Date

Salam,

10 11 12
Pretty date.

P/s: date and numbers. Nothing memorable unless event happens.
Congratulations to those who get married today! :)

leading leader

Salam.

i dont know why
but i got this feeling that next year gonna be tougher.
life, work and studies.
but i know HE will always be there, to make it easier.

p/s: ilmu ikhlas itu memang sukar. tapi janganlah di perambil kesempatan atas kebaikan seseorang.
pemimpin yang dihormati adalah mereka yang adil. 
yang tahu beza antara hak dan batil,
pemimpin yang disayangi adalah mereka yang menepati janji,
bukan hanya bermulut manis untuk mengaburi.

Bukan senang tapi tak susah

Salam,


Bukan senang nak jadi seorang yang bertanggungjawab,
bila lepas tangan itu lebih mudah dan tak merunsingkan.

Tapi,
Bukan senang juga untuk lepas dari dipersoalkan mengenai tanggungjawab yang diberikan.
Lepas di sini tak bermaksud polos di 'sana'.

Dunia sistematik.
Jika masing-masing pikul dan laku apa yang tertanggung.

Kalau yang rajin ditambah kerja,
Yang malas dibiar saja,
Hidup pemalas tiada prestasi,
Hidup sang rajin tiada motivasi.

Ayuhlah.
Sama gapai apa yang diberi.
Kita ringankan tulang,
Kita kecap gemilang.

P/s: notis untuk diri juga

telefon rosak

Salam.

Jika hati merusuh dek nasi lemak,

jangan dirusuh pada si penjual perak.

Jika mahu diluah hiba baju kahwin,

jangan diluah pada si pengait sawit.

Jika runtun dikongsi geram pada dia,

jangan dikongsi pada si pengadu domba.

Berkongsi punya kuasa meringan.
Juga punya kuasa menyesak.
Hak meluah hak kita.
Tapi luahlah pada yang dipercaya amat...

p/s: dan sesungguhnya, ALLAH SWT itu Maha Mendengar :)

thinking

Salam.

Before i sleep.
Before tomorrow comes,
i just wanna say that i wanna be more appreciative.
especially to those who matter,
ones who love me,
and 
things that are important.

p/s: approximately 2 months before 2013. what have you achieved? what progress do you see? what changes have you made?

U looked worried...i could see that.

Salam,

Ive bought many tops and skirts this week.
oh and books as well.
Most were bought during unplanned shopping.
Im happy.. :)
Just need few more things like peplums, handbags,shoes-wedges and accessories (bangles).

 

        :)

 
p/s: and i still crave for big apple..huhu

bro-vicks

Salam.

coughing so bad..
that it hurts my tummy, chest and throat.
and searching for vicks.
found it!
while i was rubbing it onto my chest, neck and back..
it reminded me of two years ago.
when my eldest brother came to IPBA at midnight,
just to pass vicks to me coz he knew i was coughing non-stopped.

so tell me,
aint his wife the luckiest? :)
and aint i, the spoiled and prettiest sista? :p

p/s: still, i could hear the banged sound. it was louddd..im not in trauma. it's just that, i could see a few flashbacks.

machine vs wild (boar)

Salam.

121012

Salam.

 You know that it is not working when there is no progress.

p/s: pretty date.

save

Salam.

i have this writer's block atm.
i couldnt really write and publish one complete entry.
draft and more drafts.

p/s:  Alhamdulillah that my students could do quite well in p2. p1, according to 'em, was quite difficult.

Bee come

Salam.

*this is a pre-written post*

19 sept 2012
I conducted a spelling bee competition for the pmr students today, after school.
i thought it would take around 15minutes as i limited the participation to only 10students.
But to my surprised,it ended after an hour,at 315pm.

I was quite surprised that the competition was dominated by the last class.
I promoted it to all but apparently the back classes were more proactive.

And they enjoyed the competition.
All of em stayed back til they found out the winner (mind you, most of em could hardly stay awake in class after 15mins ok). They even tried to help and support their friends. *proud momma moment*

And yes, the top three places were won by 3C. :)

p/s: after that spelling bee,this one boy starts to approach me..well in a good way of course. :)

kurangkan kontroversi, tingkatkan prestasi

Salam.

If you dont gossip or spread rumors bout others,
people will gossip and spread one bout you.
It is how dirty politics being played.
Politics of many places and people.
But remember, those who gain power from belittling and bad-mouthing each other wont be respected.

