congratz cuzzy.. :)
p/s: need to move out early.. :(
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011
jiwa
Salam.
Ok, totally not written by me.
kalau nak ayat-ayat cinta, bukak je fb page students..
banyak ok. takyah pikir-pikir....
takyah amik feel time gaduh, merajuk, putus or rindu punnn...
macam kat atas nihhhh...
and this is another one,
found on one of my students' exam paper,
"Putus cinta perkara biasa,
Putus rokok pening kepala"....
ko mampuuu?????
p/s: bersiaran secara langsung from warden's room..perghhh..kelass! ;p
saya x bagus dalam ENGLISH, tapi saya boleh bagi tau yg..I LOVE YOU..
saya x bagus dalam GEOGRAFI, tapi saya boleh tawu awk tinggal dlm HATI saya..
saya x bagus dalam SEJARAH, tapi saya INGAT FIRST TIME saye kenal awak..
saya x bagus dalam KIMIA, tapi saya boleh bagi tau TINDAK BALAS saya bila awak senyum..
saya TIDAK HEBAT dalam tiap2 subjek, tapi saya boleh bgtawu awak yg saya hebat dalam semua SUBJEK, jika TOPIC nyer ialah AWAK !
Ok, totally not written by me.
kalau nak ayat-ayat cinta, bukak je fb page students..
banyak ok. takyah pikir-pikir....
takyah amik feel time gaduh, merajuk, putus or rindu punnn...
macam kat atas nihhhh...
and this is another one,
found on one of my students' exam paper,
"Putus cinta perkara biasa,
Putus rokok pening kepala"....
ko mampuuu?????
p/s: bersiaran secara langsung from warden's room..perghhh..kelass! ;p
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
love you like a love song..keep on repeat peat peat...ing
Salam.
senaman ringkas untuk orang muda memang bagus
yes, our school has a new building.
like finally!
the office is now on the 1st floor. and library's on the 2nd floor.
So, the big boss and PKs, guru kanan, clerks and all the office stuff were officially went and moved to the new building...
Yeay!!!! (half NOO?!!)
the new building, is far away from the main gate, from the staff room.
hence, we need to walk super fast like Flash from the car park, to the staff room, to the stairs and to the new office to punch card and take the register book.
haish.. same goes as to punch out.
cant they just buy a new punch card machine and put it in the staff room? hence, everyone will be happy to punch in and out!
Dasarrrr rajinn...haha
kau memang Nerd Gojes..Kelass!
i was the last person leaving the school today..
*clap clap*
they already locked the staff room that i had to call the guard to open it.
i feel like agorgeous NERD.
muka kau macam buku, senang nak dibaca
i went to the old office.
and bumped into my PK HEM.
he asked me how's everything with school and my quarters.. whether im ok...
of course i said, "so far everything's fine..why?"
he said, " you look unhappy"..
omg omg..
mann, was it too obvious??
what should i say ya??
so i answered, "am I??"
he looked at me and asked, "do you have any problems? anything?"
"hmm, nothing that i cant handle"
i knoww, my answer was like, sooo vain! so i covered my vanity with a laughter..
and i think he covered it by laughing too..
i bet,
he saw the incident.
or the person told him about it..
right! now i feel embarrassed. T_T
p.s: need to pack things up today and sleep early.. hopefully..
senaman ringkas untuk orang muda memang bagus
yes, our school has a new building.
like finally!
the office is now on the 1st floor. and library's on the 2nd floor.
So, the big boss and PKs, guru kanan, clerks and all the office stuff were officially went and moved to the new building...
Yeay!!!! (half NOO?!!)
the new building, is far away from the main gate, from the staff room.
hence, we need to walk super fast like Flash from the car park, to the staff room, to the stairs and to the new office to punch card and take the register book.
haish.. same goes as to punch out.
cant they just buy a new punch card machine and put it in the staff room? hence, everyone will be happy to punch in and out!
Dasarrrr rajinn...haha
kau memang Nerd Gojes..Kelass!
i was the last person leaving the school today..
*clap clap*
they already locked the staff room that i had to call the guard to open it.
i feel like a
muka kau macam buku, senang nak dibaca
i went to the old office.
and bumped into my PK HEM.
he asked me how's everything with school and my quarters.. whether im ok...
of course i said, "so far everything's fine..why?"
he said, " you look unhappy"..
omg omg..
mann, was it too obvious??
what should i say ya??
so i answered, "am I??"
he looked at me and asked, "do you have any problems? anything?"
"hmm, nothing that i cant handle"
i knoww, my answer was like, sooo vain! so i covered my vanity with a laughter..
and i think he covered it by laughing too..
i bet,
he saw the incident.
or the person told him about it..
right! now i feel embarrassed. T_T
p.s: need to pack things up today and sleep early.. hopefully..
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
not tally enough
Salam.
a few updates...
tonight.
been hoping (for fun) for my telepathy to work.
it works, but not as what i hope for..
still, no harm.. :)
i think i kinda make a bet to myself ..
next time, in my xx class, i wont yell or get angry with them..
no matter how naughty and loud they are, i will try to get them behave using my 'motherly' *cough* voice and words..
so let see... if they could behave without being scolded.
now the paddy field is green.
padi sedang naik uols..
so as the water level at 'tali air' and the uprising of this one kind of insects..huhu
need to be extra careful on road..
air selalu overflow ke jalan raya. and the 'Danger' sign is kinda funny.
they put it like, at the place itself. NOT like at least 200m ahead... adoi!!
and my friend's car, pernah terbabas ke tali air coz of the overflowed water.
scary..huhu.
and this insect..... i dont know what people call it.
banyak but senang mati. kecik2 jerr...
kalau mati, u need to use a vacuum to suck it. it you sweep it, mesti merata-rata pergi.
it is not kala-katu... sometimes, it can get into your nostril tauu..huhu
a student gave me a bowl of choc cakes, from her momma of course (xkan daddy kot kann).
happy to receive and share it with colleagues... :)
if only im a good cook!
one of the things that i find it annoying about people is,
they would do anything to kill boredom.
including saying words or sending texts that they dont actually mean,
I (and most others) hate to be one's MTV - turn it on only when you are bored.
so, I cut the electricity before one even turns it on.
students have been asking me
whether i will be their warden or not..
the problem is,
why did they ask with a smile on their faces?
*sigh*
p/s: good night loves. hope to wake up early tomorrow, insya ALLAH. :)
a few updates...
tonight.
been hoping (for fun) for my telepathy to work.
it works, but not as what i hope for..
still, no harm.. :)
i think i kinda make a bet to myself ..
next time, in my xx class, i wont yell or get angry with them..
no matter how naughty and loud they are, i will try to get them behave using my 'motherly' *cough* voice and words..
so let see... if they could behave without being scolded.
now the paddy field is green.
padi sedang naik uols..
so as the water level at 'tali air' and the uprising of this one kind of insects..huhu
need to be extra careful on road..
air selalu overflow ke jalan raya. and the 'Danger' sign is kinda funny.
they put it like, at the place itself. NOT like at least 200m ahead... adoi!!
and my friend's car, pernah terbabas ke tali air coz of the overflowed water.
scary..huhu.
and this insect..... i dont know what people call it.
banyak but senang mati. kecik2 jerr...
kalau mati, u need to use a vacuum to suck it. it you sweep it, mesti merata-rata pergi.
it is not kala-katu... sometimes, it can get into your nostril tauu..huhu
a student gave me a bowl of choc cakes, from her momma of course (xkan daddy kot kann).
happy to receive and share it with colleagues... :)
if only im a good cook!
one of the things that i find it annoying about people is,
they would do anything to kill boredom.
including saying words or sending texts that they dont actually mean,
I (and most others) hate to be one's MTV - turn it on only when you are bored.
so, I cut the electricity before one even turns it on.
students have been asking me
whether i will be their warden or not..
the problem is,
why did they ask with a smile on their faces?
*sigh*
p/s: good night loves. hope to wake up early tomorrow, insya ALLAH. :)
Sunday, September 11, 2011
schmile
Salam.
Things to do in SP or KG :
1) Go to Pasir Salak Resort
2) take pictures near the paddy field. now it is as green as GREEN..haha
nice for photoshoots.
*imagine the picture yourself* ;p
3) Pictures at Menara Condong Teluk Intan.
Well, these are so far the things that i could think of.
maybe i will add more stuff later..
p/s: consoling myself..
Things to do in SP or KG :
1) Go to Pasir Salak Resort
source: http://rompin77.blogspot.com/
2) take pictures near the paddy field. now it is as green as GREEN..haha
nice for photoshoots.
*imagine the picture yourself* ;p
3) Pictures at Menara Condong Teluk Intan.
source: http://sayasukageografi.blogspot.com
Well, these are so far the things that i could think of.
maybe i will add more stuff later..
p/s: consoling myself..
Because good music can be so hard to find
Salam.
My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
If I could only find a note to make you understand
I sing a song and the image grab me by the hands
Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you
Because good music can be so hard to find
Nice personification ay?
im sharing this not coz 'dalam hati ada taman' uols... (kena bagitau, nanti Gedep wat bahan..lol )
just for fun, yaww... :)
p/s: next week, aku kena jadik singa ke??
My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo
If I could only find a note to make you understand
I sing a song and the image grab me by the hands
Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you
Because good music can be so hard to find
(Gym Class Heroes fear Adam Levine - Stereo Hearts)
Nice personification ay?
im sharing this not coz 'dalam hati ada taman' uols... (kena bagitau, nanti Gedep wat bahan..lol )
just for fun, yaww... :)
p/s: next week, aku kena jadik singa ke??
Wednesday, September 07, 2011
pansy
Salam.
I turned on the music to a loud volume, that i could hear every drum beat, every tiny sound.
and i drove.
for the first time since i have been here, i simply dont know where i could go to.
i was in a car, driving yet not knowing my actual destination.
which mall should i shop?
which place should i dine in for comfort eating?
so i drove and drove around the kampung.
i didnt know where to go but i knew that i just didnt wanna go home, yet.
I felt like driving back home and met my parents.
but that would be too dramatic.
I am a grown up.
and grown up has limits too.
p/s: those who know how to give excuses are ones who always get away with everything.
After working, i got into my car."whenever i feel like crying,
or feel like getting out of something,
i like to wander alone in the city,
in shopping malls, or simply eat.
somewhere but not in a familiar place where i dont feel usual."
I turned on the music to a loud volume, that i could hear every drum beat, every tiny sound.
and i drove.
for the first time since i have been here, i simply dont know where i could go to.
i was in a car, driving yet not knowing my actual destination.
which mall should i shop?
which place should i dine in for comfort eating?
so i drove and drove around the kampung.
i didnt know where to go but i knew that i just didnt wanna go home, yet.
I felt like driving back home and met my parents.
but that would be too dramatic.
I am a grown up.
and grown up has limits too.
p/s: those who know how to give excuses are ones who always get away with everything.
Saturday, September 03, 2011
sweet dream
Salam.
