Bee come

Salam.

*this is a pre-written post*

19 sept 2012
I conducted a spelling bee competition for the pmr students today, after school.
i thought it would take around 15minutes as i limited the participation to only 10students.
But to my surprised,it ended after an hour,at 315pm.

I was quite surprised that the competition was dominated by the last class.
I promoted it to all but apparently the back classes were more proactive.

And they enjoyed the competition.
All of em stayed back til they found out the winner (mind you, most of em could hardly stay awake in class after 15mins ok). They even tried to help and support their friends. *proud momma moment*

And yes, the top three places were won by 3C. :)

p/s: after that spelling bee,this one boy starts to approach me..well in a good way of course. :)

kurangkan kontroversi, tingkatkan prestasi

Salam.

If you dont gossip or spread rumors bout others,
people will gossip and spread one bout you.
It is how dirty politics being played.
Politics of many places and people.
But remember, those who gain power from belittling and bad-mouthing each other wont be respected.

As much as possible,
avoid fitnah and umpat (im trying too).
it is a merciless way of killing time,
and an unhealthy style of strengthening bond.
Let's minimize that.

p/s: tummy, dont be upset please..

bella la

Salam.

ive bought heaps of pink hangers for my wardrobe.
cant wait to hang everything. so i could exactly know which should be dumped and
which colours i have least- so i could buy new ones.

----

i went to a workshop.
to repair those scratches and ketuk the kemik part on bella.
ok la. confession.
i was being careless, hit the divider and long story short,
long scratches and kemik at the bottom side of my car.
it wasnt that bad (if compared to kemik di pintu and so on).
but i still feel bad.
the mechanic said that it needed some tampal plaster or cement (what ever), ketuk and tembak (paint).
lol.
and costs around $100 plus.

and that's not all.
he gave me a free lecture pulak.
about stereotype lady drivers...
and about how girls could afford buying make ups but not caring much bout the beauty of their cars.
(memancing untuk upah polish).
and then comparing the colour of the car with human skin.
my car is white. so he said that white is a sensitive colour, like human's skin.
yang kulit gelap lagi tahan lasak dari kulit putih. putih senang nampak cela gitu...
so tell me again, why did i come?
-_-

---

so my first day of classes went ok, Alhamdulillah.
glad seeing those familiar faces again.
feeling good sitting in a lecture room while sneakily replying tweets, messages, etc.
listening to informative English words for hours after months of hibernating was refreshing. 
yes, first meeting, when there were not much stressful assignments yet, was always FUN.
hope it lasts. :D

---

i have this half-hearted and second thought moment bout applying for a transfer.
i have reasons that should support the part that i should apply.
but i also have feelings... im beginning to love the school, people and place, MORE.
and the fact that the likelihood of it being approved is like ONLY 5%,
it kinda smashes the hope and everything. im feeling like my students who always leave the essay part unattempted.
why bother trying when you know that it isnt gonna work?
but as i said to my students,
if we simply leave things untried, undecided, unanswered.... we gonna get NOTHING out of it.
(zero try, zero result)
but...if we at least TRY, we have the POSSIBILITY of getting things that we want,
though the chances are low. (well, it means, there's hope).
so practice what you've preached.
let HE decide on what's best for us! :)

p/s: people can wait. but not forever. forever has no limit.

Skip

Salam,

Getting fatter...
And i know i would gain so much weight with all these GCB,french fries, samurai, pepsi,cakes and so on...
Would be awesome to be able to eat without gaining soooo much weight.

And...i WANT to shop.
Im feeling lil bit sad n stress and tired and yess...all of those.

So right now..
Im feeling generous!
Wanna give my lemakS to those who need em..FOC.
And wanna spend money to buy clothes,pants and shoes.

p/s: i need energy booster!

nerbes

Salam.

im nervous..for my new sem's classes tomorrow.
-do i still remember how to get there? lol
-would my coursemates be as awesome as mehhhh?...haha

and whether i could find a place to overnight (most hotels are fully booked since last sunday and some dont really take early booking)

so yes, let's pray for the best! :)

p/s: packing lah weh!!! hehe.

A knight in shining armour

Salam.

"A Knight doesn't always have to fulfill a big need in someone's life. 

Knights can plug small holes too. 

                                                         and happiness is no small hole."

                                                                         (Quote)

****

Jauhi resmi ayam-itik, cacing dan rama-rama tatkala berbicara.

Masing-masing tak faham,

Masing-masing senyap.

efektif sangattt...(yeah right) 

p/s: im not really that kain batik kinda girl. whenever i wore one, instead of feeling ayu (like most people could..), i looked like a bibik. :(

inside out

Salam.

*Alhamdulillah, though i had Tuesday blues, it went ok :)*

 *******

Today was another beginning for a new week at school.
i wore a new baju kurung, with a new crowned (sulam atas kepala) tudung.

Like a usual morning, i went to the office, ladies (i had to tahan since 6am u know..the toilet at petrol station was so isocary-isolated n scary. i drove from ipoh btw), met a few teachers and went to the staff room, sat on my chair... 

till my neighbor suddenly looked at me admirably (well, that was my first thought) and weirdly (and that was her actual thought) asked me to bow. u know, to see the sulam design....

.....only to confirm that...i wore my tudung inside out! -_-
*clap clap*

i actually already went to the toilet earlier on and watched myself in the mirror, made a few morning flying kisses (lol..joke!) and still... no sign of me looking weird with my new tudung. *self-confidence should be praised*.
and mannnn, it took one complete morning tour at school for someone to actually tell me that. lol

and now, it made me think..

no wonder, Mr X (my colleague who would actually make a comment on almost everything that he sees-like a pimple on my cheek, brown eye-lines on my eyes, my eye shadow's colors, flowers on my shoes, that blue ribbon on my phone casing, etc). and it was kinda weird that he didn't say anything about my inside out tudung. I think he had his second thought on that coz he did look like wanting to say something at first and pretending (well, from his body language) that he forgot..lol.

still, I'm glad that my friend told me about it before i entered my morning class..or else, i would have to convince my Miss Jay wanna-be caring students that it was a new, high-fashion trend. as if they would buy it!

p/s: my legs...lenguh sangat...huhu

oh my Science!

