dare to open your mouth.

Salam.

                                I am grateful that I had my beauty sleep last night and this afternoon..:D

**********

I nagged to my f5 students for 5 mins.
the thing with nagging is, i like to use hyperbole.
So my f5 students, the boys are more noisy than the girls.
I have told them many times to keep quiet for a while.
yes, they listened, for LESS than a while.

so i told them,
"awak nih, bercakap banyak sangat, dengar nya tidak..
suka sangat bukak mulut..telinga awak ada dalam mulut ke?"



*bunyi unggas*

ok, another thing bout me using hyperbole when nagging is,
I tend to imagine the thing.

so yes, i did imagine that my students have an ear in their mouths...

i nearly laughed imagining that.

man, i really need to tone down my hyperbole.

p/s: i need to shop few things lah. Teluk intan, jom?! :)

mini BSD

Salam.

I am grateful that i have submitted 2 assignments last two days. 

Now, keep on praying that they are both be rewarded As :) .

 *********

it was fun (yeah, that eyes rolling kinda fun) doing assignments at eleventh hour.
i stayed up more that i slept,
i ate more than usual, at odd times,
i made my house and car messy-er,
i got myself a package of two 5kilos dark eye bags,
and exercise for my heart.
it beat faster than usual, due to coffenic (coffee+panic).

I had ALL that before these assignments, years before.
yet still, setting the due date at 11th hour. >_< (shame on you!)

but enough bout that.
now it's my mini BSD.

apparently, after the classes ended,
we had an unplanned night trip to ipoh.
my friends' car (ok, the Mommies) broke down.
Luckily my friend and i were still there.
So we headed to Ipoh in one car, my car.
Glad to be able to help them.
kinda a coincident when last 2weeks, I did owe them one actually.

and coz it is my mini BSD today,
so i really got to celebrate it.
a simple reward.
watched a movie, eating cakes, bowling, shopping (at watson)...
and now, apparently i got enough stock of facial cleanser, ..for like 5 months kot.
and i told that to my friend, whom replied, "tapi tak lawa-lawa pun"..
ok, fine! lol

btw, DianaD* was at Aeon Ipoh to promote N*White products.
so I told my friend that Diana is like duhh...naturally white (fair) and smooth skin kottt...
they should take me as the ACTUAL user, to see the effectiveness ok.
hence the reply, "tak laku product" ..
hellowww... aku and Diana tuh macam kembar ok.

    diana lah sangatt ko kann...


p/s: tengok Battleship pun touching (fine..org dah tengok lama, baru aku nak tengok..always like that!hihi)

super hardworking sara

Salam.

"I am grateful seeing myself still at home today :)"

**********

I have two assignments to be submitted this Friday.
None that I have started yet.
and it is Monday already. 3 days to finish both.
and both needs thorough readings ; that would consume time.
and I hope I could find time between classes, between whatever to finish em.
and with that, I shall announce that my mini BSD would be on FRIDAY itself;
4th APRIL 2012, well, after 11pm.

and that weekend, if i am not on duty at the hostel,
I would want to shop or watch movie..
kinda like a reward :p

and yes, i need your prayers and your supports, 
so that I could be super hardworking (i dont mind to be a nerd for these few days),
super genius and superb in managing time :)
love you all ! :)

p/s: I started to eat more than usual, at random time too. and that freaks my body weighing scale out. huhu  

mood swing swiiingg

Salam.

"I am grateful that the meeting went ok, Alhamdulillah"

**********

Tak tahulah nak dikatakan sebagai kelebihan or kekurangan..
manusia mempunyai mood yang tidak stabil.
sometimes happy, sometimes bad mood, sometimes moody, sometimes unexpected kann..
memang menambahkan warna-warni kehidupan.

a) Pagi tadi aku mengamuk kat kelas 3C.
masuk2 kelas bersepah, kerusi kelas tunggang langgang, students bercakap tak henti2,
and then sorang budak nih yang masuk lambat tadi, then sesuka hati keluar ikut pintu belakang.
memang aku panas. lepas kena jerit barulah senyap dan menulis sepanjang waktu tadi.
aku harap tak perlulah hari2 macam nih.
aku sayang diri aku, taknak darah tinggi.

b) aku terlupa nak bawa sijil choral speaking untuk disampaikan kepada students waktu perhimpunan koko tadi. So terpaksalah tunggu sebulan lagi, sampai basi barulah boleh bagi sijil kat students.. *sigh

c) mood orang memang tak boleh predict.
dan orang macam aku neh, memang treat orang lain ikut cara aku dilayan.
kalau kau layan ok, aku pun ok.
kalau kau marah-marah, aku cuba sabar..
tapi kalau kau masih tak faham bahasa, aku pun sama naik angin.

kalau kau melawak,
cakap elok2,
tanya and offer makanan untuk dibawa pulang...
small actions like that pun boleh buat orang sejuk hati kann...

and please,
tolonglah beri sokongan dan bukannya kata-kata yang buat orang sakit hati atau sedih.

d) Lastly, aku sayang semua orang.
dah.

ko tak reti berenang tapi overr

p/s: sekarang semakin tiada motif untuk bergembira bergambar. 

oil

Salam.

 "I am grateful that so far things about Choral Speaking went ok"

******

I cant deny that i always have this first impression towards people.

and sometimes, without any reason, I could just like or do not like the person coz of my first impression.

Like how i used to dislike this one fella without any good reason.

I just felt like loosening my shoes and threw 'em at him.

yes, that kind of impression.

but of course i didn't do that.

and it is just hard for me to change my perceptions.

harder when my first impression is usually untrue.

*****

Title always comes with responsibilities.

Like when you are an ustaz, people expect you to behave piously,

Like when you are a Dato', people expect you to contribute more,

and like when you are a hot gorgeous Miss, people expect you to be athletic, robotic, have nothing to do and free from responsibilities.

Hence, all the 'dirty', weekend jobs are all yours.

Yeayyyy!!! [ya righttt]

Waahhh, it is good to live in a comfort zone then.

Just get married, have children asap.

 so I have children theseeeee many! can i avoid my school responsibility now?

p/s: dont get me wrong. everyone has his/her own responsibilities. so it is not our right to judge how small or big one's burden is and use it as an excuse. if everyone does his/her own job, then everything is settled. yes, apa yang penting?? kerjaaaa sama!    

of a night

Salam.

