kembang kempis dadaku

Salam.

Today i had an english workshop with my students.
2 classes combined. so we had 2 teachers working together to teach and control the class.
So today, i handled the workshop together with my colleague, Mr A.
i came in quite late coz the venue was changed.
and to my surprise,
Mr A, whom as far as i know,
never yelled at people,
never really lost his temper,
suddenly turned into a hulk.

he banged the table,
raised his voice,
and lost his temper.

i didnt blame him.
he hold his anger enough.
it was just that the students never really care about the teachers, our feelings.
and if i were in his shoes,
i couldnt even finish my first sentence.
coz i know, i would cry,
tremble and talk with such pondan and shaky voice.

i really want to be hard,
at least inside,
i want to be tougher
at least not too easily shed down my tears..
and i guess,
this profession could teach me that.
(now, i could control my smile and laugh.. like seriously, pull ur funniest joke on me, i could resist myself from laughing out loud.)

kids nowadays kann...
kalau tak ditampar, tak ditengking,
tak jadi manusia. 

tapi kalau ditampar,
ditengking,
cikgu pulak dikata bekeng.

p/s: im exhausted but couldnt sleep.

ditched

Salam,

Sejak dua menjak neh aku asek kalut aje..kelams ok.
Dan asek memalukan diri je.. >_<

I just finished my kissm course.
Syukur.
But one thing that i wont forget bout my kissm is the part that i missed the bus!
I had a bad beginning and kinda funny ending for my bus trip to and fro ipoh-sg petani.

First day...
I was informed that we needed to gather at jpn ipoh at 9 to ride the bus to sg petani.
So at 8am, i went to lebuh cator..
Only to find cars but no buses.
Mann...i actually went to PPD kinta utara instead of JPN okess.
I really thought that the one in lebuh cator was JPN. *confidence should be praised.*
Looked at the watch.
And it was already 830am.
I didnt effing know where the heck is jpn ipoh. And only had 30 mins to reach there..

PANICCC..
but i kept calm..cewahh.
And reached there at 9am.
And the second bus wasnt even there yet..
Syukurr...

*****

Final day....
But that wasnt the end of my bus nightmare...
After the exam, we had around an hour to pack everything.
So i took my own sweet time to pack,bathe,etc etc.
And went downstairs at 1245.
I wanted to take pics, bid farewell and exchanged final stories with friends...
But that were only in my dreams!
I reached the lobby...
Only to find out that the 1pm bus just left..
JUST left.. T__T

 

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aaaaa..
PANICCC
So i ran and asked mr zainal (the kind man in charge) bout the bus whereabouts..
And yesss...i was the ONLY person left at Seri Malaysia Hotel with a big fat baggage and a heavy bag pack to carry.
I felt like ...wanna scream... ToT

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I was told that the bus will go to Park Avenue Hotel to pick up more teachers there.
And hence..
I rode a car with En Zabidi (another kind man).
He had to sent me there. lol
So yes. i was treated special.
Unlike the other teachers,
I went to the Park Avenue Hotel by car. (ko ada??) -__-
and...
it was the first experience ever that i was left by a bus...
Big time; during kissm.

 

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In the car, i was thinking....
If i couldnt manage to catch the bus at Park Avenue Hotel,
I would (without malu ok), hitch a ride with the JPN people.
Yes, i know...at that moment, i carry a tag "would work for a ride"..

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p/s: En Zainal said that this would be my rare experience in KISSM. Mann, it is! @_@

ku suka sinar suria...

Salam.

Lady: Ku suka sinar suria, 

Man: Aku nak tidur...

Lady: Ku suka kicau burung...

Man: aku nak riuh...

Tapi satu persamaan 

Antara ku dan kau..

Kapal Api White Coffee...

Lebih cream..Lebih kawww!

not to promote anything, 

just love the commercial.

it brings the differences together under one similarity. 

p/s: "Life is like a camera lens. Focus only on what’s important and you will capture it perfectly"-from twitter yo!.

bukan sesiapa pun

Salam.

ok..jangan emo..jangan emo..
you are just feeling hormonal, sara..
just hormones!

fuhh... 

p/s: sabar separuh dari iman. (berfikiran positif lah anda)

ikan kekek

Salam.

hashtag RANDOM

If you want to catch a fish,
use a fishing rod, not a fishing net.