Salam.

1) Namakan jenis transformer yang digunakan dalam rajah 1
-Megatron

2) Sperma dihasilkan di
-Ovari


Keluh kesah guru sains tingkatan tiga semasa menyemak kertas soalan.
-_-

p/s: yesterday and today. menggemukkan diri dengan fast food.

Monday mood bubu blues

Salam.

Hi

Just a quick updates on  last saturday.

-it was a school day, or i called it as Sathursday.
-We had a few things going on at the same day:

a) Merdeka raya celeb
-nyanyi2, some history telling moments, speech, quizes and so on.

b) Birthday celeb for teachers, staff and students.
 -none of the teachers were born on 31st Aug (but we got one student who was born on 31st!). the nearest was 26th. and I, with a few others who were born on August were also celebrated as the Merdeka peeps. lol
- ehem! untung kan lahir bulan Ogos? hehe

 

 

c) Bicara Ilmu (for form 3 students)
 -it was fun that i could actually meet the parents/guardians to 'bicara' about the kids.

 

 

d) Jamuan

So.... pretty much it wasnt Saddersday at all.
Quite fun Saturday actually.
I went back home (ipoh) though it was only for one day.
As usual, im following my heart and drove back to Ipoh.
Reached Ipoh at night.

**************

oh ya, btw...
this morning, as i reached SP (from ipoh) at around 7.10 am,
i got a heart rushing beginning of Monday.
Reached quarters at 715am to find out that i forgot to turn off the kitchen tap before i left for ipoh last Saturday (there was water shortage in SP before i left..so yes, i thought ive turned it off) -_-.
Reached school (quite late) to find out that im the on duty teacher. So the assembly went later than usual (but thanks to the other on-duty colleagues). -_-
Reached staff room to find out that another half of the English PMR post trial papers werent stapled. And surprisingly the papers were with me -_-.
looked at the watch and exam would start in 10 mins.
*the English team stapled papers like no-one biz. our hands were like busy octopuses*

and yes, ive told ya right,
these days, ive been clumsy and messy and more PMSer than usual.
gotta be more organize sista!
But Alhamdulillah, in the end, everything went ok.
Students kept on saying they missed me (bodek but it was a good one. lol).

p/s: if there's no evidence, there's no case. Prove it then people will believe it (well, if it is convincing enough).

mind-reader

Salam.


It is just weirddd...
how people asked for your opinion,
and then they started to analyse you..
Even weird,
when the analysis was disclosed,
without any filter.

when ideas clashed,
opinions intercepted with beliefs,
it aint about finding one who is right or wrong.
we try to find the similarity
and sheer it to the light of clarity.

p/s: so only after a few lines, you now have known the people for a thousand yearssss... cliche

kembang kempis dadaku

Salam.

Today i had an english workshop with my students.
2 classes combined. so we had 2 teachers working together to teach and control the class.
So today, i handled the workshop together with my colleague, Mr A.
i came in quite late coz the venue was changed.
and to my surprise,
Mr A, whom as far as i know,
never yelled at people,
never really lost his temper,
suddenly turned into a hulk.

he banged the table,
raised his voice,
and lost his temper.

i didnt blame him.
he hold his anger enough.
it was just that the students never really care about the teachers, our feelings.
and if i were in his shoes,
i couldnt even finish my first sentence.
coz i know, i would cry,
tremble and talk with such pondan and shaky voice.

i really want to be hard,
at least inside,
i want to be tougher
at least not too easily shed down my tears..
and i guess,
this profession could teach me that.
(now, i could control my smile and laugh.. like seriously, pull ur funniest joke on me, i could resist myself from laughing out loud.)

kids nowadays kann...
kalau tak ditampar, tak ditengking,
tak jadi manusia. 

tapi kalau ditampar,
ditengking,
cikgu pulak dikata bekeng.

p/s: im exhausted but couldnt sleep.

ditched

Salam,

Sejak dua menjak neh aku asek kalut aje..kelams ok.
Dan asek memalukan diri je.. >_<

I just finished my kissm course.
Syukur.
But one thing that i wont forget bout my kissm is the part that i missed the bus!
I had a bad beginning and kinda funny ending for my bus trip to and fro ipoh-sg petani.

First day...
I was informed that we needed to gather at jpn ipoh at 9 to ride the bus to sg petani.
So at 8am, i went to lebuh cator..
Only to find cars but no buses.
Mann...i actually went to PPD kinta utara instead of JPN okess.
I really thought that the one in lebuh cator was JPN. *confidence should be praised.*
Looked at the watch.
And it was already 830am.
I didnt effing know where the heck is jpn ipoh. And only had 30 mins to reach there..

PANICCC..
but i kept calm..cewahh.
And reached there at 9am.
And the second bus wasnt even there yet..
Syukurr...