I am grateful that even for just one night, i felt like a girl with lots of protective sisters :)

(ahh...sometimes it does feel good being among the youngest :p )

********** 

http://rockinmama.net/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/breathe.jpg

I just could not wait for Saturday this week.

even i haven't completed my assignments, 

i could just ignore that coz i am eager to go out from school and back home.

there are some faces places and parts of the school that bring me gloom,

(not that i dont like my school. i like it. but of course, sometimes, stress builds up, etc)

so i need new air. like literally.

Friday

1) Evening Class

 http://ididafunny.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/smile.jpg

it was just u know, both fun and weird, 

seeing how our strict and serious prof suddenly smiled a lot, 

laughed more and granted our assignment extension. (Alhamdulillah)

and i wonder, is that how my students felt too? :p

2) Night Class

from google image

Now we could see our Dr's teeth.

yes, she let her self loose lil bit more tonight.

She is strict too. in terms of everything.
(and that's actually a compliment. it requires lots of self disciplined to be strict u know!)

an Oxford graduate, man.

but i like her style. it is original.

3) about course mates

http://www.entertainmentwallpaper.com/images/desktops/movie/tv_glee05.jpg

you know, how as teachers, 

you could spot the jokers, the sweethearts, the troublemakers, etc in your class - right on!

and as students too, 

we could not help but have those first impression right.

so we kinda label people ; 

the popular group  (the cheerleaders)

funny   (the jokers)

nerds   (the geeks)

blur   (the ha, whhaatt??)

followers   (the yes, ok)

and so on.

 you know, it is like Glee in real life!

and truthfully,

few others and I kinda have this non pleasant perception towards this loud group.

whom you know, when they come, 

the room would be loud. haha.

but...

they are actually ones whom really good at persuading.

for extension, replacement classes and so on. 

so i like them once for that. 

and...

i like them more,

when they actually show their protectiveness and concern.

like seriously, wow, they are THAT caring towards myself.

(ok, the fact that i had to drive alone at 11pm from tg malim to ipoh really brings out people's concern though i didnt mind actually)

so yes, they wanted and actually forced someone to accompany me to ipoh.

and i went back to ipoh with a company. lol.

and now, i have new perceptions on some people.

the loud group now would be the loudring (loud+caring) mommies group :D

p/s: what my friend told me last night: "if you miss someone, that someone actually misses you too."
that was a doubtful and emotion-bias statement actually. lol

urat kentutz

Salam.

i am grateful that today is a holiday :) 

*******

smilE
i admit that i dont smile a lot.
people sometimes think twice to approach me as i have this arrogant snobbish face.
but i do smile ok.
just that, i dont feel like smiling alll the time.

though i dont smile a lot, and my serious face scares people most of the time,
...i found it difficult for myself to hold my laugh.
like seriously, if it is funny,
how could you not laughing right?
plus, it is contagious! one laughter would lead to another.
once a person initiate it, it will spread!
but then, you need to consider the place and situation too right.
like,
how could you laugh when you are performing on the stage,
how could you still laugh when someone is nagging,
how could you laugh when you are in the surau?
how could you laugh when everyone is so serious doing the Pilates?

yes, and when the situations do not permit me to laugh out loud,
i have to cover my laughter with coughs.
and i remembered my student once told me that if you hold your laugh, your 'urat kentut' will break.
like wtheck..lol

Babe
and of course,
i would want to take this opportunity to wish my sister,
a very warm happy BIRTHDAY sayang!
we havent met for like... almost 3 months?
and our last meeting with the other sisters was sooo short!
we didnt even have a single drop of coffee together right!
and so you would know and for the record,
I love you, sista! muchas!
hope you are blessed with happiness; to yourself and your family.
xoxo, dearie HanisahT <3 (would be awesome to literally hug u dear)

p/s: should i go out to T.I or nay? nothing much there though.

punkd

Salam.

"I am grateful that ive gone through 2 tests and an assignment in 2 days."

 *****

 

i dont know that my class has a hidden security camera.

 [yeah right]

found that pic on my student's fb.

with a caption, "my pretty lovely beautiful gorgeous teacher"

(ok, in my dream!)

with a caption, "jangan ambil coklat saya!"...

*sigh*

p/s: dont want to wait anymore. 

lelaki

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana semalam buatkan aku terfikir" 

*********

Sebagaimana setiap lelaki mensyaratkan wanita dengan beberapa kriteria,
sebagaimana itulah juga wanita mensyaratkan lelaki dengan beberapa ciri.

Jika wanita di sinonimkan dengan kelembutan, kepakaran memasak dan ilmu rumahtangga,
maka lelaki,
selain menjadi imam keluarga dan tanggungjawab,
aku sinonimkan juga dengan kekuatan fizikal.

tidak dinafikan
lelaki memang lagi kuat dari wanita dari segi fizikal.
nak bukak jar tomato puree yang ketat tuh pun kena panggil lelaki untuk bukak kan.
nak panjat ceiling pun, lelaki...
bila ada lipas dalam toilet pun panggil lelaki suruh halau..
jadi ada beberapa perkara yang memang perlukan lelaki untuk buat.

and...
aku hot tadi.
sebab bila aku panggil budak lelaki form 3, 4 and 5 untuk tolong angkat meja kerusi di padang untuk di simpan dalam stor,
yang terjadi ialah mereka bertempiaran lari dan menyorok sebab TAK NAK tolong.
like seriously, ko dah sunat ke belum?
aku mintak tolong angkat barang,
not menjahit or memasak or BERANAK ok.

in the end,
yang datang membantu angkat meja kerusi, payung, khemah,
ialah few students lelaki form 1 n form 2 (yang halus-halus tapi rajin)
dan students PEREMPUAN..
kalau aku jadi lelaki,
aku malu sebab tak tolong perempuan.

and sebab ini bukanlah sesuatu perkara yang patut diamalkan,
tiada budaya bantu membantu dan bekerjasama,..
(oh yes, budak lelaki yang bertempiaran lari tuh students asrama)
maka memang aku tak lepaskan diorang neh.
after kemas-kemas padang, time dinner kat dining hall,
diorang dapat ceramah free kat dewan makan depan orang ramai, depan girls.
tau pulak malu..xde pulak nak lari2 menyorok kann...

yes, to all boys or guys out there..
anda memiliki kelebihan dari segi kekuatan fizikal lebih dari wanita...
jadi bantulah wanita sedayanya...
(bawa hangbag, pegang bag shopping, dukung anak, tolak troley pon boleyyy)


p/s: may tonight and tomorrow be productive, insya ALLAH :)

MATTER (mathics) and CHEMISTRY

Salam.

