super hardworking sara

Salam.

"I am grateful seeing myself still at home today :)"

**********

I have two assignments to be submitted this Friday.
None that I have started yet.
and it is Monday already. 3 days to finish both.
and both needs thorough readings ; that would consume time.
and I hope I could find time between classes, between whatever to finish em.
and with that, I shall announce that my mini BSD would be on FRIDAY itself;
4th APRIL 2012, well, after 11pm.

and that weekend, if i am not on duty at the hostel,
I would want to shop or watch movie..
kinda like a reward :p

and yes, i need your prayers and your supports, 
so that I could be super hardworking (i dont mind to be a nerd for these few days),
super genius and superb in managing time :)
love you all ! :)

p/s: I started to eat more than usual, at random time too. and that freaks my body weighing scale out. huhu  

mood swing swiiingg

Salam.

"I am grateful that the meeting went ok, Alhamdulillah"

**********

Tak tahulah nak dikatakan sebagai kelebihan or kekurangan..
manusia mempunyai mood yang tidak stabil.
sometimes happy, sometimes bad mood, sometimes moody, sometimes unexpected kann..
memang menambahkan warna-warni kehidupan.

a) Pagi tadi aku mengamuk kat kelas 3C.
masuk2 kelas bersepah, kerusi kelas tunggang langgang, students bercakap tak henti2,
and then sorang budak nih yang masuk lambat tadi, then sesuka hati keluar ikut pintu belakang.
memang aku panas. lepas kena jerit barulah senyap dan menulis sepanjang waktu tadi.
aku harap tak perlulah hari2 macam nih.
aku sayang diri aku, taknak darah tinggi.

b) aku terlupa nak bawa sijil choral speaking untuk disampaikan kepada students waktu perhimpunan koko tadi. So terpaksalah tunggu sebulan lagi, sampai basi barulah boleh bagi sijil kat students.. *sigh

c) mood orang memang tak boleh predict.
dan orang macam aku neh, memang treat orang lain ikut cara aku dilayan.
kalau kau layan ok, aku pun ok.
kalau kau marah-marah, aku cuba sabar..
tapi kalau kau masih tak faham bahasa, aku pun sama naik angin.

kalau kau melawak,
cakap elok2,
tanya and offer makanan untuk dibawa pulang...
small actions like that pun boleh buat orang sejuk hati kann...

and please,
tolonglah beri sokongan dan bukannya kata-kata yang buat orang sakit hati atau sedih.

d) Lastly, aku sayang semua orang.
dah.

ko tak reti berenang tapi overr

p/s: sekarang semakin tiada motif untuk bergembira bergambar. 

oil

Salam.

 "I am grateful that so far things about Choral Speaking went ok"

******

I cant deny that i always have this first impression towards people.

and sometimes, without any reason, I could just like or do not like the person coz of my first impression.

Like how i used to dislike this one fella without any good reason.

I just felt like loosening my shoes and threw 'em at him.

yes, that kind of impression.

but of course i didn't do that.

and it is just hard for me to change my perceptions.

harder when my first impression is usually untrue.

*****

Title always comes with responsibilities.

Like when you are an ustaz, people expect you to behave piously,

Like when you are a Dato', people expect you to contribute more,

and like when you are a hot gorgeous Miss, people expect you to be athletic, robotic, have nothing to do and free from responsibilities.

Hence, all the 'dirty', weekend jobs are all yours.

Yeayyyy!!! [ya righttt]

Waahhh, it is good to live in a comfort zone then.

Just get married, have children asap.

 so I have children theseeeee many! can i avoid my school responsibility now?

p/s: dont get me wrong. everyone has his/her own responsibilities. so it is not our right to judge how small or big one's burden is and use it as an excuse. if everyone does his/her own job, then everything is settled. yes, apa yang penting?? kerjaaaa sama!    

of a night

Salam.

I am grateful that even for just one night, i felt like a girl with lots of protective sisters :)

(ahh...sometimes it does feel good being among the youngest :p )

********** 

http://rockinmama.net/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/breathe.jpg

I just could not wait for Saturday this week.

even i haven't completed my assignments, 

i could just ignore that coz i am eager to go out from school and back home.

there are some faces places and parts of the school that bring me gloom,

(not that i dont like my school. i like it. but of course, sometimes, stress builds up, etc)

so i need new air. like literally.