Yesterday had a midnight movie watching Final Destination 5.
of course with my brother.
expected plot in unexpected ways.
like alwayss..
and my 2 other brothers went fishing.
bringing back like 10 fish.
next time, i'll follow them..bringing my charm to attract the fish..hehebluwekkk..;p
**********
and here's a clip taken when my kitty was sleeping..
look at his legs and mouth..
lawak ok..hahah
right, tak baik gelakkan kucing..hehe
he was so sound asleep and looked like he was having a sweet dream or ... shuffling..haha
***********
when i was in secondary school, in a boarding school,
i always have things to look forward to.
the first day of school, monday was not a problem for me.
when it is time for classes, i was so eager to go to my class.
to learn, to meet my friends, to make and listen to silly jokes and the actual thing was,
that i could see this boy that i had crush on.
awww...haha
crush jela kann... uols pun ada rightttt ??? :p
and now, i am still in school
BUT i have no solid reason at all, that could make me eager to go there.
not that i want to have a crush on someone there..(hellowww..haha)
but at least, fun things that i could look forward to..
so that i could say, "wahhh, tak sabar nk drive to SP esokkk!!!! ".
: (
p/s: tomorrow's sunday alreadyyy!! im so not ready for school!! :(
Yesterday had a midnight movie watching Final Destination 5.
of course with my brother.
expected plot in unexpected ways.
like alwayss..
and my 2 other brothers went fishing.
bringing back like 10 fish.
next time, i'll follow them..bringing my charm to attract the fish..hehebluwekkk..;p
**********
and here's a clip taken when my kitty was sleeping..
look at his legs and mouth..
lawak ok..hahah
right, tak baik gelakkan kucing..hehe
he was so sound asleep and looked like he was having a sweet dream or ... shuffling..haha
***********
when i was in secondary school, in a boarding school,
i always have things to look forward to.
the first day of school, monday was not a problem for me.
when it is time for classes, i was so eager to go to my class.
to learn, to meet my friends, to make and listen to silly jokes and the actual thing was,
that i could see this boy that i had crush on.
awww...haha
crush jela kann... uols pun ada rightttt ??? :p
and now, i am still in school
BUT i have no solid reason at all, that could make me eager to go there.
not that i want to have a crush on someone there..(hellowww..haha)
but at least, fun things that i could look forward to..
so that i could say, "wahhh, tak sabar nk drive to SP esokkk!!!! ".
: (
p/s: tomorrow's sunday alreadyyy!! im so not ready for school!! :(
Thursday, September 01, 2011
update raya...
Salam.
Hi uols..hellow...
Salam Syawal, salam lebaran, salam kemerdekaan! :)
how's your syawal so far? how's the merdeka celebration?
meriah takk??
this year's raya celebration is so far fun!
went here and there. all the siblings are here, meeting relatives and so much else!
btw, this morning, i went to the kitchen,
greeting good morning to everyone, to mom, dad n my bro.
but suddenly, i heard my dad said, "makan, Ita"...
sentap uols..terjatuh lemang ditanganku gitewww..haha
hmmmm, daddy didnt recognize me... :(..
yes, they sometimes were confused between me n my sis.
we are about the same size (ok, tipooo...she's slimmer than me) and height, and sometimes our voice sounds similar.
and my dad likes to pat my shoulders.
with my sis around, he must double check before patting 'my' shoulders..lol.
back to hari raya!
what's the most thrilling stuff during hari raya??
balik kampung!
why?
did many things with cousins and siblings,
listened to many untold stories,
meeting unfamiliar true blood faces.
downside?
no more receiving duit raya!!
******
yes, hari raya with family n relatives was awesome.
did a little shopping with my bro n sis a day before raya.
carik tudung in the crowded mall..
sesak uols, like itulah satu2nya mall di dunia iniiii...
and then, mainmercun bunga api with relatives at kampung...
gila penakut aku nak pasang api kat sumbu..
pas pasang terus blah..
padahal api tak kena pun sumbu.
last2, bunga api jugak aku carik!
aman je...
***********
so when cousins, relatives and family members were together,
a lot of stories came out...
and surprisingly,
i just knew that i actually had this 'baba nyonya' blood from my great grandma, mother's side.
my moyang's father is from baba nyonya's descendant.
no wonder.... my mom n my brothers have kinda slanting eyes..
before this, we didnt really went back here coz my late grandparents live with us, with my aunties.
so everytime it was raya, we went to KL..
it was recently that we rebuilt and renovated here and there so that we could reminisce the memories.
feel the kampung environment, where my mother used to live and play here...
where my dad n mom got married.. and so on!
unfamiliar true blood faces
nih lagik satu kes yang setahun sekali jumpa...
bila sedara mara sampai, baru sibuk tanya, "mak, nak panggil apa?" , "mak, yang hensem tuh sape?", "mak yang ..." blabla..
baru lah nak kenal sedara mara bagai kannn...
feel kinda weird when i see lots of girls in the house.
like meriah uols! hehe
satu family, 4 girls...
sorang keluar, semua keluar..haha.
macam best pulak... ;p
and... i found similarity between Tok Chik's face with my lil bro.
tok chik is my late grandma's brother.
mom said that tok chik is a quiet man, like my lil brother..
and his smile is just like my late grandma's smile.
I also met with my cousin, whom i havent met since he was 11.
after puberty took place, of course everything changed!
dulu, nakal ya ampunnnnnn... kau rasa keje die nih carik gaduh je kann..
cuma sebab die budak je ko tak balas balik kannn...
skang nih, kalau dah form 4 pun duk lasak2 lagik..
ko memang lah kannn...
and his siblings, meaning my nephew lah,
6 boys...all boys. mana tak pening wehhhh...
tak duduk diam semua hero-hero nya..
I asked, "aliff ada girlfriend tak??"
"mana ada girlfriend, muka hensem macam nih sapalah yang nakk"
ok ok....muka HANDSOME macam nih, sapalah yang nak...
7 years old uolsss..haha
btw, dengan diorang, I still bahasakan myself 'kak sara' uols..haha
memang feeling2 kak nita, though pangkat aunty dah kannnn.... :p
orite lah,
gotta stop now,
dodol kat luar tuh kena kacau,
mana ketupat nak kena rebus third round pulak kannn...
dengan wartawan bertanya yang nih dah adacalon skandal belum lagikk kann
i memang busy lahhhh...
busy busy body nih..
:p
p/s: miss celebrating raya in NZ though... :)
pps: will upload more photos when time permits! :)
Hi uols..hellow...
Salam Syawal, salam lebaran, salam kemerdekaan! :)
how's your syawal so far? how's the merdeka celebration?
meriah takk??
this year's raya celebration is so far fun!
went here and there. all the siblings are here, meeting relatives and so much else!
btw, this morning, i went to the kitchen,
greeting good morning to everyone, to mom, dad n my bro.
but suddenly, i heard my dad said, "makan, Ita"...
sentap uols..terjatuh lemang ditanganku gitewww..haha
hmmmm, daddy didnt recognize me... :(..
yes, they sometimes were confused between me n my sis.
we are about the same size (ok, tipooo...she's slimmer than me) and height, and sometimes our voice sounds similar.
and my dad likes to pat my shoulders.
with my sis around, he must double check before patting 'my' shoulders..lol.
back to hari raya!
what's the most thrilling stuff during hari raya??
balik kampung!
why?
did many things with cousins and siblings,
listened to many untold stories,
meeting unfamiliar true blood faces.
downside?
no more receiving duit raya!!
******
yes, hari raya with family n relatives was awesome.
did a little shopping with my bro n sis a day before raya.
carik tudung in the crowded mall..
sesak uols, like itulah satu2nya mall di dunia iniiii...
and then, main
gila penakut aku nak pasang api kat sumbu..
pas pasang terus blah..
padahal api tak kena pun sumbu.
last2, bunga api jugak aku carik!
aman je...
***********
so when cousins, relatives and family members were together,
a lot of stories came out...
and surprisingly,
i just knew that i actually had this 'baba nyonya' blood from my great grandma, mother's side.
my moyang's father is from baba nyonya's descendant.
no wonder.... my mom n my brothers have kinda slanting eyes..
i just knew that this house is nearly 200 years old...
rumah pusaka nenek moyang...
before this, we didnt really went back here coz my late grandparents live with us, with my aunties.
so everytime it was raya, we went to KL..
it was recently that we rebuilt and renovated here and there so that we could reminisce the memories.
feel the kampung environment, where my mother used to live and play here...
where my dad n mom got married.. and so on!
the compound.
lomang prepared by my cousin...
unfamiliar true blood faces
nih lagik satu kes yang setahun sekali jumpa...
bila sedara mara sampai, baru sibuk tanya, "mak, nak panggil apa?" , "mak, yang hensem tuh sape?", "mak yang ..." blabla..
baru lah nak kenal sedara mara bagai kannn...
feel kinda weird when i see lots of girls in the house.
like meriah uols! hehe
satu family, 4 girls...
sorang keluar, semua keluar..haha.
macam best pulak... ;p
and... i found similarity between Tok Chik's face with my lil bro.
tok chik is my late grandma's brother.
mom said that tok chik is a quiet man, like my lil brother..
and his smile is just like my late grandma's smile.
I also met with my cousin, whom i havent met since he was 11.
after puberty took place, of course everything changed!
dulu, nakal ya ampunnnnnn... kau rasa keje die nih carik gaduh je kann..
cuma sebab die budak je ko tak balas balik kannn...
skang nih, kalau dah form 4 pun duk lasak2 lagik..
ko memang lah kannn...
and his siblings, meaning my nephew lah,
6 boys...all boys. mana tak pening wehhhh...
tak duduk diam semua hero-hero nya..
I asked, "aliff ada girlfriend tak??"
"mana ada girlfriend, muka hensem macam nih sapalah yang nakk"
ok ok....muka HANDSOME macam nih, sapalah yang nak...
7 years old uolsss..haha
btw, dengan diorang, I still bahasakan myself 'kak sara' uols..haha
memang feeling2 kak nita, though pangkat aunty dah kannnn.... :p
orite lah,
gotta stop now,
dodol kat luar tuh kena kacau,
mana ketupat nak kena rebus third round pulak kannn...
dengan wartawan bertanya yang nih dah ada
i memang busy lahhhh...
busy busy body nih..
:p
Selamat Hari Raya,
Maaf Zahir Batin,
Selamat Merdeka Raya too!
xoxo! :)
p/s: miss celebrating raya in NZ though... :)
pps: will upload more photos when time permits! :)
Sunday, August 28, 2011
sepah
Salam.
I have told you.
boredom forces people to do anything.
lucky you listen.
p/s: yes, keep on listening then
I have told you.
boredom forces people to do anything.
lucky you listen.
p/s: yes, keep on listening then
Saturday, August 27, 2011
birthdayyy yay yay
Salam.
hi uols.. how are you?
(note: entry goes Malaysian and Mat Salleh at times..lol)
semalam drive dari kg G ke Ipoh pun jam. tak larat nk layan jam.
tengok kiri-kanan semua muka tension.
tpi syukur selamat sampai kann..hihi
sampai -sampai umah,
ada surprise from Mimi..
tada..........
ok, like finally,
beranak pun. before this aku berteka teki die nih preggy ke tak.
perut bulat semacam tapi bila rasa xde pulak gerak gerak.
until one day, aku duk sorang-sorang dalam bilik....
pastu dengar bunyi.. bunyi bende bergerak.
carik punya carik...jenguk tingkap bagai..
sekali keluar mimi dari bawah katil..(mimi nih suara ala-ala emas, kadang nganga nganga tpi sebutir meow pun takde..kuar angin je..)
yes, die pregnant.
and lagik seminggu labour sebab tuh kelams carik tempat nak beranak.