"I am grateful that Ustaz helped me with the girl who fell off from the top bunk" 

[well.. hellow there ladder..]

*******

We know how in every story, there is a sweet hello and a sad good bye.

But very often, the story in between the twos is incomplete.
Perhaps, the characters do not know how to start, 

how to elaborate...

and how to bid farewell.

A simple 'hi' might be so demanding. 

A short 'bye' might be so hard.

Maybe we should learn this in 'CHEMISTRY'.

p/s: People could make many things in life...

Ironically, it is so hard to make time for those who matter to us.

another month for holidays

Salam.

"Syukur that the JPN visit to my school went smooth."

********

of 1st April 2012

i like surprises but of course from people that i know.
but if the act is more towards ambush,
i think i should be equipped with weapons then.


of 2nd April 2012

the key to energy is continuation.
once you stop,
exhaustion becomes a reality.


p/s: "sesuatu yg belum halal disentuh dgn tangan, sentuhlah hatinya dgn doa :) " [quote]

awak penuh dengan keketaman!

Salam.

I am glad and grateful that Mom is with me for this whole week. :)

*********

it's been such a loong week and tiring one too.

ive been quite mad at some people or things lately.
mostly because : 
-people took things lightly
-easier said than done.
-oppression.

also, coz my freaking slow internet connection.

and i found that juggling few things at one time is very challenging and demanding.
It demands lots of sacrifices.
Time, sleep, money and ENERGY.

************

SECONDLY,

it has been my dream since past few years to be a person who manages time well...
I confess...
I have time management issue.
I do my works, I finish all my works, but most of the time, at eleventh hour.
and it pains me a lot.
torture me mentally and physically.
i have surveyed and searched supplements for  "anti-procrastination" and "time management booster" but NONE could be found.
So yes, people said that confession, admitting that you have the problem is the first step..
and then what?

 this is a happy shot. but i dont feel like jumping or smiling widely now.

p/s: taking one step at a time. I hope i could take a bigger step boldly.

Petals

Salam.

Im grateful that I have sent the letter and dont have to think much of it now. 

**********

Sometimes we just need to buy the whole package and swallow it.
Things at times do not come as pieces of petals,
where we can choose to pick the better red bright petals and dump the wilt ones.
It is a true reality that every package has its own surprises.
And surprises sometimes can make us smile or ruin our day.
We anticipate that, and by knowing that there is always a consequence for everything,
risk for every decision,
and bless in every disguise,
maybe the right thing to do is to stop worrying and quit playing the 'what if' game.
Take action, eat, play and pray hard.
HE is always there to make sure everything is alright.

p/s: ALLAH does not burden any human being with more than he is well able to bear.

yellow flower

Salam.

"I am grateful that the test (for 10%) went ok, ALHAMDULILLAH. 

Hope the marks are superb too, insya-ALLAH"

**********

only 2 things :

1 )

I think soft spoken women are unique coz they are rare (not that im attracted to one). 

Same like gentleman-kinda guys. They are just solitary in type. 

2 )

It is just weird to know how people perceived one another....

and if there is an advice to be given,
it is just as simple as....

never underestimate people.
we don't know how much they have changed and improved.
our schemata do not say it all.
...they might surprise us.

p/s: it is approximately another two months before next holidays... T___T

greedy

Salam.

"I am grateful that i am healthy" 

********

I feel like a NERD.
but a fake one.
a true NERD wont be 'red herring' too much.

and found this on Twitter;

Sleep + Social life = Bad grades.  

Good grades + Sleep = No social life.  

Good grades + Social life = No sleep.

So they say choose either two : Sleep, Good Grades or Social life.

i want all; GOOD GRADES, beauty SLEEP, and SOCIAL LIFE.
greedy. dont care.

@/_@/

p/s: Sara is a hardworking person. 

Fun: We are Young feat Janelle Monae is a cool song :D

Salam.

"I am grateful that the test was postponed.."

Hi..

few udaptes:

1) I went to Sri  Manjung's Stadium for three days and two nights. I was there to bring the students, be the 'baby sitter' and also the 'Pegawai Sukan'. It was ok. not that much fun under the hot n rainy weather. but there, i met few more teachers and be really close with some. I also met my junior. I learnt few techniques and rules for certain games and of course, i could mark Manjung as one of the places that ive been to..haha.

and I also learnt few things bout my students. I lived with them under the same roof for three days. So:

- they are bunch of energetic kiddos who really love VANILLA COKLAT's drama (and got emo bout it).  

- They sang along to Malay songs but when my car's MP3 played English songs, they just  listened to my awesome singing listened to 'em.

-and many more ah..

2) ok, i kinda embarrassed to mention this but confession ; Today, is officially my first time, that i drove on highway. 

3)  As I was away to Manjung for 3 days and got back to SP at 8plus night on Thurdays, I coulndt find the time to do revision for my test on Friday (next day) [err...excuses right??..]. So I was worried. but... something good happened today. There were a few new students came into the class. So the test was postponed. Upon hearing that, I couldnt thank ALLAH enough. Alhamdulillah...

4)  I still have heaps of things to do and many papers plus essays to mark. But, I dont know how to procrastinate procrastination. 

5) I wish my holidays wont be miserable. and by miserable i mean, wasted. i hope i could finish my works earlier and complete everything. and I am kinda nervous about few things too. I pray that HE will guide me through all of these. 

p/s: When people notice things bout you, and say that you are being missed, it was good right? .. ok, mak cik kantin and my students said so. 
pps: CONGRATULATIONS sis... I am truly happy for you. Love you heaps. :) 

3 days?

Salam.

"Aku bersyukur coz mak and abah ada bersama semalam di kuarters :) "

                                                                             *********
SOLD OUT

Dari kelmarin lagi aku craving ayam goreng mcD. coz time tuh aku lapar n then kat fb ada pulak org letak gamba ayam goreng (ok, dulu aku craving cendol pulut coz kat fb ada org letak nama 'Cendol Pulut'.. motipp wehhh??!!)..
ok sambung..
hmm, aku prefer ayam goreng mcd from kfc. So semalam before bergerak ke SP with my parents, pergi mcd drive through dulu.

hanya untuk dikecewakan dengan ayat, " ayam goreng mcd BARU habes"...

BARU ok BARU!

rasa nak nangis. huhu.
Terus xde mood nak drive kereta..hehe..So beli jela burger kan.