Friday

1) Evening Class

 http://ididafunny.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/smile.jpg

it was just u know, both fun and weird, 

seeing how our strict and serious prof suddenly smiled a lot, 

laughed more and granted our assignment extension. (Alhamdulillah)

and i wonder, is that how my students felt too? :p

2) Night Class

from google image

Now we could see our Dr's teeth.

yes, she let her self loose lil bit more tonight.

She is strict too. in terms of everything.
(and that's actually a compliment. it requires lots of self disciplined to be strict u know!)

an Oxford graduate, man.

but i like her style. it is original.

3) about course mates

http://www.entertainmentwallpaper.com/images/desktops/movie/tv_glee05.jpg

you know, how as teachers, 

you could spot the jokers, the sweethearts, the troublemakers, etc in your class - right on!

and as students too, 

we could not help but have those first impression right.

so we kinda label people ; 

the popular group  (the cheerleaders)

funny   (the jokers)

nerds   (the geeks)

blur   (the ha, whhaatt??)

followers   (the yes, ok)

and so on.

 you know, it is like Glee in real life!

and truthfully,

few others and I kinda have this non pleasant perception towards this loud group.

whom you know, when they come, 

the room would be loud. haha.

but...

they are actually ones whom really good at persuading.

for extension, replacement classes and so on. 

so i like them once for that. 

and...

i like them more,

when they actually show their protectiveness and concern.

like seriously, wow, they are THAT caring towards myself.

(ok, the fact that i had to drive alone at 11pm from tg malim to ipoh really brings out people's concern though i didnt mind actually)

so yes, they wanted and actually forced someone to accompany me to ipoh.

and i went back to ipoh with a company. lol.

and now, i have new perceptions on some people.

the loud group now would be the loudring (loud+caring) mommies group :D

p/s: what my friend told me last night: "if you miss someone, that someone actually misses you too."
that was a doubtful and emotion-bias statement actually. lol

urat kentutz

Salam.

i am grateful that today is a holiday :) 

*******

smilE
i admit that i dont smile a lot.
people sometimes think twice to approach me as i have this arrogant snobbish face.
but i do smile ok.
just that, i dont feel like smiling alll the time.

though i dont smile a lot, and my serious face scares people most of the time,
...i found it difficult for myself to hold my laugh.
like seriously, if it is funny,
how could you not laughing right?
plus, it is contagious! one laughter would lead to another.
once a person initiate it, it will spread!
but then, you need to consider the place and situation too right.
like,
how could you laugh when you are performing on the stage,
how could you still laugh when someone is nagging,
how could you laugh when you are in the surau?
how could you laugh when everyone is so serious doing the Pilates?

yes, and when the situations do not permit me to laugh out loud,
i have to cover my laughter with coughs.
and i remembered my student once told me that if you hold your laugh, your 'urat kentut' will break.
like wtheck..lol

Babe
and of course,
i would want to take this opportunity to wish my sister,
a very warm happy BIRTHDAY sayang!
we havent met for like... almost 3 months?
and our last meeting with the other sisters was sooo short!
we didnt even have a single drop of coffee together right!
and so you would know and for the record,
I love you, sista! muchas!
hope you are blessed with happiness; to yourself and your family.
xoxo, dearie HanisahT <3 (would be awesome to literally hug u dear)

p/s: should i go out to T.I or nay? nothing much there though.

punkd

Salam.

"I am grateful that ive gone through 2 tests and an assignment in 2 days."

 *****

 

i dont know that my class has a hidden security camera.

 [yeah right]

found that pic on my student's fb.

with a caption, "my pretty lovely beautiful gorgeous teacher"

(ok, in my dream!)

with a caption, "jangan ambil coklat saya!"...

*sigh*

p/s: dont want to wait anymore. 

lelaki

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana semalam buatkan aku terfikir" 

*********

Sebagaimana setiap lelaki mensyaratkan wanita dengan beberapa kriteria,
sebagaimana itulah juga wanita mensyaratkan lelaki dengan beberapa ciri.