(berani kau feeling-feeling nak beranak dalam bilik eh!!)
hmm, btw, adik aku memang awal-awal dah sediakan box siap tulis
'labour room C' ok!!!
so the kitties lahir on 26th August.. tpi i nak tulis 25th August jugak! hihi
and talking bout birthday...
ehem, last Thursday was my birthday...
my second birthday, celebrated at school!
last year, it was Ramadhan too and i was at school for practicum.
I still remembered how the students actually surprised me.
they stood up, and suddenly sang a birthday song for me!
and this year, another birthday at school..during Ramadhan too :)
received cards from students, wishes from colleagues, fb messages, texts and calls from family and friends.
all things that made birthday a special day itself.
except, i didnt really hug anyone on my birthday! :(
and of course, I am grateful to ALLAH SWT for granting me these 24 years of life.
and hopefully, many years ahead, insya ALLAH.
may i become a better muslimah. Ameen.
and yesterday, at school
cam biasa, before raya holidays, we had the salam session with students
and amongst teachers...
lagi kecoh, lagi kepoh! haha
balik balik quarters after school,
found this interesting invention....
hi uols.. how are you?
(note: entry goes Malaysian and Mat Salleh at times..lol)
semalam drive dari kg G ke Ipoh pun jam. tak larat nk layan jam.
tengok kiri-kanan semua muka tension.
tpi syukur selamat sampai kann..hihi
sampai -sampai umah,
ada surprise from Mimi..
tada..........
Mimi and her 3 kitties
this one looks like SPot!
ok, like finally,
beranak pun. before this aku berteka teki die nih preggy ke tak.
perut bulat semacam tapi bila rasa xde pulak gerak gerak.
until one day, aku duk sorang-sorang dalam bilik....
pastu dengar bunyi.. bunyi bende bergerak.
carik punya carik...jenguk tingkap bagai..
sekali keluar mimi dari bawah katil..(mimi nih suara ala-ala emas, kadang nganga nganga tpi sebutir meow pun takde..kuar angin je..)
yes, die pregnant.
and lagik seminggu labour sebab tuh kelams carik tempat nak beranak.
(berani kau feeling-feeling nak beranak dalam bilik eh!!)
hmm, btw, adik aku memang awal-awal dah sediakan box siap tulis
'labour room C' ok!!!
so the kitties lahir on 26th August.. tpi i nak tulis 25th August jugak! hihi
and talking bout birthday...
ehem, last Thursday was my birthday...
my second birthday, celebrated at school!
last year, it was Ramadhan too and i was at school for practicum.
I still remembered how the students actually surprised me.
they stood up, and suddenly sang a birthday song for me!
and this year, another birthday at school..during Ramadhan too :)
received cards from students, wishes from colleagues, fb messages, texts and calls from family and friends.
all things that made birthday a special day itself.
except, i didnt really hug anyone on my birthday! :(
her statement: "Saya sayang teacher", really really made my day! :)
the 1st card i got on my birthday! She made my day too! :)
and of course, I am grateful to ALLAH SWT for granting me these 24 years of life.
and hopefully, many years ahead, insya ALLAH.
may i become a better muslimah. Ameen.
and yesterday, at school
cam biasa, before raya holidays, we had the salam session with students
and amongst teachers...
lagi kecoh, lagi kepoh! haha
balik balik quarters after school,
found this interesting invention....
hmm, senanglah pasni korang nak hantar surat cinta kat aku k!
and to my mama, daddy, brothers, besties, friends, colleagues, students,
and all lah!! thanks a lot for your doa, wishes, cards, pressies...
love them so so so mmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaahhhh much! :)
and analysis shows that most of the wishes mentioned stuff about
jodoh, kawen and panjang umur... awww! :)
nih yang I sayang uols lebih nih!
muah! <3
(cukup besar untuk semua orang k! ;p)
p/s: someone in a good mood nih..hehe
Sunday, August 21, 2011
4 days
Salam.
4 more days before the holidayssss!!!
cant wait, cant wait.
hope these four days would be wonderful, Insya ALLAH. :)
p/s: cheer up sara!
Ramadhan moment 5: Practicum at KL :)
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4 more days before the holidayssss!!!
cant wait, cant wait.
hope these four days would be wonderful, Insya ALLAH. :)
p/s: cheer up sara!
Saturday, August 20, 2011
supermak and superdik
Salam.
yeah, every year, August has been an awesome month.
like this year, August is the month of Ramadhan, the holy month in Islam.
and also the month of 4 birthdays - superdik, supercousin, supermak and supersara.
awesome kan..hehe
and i think i have already mentioned before in my previous blog that we dont really have birthday party culture in our family. birthdays are like any other days, except we wish each other happy birthday wishes, followed by hugs, kisses and gifts (no cakes or bday dinner, etc). so that's why im kinda cool with all these bday celebs (though it would be undeniably fantastic to have a surprise birthday party..ehem..haha).
so yeah, coz it isnt my birthday yet, but my mom's and lil bro, so i aint gonna talk bout me yawww...
superdik's birthday was on 12th Aug.
so on his birthday, at 12am, i gave him TWO-pages long sms. you know, i said all kind of stuff that a lovely sister would say..and after a few minutes, i received a reply, a TWO-words reply.... "ok, thanks"..
omg...haha. ok, ok. it was his birthday after all, so i would let this one pass (NO).haha
5 random things bout Superdik.
and next is of course about my Supermak! her birthday is today, kinda like 5 days earlier from mine..hehe.
and of course, whatever i wrote here would never really explain how much sacrifices she has done for us. to abah, to abang, to adik and of course to myself....and indeed, she is really a SUPERMAK!
5 reasons that my mom is indeed a Supermak.
p/s: and of course, i love you Mak and Ju so much! happy birthday dearies, may ALLAH bless both of you and all of us.... <3 mmmuahhhhx! :)
yeah, every year, August has been an awesome month.
like this year, August is the month of Ramadhan, the holy month in Islam.
and also the month of 4 birthdays - superdik, supercousin, supermak and supersara.
awesome kan..hehe
and i think i have already mentioned before in my previous blog that we dont really have birthday party culture in our family. birthdays are like any other days, except we wish each other happy birthday wishes, followed by hugs, kisses and gifts (no cakes or bday dinner, etc). so that's why im kinda cool with all these bday celebs (though it would be undeniably fantastic to have a surprise birthday party..ehem..haha).
so yeah, coz it isnt my birthday yet, but my mom's and lil bro, so i aint gonna talk bout me yawww...
superdik's birthday was on 12th Aug.
so on his birthday, at 12am, i gave him TWO-pages long sms. you know, i said all kind of stuff that a lovely sister would say..and after a few minutes, i received a reply, a TWO-words reply.... "ok, thanks"..
omg...haha. ok, ok. it was his birthday after all, so i would let this one pass (NO).haha
5 random things bout Superdik.
- he is the most patient person after Superabah in our family.
- he listens more than he talks. so janganlah tanya die 'cantik tak??'. he would answer 'hmm' without even looking... annoying ok.
- sometimes, he treats cats like humans (at times, better than he treats me, mannn). one time, he even wanted to crush friskies so that toothless Mimi (yeah, this cat came to our house and only has 2 teeth with lots of saliva..huhu) would feel the joy of eating. plus, he wont allow me to talk bad about the cats in front of them. like 'eiii, comot lah kmu' or 'eiii, buang kang...'..haha. to him, it was sensitive u knowww....like, the cats would sulk if they listened to humans talking like that (esp part nak buang or hilang or mati).
- he ensures himself to drink at least 8 glasses of plain water everyday. not less ok. he has his own glass.
- his most annoying thing : if i wore his t-shirt without asking him first. wooo...pernah gaduh ok pasal nih...hahaha. yela, i lived in a hostel, so sometimes, all my clothes were either being washed or left at the hostel. so the best solution was to songlap his. ;p
i know, we dont look alike.. not a single part right??
and of course, whatever i wrote here would never really explain how much sacrifices she has done for us. to abah, to abang, to adik and of course to myself....and indeed, she is really a SUPERMAK!
5 reasons that my mom is indeed a Supermak.
- She never fails to prepare breakfast on the table since we were small. or even when we were not born yet. She worked and she managed to prepare breakfast and also lunch for us (coz we had school at noon, so mom prepared lunch directly in the morning).
- She lovesssss plants and animals (especially cats). the first thing she did when we arrived home from kampung or vacation for a few days, was - inspecting her plants and cats. wilting or not..etc.and Allah blesses her with 'green fingers'. so most of the plants that she grew, live happily, Alhamdulillah..:)..plus, we have heaps of ulam around our house. and most of them, i dont even know the names. hehe.
- i am always amazed at her energy level. she is not a person who sleeps at noon. so she uses the time to do things. and most of the times, non-stop ok. i yang of course, younger than mak also cannot do it continuously like what she does. or is it when you are a mom and a wife, you would have this sort of determination and energy ?? hmm...
- she raises 4 boys and a girl. so not an easy job. based on mom's story, when all my elder brothers were little, they were really naughty and active. always had siblings rival and mom was really garang back then..haha. but now, not so much anymore..hihi.
- she is a good advisors. she gives brilliant advices. like, even my brothers pun usually talks to her to share their problems. what's more with me kannn...:p
and for all of these and many many many more, I really am grateful to ALLAH SWT for HIS gift to me, a superMAK. Alhamdulillah.
p/s: and of course, i love you Mak and Ju so much! happy birthday dearies, may ALLAH bless both of you and all of us.... <3 mmmuahhhhx! :)
Friday, August 19, 2011
ho ho ho horlicks eh???!
Salam.
Ramadhan moment 4: SBE at Karori :)
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kau tahu kan, bila ada webcam di laptop, dan juga video, kita akan camwhore and record apa-apa aje kannn..
yela, tak payah pegang. kau duduk je depan laptop..senyum..and snap...zillions of pictures..
yela, tak payah pegang. kau duduk je depan laptop..senyum..and snap...zillions of pictures..
then kau boleyh, main gitar and then record. kau boleyh nyanyi katak ngan member then record.
macam-macam lah kannn...
pastu gelak-gelak and kutuk diri sendiri bile tengok balik semua gambar and videos...
so, sejak beli laptop, meaning, around 2009, dah banyak gambar syok sendiri, gambar tak syok sendiri (pura-pura candid), gambar macam-macamlah...yela, kan webcam, pixel die rendah sket. so ko akan nampak 10 kali lagik gojes dalam tuh..so makin perasan gojes lah giteww..dan video pon pelbagai. dari aku sakai main gitar, sampailah kurang sket sakainya....teruk tuh still adalah..hehe.lagipun, video-video tuh kadang jadik sumber aku untuk meng-annoy-ingkan adik aku..
and video plus gambar-gambar semua dari aku pakai baju sejuk dalam bilik sampailah t-shirt ,kepala berbalut tuala.
so, sejak beli laptop, meaning, around 2009, dah banyak gambar syok sendiri, gambar tak syok sendiri (pura-pura candid), gambar macam-macamlah...yela, kan webcam, pixel die rendah sket. so ko akan nampak 10 kali lagik gojes dalam tuh..so makin perasan gojes lah giteww..dan video pon pelbagai. dari aku sakai main gitar, sampailah kurang sket sakainya....teruk tuh still adalah..hehe.lagipun, video-video tuh kadang jadik sumber aku untuk meng-annoy-ingkan adik aku..
and video plus gambar-gambar semua dari aku pakai baju sejuk dalam bilik sampailah t-shirt ,kepala berbalut tuala.
dari new zealand, sampailah ke malaysia.
dari 2009 hinggalah beberapa hari lalu...
yang mana aku terlupa nak back up gambar-gambar dan video-video tuh semua sebelum format laptop yang semakin tunjuk perasaan.
sekarang nih, aku yang rasa nak tunjuk perasaan.
sekarang nih, aku yang rasa nak tunjuk perasaan.
sedeyhhhhhh....... dah hilang semua gambar-gambar and most importantly, videos tuh semua k.
mana nak dapat video yang aku pakai snow cap merah, jaket biru kat dalam bilik ACI, Wellington?
mana?? manaaaaaa ????
usah dikenang barang yang dah berlalu (yeah right!)
usah dikenang barang yang dah berlalu (yeah right!)
p/s: sara..sara....macam mana boleh lupa nak back up that files?? *sigh
Saturday, August 13, 2011
job offer- nak takkk???