So aku pun drive sambil nyanyi lagu "parapappapa...im loving it!".

sampai satu tahap.
tiba2 sakit kepala, loya rasa nak muntah ok.

perut masuk angin, campur dengan jalan ke SP yg berliku-liku.. muntah lah jawabnyer.
Driver muntah. ko mampu? huhu..
Terus daddy capai steering.

sampai SP mmg aku tak larat.
syukur ada mummy yang tolong picit n urut kasi keluar angin sedawa.

*********

SHOULD BE GLAD THAT IT WAS UNOPENED? huhu

Daddy found sth in my bag.
some old stuff
ahhhh...malu I >_< ...

tapi bagus jugak.
daddy turut jumpa pendrive yang selama ni aku duk cari tak jumpa2..huhu.

**********


SUPERHEROES

when daddy's around, all the electrical n mechanical stuff went better.
now i receive better TV3 signal and have other channels too!!! @__@
i can now watch ntv7, 8tv, and tv9! :)
woot..woot!

and when mummy's around, the veranda went
all shiny and clean.

Thanks mom and dad :)

**********

dont let me be the last to know.

Yes. no one likes that.
especially when you are closed with someone.
for sure it will hurt his/her feelings.
So if you think it is important,
make sure someone close to you knows about it.
if you have to let it be a secret for a while or maybe for some reasons, you cant tell it just yet,
make sure you have a good explanation for doing so.
coz no one likes to find out things from someone else.
a side note for myself too.

p/s: sorry for this mixed languages update.
and tomorrow i'll be driving to Manjung for olahraga.
Pray that it will be a safe driving for all of us ya. :)

it's 3am in the morning,

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana aku ada rakan sekerja yang aku boleh berbincang 

mengenai hal-hal agama dan lain-lain"

**********

..... dan aku senang bercakap dengan kak Helen (wahhh...haha..bukan nama sebenar)

antara intipatinya, Apabila berdoa, memohon kepada NYA, mohon lah dengan amat sangat dan penuh keyakinan...tanpa ragu-ragu.

Yakinlah bahawa DIA maha mendengar dan akan memakbulkan doa kita.

bukannya berperasaan walaupun sedetik samada akan tercapaikah impian dan termakbulkah doa?

semasa berdoa, perlu YAKIN bahawa kita akan dapat apa yang dipohon kepada YANG MAHA ESA.

doa dengan sungguh-sungguh dan istiqamah.

:)

p/s: weekend..

here comes the bride...da da da da.... :D

  Salam.

"I am grateful that I survived the first week of student's life. 

and these many questions..."

***************

My cousin's wedding.
cant believe she's married now.
i mean, still teringat masa kecik2 main kotor, main nyorok2, tengok cite korea, etc..
... how time flies rite...

and she's super gorgeous on her big day! :)

  

Dayang-dayang sekalian... bermusyawarah yaww...

.

.

.

.

.

.

and of course...... the bride and bridegroom :)

 

CONGRATULATIONSSS cuzzy!
it was a beautiful and fun event i must say :)

p/s: I pray to ALLAH that I wont be a procrastinator anymore..

selena lopez

Salam.

"Aku bersyukur kerana dengan izin ALLAH, semalam, Ustaz dan Has*** tolong aku yang sekali lagi terkunci. Tapi kali ni di luar rumah pulak.. kul 11 malam..huhu"

*********

ASP (aksi student pelik)

kes 1:
aku ada beberapa marker pen yg baru refill. so dakwat die ala2 cair and menitik2 bila penutup dibuka.
so this one boy die guna marker pen tuh untuk tulis kat depan.. jadi menitiklah dakwat hitam kat baju dia.

aku : "eh, awak, hati2 tuh.. dah kena baju awak dah.."
W   : "kenapa teacher tak bagitau dari semalam....kan baju saya dah ada taik lalat teacher..."

hahahah.. weh..motippp kene gtau dari semalam n taik lalat???

kes 2:
aku pakai lip gloss.
dah nama lip gloss..berkilat lah kann..
so budak neh tegur, "teacher, lip gloss teacher banyak teacher..."
ok aku tak kisah...
then die sambung, "tergoda saya"...
ok... cubit.


kes 3:

budak yang sama seperti kes atas tuh.
sekali tuh, time aku mengajar, tetiba die bawak keluar paper plate, letak atas meja.
then, muncul pulak sebatang aloevera atas paper plate tuh.
bila die nampak aku pandang...
die cakap,  "jemput makan teacher..."
*sadis*

potpetpotpet.. (mengajar)

dah abes mengajar, budak tuh tanya aku..
"teacher, lidah buaya dalam bahasa inggeris apa?...crocodile...crocodile..lidah apa teacher?"

akhirnya dia cakap lidah buaya as "crocodile tongue".. dia kata aloevera tak logik..
T__T


kes 4:

ok..hari ni punya kelas..
aku memang tak larat.
jalan slow..
perut pinggang semua sakit.
nak berdiri dalam kelas pun macam azab.

so tibalah dua masa untuk kelas form 5 neh..
kelas form 5 neh, budak lelakinya kuat bercakap. mengalahkan perempuan.

so aku pun cakap, "awak semua neh, cakap kuat mengalahkan........"

diorang sambung "langau"

"saya sebenarnya nak cakap lebah. tak sampai hati nak samakan awak dengan langau. awak tau kan langau suka hinggap dekat apa??"

diorang jawab, "taikkk"

[ahahah.. dalam hati aku cuma nak kata sampah je.. tapi diorang sambung taik..]

and then bebelan berterusan.

"tapi, bising2 lebah pun berisi.. lebah hasilkan apa?"

"madu...." jawab mereka.

tapi, ada sorang neh dia jawab,

"bising2 berisi macam Jamil"

Jamil terpinga-pinga ok.
mmg lah die besar sket..tapi...perlu ke??? 

p/s: not ready..huhu

bee

Salam.

"I am grateful that last night, the DM mak ciks made me laughed and smiled gleefully "

*************

Quick Updates ..

1) We did a spot check last night. A thorough spot check for the boys.

Found few unrelated things at weird places. For examples, sugar n sport shoes placed at the same compartment..

I mean, dudes, you still use the sugar?? huhu

and some weird 'arts' on the locker and bunks that they did not feel bad showing them to me.

Other things, let me keep em to myself.

2) And this one boy.. i think he probably too bored and got nothing fun to do that he decided to throw someone's underwear on the dining hall's floor. Yes.. and the chief warden asked him to take that piece of clothing and circle the hall. The other boys then called him "Spender Boy" (and that part was funny). 

