'm so confused, you might be too...

Ooo Wipe the sleep from my eyes
Wake up in another life
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I got friends but I'm still shy
Sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I'm so confused, I'm just like you...

Ooo Wipe the sleep from my eyes
Wake up in another life
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

I got friends but I'm still shy
Sometimes I laugh sometimes I cry
I don't like planes
But I love to fly Love to fly

p/s: oh how i wish i could have another week of holidays. :p

Bismillah.

Salam

Ya RABB...
berikan lah hamba MU ini ketenangan hati dan jiwa.

Ya RABB...
berikanlah hamba MU ini petunjuk dan keyakinan dalam segala perkara baik.

Ya RABB...
berikanlah hamba MU ini perlindungan dari segala kejahatan, dan berikan lah kekuatan iman pada diri hamba MU ini, Ya ALLAH.

Ameen. Ya robbal'alamiin...

p/s: jaga diri. Jaga hati. Jaga iman yg maha nipis itu.