Salam.
Plan for tomorrow,
in the morning- go to a jewellery shop and buy myself a ring.
afternoon- wear henna on my finger nails.
night- put on make up and wear pretty pretty lacy clothes and snap pics.
midnight ... upload the pics on facebook.
ok, this must be a good plan indeed (NOT).
i told my boss that i will get married tomorrow.
well, after she proposed me ............. to be a warden.
because i amyoung, gorgeous and fabulous a single lady teacher in the school.
senang kan syarat ko nak jadik warden - bujang cukopppp.. T___T
menangisss....
and lappy pon time2 nih lah nak PMS!
p/s: oh, tarik nafas...hembus..
Ramadhan moment 3 : A trip to Palmerston North, Sakura Festival :)
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Plan for tomorrow,
in the morning- go to a jewellery shop and buy myself a ring.
afternoon- wear henna on my finger nails.
night- put on make up and wear pretty pretty lacy clothes and snap pics.
midnight ... upload the pics on facebook.
ok, this must be a good plan indeed (NOT).
i told my boss that i will get married tomorrow.
well, after she proposed me ............. to be a warden.
because i am
senang kan syarat ko nak jadik warden - bujang cukopppp.. T___T
menangisss....
and lappy pon time2 nih lah nak PMS!
p/s: oh, tarik nafas...hembus..
Friday, August 05, 2011
kelas kauu Jahhh..!
Salam.
kadang-kadang aku tak larat nak dengar soalan-soalan dari students, especially form 1* nih.
1st
masuk je kelas hari tuh, diorang duk busy-busy ulang sebut banyak2 kali number plat kereta parents aku. masuk periksa? tak...ada kepentingan dalam hidup depa? xde kottt. ganggu kelas? YESSS..
2nd
hari tuh seorang student lelaki nih yang mengaku die mulut murai- "cikgu, saya memang mulut murai macam nenek saya"..pfftt. itu satu hal. se hal lagi, die beria- ia masa aku mengajar duk tanya berapa lama aku duduk NZ. Bila aku jawab, dia kata, "hah, lama tuh cikgu tak puasa kannn???..." (hambek ko jahhh...menyesal jawab kannn)
3rd
tadi. sorang budak tak reti duduk diam dari kelas yang sama dengan kes kedua tuh.
dia tanya, "cikgu, cikgu puasa ke cikgu??".
aku jawab, "yes, im fasting"
dia tak puas hati, "habis tu kenapa mulut cikgu berminyak??? macam baru lepas makan mee"
hambek ko jahhh..makan mee ko kata (terus aku ngidam kuew teow)..lenkali jangan pakai lipgloss lah senang.
4th
kelas lain.
aktiviti berkumpulan
sedang satu group perempuan nih sibuk2 bincang, datang sorang boy nih cakap something yang membuatkan group girls nih panggil aku.
"why??"
"teacher, dia ejek kitorang"
"what did u say to her?"
"saya sebut huruf depan nama diorang jer; s, d, a" - jawab budak lelaki tersebut...
kemudian kumpulan perempuan tuh balas...
"memang lah teacher, tapi dia tambah o, k, u kat belakang tuh!!"
right, sesungguhnya aku berpuasa.
p/s: Alhamdulillah. interview SPP dah ada tarikh. perlu berusaha dan berdoa agar semua berjalan lancar dan cemerlang, insya ALLAH.. Ameen. kawan2, doakan yang terbaik juga ya! :)
kadang-kadang aku tak larat nak dengar soalan-soalan dari students, especially form 1* nih.
1st
masuk je kelas hari tuh, diorang duk busy-busy ulang sebut banyak2 kali number plat kereta parents aku. masuk periksa? tak...ada kepentingan dalam hidup depa? xde kottt. ganggu kelas? YESSS..
2nd
hari tuh seorang student lelaki nih yang mengaku die mulut murai- "cikgu, saya memang mulut murai macam nenek saya"..pfftt. itu satu hal. se hal lagi, die beria- ia masa aku mengajar duk tanya berapa lama aku duduk NZ. Bila aku jawab, dia kata, "hah, lama tuh cikgu tak puasa kannn???..." (hambek ko jahhh...menyesal jawab kannn)
3rd
tadi. sorang budak tak reti duduk diam dari kelas yang sama dengan kes kedua tuh.
dia tanya, "cikgu, cikgu puasa ke cikgu??".
aku jawab, "yes, im fasting"
dia tak puas hati, "habis tu kenapa mulut cikgu berminyak??? macam baru lepas makan mee"
hambek ko jahhh..makan mee ko kata (terus aku ngidam kuew teow)..lenkali jangan pakai lipgloss lah senang.
4th
kelas lain.
aktiviti berkumpulan
sedang satu group perempuan nih sibuk2 bincang, datang sorang boy nih cakap something yang membuatkan group girls nih panggil aku.
"why??"
"teacher, dia ejek kitorang"
"what did u say to her?"
"saya sebut huruf depan nama diorang jer; s, d, a" - jawab budak lelaki tersebut...
kemudian kumpulan perempuan tuh balas...
"memang lah teacher, tapi dia tambah o, k, u kat belakang tuh!!"
right, sesungguhnya aku berpuasa.
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Ramadhan moment2: @ Kayu Manis, Wellington NZ
*D was taking the pic*
*D was taking the pic*
p/s: Alhamdulillah. interview SPP dah ada tarikh. perlu berusaha dan berdoa agar semua berjalan lancar dan cemerlang, insya ALLAH.. Ameen. kawan2, doakan yang terbaik juga ya! :)
Monday, August 01, 2011
meriam
Salam.
1st Ramadhan in SP (not as a student anymoreee T_T):
- i just knew that moreh here refers to Iftaar. so when people invite you to moreh, come after Maghrib then.
- attendance has been deteriorating. many students didnt come to school. Some schools had the 1st Ramadhan as a holiday but mine was not. So students were absent because they kinda thought that we had a holiday too. perghhh..and my colleagues mentioned that during Ramadhan, the school will be kinda quiet and peace as many students take their on 'CRK' during Ramadhan..
- thinking of riding a motorcycle to school, rather than a car. - first, coz i want to save, 2nd, coz i dont really have ample time to warm up the engine. and my car is not parked in the house compound so it wont be safe for me just to warm up the engine and leave it there (an unlocked car with a car key, with an engine ready to be drove..lol). actually, my school and the house is within a walking distance. but if i walk or ride a motorcycle to school, the car will be under the hot sun and cold mist the entire day and of course for the whole week. at least, if i drive it to school, half day dah bawah atap. we'll see....
p/s: when i was in NZ, i hope that all of us could have iftaar together, as a whole family. but what ive forgotten is the fact that we are all scattered. I almost forgotten the last time we had sahur and iftaar together. :( .. one of the best moments in life i guess.
1st Ramadhan in SP (not as a student anymoreee T_T):
- i just knew that moreh here refers to Iftaar. so when people invite you to moreh, come after Maghrib then.
- attendance has been deteriorating. many students didnt come to school. Some schools had the 1st Ramadhan as a holiday but mine was not. So students were absent because they kinda thought that we had a holiday too. perghhh..and my colleagues mentioned that during Ramadhan, the school will be kinda quiet and peace as many students take their on 'CRK' during Ramadhan..
-i have already heard some firecrackers meletopzzz mannn!.. baru 1 Ramadhan kottt!
- thinking of riding a motorcycle to school, rather than a car. - first, coz i want to save, 2nd, coz i dont really have ample time to warm up the engine. and my car is not parked in the house compound so it wont be safe for me just to warm up the engine and leave it there (an unlocked car with a car key, with an engine ready to be drove..lol). actually, my school and the house is within a walking distance. but if i walk or ride a motorcycle to school, the car will be under the hot sun and cold mist the entire day and of course for the whole week. at least, if i drive it to school, half day dah bawah atap. we'll see....
- a student asked me, "teacher, teacher tak jadik pindah eh?" i said "yes, havent i told you that?"..and then he answered, "ohhh, sekolah sana bayar gaji tak banyak eh teacher?"... gulingkan mata anda ok (roll your eyes ok).
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Ramadhan Moment 1: @ MSD, NZ
p/s: when i was in NZ, i hope that all of us could have iftaar together, as a whole family. but what ive forgotten is the fact that we are all scattered. I almost forgotten the last time we had sahur and iftaar together. :( .. one of the best moments in life i guess.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Kareem
Salam.
Kilbirnie Mesjid, NZ
Happy fasting to all my muslim friends.
May this Ramadhan brings more barakah,
to all of us. Insya-Allah.
and maaf zahir batin too.
p/s: Ramadhan... a miraculous month indeed.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
aummm
Salam.
25th july 2011
My student + her mom gave me a bowl of corn pudding.
Share it with my colleagues.
Love the puddings, love the thoughts more!
Thank you D's mommy and D.
masuk perut dulu baru snap pic kann.. lol.
28th july 2011
yes, last thursday i did watch the football match between Harimau Malaya and Sang Singa.
through this ..............................
dulu, time kecik2, abang aku selalu kata nih semut lambat g kerja.lol
yes, i know...awesome right.
never mind, as long as i could follow the match (or drama??)
though it seemed like all the players were wearing polka dots jerseys.
and i need to say this, Khairul Fahmi is freaking ohsom! as goalie goalie one two three!
and of course the opponents would make the hell great actors! woopps..
and during MAS's previous game with Chelsea (aired on Astro, hence i couldnt watch it!), I gave this FB message to my bro.
"waaaaa.... wanna watch Chelsea vs MAS tonighttt.... T___T..
"amat tenang sekali menonton perlawnn hebat chelsea vs mas tempoh hari.,begitu juga harimau vs singa esk kerana sudah pasti ketiadaan cen cen cuu cuu ru ru rut.."
sentappp ok.
coz i always scream and perhaps kinda shriek..
but that's how a girl watches football???
p/s: tired..
25th july 2011
My student + her mom gave me a bowl of corn pudding.
Share it with my colleagues.
Love the puddings, love the thoughts more!
Thank you D's mommy and D.