But seriously, how could they not feel embarrassed? tell me..huhu 

3) I feel like quitting so many things of different subject matters.

But that would be too dramatic.. 

and being dramatic often leads to tears.

and that, we should avoid ladies and gentlemen.

p/s:  "You are not fully dressed until you wear a smile" (quote).

pati

Salam.

"I am grateful that I met this friendly kakak at SMK *** during cross country yesterday"   

 and 

"I am grateful that im still breathing. Should be more careful when crossing the road. 

I aint stronger than a car"

 

************ 

Mom asked me to play "Awan Nano" mp3.
Never really listened to the song before, except on AJL.

Vid clip :  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfEukqwSavA&feature=related

Lihat ke arah sana
Serakan warna dan berarakan
Awan
Pabila terik panas
Segera hadirnya memayungi diri

Pabila kau dahaga
Sesegera turun hujan melimpahkan kasihnya
Pabila kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau mahu

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri
Tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Kasihnya
Kasih tiada banding
Setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua

Awan kekasih sebenarmu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Lihat diriku ini
Yang sesekali pernah kau bagaikan awan
Sehingga tak mungkin terlupa
Berikan belas sedari dulu

Sehingga tak mungkin termampu saksi
Setitis pun air matamu kasihku
Sehingga kau katakan
Akulah awan itu yang kau rindu

Akulah awanmu yang sedia
Melindungi dirimu tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Akulah awanmu yang sering kau rindu
Dan tak terduga hadirmu walau tak tercapai jejarimu

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua
Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Begitulah awan nano
Setia melindungi diri tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
Dan bibirmu

Begitulah awan nano
Sering saja tak terduga hadir
Dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

Kasihku
Kasih tiada banding setia tiada tara
Bagaimanapun jua
Aku pelindung dirimu sayang
Walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

 lyrics from: http://www.1liriklagu.com/lirik-lagu-awan-nano-hafiz-af7/

Now i could understand why he won AJL.

p/s: GREY : neither fully black nor white. it is a MAYBE kinda colour.

tonight

Salam.

"I am grateful that I didn't have to drive alone last night. 
It would be super scary and dangerous"

 **************

a) CIK
I hate, YES i HATE... if my weekend is being taken away from me.

Especially if the thing is not supposedly to be my responsibility.

I gave my best and full commitment from Mon till Fri. 

I only met my parents twice a month- or less (yes, im comparing myself with the other colleagues at my workplace..cant help)

Still, they want to steal my precious FAMILY time.

When I ask, "why teachers who are supposedly in charged in this *&^%$ activity are not involved?"

a simpilly (simple+silly) answer is : maybe coz your name got "Cik" kottt. 

alahaiiii kak limah abang leman oiiiiiiiiiiii !!!..

b) TELL ME DUDES

they had these 3 in 1 meeting dreaded till 6pm yesterday.

and i was elected as the Lestari (School Recycling Project) secretary.

and MC for PIBG's meeting..

and sadly, I wasnt there for the GREAT news.

c) PROTON city
I am grateful that i am not alone yesterday. It would be tiring if I need to drive and be in a place where i have no vast ideas about as a lone pink power ranger. I could do that but driving back home at such quiet place, on dark narrow road,  and feeling exhausted would be so dangerous. So im glad that I have a best friend whom actually is really helpful. 

the whole process of reg went smooth, Alhamdulillah. it is just that i felt a lil bit emotional inside as i dont have my besties around. We always have this kinda journey together.

Singing the uni's song definitely brought back the memory of how i met one of my sisters, Gedeputz.

and it is kinda weird to be a student and teach students too. hehe.

d) FUSSY

I dont know whether to be happy or not. (im actually more to nervous).

From my first impression and other's perception plus experiences, my academic adviser is someone not to be messed around, strict and serious. 

but u know, that impression and perception might change.

e) SATIN
I am SOOOOOO devastated to the fact that i might not be able to wear, witness and be a part of  an important occasion involving satin, lace, flowers, music, bride and bridegroom. T__T . 

 

f) OPEN
I think i have taken the right action. coz i am being honest.

but i hope I have made my honesty as kind as possible.

p/s: Sometimes, in life, you want to put a comma, an exclamation mark, caps lock everything and so on. But at times, you just don't want to put a full stop.

kene lah derrr....

Salam.

"I am grateful that the electricity is back! night n day without it was hard.. 

So i should be grateful to live in a place with electricity"

**********

ok, this so called "sarang burung" (as my brother said)
[and I am actually giving my friend something to talk about...kena bahan lah nanti derrr..
tapi bahan dari kijal aku leyh handle lagikkk...=p]

ok, ignore the pose whatsoever. but do tell me, i dont look like bird's nest..

kalau ya sekalipun, let it be peacock's nest... motipp peacock???

p/s: and i learn that sometimes, statement could easily be misunderstood. So careful.

Nest

Salam.

"I am grateful that I had a good laugh with my students last evening 

(and know bit more bout their personal life)" 

****************

if I want to ask for opinion, my lil bro is definitely the last person i would ask..
but of course, when there's no one else,
i would have to ask for his.

why did i say so?

coz whenever i bought some new clothes, stuff etc, i would wear them or show em to him (of course, who else right, i dont have a sis). Then i would excitedly ask, "arent they pretty???!!"

he would nod...
annoyingly, without even looking!!!!


(but different case with my elder bro who would say, 

"ok lah, kena..." 

then when i said, "ok eh? kena lah?" ...

he would continue with, "kena.. kena gelak!!..gagaga" 
I bet, he must think it was funny)..


but the thing with my lil bro is,
he has this kinda drastic respond/comment whenever he sees sth.

for example, you now how nowadays ladies have different styles of wearing head scarves, etc.
so my bro, he has this kinda name for each fashion.

once, at Jusco when we were eating and observing people, he mentioned a few styles, 

known as "Sotong", "sarang labah-labah" and "pesawah".

and this one fine day, when i was about to meet him somewhere, he saw me and laughed.
he said two words, "sarang burung".


I was like "pfffttt.." (and laughing)

See, he is like that,
if you asks for his opinion for some light things, he would just say "ok" without even looking.
but when you least expected it, he would say the darnest thing.

Still, I love and miss him.

p/s: next week probably gonna be a lil bit hectic.

fake

Salam.

"I am grateful to ALLAH SWT that last night i could sleep tight at warden's room"

***********

Sometimes it is not the brand, but the style..
and sometimes it is not the person, but the personality.

p/s: wow..just another week.