*****

Final day....
But that wasnt the end of my bus nightmare...
After the exam, we had around an hour to pack everything.
So i took my own sweet time to pack,bathe,etc etc.
And went downstairs at 1245.
I wanted to take pics, bid farewell and exchanged final stories with friends...
But that were only in my dreams!
I reached the lobby...
Only to find out that the 1pm bus just left..
JUST left.. T__T

 

                                                                             from google

aaaaa..
PANICCC
So i ran and asked mr zainal (the kind man in charge) bout the bus whereabouts..
And yesss...i was the ONLY person left at Seri Malaysia Hotel with a big fat baggage and a heavy bag pack to carry.
I felt like ...wanna scream... ToT

 from google

I was told that the bus will go to Park Avenue Hotel to pick up more teachers there.
And hence..
I rode a car with En Zabidi (another kind man).
He had to sent me there. lol
So yes. i was treated special.
Unlike the other teachers,
I went to the Park Avenue Hotel by car. (ko ada??) -__-
and...
it was the first experience ever that i was left by a bus...
Big time; during kissm.

 

  from google

In the car, i was thinking....
If i couldnt manage to catch the bus at Park Avenue Hotel,
I would (without malu ok), hitch a ride with the JPN people.
Yes, i know...at that moment, i carry a tag "would work for a ride"..

     from google

p/s: En Zainal said that this would be my rare experience in KISSM. Mann, it is! @_@

ku suka sinar suria...

Salam.

Lady: Ku suka sinar suria, 

Man: Aku nak tidur...

Lady: Ku suka kicau burung...

Man: aku nak riuh...

Tapi satu persamaan 

Antara ku dan kau..

Kapal Api White Coffee...

Lebih cream..Lebih kawww!

not to promote anything, 

just love the commercial.

it brings the differences together under one similarity. 

p/s: "Life is like a camera lens. Focus only on what’s important and you will capture it perfectly"-from twitter yo!.

bukan sesiapa pun

Salam.

ok..jangan emo..jangan emo..
you are just feeling hormonal, sara..
just hormones!

fuhh... 

p/s: sabar separuh dari iman. (berfikiran positif lah anda)

ikan kekek

Salam.

hashtag RANDOM

If you want to catch a fish,
use a fishing rod, not a fishing net.

If the fish that you've caught isn't what you wanted,
let it go, gently.

Yes, it will hurt the fish.
But the sooner you let it go,
the quicker it will find its air to breathe,
the better the wound would heal.

p/s: If you keep the fish without intending to do anything beneficial with it, 
you are just like a man who fishes using a fishing net; 
maybe you should catch buaya darat instead of fish. ok, joke! (no) 

Augusto

Salam.

Hi peeps!
August just ended, leaving its trail.
So far, August smells roses! :)..
minus the torns (that's the part where i whined, being melancholy, moody and so on..lol)

so..what's so rosy and red and romantic and perfumic bout Auggie? (comelnyer panggil august auggie..lol)

Ramadhan  

i shamefully admit that i didnt manage to khatam Quran and perform Tarawikh fully in jamaah the whole Ramadhan. need to work more spiritually.
BUT, Alhamdulillah, i managed to resist a few urges. :)


Syawal (19th)

Brother and mother's birthday (12th & 20th)

 


My best friend's wedding (23rd)
*sorry, pic couldnt be disclosed*
but rest assured that the bride and groom are GORGEOUS!

My best friend gave birth to a healthy and cute baby boy (24th)
*sorry, pic couldnt be disclosed*
here's the trick- imagine a cute lil baby boy with red lips, fair skin and closed eyes..hehe

My best friend being more 'tante' with another 2 newly born august babies :)
*pics from Tante Gedep*


My own birthday (ehem..) (25th)









and the Merdeka Day! :) (31st)  





See, told ya that August (and august babes) are awesome! :p
I heart August, you should (better) too! :p 


p/s: Sometimes, we just need to shake our body hard so the heart would come to its conscience.

...of back to the past

Salam.

*this was written on 22nd Aug, published later than that :)

"The signs... Thank you ALLAH..."

#########

Today, i would declare it as the world's waiting day.
Because of miscommunication, so things didnt turn out as planned.
and i hate that (and also late notices)
and right now, im waiting for an important 3G call from my best buddies for an important live occasion.. :)
and here's the while waiting product :

*******

Hari raya was the day that my family and I visited our relatives at kampung; which was good coz i dont really know em well. suddenly i got many female second cousins and not to forget, feeling a lil bit veteran seeing babies and kids here and there. lol  

Meeting relatives was one thing. meeting friends was another.
i didnt really get the chance to visit many friends; except those who came to my house to beraya.
people came and being the only gorgeous gal in the house, ive gotta do the kitchen mitchen stuff.
but still, i didnt really cook the main dish, except satay (jela kann..huhu)

*******

Mom's birthday was on the second hari raya.
Ive gotta lie to her to make the bday surprise worked.
i felt bad, but after sessions of brainwashed from brothers,
i turned out to be the main culprit.
it was apparently mom's first bday surprise..(haih..anak2 bonda semua nehhh...)
and she was surprised! :)
we gave her a massage chair, something practical for mom.
I LOVE you MOM.. you are the number one for me :)

*******


Here are some raya pictures till the 3rd raya.
not many pics with fam though. banyak gambar aku coz obviously i love camera (@_@), and my brothers jenis layan je..hehe

*****

So... before the fireworks' pic takes place, lol... i would like to again, 

wish all of you...my friends, all muslims, a blessed EID MUBARAK! 

my sincerest apologies (Zahir and Batin) for my wrongdoings (i know, there were many..huhu)

 

SELAMAT HaRi RaYa, 

MAaF ZaHiR dan BaTiN :)

and yes, if you are that shy to visit someone(s), use this Hari Raya or 'datang beraya' reason to visit 'em!

it's the best time to visit or tunjuk muka, tayang kereta, baju raya, kasut raya and so on without feeling awkward :D

p/s: by this time, Ive 3G-ed with my girls. and it was heartwarming.. Makes me love all my sisters more, makes me appreciate LOVE more.

me, half-headed Gedep, tok kadi, saksi and of course, D's husband! :)

Sagat

Salam.