28th july 2011
yes, last thursday i did watch the football match between Harimau Malaya and Sang Singa.
through this ..............................
dulu, time kecik2, abang aku selalu kata nih semut lambat g kerja.lol
yes, i know...awesome right.
never mind, as long as i could follow the match (or drama??)
though it seemed like all the players were wearing polka dots jerseys.
and i need to say this, Khairul Fahmi is freaking ohsom! as goalie goalie one two three!
and of course the opponents would make the hell great actors! woopps..
and during MAS's previous game with Chelsea (aired on Astro, hence i couldnt watch it!), I gave this FB message to my bro.
"waaaaa.... wanna watch Chelsea vs MAS tonighttt.... T___T..
"amat tenang sekali menonton perlawnn hebat chelsea vs mas tempoh hari.,begitu juga harimau vs singa esk kerana sudah pasti ketiadaan cen cen cuu cuu ru ru rut.."
sentappp ok.
coz i always scream and perhaps kinda shriek..
but that's how a girl watches football
p/s: tired..
Friday, July 29, 2011
hitam kuning
Salam.
Semalam aku wat kelas tambahan untuk kelas form 3 aku.
so sorang student perempuan nih datang dan ditegur oleh sorang lagi student:
"weh, ko nih Nabilla, tudung coklat, baju biru, kasut purple..macam orang tak betul aku tengok"
lalu dengan nada yang sama dalam tv, Nabilla jawab "akulah Nabilla Lulu!"
lawak ok lawak.
sekarang nih aku dah mula sikit-sikit bawak kereta seorang diri untuk perjalanan 2 jam secara direct tanpa henti.
and kelihatan aku seperti suka memandu laju 110km/hour (ye, laju bagi pemandu amatur macam aku di jalan kampung)
and itu perlu diubah.
orang kampung sini tak reti pasang lampu kat motor.
motor takdak lampu, pakai baju gelap pulak.
nak masuk simpang tak reti bagi signal uols. kau ingat aku leyh paham telepati kau?
kau memang feeling otot besi, urat dawai, tengkorak batu kannn..
p/s: sadis tengok bola semalam..pemain bola semua pakai baju polka dotsthe rainbow..dalam aku cover-cover jerit, dengar jugak okkk.. time tengok bola memang selalu tertelan microphone.
Semalam aku wat kelas tambahan untuk kelas form 3 aku.
so sorang student perempuan nih datang dan ditegur oleh sorang lagi student:
"weh, ko nih Nabilla, tudung coklat, baju biru, kasut purple..macam orang tak betul aku tengok"
lalu dengan nada yang sama dalam tv, Nabilla jawab "akulah Nabilla Lulu!"
lawak ok lawak.
sekarang nih aku dah mula sikit-sikit bawak kereta seorang diri untuk perjalanan 2 jam secara direct tanpa henti.
and kelihatan aku seperti suka memandu laju 110km/hour (ye, laju bagi pemandu amatur macam aku di jalan kampung)
and itu perlu diubah.
orang kampung sini tak reti pasang lampu kat motor.
motor takdak lampu, pakai baju gelap pulak.
nak masuk simpang tak reti bagi signal uols. kau ingat aku leyh paham telepati kau?
kau memang feeling otot besi, urat dawai, tengkorak batu kannn..
p/s: sadis tengok bola semalam..pemain bola semua pakai baju polka dots
Sunday, July 24, 2011
ur-turn
Salam.
Yesterday
-Bought new baju kurung (or baju raya?) and few more new clothes.. had ample time to choose, try and shop. not in a hurry. so I am a happy girl.
-Met with an unexpected fella. bukan main. kat sekolah tak bercakap, malu-malu konon.. dah jumpa macam terpaksa cakap ngan aku pulak. of course kena cakap. nak wat kona u-turn mana kalau dah bumped into each other depan-depan shop..
p/s: hush hush! dont malas malas!
Yesterday
-Bought new baju kurung (or baju raya?) and few more new clothes.. had ample time to choose, try and shop. not in a hurry. so I am a happy girl.
-Met with an unexpected fella. bukan main. kat sekolah tak bercakap, malu-malu konon.. dah jumpa macam terpaksa cakap ngan aku pulak. of course kena cakap. nak wat kona u-turn mana kalau dah bumped into each other depan-depan shop..
p/s: hush hush! dont malas malas!
Friday, July 22, 2011
coo coo
Salam.
i went back home and found a bird nest on my mom's tree.
and of coz there's a baby bird there...so cuteeee...feel like putting it on my palm and kiss.
i remember when i was little, there was a bird nest on my mom's bougainville.
a nest with an egg.
being an inquisativecute girl, i took the egg and emptied my metal pencil case.
i put tissues in my pencil case.
I also put solid perfumes in it.
Then, I gently put in the egg.
ahhh.. i felt proud with the new 'nest' that ive created for my egg.haha.
and with this satisfied feeling, i carefully and gracefully shut my pencil case.. feeling2 tutup pintu bilik tido ok.
and in few seconds,the new nest had become a coffin.
I actually, unintentionally crushed the egg and killed the bird's baby.... T__T
poor momma bird..huhu
i hope momma bird had produced lots of eggs and had many little twitties after the incident.
*********
So this time, when i saw the lil bird,
I didnt do anything.
I just put a few more small branches on top of it,
coz it looks like it's going to rain...
p/s: bila nak dapat kitties lak nihhh :)
i went back home and found a bird nest on my mom's tree.
and of coz there's a baby bird there...so cuteeee...feel like putting it on my palm and kiss.
see, cute right? :)
i remember when i was little, there was a bird nest on my mom's bougainville.
a nest with an egg.
being an inquisative
i put tissues in my pencil case.
I also put solid perfumes in it.
Then, I gently put in the egg.
ahhh.. i felt proud with the new 'nest' that ive created for my egg.haha.
and with this satisfied feeling, i carefully and gracefully shut my pencil case.. feeling2 tutup pintu bilik tido ok.
and in few seconds,the new nest had become a coffin.
I actually, unintentionally crushed the egg and killed the bird's baby.... T__T
poor momma bird..huhu
i hope momma bird had produced lots of eggs and had many little twitties after the incident.
*********
So this time, when i saw the lil bird,
I didnt do anything.
I just put a few more small branches on top of it,
coz it looks like it's going to rain...
p/s: bila nak dapat kitties lak nihhh :)
Thursday, July 21, 2011
cakittt
Salam.
my form 1 students had their dental inspection yesterday..
so when i went out of this one class, they spotted me.
hence rushing towards me and starting to complain about the pain.
"miss sara..miss sara... sakitttt....gigi kena cabut..tengok bibir saya, bengkak kannn..."
i looked at her lips...they are just normal.
"sama je bibir kamu.."
and then another student said "ala, mengada lah tuh .tengok aku, dua batang kena cabut"
then i said, "hah, tuh tengok R, dua batang kene cabut boleh je kencang bercakap"
then R added, "tuh hah miss sara, S, semua gigi die kena cabuttt, ok jer..."
ok fine, i was laughing like hell. especially when S made an expression like a toothless person.
and yes, these are my 1**** students. and i am their class teacher.
i have met their parents, know a little bit of their personal life andstill learning more about themselves.
and i cant deny that sometimes, they make me feel like a mommy (with lots of kids then)..
p/s: oh myyy...i hope tomorrow everything will be smooth.. Insya ALLAH.
my form 1 students had their dental inspection yesterday..
so when i went out of this one class, they spotted me.
hence rushing towards me and starting to complain about the pain.
"miss sara..miss sara... sakitttt....gigi kena cabut..tengok bibir saya, bengkak kannn..."
i looked at her lips...they are just normal.
"sama je bibir kamu.."
and then another student said "ala, mengada lah tuh .tengok aku, dua batang kena cabut"
then i said, "hah, tuh tengok R, dua batang kene cabut boleh je kencang bercakap"
then R added, "tuh hah miss sara, S, semua gigi die kena cabuttt, ok jer..."
ok fine, i was laughing like hell. especially when S made an expression like a toothless person.
and yes, these are my 1**** students. and i am their class teacher.
i have met their parents, know a little bit of their personal life andstill learning more about themselves.
and i cant deny that sometimes, they make me feel like a mommy (with lots of kids then)..
p/s: oh myyy...i hope tomorrow everything will be smooth.. Insya ALLAH.
alaala la la uolsss...
Salam.
aku seorang yang jarang berjanji pada diri sendiri.
contoh
bila kucing cakar aku,
aku tak pernah berjanji yang lepas nih aku takkan bela kucing dan hanya akan bela ikan (sebab ikan takde kuku nak cakar).
contoh
bila aku tergigit lidah
aku tak pernah berjanji untuk tak bercakap lagi supaya tak gigit lidah.
so agak advantage bagi diri aku.
kerana kalau aku suka berjanji pada diri sendiri,
pasti aku telah berjanji yang aku nak kahwin dengan lelaki pertama yang muncul dalam tv bila aku on Tv..(berani mati kau kalau En Karam yang keluar?? nahass)
kau mmg suka dramatik kannn....
hehe.
*********
tadi budak form 4 suruh aku teruskan mengajar walaupun masa dah habis.
modus operandi :
memujuk guru menggunakan senjata ayat seperti "alaaaaaa cikguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."
dan janji manesss untuk menyiapkan kerja- sambil angkat buku tunjuk tengah wat kerja
motipppp :
sebab diorang tak nak cikgu ****** masuk mengajar.*sigh
Finale:
Aku keluar sambil lambai-lambai Miss World
oh sayang semua, kalau uols kata "kami dahagakan ilmu cikgu...tolonglah sambung ajarrr Miss Sarah *cough* manis *cough*"..I boleh nego tukar jadual kejap k.
k, bye!
p/s: wah ajaib neh internet sedap dilayariii... :)
aku seorang yang jarang berjanji pada diri sendiri.
contoh
bila kucing cakar aku,
aku tak pernah berjanji yang lepas nih aku takkan bela kucing dan hanya akan bela ikan (sebab ikan takde kuku nak cakar).
contoh
bila aku tergigit lidah
aku tak pernah berjanji untuk tak bercakap lagi supaya tak gigit lidah.
so agak advantage bagi diri aku.
kerana kalau aku suka berjanji pada diri sendiri,
pasti aku telah berjanji yang aku nak kahwin dengan lelaki pertama yang muncul dalam tv bila aku on Tv..(berani mati kau kalau En Karam yang keluar?? nahass)
kau mmg suka dramatik kannn....
hehe.
*********
tadi budak form 4 suruh aku teruskan mengajar walaupun masa dah habis.
modus operandi :
memujuk guru menggunakan senjata ayat seperti "alaaaaaa cikguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."
dan janji manesss untuk menyiapkan kerja- sambil angkat buku tunjuk tengah wat kerja
motipppp :
sebab diorang tak nak cikgu ****** masuk mengajar.*sigh
Finale:
Aku keluar sambil lambai-lambai Miss World
oh sayang semua, kalau uols kata "kami dahagakan ilmu cikgu...tolonglah sambung ajarrr Miss Sarah *cough* manis *cough*"..I boleh nego tukar jadual kejap k.
k, bye!
p/s: wah ajaib neh internet sedap dilayariii... :)
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
like this
Salam.
Few things about todayyyy ...19th July
a) punk hair became longer
b) now all the fingers were longer, not only the middle finger as before
c) a cigarette became a pencil on the mouth
d) and the phrase remained as it was.*sigh
and yes, i am teaching 16 years old students who are like 6 years old boys..
p/s: Marimar and Sergio are so sweet in wedding dress.