I am the Optimus Prime. huhu

Salam.

"I am grateful that today, there's a form 3 girl who all of a sudden, 

came to me and said with such hope, 

"Teacher, can you please help me to speak English fluently?" - I feel honoured. "

and also, a group of form 5 students who saved  a big slice of yummy choc cake for me. - i feel loved.

***********

As a teacher it is not hard for you to detect an SP gangster in the class. The first moment you get into the class, within that 40 minutes, you could spot the Decepticons.

So for my classes,
3 Alif : so far, everyone is still manageable. these one group of 4 male students; they like to act cool. Such as, assisting me to places as if they were the tough muscular bodyguards *sigh*
3 Ba : ok, spot on. 2students. One of them was the one who made that nasal voice. and one of whom his mother came to the class the time i was about to punish his son. Good timing but i dont have the heart to report everything to his mother (i just told few things bout her son). i was afraid that his mom would feel embarrassed. 
4 Ta : one boy. he is kinda emo. always absent.
4 Tha:  one boy. he was more like the class joker. he even dared to share his silly jokes with me and once, he sang some love songs aloud in the class, as if he is a world class singer.
5 Jim: some lazy arses.. Still owe me homework. Gonna claim it from 'em!

For all these classes, I always, am very strict with homework and datelines. so whenever they disobeyed those rules, they will be punished. and of course they dont like to be punished. but the thing is, sometimes, they completed the work for the sake of finishing it and not to be punished. So they resorted to cheating and copying their friends' work. I want to punish that 'crime' too but their lame excuses are, "we've discussed and did it together, bla(ff), bla (ff).. "

Do you have any tips or things to share?

p/s: I really hope that I wont have to assist students for the run this Sat. huhu

Bluff

Salam.
 

" I am grateful that my chief warden is not too calculative, strict or fussy bout things."

********

The thing with lie is,
it isnt one until we find it out.
And once the truth is unravelled,
all the privileges of being trusted....
are gone baby gone.


p/s: i should feel good. i should!

carefully and gently

Salam.

We cant just leave a present unopened when everyone wants to know what's inside.

Though sometimes, we simply dont know how to open the present so that the wrapper is not completely torn or damaged.

And at the same time, we dont want to let others waiting, in the state of not knowing and keep on guessing,

...coz these feelings are totally killing us all.

The art of opening a present.

                   from google image

p/s: starting from my next entry, i would start my "count your blessing year" thingy. meaning, for each entry, i would state, at least one thing that i am blessed with (of course there are many). So that, i would be reminded of all the great things that LORD has given me. Insya ALLAH. 

Baggage

Salam.

"You see, every one gets some baggage.
It is part of life.
But like anything else,
its easier when someone gives you a hand with it"

                                                  (HIMYM, s05e23)

from google image

p/s: so what's your baggage?

itchy

Salam.

I taught my students a poem, "He Had Such Quiet Eyes". Showed pics of handsome guys with great 'quiet eyes'.. the girls went "awwwwww...jatuh cinta!". and the boys just looking at them with this one "WTH" look.

after the lesson, moral values and everything, i asked if they have any questions.
then a boy raised his hand
and asked, "teacher, teacher ada boyfriend?"...

motippp??

                                                                               *******

it just pathetic when you were caught on national radio or tv, red-handed.

so in this *** FM (radio), they aired the 'panggilan hangit'.

so the DJ, called this lady to complain bout a beauty product used by his wife. His wife bought the product from the lady. long story short, wifey's face became worse, with rashes and kinda burnt.

so in the phone call, the husband (DJ) kinda hitting on the lady. suddenly using "I-You", asking the lady to call him "abang" and of course, asking her out.

BUTTTTT.........

the lady layannnnn baekkkk punya ok.
she actually agreed to go out with him
and when the husband mentioned that he is still young, around 30s and his wife is older than him, the lady actually made an offensive comment saying that, "oo, no wonder she looks old".. LIKE, omg!

so lastly, of course, she was told that it was panggilan hangit.

MANNNN.......
i cant imagine lah why this girl (oh, she's single) agreed to go out with someone's husband. well, at least, if it is urgent, asked him to bring his wife as well then.

anddd...
seriously... the guy is married and she knew it.
soooo???? duk menggatal ngan laki orang kenapa wehhh...

and of course, when it is aired on national radio, the humiliation is doubled.
serve her right i guess..

p/s: Pray for blessed and blissful relationships (yes, all sorts)

just part of it

Salam.

 Cleo Jan'12

and also, everything is just a part of things.
like, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday.
just part of a week. like, seriously.

p/s: what's with this Limited Edition of Cleo Mini? it's too small

ASP

Salam.

Setakat Januari 2012, nih antara koleksi Aksi Student Pelik (ASP) aku.

1) Bersembang dalam kelas dengan suara sengau yang dibuat-buat.
bila dah terlupa buat suara sengau, aku pun tegur,  " eh, dah tak sengau dah?"
dia jawab,  "dah makan ubat dah teacher"...

2) Dalam satu kelas aku ni, ada sorang budak perempuan, Kamalia (bukan nama sebenar) yang saiznya agak lain dari lain.
Tapi dia baik hati dan ringan tulang. Cuma, jadi bahan usikan kawan-kawan sekelas dia.
Hari tu, Kamalia duduk tempat lain dalam kelas dia.
so aku tanya lah, "Kamalia, kenapa awak duduk kat tengah pulak?"
tak sempat Kamalia jawab, ada suara petirrr, "bagi seimbang teacher. kalau dia duduk tepi, senget lah kelas".
*sigh*

3) Suatu petang di dewan makan asrama.
Menu makan malam : Telur rebus kari
Budak-budak dah habis makan. So ada telur yang lebih.
Ada lah 2-3 orang mintak telur kuning. Nak makan.
Tapi.......... diorang tak makan. diorang wat bom. main bom guna telur kuning.
Bikin panas!

p/s: Distraction.

What??...WTH

Salam.

Pernah tak kau rasa,
tanpa sebab kukuh,
kau rasa nak menangis?
(ok, angkat tangannn)

seriously tadi, pas meeting
aku rasa nak menangis
tetibe rasa sedih, sayu, muak, loya, letih, rindu, semua lah wehhh..

and aku tau,
kalau aku tetibe je sedih
i will hug someone.
but of course, i cant just hug some random people here.