If the fish that you've caught isn't what you wanted,
let it go, gently.

Yes, it will hurt the fish.
But the sooner you let it go,
the quicker it will find its air to breathe,
the better the wound would heal.

p/s: If you keep the fish without intending to do anything beneficial with it, 
you are just like a man who fishes using a fishing net; 
maybe you should catch buaya darat instead of fish. ok, joke! (no) 

Augusto

Salam.

Hi peeps!
August just ended, leaving its trail.
So far, August smells roses! :)..
minus the torns (that's the part where i whined, being melancholy, moody and so on..lol)

so..what's so rosy and red and romantic and perfumic bout Auggie? (comelnyer panggil august auggie..lol)

Ramadhan  

i shamefully admit that i didnt manage to khatam Quran and perform Tarawikh fully in jamaah the whole Ramadhan. need to work more spiritually.
BUT, Alhamdulillah, i managed to resist a few urges. :)


Syawal (19th)

Brother and mother's birthday (12th & 20th)

 


My best friend's wedding (23rd)
*sorry, pic couldnt be disclosed*
but rest assured that the bride and groom are GORGEOUS!

My best friend gave birth to a healthy and cute baby boy (24th)
*sorry, pic couldnt be disclosed*
here's the trick- imagine a cute lil baby boy with red lips, fair skin and closed eyes..hehe

My best friend being more 'tante' with another 2 newly born august babies :)
*pics from Tante Gedep*


My own birthday (ehem..) (25th)









and the Merdeka Day! :) (31st)  





See, told ya that August (and august babes) are awesome! :p
I heart August, you should (better) too! :p 


p/s: Sometimes, we just need to shake our body hard so the heart would come to its conscience.

...of back to the past

Salam.

*this was written on 22nd Aug, published later than that :)

"The signs... Thank you ALLAH..."

#########

Today, i would declare it as the world's waiting day.
Because of miscommunication, so things didnt turn out as planned.
and i hate that (and also late notices)
and right now, im waiting for an important 3G call from my best buddies for an important live occasion.. :)
and here's the while waiting product :

*******

Hari raya was the day that my family and I visited our relatives at kampung; which was good coz i dont really know em well. suddenly i got many female second cousins and not to forget, feeling a lil bit veteran seeing babies and kids here and there. lol  

Meeting relatives was one thing. meeting friends was another.
i didnt really get the chance to visit many friends; except those who came to my house to beraya.
people came and being the only gorgeous gal in the house, ive gotta do the kitchen mitchen stuff.
but still, i didnt really cook the main dish, except satay (jela kann..huhu)

*******

Mom's birthday was on the second hari raya.
Ive gotta lie to her to make the bday surprise worked.
i felt bad, but after sessions of brainwashed from brothers,
i turned out to be the main culprit.
it was apparently mom's first bday surprise..(haih..anak2 bonda semua nehhh...)
and she was surprised! :)
we gave her a massage chair, something practical for mom.
I LOVE you MOM.. you are the number one for me :)

*******


Here are some raya pictures till the 3rd raya.
not many pics with fam though. banyak gambar aku coz obviously i love camera (@_@), and my brothers jenis layan je..hehe

*****

So... before the fireworks' pic takes place, lol... i would like to again, 

wish all of you...my friends, all muslims, a blessed EID MUBARAK! 

my sincerest apologies (Zahir and Batin) for my wrongdoings (i know, there were many..huhu)

 

SELAMAT HaRi RaYa, 

MAaF ZaHiR dan BaTiN :)

and yes, if you are that shy to visit someone(s), use this Hari Raya or 'datang beraya' reason to visit 'em!

it's the best time to visit or tunjuk muka, tayang kereta, baju raya, kasut raya and so on without feeling awkward :D

p/s: by this time, Ive 3G-ed with my girls. and it was heartwarming.. Makes me love all my sisters more, makes me appreciate LOVE more.

me, half-headed Gedep, tok kadi, saksi and of course, D's husband! :)