As much as possible,
avoid fitnah and umpat (im trying too).
it is a merciless way of killing time,
and an unhealthy style of strengthening bond.
Let's minimize that.

p/s: tummy, dont be upset please..

bella la

Salam.

ive bought heaps of pink hangers for my wardrobe.
cant wait to hang everything. so i could exactly know which should be dumped and
which colours i have least- so i could buy new ones.

----

i went to a workshop.
to repair those scratches and ketuk the kemik part on bella.
ok la. confession.
i was being careless, hit the divider and long story short,
long scratches and kemik at the bottom side of my car.
it wasnt that bad (if compared to kemik di pintu and so on).
but i still feel bad.
the mechanic said that it needed some tampal plaster or cement (what ever), ketuk and tembak (paint).
lol.
and costs around $100 plus.

and that's not all.
he gave me a free lecture pulak.
about stereotype lady drivers...
and about how girls could afford buying make ups but not caring much bout the beauty of their cars.
(memancing untuk upah polish).
and then comparing the colour of the car with human skin.
my car is white. so he said that white is a sensitive colour, like human's skin.
yang kulit gelap lagi tahan lasak dari kulit putih. putih senang nampak cela gitu...
so tell me again, why did i come?
-_-

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so my first day of classes went ok, Alhamdulillah.
glad seeing those familiar faces again.
feeling good sitting in a lecture room while sneakily replying tweets, messages, etc.
listening to informative English words for hours after months of hibernating was refreshing. 
yes, first meeting, when there were not much stressful assignments yet, was always FUN.
hope it lasts. :D

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i have this half-hearted and second thought moment bout applying for a transfer.
i have reasons that should support the part that i should apply.
but i also have feelings... im beginning to love the school, people and place, MORE.
and the fact that the likelihood of it being approved is like ONLY 5%,
it kinda smashes the hope and everything. im feeling like my students who always leave the essay part unattempted.
why bother trying when you know that it isnt gonna work?
but as i said to my students,
if we simply leave things untried, undecided, unanswered.... we gonna get NOTHING out of it.
(zero try, zero result)
but...if we at least TRY, we have the POSSIBILITY of getting things that we want,
though the chances are low. (well, it means, there's hope).
so practice what you've preached.
let HE decide on what's best for us! :)

p/s: people can wait. but not forever. forever has no limit.

Skip

Salam,

Getting fatter...
And i know i would gain so much weight with all these GCB,french fries, samurai, pepsi,cakes and so on...
Would be awesome to be able to eat without gaining soooo much weight.

And...i WANT to shop.
Im feeling lil bit sad n stress and tired and yess...all of those.

So right now..
Im feeling generous!
Wanna give my lemakS to those who need em..FOC.
And wanna spend money to buy clothes,pants and shoes.

p/s: i need energy booster!

nerbes

Salam.

im nervous..for my new sem's classes tomorrow.
-do i still remember how to get there? lol
-would my coursemates be as awesome as mehhhh?...haha

and whether i could find a place to overnight (most hotels are fully booked since last sunday and some dont really take early booking)

so yes, let's pray for the best! :)

p/s: packing lah weh!!! hehe.

A knight in shining armour

Salam.

"A Knight doesn't always have to fulfill a big need in someone's life. 

Knights can plug small holes too. 

                                                         and happiness is no small hole."

                                                                         (Quote)

****

Jauhi resmi ayam-itik, cacing dan rama-rama tatkala berbicara.

Masing-masing tak faham,

Masing-masing senyap.

efektif sangattt...(yeah right) 

p/s: im not really that kain batik kinda girl. whenever i wore one, instead of feeling ayu (like most people could..), i looked like a bibik. :(

inside out

Salam.

*Alhamdulillah, though i had Tuesday blues, it went ok :)*

 *******

Today was another beginning for a new week at school.
i wore a new baju kurung, with a new crowned (sulam atas kepala) tudung.

Like a usual morning, i went to the office, ladies (i had to tahan since 6am u know..the toilet at petrol station was so isocary-isolated n scary. i drove from ipoh btw), met a few teachers and went to the staff room, sat on my chair... 

till my neighbor suddenly looked at me admirably (well, that was my first thought) and weirdly (and that was her actual thought) asked me to bow. u know, to see the sulam design....