So, aku akan drive.
dengar lagu and drive sama ada 60km/h or 110km/hour.

and, aku akan beli sesuatu.
apa-apa je.
asalkan aku beli sth.

disebabkan aku kat SP
aku hanya beli makanan je.

dan bila sampai waktu,
aku akan balik.


*******

aku dengar 2 buah lagu kat sekolah tadi..
dedua nya student yang nyanyi

lagu 1 : Time aku lalu sebelah kelas form 4 neh, berkumandang satu lagu dari student kat muka pintu kelas die, "it was a beautiful nighttt..... Oh, baby! i think i wanna marry you..." (Bruno Mars, Marry You)

Lagu 2: Time aku mengajar kat dalam kelas, aku terdengar pulak sorang budak laki neh nyanyi kat koridor dengan kuatnyer,........... "ingin..ku gigit-gigit cuping telinga kecilmu" (Aqasha, Obsesiku)

and untuk kedua2 lagu tuh,
reaction aku adalah
.......... WTHeck??

p/s: seriously aku tak leyh nak gelak langsung time meeting. Tak lawak pun?!

if words could tell nonverbal meanings

Salam.

-why o why
today feels sooo short and different.

-another embarrassing day but i did get through it ! hehe

-i need to recite al-ma'thurat more often.

-need to think more seriously and be more organized.

-cant wait for FRIDAY. another 3 days to FRIDAY.
Still, it feels so long and dreadful. T__T

 i found this pic. it was from last raya. with my second cousins. i was kinda surprised that i

actually have these much girl cousins (another 5-not in pic). and of course, im the fattest. huhu

p/s: Start and stop doing things.

convo.

Salam.

Hi, just a few updates

1) i met my brother last two days,

with his funny friend who crushed at his place.

and of course, met my awesome sisters too and other fellow friends.

it was great catching up with them! :)

though it was too short! huhu

2) now, i kinda worry coz i havent sent my satin n lace to the tailor yet. They need to be a nice dress or whatsoever before 20th feb. it is for my cousin's wedding, and the satin n lace are sponsored so i need to wear them. with CNY 's coming up, im afraid that i would probably end up wearing something 'ready-made'.

3) i was impressed with my 4** class for making an effort to do their best in writing the essay though it was already late (end of school hours). they didnt just simply write but they really think and try to write longer.. however, i also kinda have a hard time with this one student, the spot-on taiko in the class. but it's alright! i'll manage that, insya ALLAH :)

4) LaDaP tomorrow. and it is actually a gotong-royong for Sekolah Lestari's project.. yeayyy!! (you wish!)

5) It is kinda weird when both happen to do the same thing at the same time.

and of course, when both are not doing it at the same time too.

p/s: as much as one's mouth is shut, others still wanna spill the beans.

awkeird

Salam.

When something out of routine happens,
it spells awkeird (yes, another mashed up word; awkward, weird).

though the routine might just start yesterday.







 p/s: tomorrow and day after tomorrow. 

I want croissant!

Salam.

~ There are a few dates that we would remember in our life.
birthdays, holidays, anniversary (of many kinds), our very first experience of things,
and of course dates of some weird experiences.

~ i cant wait to go back home.
This week, i couldnt go back home.
next week as well. then, the other next week, i probably on duty.
i know, i still, should be grateful as some might not get the chance to go back home for months right?
but, it is just that, sometimes, i want to breathe different air.
and seeing familiar faces whom i love dearly.


p/s: awk070112ward

trap

Salam.

Aku letak perangkap lipas dan cicak kat quarters.
dah 2 minggu lebih tak berhasil walau aku dah ubah lokasi perangkap tuh.
sama ada, lipas dan cicak makin pintar bersembunyi
atau quarters aku dah bebas lipas dan cicak!!!
(yeay! haha)

tapi...
semalam, aku letak kat bilik warden.
satu malam sahaja..
5 ekor lipas gemuk terperangkap..
aku rasa nak menangis kegembiraan..

and btw, tadi gotong royong kemas bilik warden.
habuk jangan cakap lah..berkilo-kilo ok habuk.
buang karpet, cabut langsir, buang katil double decker, nk buang peti ais lama yang sejak azali ada kat situ.. haih, kalau boleh nk buang semua, ganti baru..haha.

harapan aku untuk bilik warden kali ini?
supaya aku boleh tidur malam lena kat situ.
a) bersih
b) bebas lipas dan tahi cicak
c) habuk tade
d) elektrik memalam tak wat hal. (hellow, aku sorang kottt...)
e) bekalan air yang mencukupi
f) internet yang laju..
g) bumbung tak lagi terbuka dengan sendirinya.

and of course, takde budak asrama wat unnecessary drama.

p/s: LADAP pulak sabtu nehhh...huhu

Walid

Salam.

Hi all...
how's your new year's eve? legend...(wait for itt...wait for ittt...).. dary ???
haha..hopefully everyone started their new year with something beneficial yaww!

Last few days, it was Basu's birthday.
and today, it is Abah's birthday!
i made sausage bread for daddy. i just baked brownies last few days, so no more cake today k!

i always wanted to say something bout daddy.
and i guess his birthday is THE day to do so.

so,
5 random things bout daddy :

a) He never complains bout food. I mean, food that mom n me prepared. NEVER ok. If he likes it, he would eat more but if he doesnt quite like it, he would eat less. as simple as that! :)

b) He never hit me or my mom or my brothers. Seriously, i couldnt recall any event of him slapping, pinching, hitting or canning me. BUT... he educates me through examples and words, advices.. through kind words. I admit, i dont quite like to be nagged or scolded (omg, do u like it?? haha). I could accept advices and could cry when listening to them. coz they might touch my heart. and when daddy wants to talk bout something serious, he would wait for the right moment (eyes to eyes moment) and talk bout it... and you'll know that it is serious, when he uses English to explain or advise. i call it as the daddy-me awkward moment. huhu...

c) He trusts me to do things. ahaha. like, finding my own way back home in a place that im not familiar with. like seriously, sometimes i do think whether he actually worries bout me or not..why? coz he rarely calls me or texts me. like seriously, i could count the number of calls or texts he sent to me..ahaha. but, of course, i appreciate his trust and it does help me in being independent! :)

d) He listens to me more than my brothers..ahaha. bunyi macam perasan kann... but i do think so. indeed, my mom said so too! ahaha :p. 

e) Abah looks garang. with his mustache and serious face. I think, he never smiles in his passport pictures. and when I took pictures, I would sometimes, specifically ask him to smile. hahaha :p. BUT, he really has a kind and tender heart. He helps people when they are in need. He loves children (though nada grandchild yet..haha). and he knows what's the best for ones that he loves. Seriously, he thinks and he sticks to it. He is a firm decision maker. and also a wise one! :)

and coz of these and many more good qualities in him,

I love you more and more ABAH ♥ .
thank you for bringing out the best in me. 