Bella cedera.
kemik dan calar.
sapa buat?
aku. k bye! :(

p/s: dah, this week tak balik rumahlah aku. Esok bawa jela hati yang sedih ke Dataran Merdeka bersama Bella gituuuu... T__T

a day past 25th

Salam.

Today, i did something that ive never done before.
...and it made me felt neither a hero nor a loser.

p/s: an early morning tomorrow. hope i could wake up fresh! :)

just so

Salam.

i want to write.. but maybe coz there are lotsa unimportant things to tell, so i gotta postpone it.
will write .. a longer post maybe :)

Eid Mubarak! :)

Salam.

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR dan BATIN"

 

p.s: ALLAH Maha Berkuasa.

pejam

Salam.

Main api, bahaya..
Main hati, lagilah petaka.

Now, listen..
Even if you dont hear anything,
doesnt mean it is not there.
Try to speak,
so the sound could be felt.

p/s: kicking in

Learn like a baby

Salam.

"Dear Lord, im thankful and grateful for my MOM, dad and understanding friends"

*******

yesterday was quite a day
and i learnt a lot from yesterday

1.  Mother would do anything, ANYTHING for her children. 

There are some things that we wouldnt and couldnt understand until we become one.

2. Sometimes, you need a plan B. 

but at times, the only plan B that you need is to RELAX.

3. A REAL friend understands you. 

You wouldnt have to ask, you just explain and he/she knows what to say, and what to offer. 

Plus, you wouldnt have to think twice for asking him/her a favor, 

coz you know, you would do the same for your friend. 

4. People (and myself, of course) should stop label-ling people. 

Like, an ustaz to be perfect, a lady to be gentle (not gentel as what my students wrote) or a man to be heroic. First, you only know the person from what uve seen. 

And uve seen little. too little that you couldnt or shouldnt judge people based on that. 

It's good to have positive perceptions on people but remember, people have flaws.

5. People love to talk. that they are NOT only talking with us, in front of us, but also behind us. 

no matter how close you are with someone, apparently, not close enough for one to shut his/her mouth from talking bad about you.  
"pay attention on how they talk about others for it may be the same way they talk about YOU 
when you’re not around" (Quote). 

6. For whatever thing that happens, there is always blessing in disguise. 

IF strong desires followed by earnest du'as and sincere actions, insya ALLAH, HE will ease everything. 

Ramadhan Kareem people.

p.s: the last phase. wow.

Alhamdulillah

Salam.

Every week,
I'm really looking forward to going back home to ipoh.
Break my fast with abah and mak,
and what i want to do the most is, HUG them.
(like seriously, i barely give nor receive any hug from people here..
well..you couldnt just randomly hug people ok..that would be W.E.I.R.D. )

****

lately,
my daily dialogue has always been like this:
MONDAY: "oh man, it is just monday. Friday is sooo far away *monday blues*.."
TUESDAY:  "it feels like monday today."
WEDNESDAY: "hmm, cant wait for Friday"
THURSDAY: "yeay! it's Friday tomorrow!"
FRIDAY: "Alhamdulillah, TGIF!"
SATURDAY: ~ME time~
SUNDAY: "isnt it Saturday today? what happens to my Saturday?"

and yes, im looking forward to the day that i could finally say,
"YEAYYYY!!! im going back to SP!"

when would that be? lol

*btw, this isnt a ranting. SP is awesome in its own way! cant deny that.
but i just miss my parents..especially in this Ramadhan...huhu*

****

Talking about sincerity.

nahh.. there's nothing to talk about..

it shouldnt really be discussed but proven and felt inside.

****

 i miss this, and us, sisters!

p/s: Holy month. Ramadhan it is. 

Sudah gaharu cendana pula...

Scene345 #DEJAVUDIKINABALU:

Bazli membawa Tira ke kedai emas untuk memilih cincin.

Bazli: awak pilihlah cincin mana yg awak suka.
Tira: kenapa awak suruh saya pilih cincin?
Bazli: orang perempuan ni memang suka tanya soalan yg die dah tahu jawapan kan.

Tiba-tiba aku muncul...
Hi uolszz..memanglah perempuan suka ty soalan yg dah tau jawapan..sebab prmpuan suka kepastian,bukan kesamaran.kbye :D

P/s: it's friday :)

3 kecelakaan

Salam.

Mesti ramai yang dah pernah dengar hadith ni.........

Hadith di bawah yang diriwayatkan oleh Ibn Hibban dan disahihkan oleh al-Albani di dalam Sahih al-Targhib:

عن أبي هريرة رضي الله عنه قال : صعد النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم المنبر فقال : آمين ، آمين ، آمين ، قيل يا رسول الله إنك صعدت المنبر فقلت : آمين آمين آمين ، قال : أتاني جبريل عليه الصلاة والسلام فقال : من أدرك شهر رمضان فلم يغفر له فدخل النار فأبعده الله ، قل : آمين ، فقلت : آمين ، فقال : يا محمد ، ومن أدرك أبويه أو أحدهما فلم يبرهما فمات فدخل النار فأبعده الله ، قل : آمين ، فقلت : آمين ، قال : ومن ذُكرتَ عنده فلم يصل عليك فمات فدخل النار فأبعده الله ، قل : آمين ، فقلت : آمين

Maksudnya: Daripada Abu Hurairah RA katanya: “Nabi SAW menaiki mimbar, kemudian baginda berkata: amin, amin, amin. Ditanya kepada baginda: “Wahai Rasulullah, tuan menaiki mimbar dan mengucapkan amin, amin, amin?” Baginda SAW menjawab: “Jibril AS datang kepadaku, dan berkata: “Sesiapa yang mendapati Ramadhan, lalu Allah tidak mengampunkan dosanya, dia akan dimasukkan ke dalam neraka dan Allah akan menjauhkannya, katakan (wahai Muhammad) amin,” Lalu aku (Nabi SAW) pun menyebut “amin”. Jibril berkata lagi: “Wahai Muhammad, sesiapa yang memiliki dua orang tuanya atau salah seorang mereka, namun dia tidak berbuat baik kepada mereka berdua, dia mati, dia akan dimasukkan ke dalam neraka, dan Allah akan menjauhkannya, katalah amin.” Lalu akupun berkata: “Amin”. Berkata Jibril lagi: “Sesiapa yang mendengar namamu disebut, tetapi dia tidak berselawat kepadamu, dia mati, dia akan dimasukkan ke dalam neraka, dan Allah akan menjauhkanya, katalah amin.” Lalu akupun menyebut: “Amin.”