.....only to confirm that...i wore my tudung inside out! -_-
*clap clap*

i actually already went to the toilet earlier on and watched myself in the mirror, made a few morning flying kisses (lol..joke!) and still... no sign of me looking weird with my new tudung. *self-confidence should be praised*.
and mannnn, it took one complete morning tour at school for someone to actually tell me that. lol

and now, it made me think..

no wonder, Mr X (my colleague who would actually make a comment on almost everything that he sees-like a pimple on my cheek, brown eye-lines on my eyes, my eye shadow's colors, flowers on my shoes, that blue ribbon on my phone casing, etc). and it was kinda weird that he didn't say anything about my inside out tudung. I think he had his second thought on that coz he did look like wanting to say something at first and pretending (well, from his body language) that he forgot..lol.

still, I'm glad that my friend told me about it before i entered my morning class..or else, i would have to convince my Miss Jay wanna-be caring students that it was a new, high-fashion trend. as if they would buy it!

p/s: my legs...lenguh sangat...huhu

oh my Science!

Salam.

1) Namakan jenis transformer yang digunakan dalam rajah 1
-Megatron

2) Sperma dihasilkan di
-Ovari


Keluh kesah guru sains tingkatan tiga semasa menyemak kertas soalan.
-_-

p/s: yesterday and today. menggemukkan diri dengan fast food.

Monday mood bubu blues

Salam.

Hi

Just a quick updates on  last saturday.

-it was a school day, or i called it as Sathursday.
-We had a few things going on at the same day:

a) Merdeka raya celeb
-nyanyi2, some history telling moments, speech, quizes and so on.

b) Birthday celeb for teachers, staff and students.
 -none of the teachers were born on 31st Aug (but we got one student who was born on 31st!). the nearest was 26th. and I, with a few others who were born on August were also celebrated as the Merdeka peeps. lol
- ehem! untung kan lahir bulan Ogos? hehe

 

 

c) Bicara Ilmu (for form 3 students)
 -it was fun that i could actually meet the parents/guardians to 'bicara' about the kids.

 

 

d) Jamuan

So.... pretty much it wasnt Saddersday at all.
Quite fun Saturday actually.
I went back home (ipoh) though it was only for one day.
As usual, im following my heart and drove back to Ipoh.
Reached Ipoh at night.

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oh ya, btw...
this morning, as i reached SP (from ipoh) at around 7.10 am,
i got a heart rushing beginning of Monday.
Reached quarters at 715am to find out that i forgot to turn off the kitchen tap before i left for ipoh last Saturday (there was water shortage in SP before i left..so yes, i thought ive turned it off) -_-.
Reached school (quite late) to find out that im the on duty teacher. So the assembly went later than usual (but thanks to the other on-duty colleagues). -_-
Reached staff room to find out that another half of the English PMR post trial papers werent stapled. And surprisingly the papers were with me -_-.
looked at the watch and exam would start in 10 mins.
*the English team stapled papers like no-one biz. our hands were like busy octopuses*

and yes, ive told ya right,
these days, ive been clumsy and messy and more PMSer than usual.
gotta be more organize sista!
But Alhamdulillah, in the end, everything went ok.
Students kept on saying they missed me (bodek but it was a good one. lol).

p/s: if there's no evidence, there's no case. Prove it then people will believe it (well, if it is convincing enough).

mind-reader

Salam.


It is just weirddd...
how people asked for your opinion,
and then they started to analyse you..
Even weird,
when the analysis was disclosed,
without any filter.

when ideas clashed,
opinions intercepted with beliefs,
it aint about finding one who is right or wrong.
we try to find the similarity
and sheer it to the light of clarity.

p/s: so only after a few lines, you now have known the people for a thousand yearssss... cliche

kembang kempis dadaku

Salam.

Today i had an english workshop with my students.
2 classes combined. so we had 2 teachers working together to teach and control the class.
So today, i handled the workshop together with my colleague, Mr A.
i came in quite late coz the venue was changed.
and to my surprise,
Mr A, whom as far as i know,
never yelled at people,
never really lost his temper,
suddenly turned into a hulk.

he banged the table,
raised his voice,
and lost his temper.

i didnt blame him.
he hold his anger enough.
it was just that the students never really care about the teachers, our feelings.
and if i were in his shoes,
i couldnt even finish my first sentence.
coz i know, i would cry,
tremble and talk with such pondan and shaky voice.

i really want to be hard,
at least inside,
i want to be tougher
at least not too easily shed down my tears..
and i guess,
this profession could teach me that.
(now, i could control my smile and laugh.. like seriously, pull ur funniest joke on me, i could resist myself from laughing out loud.)

kids nowadays kann...
kalau tak ditampar, tak ditengking,
tak jadi manusia. 

tapi kalau ditampar,
ditengking,
cikgu pulak dikata bekeng.

p/s: im exhausted but couldnt sleep.