Few things about todayyyy ...19th July
- When i parked my parents' car, i saw these lines on my car.. So there it goes, ive accidentally scratched my parents' car for the second time while parking...Do i have to let em know or just let the truth to be discovered ?? (which will obviously happen..huhu..)
- and I, unintentionally asked a male student what happened to his voice coz i thought it was sorethroat and apparently he said it was not...and now, im not sure whether its puberty or whattt ?? mann, i felt kinda bad for asking the question.
- and i asked my notorious form 4 students to do a group work that needed them to draw and gave a name to the character that they drew.
so this particular male group had a few ideas about the name:
-"Playboy"
-"Playboy"
-"Stupid Boys"
(and i told them that the name will symbolise their group)
*thinking*
and when i came back,
their group's name was "1 Malaysia"
(and i told them that the name will symbolise their group)
*thinking*
and when i came back,
their group's name was "1 Malaysia"
and about the drawing:
first, the group drew a nice picture.
then came the taiko (who were not in the class at the beginning)
and when i came back, the picture has:
a) punk hair
b) middle finger sticking out
c) a cigarette on its mouth
d) a phrase " lu langsi lu mati"
first, the group drew a nice picture.
then came the taiko (who were not in the class at the beginning)
and when i came back, the picture has:
a) punk hair
b) middle finger sticking out
c) a cigarette on its mouth
d) a phrase " lu langsi lu mati"
so i said, "get rid of those things"
hence,
hence,
a) punk hair became longer
b) now all the fingers were longer, not only the middle finger as before
c) a cigarette became a pencil on the mouth
d) and the phrase remained as it was.*sigh
Plus,
a bonus part that i just saw when i collected the poster
"sarah (heart) ***** (a name of a single male teacher in my school)
sweet couple"
sweet couple"
and yes, i am teaching 16 years old students who are like 6 years old boys..
p/s: Marimar and Sergio are so sweet in wedding dress.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Kucing Oren ditiup angin
Salam.
hey angin
kau sayang kucing kan?
kucing kau manja amat
tapi sayangnya bukan manja comel
bukan manja gedik
dan bukan manja sayang
manja kucing kau
manja terlampau
manja yang kadang minta penampar
memang susah tuk kekal sayang kucing kau
sebab kau asyik kena tahan penampar je
warna oren kucing kau ibarat api.
datang dekat Si Oren bara,
ditiup kau angin makin berasap.
matilah si Oren, tiada angin menghembus
dekatlah si angin usai manja kucing
mungkin nanti, terbanglah bulu baranya itu.
pokok pangkalnya, jangan tika baranya tinggi kau menghembus kuat.
p/s: night people!
hey angin
kau sayang kucing kan?
kucing kau manja amat
tapi sayangnya bukan manja comel
bukan manja gedik
dan bukan manja sayang
manja kucing kau
manja terlampau
manja yang kadang minta penampar
memang susah tuk kekal sayang kucing kau
sebab kau asyik kena tahan penampar je
warna oren kucing kau ibarat api.
datang dekat Si Oren bara,
ditiup kau angin makin berasap.
matilah si Oren, tiada angin menghembus
dekatlah si angin usai manja kucing
mungkin nanti, terbanglah bulu baranya itu.
pokok pangkalnya, jangan tika baranya tinggi kau menghembus kuat.
p/s: night people!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
rough wind
Salam.
Today:
Accidentally met with a friend of mine with her momma, whom actually my momma's friend too.
and we used to be BFF when we were in primary school.
but starting secondary school, we kinda took our own paths.. both in different boarding schools.
we exchanged letters few times and met once when i was in Taiping, 2003 i guess.
so after high school, we never met, never talked, never really kept in touch.
...till today, after 8 years.
It was fun meeting her. Talking and so on.
but to be honest, it was an awkward situation too.
it seemed like our talk was not as casual as back in 1999..
when we were both sitting next to each other in the same class,
having some girl's talk about puberty,
making jokes and clinging to each other's arms to the toilet,
putting our hands in each other's baju kurung pockets while walking in Pagoda, Pulau Pinang (which scared the hell out of us) - and nearly ripped off the kurung's pockets.
i guess maybe we have lost the BFF's magic dust.
whipped by 12 years' rough wind.
p/s: Nisfu Syaaban. Buku amalan ditukar. dan aku rasa buku amalan baru aku seperti bermula dengan dosa...T__T.. Na'uzubillah..
15 Syaaban : sudah hampir dekat kamu wahai Ramadhan.
Today:
Accidentally met with a friend of mine with her momma, whom actually my momma's friend too.
and we used to be BFF when we were in primary school.
but starting secondary school, we kinda took our own paths.. both in different boarding schools.
we exchanged letters few times and met once when i was in Taiping, 2003 i guess.
so after high school, we never met, never talked, never really kept in touch.
...till today, after 8 years.
It was fun meeting her. Talking and so on.
but to be honest, it was an awkward situation too.
it seemed like our talk was not as casual as back in 1999..
when we were both sitting next to each other in the same class,
having some girl's talk about puberty,
making jokes and clinging to each other's arms to the toilet,
putting our hands in each other's baju kurung pockets while walking in Pagoda, Pulau Pinang (which scared the hell out of us) - and nearly ripped off the kurung's pockets.
i guess maybe we have lost the BFF's magic dust.
whipped by 12 years' rough wind.
and i do miss those time we had together
p/s: Nisfu Syaaban. Buku amalan ditukar. dan aku rasa buku amalan baru aku seperti bermula dengan dosa...T__T.. Na'uzubillah..
15 Syaaban : sudah hampir dekat kamu wahai Ramadhan.
ello vi e
Salam.
photo by Alephunky (google image)
p/s: This is so general. No assumption is needed.
tak kenal maka tak cinta
...and to get to know a person is through communication
and without communication, an effective one,
it is simply like me knowing Dato' Siti Nurhaliza.
never met her,
...and to get to know a person is through communication
and without communication, an effective one,
it is simply like me knowing Dato' Siti Nurhaliza.
never met her,
never talked to her,
never knew her other than she's married to Dato' K.
(and of course the fact that she's a famous singer)
and yes.
(and of course the fact that she's a famous singer)
and yes.
for one to love a person,
or even to fall in love,
is to know the person better.
tell me if an effective communication,
tell me if an effective communication,
chemistry,
and
attraction are not there,
how can love float in the air?
"hmmm...this smells good, looks pretty and sounds sweet. could it be love?"
photo by Alephunky (google image)p/s: This is so general. No assumption is needed.
Friday, July 15, 2011
virus
Salam.
When you live in a place that words could spread faster than a virus,
you should just opt for two :
a) live a low-profile life
b) not going against the flow
or else, there will be too much versions of viruses.
and everyone knows that virus mostly brings more harms than good to humans.
p/s: stay healthy
When you live in a place that words could spread faster than a virus,
you should just opt for two :
a) live a low-profile life
or
b) not going against the flow
or else, there will be too much versions of viruses.
and everyone knows that virus mostly brings more harms than good to humans.
p/s: stay healthy
gossip cat
Salam.
if you want to gossip
dont do it in the toilet
unless you are keen enough to check in each cubicle.
p/s: dont gossip lah senang ... ;p
if you want to gossip
dont do it in the toilet
unless you are keen enough to check in each cubicle.
p/s: dont gossip lah senang ... ;p
Friday, July 08, 2011
Thursday, July 07, 2011
i asked my students. and they gave an answer.
Salam.
I was walking at the school corridor.
just finished my lesson with 3D's students.
Then, there was this one student who went out of the class and sat at the hut, with a very stressed face.
He was sulking with the teacher for forcing him doing the exercises.
reason for not doing the task: tiredness.
****
In the class, during my E lesson
I asked my student :
Kenapa kamu lambat?
He answered:
Mana ada cikgu...saya awal pagi tadi dah sampai..siap beratur perhimpunan lagikkk...
*sigh*
****
I asked my student:
What's the meaning of "A study?"
He answered:
ha..ha... ahhhh... orang tuh sekali je belajar.
*****
aku pelik..
dari form 1 sampai lah form 4...
kenapa diorang suka ukur tinggi ngan aku time aku ngajar?
motippp??
dapat seploh ringgit ke kalau aku lagik rendah dari diorang?
p/s: hati jaga diri baik-baik.
I was walking at the school corridor.
just finished my lesson with 3D's students.
Then, there was this one student who went out of the class and sat at the hut, with a very stressed face.
He was sulking with the teacher for forcing him doing the exercises.
reason for not doing the task: tiredness.
****
In the class, during my E lesson
I asked my student :
Kenapa kamu lambat?
He answered:
Mana ada cikgu...saya awal pagi tadi dah sampai..siap beratur perhimpunan lagikkk...
*sigh*
****
I asked my student:
What's the meaning of "A study?"
He answered:
ha..ha... ahhhh... orang tuh sekali je belajar.
*****
aku pelik..
dari form 1 sampai lah form 4...
kenapa diorang suka ukur tinggi ngan aku time aku ngajar?
motippp??
dapat seploh ringgit ke kalau aku lagik rendah dari diorang?
p/s: hati jaga diri baik-baik.
jelita
Salam.
Wahai jelita,
Suka kepada jejaka itu normal.
Suka kepada jejaka bergelar suami orang itu pelik.
Cinta kepada suami orang itu pula bahaya.
tambah-tambah kalau jelita masih beruniform.
p/s: senyum manis
Wahai jelita,
Suka kepada jejaka itu normal.
Suka kepada jejaka bergelar suami orang itu pelik.
Cinta kepada suami orang itu pula bahaya.
tambah-tambah kalau jelita masih beruniform.
p/s: senyum manis
prejudice
Salam.
bayangkan negara Kemboja.
kau tak pernah pergi sana,
kau cuma tahu serba sedikit melalui internet dan surat khabar.
tapi suatu ketika,
terus kau buat keputusan untuk tinggal menetap di Kemboja.
agak-agaknya, Kemboja prejudis tak nak terima kau sebagai penduduk?
motip kau beria nak ke Kemboja?
motip kau nak menetap di sana?
jangan kata sebab kau tiada pilihan lain.
p/s: cantik
bayangkan negara Kemboja.
kau tak pernah pergi sana,
kau cuma tahu serba sedikit melalui internet dan surat khabar.
tapi suatu ketika,
terus kau buat keputusan untuk tinggal menetap di Kemboja.
agak-agaknya, Kemboja prejudis tak nak terima kau sebagai penduduk?
motip kau beria nak ke Kemboja?
motip kau nak menetap di sana?
jangan kata sebab kau tiada pilihan lain.
p/s: cantik
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
kampung boy
Salam.
while i was busy jotting down points for long jump at the field...
I (and a few other teachers) saw this one boy (from my school-wearing numbers on his t-shirt) was talking to this one group of boys. some were students from my school and others were unfamiliar school leavers' faces.
First, this one thin guy put his feet on this boy's face (one who wore the number on his t-shirt). and then, he kicked and punched the boy. The boy ran for his life and was chased by the guy. I was kinda shocked. Is this what my students face when they were outside the school? bullying, gangsterisme and other bad activities?
they were one group of boys with motorcycles.
they were just looking without trying to stop the chasing, kicking and everything.
this was kinda normal for them and new for me.
they were the bystanders.
and my collegues - they simply dont want to get involved.