 
Inti patinya:

Didoakan oleh malaikat Jibrail, di aminkan oleh Nabi Muhammad SAW... :-

1) "Celakalah orang yang mendapati bulan Ramadhan yang penuh berkah, tetapi tidak memperoleh keampunan."

2) "Celakalah orang yang mendapati ibu bapanya yang telah tua, atau salah satu dari keduanya, tetapi keduanya tidak menyebabkan orang itu masuk surga."
(tidak berbakti kepada ibu bapa, walhal menjaga ibu bapa tua membolehkan dirinya masuk syurga)

3)"Celakalah orang yang apabila namamu (Muhammad SAW) disebutkan, dia tidak bersalawat ke atasmu."


Maka, bayangkanlah betapa mustajabnya doa ini..
*peringatan untuk diri sendiri*

p/s: Semoga aku (dan kita semua) mampu menjalani bulan mulia ini dengan amalan2 terpuji :)..Ameen

syukran

Salam.

"Alhamdulillah. Untuk segala rezeki-MU Ya ALLAH"

************

You once lived in a pretty place..
it was hard to decide whether you liked the place,
or was it the place that made you felt special.
either feeling didnt make you stay there longer.
but changes, major changes of that place,
development, modernization, and urbanization,
definitely made you felt something inside.
 
p/s:  always for a good reason

keluh kesah mak-mak

Salam.

"im grateful that i have the opportunity to break my fast with the whole family members 

last weekend :)"

*****

i was in the staffroom, doing my work when i heard the mak2 conversation..

"Jah punyaa anak darjah 6 pun dah naik jerawat dah..bila tanya.. cakap blom..tengok gaya macam dah, tapi tanya dah mimpi blom, blom katanya"

"btollah, kalau perempuan kita tau, dah keluar period, dah cukop umor..laki neh susah.. mana kita tau  die dah mimpi ke blom"

"tuhlah, Jah tanya sebab yela, tengok gaya mcam dah cukop umur, tapi suaranya takde lah ubah lagi. kenalah tau. suruh bapaknya tanya taknak. kita jugak..."

"hmm, apa2 pun nk kena mak jugakkk"...

LoL..

p/s: cant wait for my next weekend.

:)

Salam.

quick updates:

POTLUCK
-we had potluck for 3 weeks in a row. from female teachers for female teachers, of course.lol
and i brought this for the final theme; breakfast and dessert.

 this was simple, i know. and in case you wonder, this is bread jelly. 

my colleague made one before and i wanted to make it too! :D

CAT FIGHT
-this one fine day, a boy knocked on the door before entering the staffroom.
and he was wearing the big Malaysian flag on his head like a makcik wearing tudung.
and wearing a coat as well.
i was about to scold him for acting like that,
before the other boy came in with the same style, except his 'tudung' was yellow.
tell me about it, i had to hold my laugh.. they were punished..
for being involved in a 'cat fight'.

ABANG
i was teaching in this one class..
the notorious boy in the class called the other girl "indon!" after he was called as "gila" by her.
so they kept on calling each other that until i scolded both of em.
and i looked at the girl's face.
she was about to cry, i could see that. that name calling really made her sad.
and i could see that they boy was feeling guilty but still no letting his ego down.
so he kept on asking, "fara, fara marah ke?.." ..."fara marah ke..?".
and then he moved near her (after she moved away from him).
I was getting kinda annoyed.
so i told him, "Haris, stopped asking that question. just apologize to her".
and to my surprised, Haris apologized by saying,
"Fara, abang mintak maaf..." (say that like what uve heard in dramas).
motepp ko sebut abang? LoL..memang tak malu lah ini budak!

LiL BIRDY
-2 guys came to our staffroom for air-conditioner maintenance. the middle air-con was not functioning since last year. so when the pak cik opened it, we got the surprised of our life. a huge bundle of a bird nest was in the air-con. @__@ .
I wonder if the egg really hatched or was it cracked..*sigh

TUNANG
-My younger bro stayed with me for a few days at SP this week. My students saw us in the car. hence, the next day, they told (bukan tanya ok, bagitau...) me that they saw my fiance. -__-

p/s: it's friday tomorrow! Alhamdulillah :)

cendol pun sedap kan? hehe

Salam.


As the Snickers' advertisement proudly says,

"Anda lain macam bila lapar..."

true enough..

cranky, fatigue, and worse...

you feel like eating everything..

everything looks yummy, even Mamee instant noodles -_-

and you start to crave for many things (note: not only food).

so my current craving after cakes, homemade choc chips cookies, lasagne, macaroni cheese, etc...

is this, 

yes, PAVLOVA...

nanti aku buat! insya ALLAH.

p/s: next month apa pulak ko crave kannn.. >__<

wordless wednesday

Salam.

p/s: open burning. choking!

reality

Salam.

"Glad ladap went ok (not that boring lah..)"  