           Happy birthday Abah ♥

"Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiiim

Ya Allah
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap mereka dan
Lembutkan hatiku untuk mereka

Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya, atas
didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas
kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah
mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan
atau kesusahan yang mereka deritakan kerana aku
atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka kerana perbuatanku
jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya
dosa-dosa mereka dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan
mereka dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah
hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan
kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Ya Allah,
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai mereka sebelumku,
Izinkanlah mereka memberi syafa'at untukku.
Tetapi jika sebaliknya, maka izinkanlah aku memberi
syafa'at untuk mereka,sehingga kami semua berkumpul
bersama dengan santunan-Mu di tempat kediaman
yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta rahmat-Mu... .

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang memiliki Kurnia Maha
Agung, serta anugerah yang tak berakhir dan Engkaulah
yang Maha Pengasih diantara semua pengasih.

Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..  "

                                                                                               (from halaqah.net)

  LOVE,

Sara

p/s: Thank you ALLAH for my parents.:)

2011 in a (coco)nutshell

Salam.

I always do this wrap up kinda thing.
to see what ive done and accomplished for the year
and what i can do better (Insya ALLAH) for next year

ive listed some YEAYs and OPPSs for each month.
So let's see what actually happened this year.

JAnuAry

           From google image

i think i was pretty much waiting for my posting result??
ok skip! haha

FeBruaRy 

YEAY : working for the first time!! :)
Opps:  adapting sometimes sucks..lol

- got posting result. i was posted in Perak but to a small town that i have no vast idea bout.

Went there without a place to stay. it was so sad that i actually had to kinda beg from teacher to another  teacher for a place to live. Worse, some kinda took me as a liability as i didnt have a car. But most of the teachers and staff there were very welcoming and helpful. So in the end, i squeezed myself in warden's room with the other three teachers. Not so comfy. i had to sleep on the top bunk which was so hot and making sound each time i moved. so i slept with my most disciplined sleep position. BUT, i am grateful coz at least, i have a place to sleep in and also my hilarious colleagues as housemates.

MarCH 

YEAY:

- i was still adapting with different environment at school n SP.. and i think, Perak accent there was so thick that when the holidays came, it just felt weird not to listen to the loghat in Ipoh.

Opps: none

ApRiL

YEAY :

Ka-Ching!

1. got my first salary as a gov. servant. I was so thrilled. and bought some stuff for families. dinner treats, etc.

and since that, i start giving monthly 'pocket money' to my parents. not that much, as my salary is not that big as well, but i would go for 'it's the thought that counts!" :p

2. got my own crib!

i moved out to quarters. at first i was quite excited bout it. thinking of the colors of curtains (i was thinking pink u know), thinking of the vase of roses on the table, furniture, kitchen utensils and so on. It was kinda like my first home. so i wanted to make it homey. but of course, homey costs hundreds. so in the end, i just songlap curtains, flowers and frying pans, etc from mom and dad's. my place probably felt more at home now!

3. went to TELUK BATIK... after yearsssss... my family used to have this kinda fam ritual to go to Teluk Batik for a picnic, when we were little. but the last trip was maybe when i was 9 yrs old. so going back there  (apparently, i think SP to Teluk Batik is about an hour?..) kinda reminisced all these things we did when we were little. and of course, i met with my fellow ipbarian too, which wasssss EPIC!

Opps : none so much!

MaY 

 

YEAY:
1. Celebrated Teacher's day for the first time! Got heaps of presents :)
2.  i met my darlings and spent my day n night in car and places with them.

     b) got my degree, spent the joy and happiness with loved ones.

Opps : i hated it when i was the subject of rumors but the last one got to know it! T__T

JunE

Opps : 

1. Yeah, June was totally challenging for me. Like, the end of May was so joyful but towards the beginning of June, I really sank in tears, worries and sadness. I am so grateful that i have ALLAH, my parents, family and of course my dear friends.

2. it was the month that i could relate myself to a character in Juvana. like, literally, I felt it. 

YEAY:
1. I know that i really have many shoulders to cry on and also people who appreciate me! :)

JuLy 

YEAY:  it was a fine month. a developing month for myself :)
Opps :  kinda like retuning myself to a better channel with great reception. huhu

AuGust

       my first pic with Bella. haha

YEAY :
-I lost around 3 kilos after Ramadhan but it was not obvious.
-Birthdays of mom, me, bro and of course, new kitties!
-started to seriously drive from home to SP. I dont really like it but i had to.
Opps: nada

SeptEmBer 

I was ridiculously joking bout thinking of faking my own marriage coz....

     totally not my picture peeps! from google image

Opps:

..........i was appointed as the warden. like seriously, once you are a single teacher, u r subjected to this job! so that's the point... and yes, the moment i knew, as much as i tried to hold my tears, they fell when they actually shouldnt. and that's what i kinda dislike bout myself. it is so easy for me to cry. so i dont usually like to put myself into things that could bring tears.

YEAY
1. and i think, this was the time where i began to slowly disconnect coz i see no good point from it. come on, right! :)

OcTober

-yada yada..haha

NovEmber

Neither YEAY nor nayy
-November, i do think more than i usually did this month.
YeaY:
-I learn that it is ok to change our first impression.  and... 'follow my lead' (60km/hour). Wicked but lotsa fun.
Opps:
-i was locked by myself in my own house. and i felt so embarrassed. huhu
-many embarrassing things happened to me. i wanted to have this ability that could erase memories so that people would forget bout it..

DeCemBer

YEAY
-i was at school for around 12 days. i thought i would be like damn bored, etc. but it turned out quite ok.
-went to Teluk Cempedak and took heaps of photos there - me likey! haha.
-met with high school peeps. im glad that the chemistry is still there!
-i learn that im responsible for my own happiness. and i need to take firm actions to make it happens.:)
Opps:
-but i kinda learned it the hard way. Still, im grateful! :)

so 2012
I hope things will get better, of course.
and my new year resolutions? i actually develop them throughout the year (and also carry forward from 2011..lol).
but to be exact, i am aiming for 2 things.
what are they? cant and wont tell. :D

p/s: Monday's dad's birthday. :)