It's not within school hours and outside the school compound.
so not my responsiblility.
and I - I just dont know what to do.
should I, alone go to the tall and thin guy and ask him to stop?
what if he aimed and picked on me after that?
I sound selfish but really, these were the kampung boys.
and I live alone in their area.
I think i dont really get the whole picture of this small town yet.
p/s: sakit kepala...
while i was busy jotting down points for long jump at the field...
I (and a few other teachers) saw this one boy (from my school-wearing numbers on his t-shirt) was talking to this one group of boys. some were students from my school and others were unfamiliar school leavers' faces.
First, this one thin guy put his feet on this boy's face (one who wore the number on his t-shirt). and then, he kicked and punched the boy. The boy ran for his life and was chased by the guy. I was kinda shocked. Is this what my students face when they were outside the school? bullying, gangsterisme and other bad activities?
they were one group of boys with motorcycles.
they were just looking without trying to stop the chasing, kicking and everything.
this was kinda normal for them and new for me.
they were the bystanders.
and my collegues - they simply dont want to get involved.
It's not within school hours and outside the school compound.
so not my responsiblility.
and I - I just dont know what to do.
should I, alone go to the tall and thin guy and ask him to stop?
what if he aimed and picked on me after that?
I sound selfish but really, these were the kampung boys.
and I live alone in their area.
I think i dont really get the whole picture of this small town yet.
p/s: sakit kepala...
Monday, July 04, 2011
Salam.
tak semestinya kau cikgu sains,
kau tak pernah salah dalam sains.
tak semestinya kau cikgu bahasa inggeris,
kau tahu semua tentang bahasa inggeris.
tak semestinya kau ustaz,
kau tak mengumpat, memfitnah, bersangka buruk,
tak semestinya kau berkuasa, kau boleh arah orang sesuka hati.
dalam hidup ni, kita banyak bergantung pada orang.
aku kau aku..
dan kadang aku rasa terlampau banyak bergantung hingga orang yang hulurkan tali terasa mengah.
aku ni berat, aku cuba kadang untuk tarik orang yang tolong aku...
tapi nyata tali hanya ada satu,
...dengan dua penghujung.
kalau sama-sama tarik, realitinya tak ke mana.
tapi hakikatnya, tali akan terangkat jua.
kalau kau jatuh, pasti aku akan tarik sedaya aku.
dan kalau aku jatuh, tariklah aku sebelum aku tersungkur.
p/s: looking forward to a free weekend..
tak semestinya kau cikgu sains,
kau tak pernah salah dalam sains.
tak semestinya kau cikgu bahasa inggeris,
kau tahu semua tentang bahasa inggeris.
tak semestinya kau ustaz,
kau tak mengumpat, memfitnah, bersangka buruk,
tak semestinya kau berkuasa, kau boleh arah orang sesuka hati.
dalam hidup ni, kita banyak bergantung pada orang.
aku kau aku..
dan kadang aku rasa terlampau banyak bergantung hingga orang yang hulurkan tali terasa mengah.
aku ni berat, aku cuba kadang untuk tarik orang yang tolong aku...
tapi nyata tali hanya ada satu,
...dengan dua penghujung.
kalau sama-sama tarik, realitinya tak ke mana.
tapi hakikatnya, tali akan terangkat jua.
kalau kau jatuh, pasti aku akan tarik sedaya aku.
dan kalau aku jatuh, tariklah aku sebelum aku tersungkur.
p/s: looking forward to a free weekend..
Sunday, June 26, 2011
dont have to say a word
Salam.
The first time I heard this song, I thought Najwa was saying, "Kacang tua, Kacang dalam...."
and I was like.... how does that relate to smiling??
The first time I heard this song, I thought Najwa was saying, "Kacang tua, Kacang dalam...."
and I was like.... how does that relate to smiling??
Kacak luar
Kacak dalam
Kacak dengar sini
Kalau saya senyum
Awak mesti senyum sekali
Kacak dalam
Kacak dengar sini
Kalau saya senyum
Awak mesti senyum sekali
Ay cantik luar
Cantik dalam
Cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum, cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit
Cantik dalam
Cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum, cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit
(Senyum by Malique Too Phat featuring Najwa)
makan dalammm.... lol
p/s: tomorrow sunday already... T_T
Friday, June 24, 2011
tak sampai
Salam.
Suatu hari, perbualan antara adik aku dan Cik X di kaunter dot dot dot, Ipoh...
Cik X : Kakak awak mengajar dekat mana?
Adik : Seberang P..
Cik X : Oh, first2 posting dah dapat situ eh??
Adik : ha'a
Cik X : Habis tu dia pergi sekolah kena naik bot la ye?
Right, aku tahu nama Seberang P... tak popular
and nama 'Seberang', macam tepi sungai gitewww...(tapi memang tepi Sungai Perak pun)
but aku tak naik bot lahhhh....
p/s: bloat
Suatu hari, perbualan antara adik aku dan Cik X di kaunter dot dot dot, Ipoh...
Cik X : Kakak awak mengajar dekat mana?
Adik : Seberang P..
Cik X : Oh, first2 posting dah dapat situ eh??
Adik : ha'a
Cik X : Habis tu dia pergi sekolah kena naik bot la ye?
tak lah...akak g sekolah naik gajah je uolssss....
Right, aku tahu nama Seberang P... tak popular
and nama 'Seberang', macam tepi sungai gitewww...(tapi memang tepi Sungai Perak pun)
but aku tak naik bot lahhhh....
p/s: bloat
Friday, June 17, 2011
nada mood.
Salam.
kepingin minggu ini:
-pi movie.
-makan popcorn
banyak benda nak cakap.
tapi last-last takdak mood nak tulis.
p/s: had a momma-daughter week. ala-ala Gilmore Girls pulak..=p
kepingin minggu ini:
-pi movie.
-makan popcorn
banyak benda nak cakap.
tapi last-last takdak mood nak tulis.
p/s: had a momma-daughter week. ala-ala Gilmore Girls pulak..=p
Sunday, June 12, 2011
am not a delinquent
Salam.
p/s: mannnnnn........I want to quit. but it doesnt even start yet.
JUVANA...
more or less, I could relate...
from google image
to know that we are not alone in this round Earth,
to understand that we are not trapped between these four walls,
yes, sometimes all that we need is to feel ok.
knowing that outside the empty room, the whole world is there.
p/s: mannnnnn........I want to quit. but it doesnt even start yet.
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
..back when i still put on my uniforms
Salam.
I used to be a super hardworking, completing all works given prior the datelines, never late kinda girl.
and all that nice things were gone baby gone!
I am no longer that person that i used to be.
Like an ice that has melted.
I guess I didnt really stay in the fridge.
I moved a lot and found sun and heat.
p/s: Talking about yearssss ago.
I used to be a super hardworking, completing all works given prior the datelines, never late kinda girl.
and all that nice things were gone baby gone!
I am no longer that person that i used to be.
Like an ice that has melted.
I guess I didnt really stay in the fridge.
I moved a lot and found sun and heat.
p/s: Talking about yearssss ago.
Monday, June 06, 2011
nurmal
Salam.
One news can either make ur day or ruin it.
in my case, i felt more negative energy than its positivity.
i try to act cool, trying not to really think about it
and just go with the flow..accepting it as it is
but i cant lie to myself.
automatically, i have no mood to do anything.
like someone from the street took your boyfriend away
and you try to look at the bright side
trying to find 5 reasons to accept the fact that you are now boyfriend-less
such as: he was not meant for me
such as: maybe i would find someone better
such as: I deserve better.
such as: his shoes are blue and not pink
such as: i am hot, young and gojes??? - so it is his lost.
but in your heart, you would feel weird, not knowing what to expect,
and unhappy.
yes, one day, you would get to know someone
but it is kinda irritating to have to get started all over again
the same friendly smile that you ought to wear,
the same yes, yes, yes...
the same worries, adaptation and everything.
man, im really not happy for i dont know why.
..why this news strikes me hard.
tell me that i am normal.
from school to school..
pps: please dont ask me why. and this aint about love.
One news can either make ur day or ruin it.
in my case, i felt more negative energy than its positivity.
i try to act cool, trying not to really think about it
and just go with the flow..accepting it as it is
but i cant lie to myself.
automatically, i have no mood to do anything.
like someone from the street took your boyfriend away
and you try to look at the bright side
trying to find 5 reasons to accept the fact that you are now boyfriend-less
such as: he was not meant for me
such as: maybe i would find someone better
such as: I deserve better.
such as: his shoes are blue and not pink
such as: i am hot, young and gojes
but in your heart, you would feel weird, not knowing what to expect,
and unhappy.
yes, one day, you would get to know someone
but it is kinda irritating to have to get started all over again
the same friendly smile that you ought to wear,
the same yes, yes, yes...
the same worries, adaptation and everything.
man, im really not happy for i dont know why.
..why this news strikes me hard.
tell me that i am normal.
p/s: now i know how kids felt when they had to move from place to place,
from school to school..
pps: please dont ask me why. and this aint about love.
Tanah Tinggi
Salam.
It was a last minute plan that i enjoyed every second of it.
yeah, I went to Genting with brothers.
Twas fun. though most of the time spent there was for queueing up, waiting and so forth.
everything was good. but the weather was sometimes cold, then hot, then foggy then ok.
plus with empty tummy, berangin some more, = headache lah wehh.
but it didnt stop me from screwing up my head with all those actions and fun.
while queueing up for space shot, I had a little imagination and giggled.
why? coz i was imagining myself puking while the thing was lifting us up.
so the puke would be my breakfast : plain water that i drank with panadol.
So from the top, it would be like raindrops. and i would be famous.
well, of course i shared this thought with my lil bro.
he said, "dont walk alongside me if that happens".
Fortunately, I didnt vomit.
Straightly after that, I ate and sang.
and totally forgot bout school n work.
p/s: it's near to the end of holidays. T_T
It was a last minute plan that i enjoyed every second of it.
yeah, I went to Genting with brothers.
Twas fun. though most of the time spent there was for queueing up, waiting and so forth.
Kat sini lah aku belajar erti kesabaran. Sampai ada yang potong Q dan bikin panas.
Mujur bila aku bergambar, aku kembali rasa cool dan automatik senyum.
everything was good. but the weather was sometimes cold, then hot, then foggy then ok.
plus with empty tummy, berangin some more, = headache lah wehh.
but it didnt stop me from screwing up my head with all those actions and fun.
letak si loya di tengah. kalau aku muntah memang setiap orang merasa.
while queueing up for space shot, I had a little imagination and giggled.
why? coz i was imagining myself puking while the thing was lifting us up.
so the puke would be my breakfast : plain water that i drank with panadol.
So from the top, it would be like raindrops. and i would be famous.
well, of course i shared this thought with my lil bro.
he said, "dont walk alongside me if that happens".
Fortunately, I didnt vomit.
Straightly after that, I ate and sang.
and totally forgot bout school n work.
kat sini lah aku nyanyi lagu ikan kaloi feeling2 bawang merah.
p/s: it's near to the end of holidays. T_T
Sunday, June 05, 2011
caffe latte
Salam.