*****

Fantasy is fun but we live in reality.
It's not perfect but it doesn't mean it cant be pretty good.
(Ugly Betty)


p/s: Cant wait for next Friday dah..

as simple as making a cuppa tea

Salam.

Self Reminder: "Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain)"  (Ash-syarh 94:7)

 ************

Few Updates:

I watched final EURO Spain vs Italy last night (morning?).
It was the only match that i fully watched (without being sleepy n without my family+ friends around).
and congratz Spain! seriously, they controlled the whole game.
4-0, man! that's a new record for EURO.

and in the staffroom just now,
we all heard loud snores from the male teachers' side.
yeah, talking bout EURO...

****

and i expected this.
people gave a few comments bout me, painting henna on my nails.
that kinda looks from my students, especially.
who were really curious and asked me with serious tone,
whether my weekend was more than just a weekend.
kids.

****

When people tell you something,
you dont swallow everything that they say,
you filter them..
like tea..
it is just that, if you take everything,
if you trust every single word, 
it would be too much and might be frustrating.
sometimes people just don't mean everything that they say.
both in positive and negative ways.
remember,
too much sugar, or too much water gonna make tea no better.

p/s: Tonight, we gonna run a spot check. I would at least, want to hunt 2 handphones.

without supervision

Salam.

"love the jubah and henna tubes.."

*****

too sleepy and kinda tired while driving just now.
ive tried almost all positions possible in the car just to avoid myself from being more sleepy.
from stretching to sitting up straight,
to putting my chin on the steering wheel (at traffic light) to singing out loud like a diva,
and to opening the windows and feeling the breeze (smoke) touching my skin.
still, sleepy.

stopped and drank nescafe.

continued driving.
~__~

ahh... called my friend and talked.

-problem solved-


p/s: when u let someone be too 'independent', u'd be surprised to wat u could be losing.

Salam.

"Glad that Gabby is healthy again! Alhamdulillah!"

********

Read a few comments on fb n twitter bout Tiz's beautiful voice singing Butterfly.
So i listened to it myself.
and stumbled upon to this video:

Tiz and The A-Team (selena gomez cover)

 

the original version is way better. 

but this one is fun to watch. 

tiz n aqasha should do a duet (Aqasha tagged along at min 2.56).. 

nice combo of voice. :)

p/s: bila agaknya aku boleh main gitar like that? lol

twister

Salam.

"Syukur, it's Thursday already :)"

few unimportant updates :

sekolah:
-ada sorang kakak kat skolah aku neh. first time aku tengok die, ingat bujang lagi.
rupanya dah kawin dua anak. tpi seriously die cantik, cute and bubbly.
suka tengok dia senyum, manis sekali.
and semalam, die peluk aku..
tapi, bukanlah peluk yang psiko..
just masa bersembang dengan die, ada part lawak sampai dia peluk aku.
tiada apa2 yang luar biasa, cuma sedikit terkejut jela..

potluck:
potluck semalam antara potluck ter meriah di sekolah aku lah.
mana tak meriah, dah hampir setiap orang cg perempuan bawak something.
aku bawak perut kosong, dan sebekas besar triffle. 
walau rupa triffle aku tak lah secantik tuannya, eh..?hehe..
tapi rasanya sedap (lah kot..lol)

cg baru:
-before this, aku memang rapat ngan sorang akak ni.
but die dah transfer ke skolah baru selepas berkahwin.
So meja sebelah aku kosong.
and datanglah sorang cikgu baru..
sebaya aku. and mujurlah jenis dia tak banyak cakap sangat,
and tak pendiam sangat..hehe.
so senanglah aku nak bertepuk tampar dengan jiran kiri kanan..lol

EURO:
- aku suka jugak tengok bola. especially kalau tengok ramai2.
but then, waktu EURO sangatlah se pertiga malam gitu kann..
so aku just dapatkan updates from member je..
and kalau game yang aku minat, barulah aku intai..
intai jela, tak tengok abes pun. lol.

p/s: TGIF tomorrow :)

4sib

Salam.

*Im glad that a few things bout school were done today*

**********

lately, i kinda lost my appetite.
i ate very little and would be full after 2 or 3 spoons.
or even when i was cooking.
like this one time, i was making myself spaghetti and i was fulled when i was preparing the sauce. huhu. 
people said i should eat more. the portion and the frequency.
sometimes i have to force eating.
but dont get me wrong, i appreciate food... it is just that,
i dont have so much 'desire' to eat lately.
[but duhh.. im still 4# kgs. it didnt drop, man!]

Living life makes us treasure many things,
makes us look up to many people.
I kinda admire cool (but not ignorant) people.
We got a few teachers here, especially the male teachers who are cool,
but sadly to say, few who sometimes are ignorant.
I also love seeing how everyone has their own niche.
Like Mr. S who is dang good in organising sport's events.
or Pn. H who is exceptionally good in initiating fund raising (aka ceti) and buying presents,
Mr H who's the expert in making jokes and handling events,
Pn M who is very loud and yes, even the male teachers are afraid to mess around with her.
and of course, our discipline teacher, Mr Y who i would say, coolawsome..
yes, cool and awesome in handling notorious students with papers, voice, hands and scissors.
and oh yes!! Miss S who is good in everything. lol


man, i couldnt really come out with even one convincing niche of mine!

but! im not that terrible at this (syok sendiri); 

so as my sibs cynically say lah uols...

p/s: the beginning of sore throat.

Mana

Salam.

"Ya ALLAH, redhai dan berkati lah hidup ibu ku dan bapaku..