Jika wanita di sinonimkan dengan kelembutan, kepakaran memasak dan ilmu rumahtangga,
maka lelaki,
selain menjadi imam keluarga dan tanggungjawab,
aku sinonimkan juga dengan kekuatan fizikal.

tidak dinafikan
lelaki memang lagi kuat dari wanita dari segi fizikal.
nak bukak jar tomato puree yang ketat tuh pun kena panggil lelaki untuk bukak kan.
nak panjat ceiling pun, lelaki...
bila ada lipas dalam toilet pun panggil lelaki suruh halau..
jadi ada beberapa perkara yang memang perlukan lelaki untuk buat.

and...
aku hot tadi.
sebab bila aku panggil budak lelaki form 3, 4 and 5 untuk tolong angkat meja kerusi di padang untuk di simpan dalam stor,
yang terjadi ialah mereka bertempiaran lari dan menyorok sebab TAK NAK tolong.
like seriously, ko dah sunat ke belum?
aku mintak tolong angkat barang,
not menjahit or memasak or BERANAK ok.

in the end,
yang datang membantu angkat meja kerusi, payung, khemah,
ialah few students lelaki form 1 n form 2 (yang halus-halus tapi rajin)
dan students PEREMPUAN..
kalau aku jadi lelaki,
aku malu sebab tak tolong perempuan.

and sebab ini bukanlah sesuatu perkara yang patut diamalkan,
tiada budaya bantu membantu dan bekerjasama,..
(oh yes, budak lelaki yang bertempiaran lari tuh students asrama)
maka memang aku tak lepaskan diorang neh.
after kemas-kemas padang, time dinner kat dining hall,
diorang dapat ceramah free kat dewan makan depan orang ramai, depan girls.
tau pulak malu..xde pulak nak lari2 menyorok kann...

yes, to all boys or guys out there..
anda memiliki kelebihan dari segi kekuatan fizikal lebih dari wanita...
jadi bantulah wanita sedayanya...
(bawa hangbag, pegang bag shopping, dukung anak, tolak troley pon boleyyy)


p/s: may tonight and tomorrow be productive, insya ALLAH :)

MATTER (mathics) and CHEMISTRY

Salam.

"I am grateful that Ustaz helped me with the girl who fell off from the top bunk" 

[well.. hellow there ladder..]

*******

We know how in every story, there is a sweet hello and a sad good bye.

But very often, the story in between the twos is incomplete.
Perhaps, the characters do not know how to start, 

how to elaborate...

and how to bid farewell.

A simple 'hi' might be so demanding. 

A short 'bye' might be so hard.

Maybe we should learn this in 'CHEMISTRY'.

p/s: People could make many things in life...

Ironically, it is so hard to make time for those who matter to us.

another month for holidays

Salam.

"Syukur that the JPN visit to my school went smooth."

********

of 1st April 2012

i like surprises but of course from people that i know.
but if the act is more towards ambush,
i think i should be equipped with weapons then.


of 2nd April 2012

the key to energy is continuation.
once you stop,
exhaustion becomes a reality.


p/s: "sesuatu yg belum halal disentuh dgn tangan, sentuhlah hatinya dgn doa :) " [quote]

awak penuh dengan keketaman!

Salam.

I am glad and grateful that Mom is with me for this whole week. :)

*********

it's been such a loong week and tiring one too.

ive been quite mad at some people or things lately.
mostly because : 
-people took things lightly
-easier said than done.
-oppression.

also, coz my freaking slow internet connection.

and i found that juggling few things at one time is very challenging and demanding.
It demands lots of sacrifices.
Time, sleep, money and ENERGY.

************

SECONDLY,

it has been my dream since past few years to be a person who manages time well...
I confess...
I have time management issue.
I do my works, I finish all my works, but most of the time, at eleventh hour.
and it pains me a lot.
torture me mentally and physically.
i have surveyed and searched supplements for  "anti-procrastination" and "time management booster" but NONE could be found.
So yes, people said that confession, admitting that you have the problem is the first step..
and then what?

 this is a happy shot. but i dont feel like jumping or smiling widely now.

p/s: taking one step at a time. I hope i could take a bigger step boldly.