Sedang aku sembang dengan kawan abah dan mak di ruang tamu,
pelbagai topik dibukak..
alih-alih sedang rancak, pak cik tuh cakap tentang satu program TV,
dengan yakinnya disebut,
"nasi lemak teh tarik"
memang comel...tapi seriously,
tolong ajar aku macam mana nak control ketawa?
p/s: a pleasant surprise from mom and dad. thank you xxoxoxoxo ! :)
Sedang aku sembang dengan kawan abah dan mak di ruang tamu,
pelbagai topik dibukak..
alih-alih sedang rancak, pak cik tuh cakap tentang satu program TV,
dengan yakinnya disebut,
"nasi lemak teh tarik"
memang comel...tapi seriously,
tolong ajar aku macam mana nak control ketawa?
image : from google image
p/s: a pleasant surprise from mom and dad. thank you xxoxoxoxo ! :)
Saturday, June 04, 2011
what to think..i dont know
Salam.
Pikir ke tak pikir ke,
mungkin tetap tidak memberi apa-apa kesan.
Risau ke, riang ke, ... tidak beri apa-apa kesan jugak.
Jadi, tak perlu pening-pening pikir, just percaya yang setiap yang berlaku,
telah ditentukan oleh-NYA, ada hikmah tersendiri. ALLAH Maha Mengetahui.
***
teringat kisah di kursus guru baharu..
Ustaz ni bercerita tentang kisah dia semasa sedang sidai pakaian di rumah..
isteri dia tak sihat so dia pun sidai baju kat luar sambil diperhati oleh jiran..
mak cik : wah wah walewah ustaz.... dengar kate orang rumah sakit?
ustaz : iye.
mak cik: habis tu, kenapa ustaz jemur kain senyum aje?
ustaz : mak cik, kalau saya masam pun, boleh sihat ke isteri saya?
wahhhhh..haha. kena kau sedas. pergi jolok sarang tebuan awal-awal pagi sapa suruh kannnn....
tapi, ada logik cerita ustaz ni.
kalau masam muka sekalipun, boleh sihat ke orang nya?
boleh selesai ke masalah?
at least, bila senyum, orang lain tengok pon sejuklah jugak hati.
ok, mengaku...
cerita nih untuk aku sendiri.
yang memang muka serius jarang senyum.
itu pakat takde problem hati girang punya situasi.
kalau muka time ada problem, busy, focus and sewaktu dengannya,
memang ala-ala muncung panjang leyh sangkut hanger gitewww...
*sigh
p/s: Hati, tenang-tenang kamu di dalam.
Pikir ke tak pikir ke,
mungkin tetap tidak memberi apa-apa kesan.
Risau ke, riang ke, ... tidak beri apa-apa kesan jugak.
Jadi, tak perlu pening-pening pikir, just percaya yang setiap yang berlaku,
telah ditentukan oleh-NYA, ada hikmah tersendiri. ALLAH Maha Mengetahui.
***
teringat kisah di kursus guru baharu..
Ustaz ni bercerita tentang kisah dia semasa sedang sidai pakaian di rumah..
isteri dia tak sihat so dia pun sidai baju kat luar sambil diperhati oleh jiran..
mak cik : wah wah walewah ustaz.... dengar kate orang rumah sakit?
ustaz : iye.
mak cik: habis tu, kenapa ustaz jemur kain senyum aje?
ustaz : mak cik, kalau saya masam pun, boleh sihat ke isteri saya?
wahhhhh..haha. kena kau sedas. pergi jolok sarang tebuan awal-awal pagi sapa suruh kannnn....
tapi, ada logik cerita ustaz ni.
kalau masam muka sekalipun, boleh sihat ke orang nya?
boleh selesai ke masalah?
at least, bila senyum, orang lain tengok pon sejuklah jugak hati.
ok, mengaku...
cerita nih untuk aku sendiri.
yang memang muka serius jarang senyum.
itu pakat takde problem hati girang punya situasi.
kalau muka time ada problem, busy, focus and sewaktu dengannya,
memang ala-ala muncung panjang leyh sangkut hanger gitewww...
*sigh
p/s: Hati, tenang-tenang kamu di dalam.
Thursday, June 02, 2011
Prime-vacy
Salam.
Sometimes, people imagining themselves being famous artists.
Living a glamourous life, full of gossips and being known by people all around the nation.
But time will come when they realise that a glamourous life isnt what they want.
a gossip isnt how they want to be known.
and life of an artist isnt as pretty and cool as it is portrayed.
because after all, fame sometimes kills all the fun.
p/s: doesnt need a famous soul to say that. doesnt a genius to understand this.
Sometimes, people imagining themselves being famous artists.
Living a glamourous life, full of gossips and being known by people all around the nation.
But time will come when they realise that a glamourous life isnt what they want.
a gossip isnt how they want to be known.
and life of an artist isnt as pretty and cool as it is portrayed.
because after all, fame sometimes kills all the fun.
p/s: doesnt need a famous soul to say that. doesnt a genius to understand this.
Price Tag
*video's taken from Youtube*
Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile
Why is everybody so serious
Acting so damn mysterious
Got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time
Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
We're paying with love tonight
It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Chang Cha-Chang.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Blang Ba-Blang
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.
Okay!
We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all unite
And it wasn't low blows and video hoes,
Am I the only one getting tired
Why is everybody so obsessed
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we'll be feeling Alright.
Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
We're paying with love tonight
It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Chang Cha-Chang.
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/price-tag-lyrics-jessie-j.html ]
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Blang Ba-Blang
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.
[Jessie J -Outro]
Yeah, yeah
Oo-oooh
Forget about the price tag.
p/s: BUT sometimes...it is all about MONEY.
It does to a CERTAIN extent 'buy' HAPPINESS.
MAS
Salam,
I love you all ! :)
p/s: this is so short. it only mentions 3% of what i actually want to say. :D
a GRADUATE indeed!! ... Alhamdulillah!
~~~~~~~~~~~~
oh, my Malaysia Convo day! a happy day indeed! i have my besties, and my family except my second elder brother. he couldnt come :(
it was just weird.
when i was small, ive been dreaming and believing that someday, i would be wearing this robe and accepting this scroll and holding on to my degree.
and Alhamdulillah, after all these 6 years, hundreds of assignments, sleep deprivation, laughters and hardship, that day finally came true!
thanks to my mak, abah, abang2, adik, family members, teachers, lecturers, besties, friends and all for your support, love, care and everything!
it was just weird.
when i was small, ive been dreaming and believing that someday, i would be wearing this robe and accepting this scroll and holding on to my degree.
I was 15 when i had my first mini graduation day at MJSC Gerik..(haha..muka tak puas hati jerr..)
My second mini Grad-Day. I was sweet 17 gitewwww...lol
and Alhamdulillah, after all these 6 years, hundreds of assignments, sleep deprivation, laughters and hardship, that day finally came true!
thanks to my mak, abah, abang2, adik, family members, teachers, lecturers, besties, friends and all for your support, love, care and everything!
I love you all ! :)
p/s: this is so short. it only mentions 3% of what i actually want to say. :D
break
Salam.
a break.
From people and place.
This is like a volcano,
meets with a tornado.
put more calming water,
and find a nice shelter.
if a car could bring one to a place where the heart desires,
if a chance is given to fulfill all things one acquires,
if time allows he or she to get what one admires,
one would not be such a wildfire.
burning all the plants and vegetables,
hurting all the farmers and friends,
laughing like hell, the devils,
crying like raindrops, the angels.
aint need more reasons,
to loosen the tension,
to mend the inner burden,
need the effing break to function.
p/s: yes. need a break to sustain.
p/s: yes. need a break to sustain.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
i dont laugh
Salam.
hi. i rarely laugh in my class. from what ive learnt or heard, they say that for new teachers,we better hold our laugh and put on our most serious face for the first few months. and now, ive been teaching for 2 months. and 3 of my 5 classes were kinda raise my blood pressure.
and this week, I actually laughed in all my classes- except 4PD. I just could not hold it anymore.my face was red and seeing them laughing actually made me laughed too.and my students were kinda surprised that i actually laughed.
and this week, I actually laughed in all my classes- except 4PD. I just could not hold it anymore.my face was red and seeing them laughing actually made me laughed too.and my students were kinda surprised that i actually laughed.
***
Case 1
i was teaching and I saw this one boy who sat in front row - was picking his nose like there was no one else in the class. he was sooo into it. I didnt want to embarrass him so i didnt say anything. but then, the other students were looking at him and whispering to each other. I saw their faces like 'euww' and that boy was still picking his nose coz he did not realise that his friends were actually talking behind his back- well both literally and figuratively.
and I actually laughed a little when i saw the other girls' facial expressions. and the other students were then laughed too. I tried to stop laughing but the whole class was laughing so it was so hard for me to stop laughing.
and this one girl then said to me
'teacher, dah selalu dah teacher. saya nak termuntah tengok'.
and what happened to the boy?
he stopped picking his nose and smiled sheepishly.
case 2
i taught the class about dental health. so there was a set of pictures. and one of them is a picture of a toothbrush and a caption : twice a day.
So i asked them.
"How often should you brush your teeth?"
and then this one girl loudly and confidently said,
"twice a year!"
I was like...laughing! and the whole class too! and one boy said
"weh, beghulat lah gigi!!!"
like seriously, the girl was very confident. and when she realised that she was tersasul. she just smiled. and i just couldnt stop laughing when the rest was laughing out loud.
case 3
this is the second last class. so they were quite lazy.i told them that whomever late to my class, will have to say a few things/words in english. and these 2 boys, always be the late ones. and i asked them to sing an english song. they were reluctant. so i did not allow them to sit. they just blurred coz they dont know an english song. i asked them to sing "brother John" as duet. and I gave them a pair of marker pens as microphones. and when the part "ding dong bell" came, I laughed coz the way they said it was too funny. so as the whole class.
oh ya...
this one boy was looking at his exercise book's cover..
then he asked me a question that was not supposed to be asked- at least not after 2 months.
he asked me,
"cikgu, nama cikgu apa?".
sigh
p/s: im now officially the only female teacher without a ring on my finger...abeslahhhh...
and I actually laughed a little when i saw the other girls' facial expressions. and the other students were then laughed too. I tried to stop laughing but the whole class was laughing so it was so hard for me to stop laughing.
and this one girl then said to me
'teacher, dah selalu dah teacher. saya nak termuntah tengok'.
and what happened to the boy?
he stopped picking his nose and smiled sheepishly.
case 2
i taught the class about dental health. so there was a set of pictures. and one of them is a picture of a toothbrush and a caption : twice a day.
So i asked them.
"How often should you brush your teeth?"
and then this one girl loudly and confidently said,
"twice a year!"
I was like...laughing! and the whole class too! and one boy said
"weh, beghulat lah gigi!!!"
like seriously, the girl was very confident. and when she realised that she was tersasul. she just smiled. and i just couldnt stop laughing when the rest was laughing out loud.
case 3
this is the second last class. so they were quite lazy.i told them that whomever late to my class, will have to say a few things/words in english. and these 2 boys, always be the late ones. and i asked them to sing an english song. they were reluctant. so i did not allow them to sit. they just blurred coz they dont know an english song. i asked them to sing "brother John" as duet. and I gave them a pair of marker pens as microphones. and when the part "ding dong bell" came, I laughed coz the way they said it was too funny. so as the whole class.
***
oh ya...
this one boy was looking at his exercise book's cover..
then he asked me a question that was not supposed to be asked- at least not after 2 months.
he asked me,
"cikgu, nama cikgu apa?".
sigh
p/s: im now officially the only female teacher without a ring on my finger...abeslahhhh...
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