Berikanlah mereka kebahagian yang berkekalan..Ameen"

*******

Setiap kali,
kena beringat,
supaya tak terlupa.
Supaya tahu yang antara depan dan belakang,
ada bezanya.
Antara semalam dan esok,
ada rahsianya.
dan antara sana dan sini,
tak tentu jarak ukurannya.
Nampak dekat di mata kasar,
tapi mungkin sedikitpun tak rapat di mata hati.

p/s: sedikit kabur.

mosquito

Salam.

"and this is just another challenge".

*************

So far, it only happened once, until today.
For the second time, I experienced such furious to the point that
my breathing became faster, my hands trembled, my voice turned shaky
and worse, I nearly cried.

So I stopped everything.
I recited few lines of Lord's words,
I stopped talking, I sat and I tried again and again not to cry.
Not there, at least.

and I could say that Alhamdulillah,
I did a pretty good job at handling my own emotion.
No skin contact, no abusive words, not a single drop of tear.

But I wish this kinda thing wont happen again.
I just love my self, my health so much,
that i couldnt afford to have my heart beats faster unnecessarily.

p/s: People should know that what's done cannot be easily undone.

Anak Kampung (Lirik feat One Nation Emcees-Jimmy Palikat)

Salam.

"Im glad that a week has passed and I could hug my parents :)"

**********

This is my 3C's favourite song (the boys).
Once one boy started singing the chorus,
the rest would continue singing it like it's a music class (ok, exaggerating).
but seriously, they like to sing.
How i wish they could understand the lyrics too.
how 'anak kampung' like them, should emphasize on the importance of education, breaking the circle of kampung life that they're so comfortable with, having a good job and yeah, ignore the wooing part :p 


YOUTUBE: Anak Kampung (Lirik feat One Nation Emcees-Jimmy Palikat)

Jejaka:
Memang aku ini anak orang miskin
Tiada apa-apa yang dapatku berikan
Engkau memang cantik
Memang tidak padan dan tidak sepadan


Gadis:
Aku anak kampung tiada pelajaran
Kuli – kuli sahaja memang tidak padan
Cute bah kau itu
Ramai yang tergoda lagi yang jelita

*Chorus
Jejaka:
Tiada keretaku bawa kau jalan-jalan
Rumahku pun tiada adapun bapa punya
Apa lagi belanja mau bayar berian
Kahwin sama kamu
Bukannya ku tidak suka sama kamu
Tapi aku takut hidup kau kan sengsara
Kerna aku cinta aku lepaskan kau sama org lain

Gadis:
Kita masih muda masih ada masa
Janganlah kau cari gadis macam saya

Jejaka:
Engkau memang cantik

Gadis, Jejaka: Nanti kau menyesal tiada guna

Anak kampung ku anak kampung
Tidak padan tidak sepadan

[Zydee]

Hey si gadis yang manis
Ku simpan duit sampai perut kempis
Kalau dah cukup kita renjis-renjis
Jangan kau nangis menu kita ikan bilis

[Jojo]
Sia sanggup buat apa saja
Siang malam overtime kerja
Laman facebook nda sempat buka
Ndamau kau sedih dan kecewa

[Zydee]
Jangan kau sedih sabar kau gia
Nanti kereta,rumah , ku buat kau bahagia
Bukan undur diri belum bersedia
Kau tunggu saja odooii giaaa

Source : http://www.liriklagumuzika.com/2012/04/lirik-lagu-anak-kampung-jimmy-palikat.html#ixzz1xrVstAsY

p/s: betul, jangan berlebih dalam segala hal.

compromise

Salam.

 "I am grateful and proud of myself. i could actually stay calm and compose myself, 

though it would be so easy for me to cry at that moment".

*******

You know,
sometimes, when we have questions in mind,
we don't really ask...

we think...think and think...
and cause of that,
we got many kind of answers, thoughts, assumptions and worries.

and that, my friends,
are not awesome and always, uncertain.

p/s: not comfortable in my own pants.  

thought

Salam.

Alhamdulillah upon the great news, bro ! :)

*********

of my 2 weeks holidays

the first week of my holidays was filled with words, notes, books, and revision.
i got assignments and finals.
i got sleepless nights and driving like a maniac.
im glad that that was over (so far) :)

haih... terbalik pulak pic. malas nk betulkan. but this one was taken at 730am. 

I was in the library, an early bird, waiting for my exam that's gonna start at 9am! @__@

and my second week of holidays was for chilling out.
it wasnt something unusual. i did common usual things.
nothing big like overseas' trip or hunting or camping, etc.
i went for swimming (though i had to admit, i didnt really swim >_<),
eating, outing, shopping with my girlfriend, F,
and of course, meeting my buddies, EpeF and DianaK! :)
they were all common but AWESOME.

oh after 5months. :)

but i did kinda regret that i couldnt attend my friends' weddings coz of the overlapped date
and tests, etc. But BIG congratulations to em all of course! :)

p/s: still, couldnt really relate, how one could be such a bee that not a single minute in his/her life could be spent on a simple thing like..........
and how a thought, could be such a huge barrier for a telepathy to work on. 

relieve?

Salam.

 "im glad that we girls could actually get along together"

***********

im kinda angry right now.
but not totally angry.
half-angry.
and i dont know what's the other half is...

p/s: it's Saturday tomorrow... a week has passed just like that.

umbrella

Salam.


Last Sunday,

I was driving from ipoh at 615 am, heading to Tg Malim for a test that's gonna start at 9am.
I could be reaching there by 745am. it was still early but i didnt wanna take a risk of speeding at 140-160km/h to be on time (like last Friday. It was totally unexpected. a lorry was upside down and caused traffic jam. i hope the driver was ok).

So yes, driving early morning, on highway, turning on hitz.fm and it played "Umbrella".

I felt like i was heading to Kajang.
Sooooo, School-Based Experience moment!

Same situation, same time, same song,
just a slight difference in year, with incomplete passengers.

this aint the SBE i was talking bout. i just didnt have the Kajang SBE pics here. 

it must be somewhere..

p/s: swimming memang sunbathing secara tak sengaja.

mermaid

Salam.

"Im grateful that I had done marking one class. :D - another two classes"

 *********

What i did yesterday to burn the calories..

but needless to say, 

i dont like swimming with other SEA or Olympics swimmers.

If I could swim like a mermaid (motiff mermaid, bukan fish??),

it wont be that embarrassing.

>__<

p/s: i should finish marking another class today. I'll try!

teacher busy..

Salam.

"aku bersyukur kerana setiap hari, Allah bagi aku sebab untuk senyum"

***********

kalau kau nak buat cerita sedih,
jangan lupa letak scene budak miskin yang lapar..
gunakan duit yang dia ada untuk beli nasi lemak..
sedang pegang nasi lemak, tiba-tiba dilanggar orang..
maka, punah harapan untuk makan nasi lemak...

atau,
scene sedang menunggu seseorang dari panas hingga hujan..
dan walau hujan, masih menunggu..

ok fine..
memang aku rasa kesian kat student aku..(and rasa bersalah).
semalam aku suruh dia tunggu aku pukul 2pm kat kereta aku sebab aku nak bagi dia kain minta mak dia jahitkan...
and....yes!!
aku terlupa ok.
so tadi aku masuk kelas dia...
dia tanya dengan nada sedih, "teacher...teacher pergi mana semalam?..."
tak sempat aku jawab, dia sambung,
"saya tunggu teacher, dalam hujan..."..

ok ok fine!!
ambil tisu lap air mata sendiri,
keluarkan lolipop dari handbag kasi kat dia.
T__T

ok, tipu.
aku tak nanges, aku tak kasi dia lolipop.
tapi seriously aku rasa bersalah.

and ko boleh bayangkan tak..
kalau ko wat promise kat anak ko,
and then sebab busy kerja or balik lambat,
ko terlupa promise tu.
pastu balik kerja, ko tengok die tertidur dengan pipi basah dekat sofa ruang tamu..

ok, i should stop.
banyak sangat tengok drama.
k bye.

p/s: You should listen to Harapan and Ku Tiba by Hyper Act.. :)

gotta know

Salam.

" i am grateful that i have a friend who is willing to help me here (and whom im not shy to ask a favour from)".

*****

It is good to know a few pleasant things that have been kept from you.
It is like a surprise from the past.
A nice surprise, one that could bring you smile.

Otherwise, ignorance is bliss.

p/s: half

sadis

Salam.

*I am grateful that i could get back home early today*

***********

I woke up yesterday coz of a weird dream.
in that dream, i was ..... (too weird to share)
hence, my supposedly beauty sleep had turned out to be Beauty's nightmare (hehe).

Nothing funinteresting at school.
I was rushing as usual when it came to the end of the school hours.
Of course i need to rush.
if I did not, I would have to drive for more than 140km/hour consistently..
and coz of rushiting (purposely spelt as it is), I forgot to bring my record book to the office.
Thus, I made a trip back to the staffroom. mind you, our staffroom and office is like Perlis and Sabah.
*Catwalk macam model tak tahan ke bilik air..-_-

 from google image

and my journey to TM (Tg Malim) was so melancholy.
I felt sad, oh my, i did cry while driving (but not weeping kinda cry lah)
i felt unhappy and i actually felt like i dont wanna drive!!!
i wanted to stop and then wishing that i would be at TM somehow.
mengada weh.
I blame it 1/4 to myself but the rest is Mr Moo DeSwing and Mrs Hormes' fault.
it is good to be a girl where you could put the blame on the body, not on the person :p
it is just that, i wish i could hug my besties at that moment. that would be a big relieve (yes, hug could do wonders)

 from google image

everything bout the classes was normal.
I was sleepy and my attention span was decreasing at the 2nd hour,
hence i played with my phone, twitting and eating (managed to smuggle and eat a packet of bun and crackers)

 from google image

and I was very sleepy during the night class despite the presence of a beautiful lecturer.
my eyes were like red, watery and forced to focus while i felt my head and shoulders started to lean on the table. 
man!!! it was just 930pm.
now im the makcik makcik yang tido awal, bangun awal, -__-

 from google image

That night, i couldnt really sleep though i was tired and yawning like there's no tomorrow.

 

  from google image

p/s: aku dapat merasakan yang badan aku semakin gemuk. perut dah macam jangkit member aku yang preggy. muka pulak macam Cg H yang ada double chin, pipi tembam tu. ok nanges T__T

mid may

Salam.

"I had another meeting. Im not the type of person who is fond of meeting. but yesterday and today's meeting were quite nice. mayb coz of the people in the meeting are so far, awesome :).. Alhamdulillah.."

                                                                                  ********

ada seekor kucing datang tadi.
sekali pandang, tak terus jatuh hati..
tapi bila dia datang dekat,
sapa kita,
pandang kita,
masih lagi ulang yang sama walau kita halau,
walau kita jauh...
akhirnya, kita capai dia,
bawa dekat ke hati, dakap erat.
tak mahu lepas.

bawa pulang, mula sayang.
tapi masih terbayang,
kalau mak tak suka, macam mana, sayang?
kalau pula bila suka,
dia pula pergi jauh dari kita,
tinggal sayang, tinggal luka,
pupuk derita.

tak mengapa,
mereka kata,
sayang pada kucing itu pahala.
tapi berpada.
jangan sampai suatu masa,
berendam air mata.

google image

p/s: it is Thursday.

I dont know how far...

Salam.

"I am grateful that mom, dad and bro were here last night :) "

***********

My weekend (T__T) 

 before

after

T___T 1: I left my car at the hostel for the weekend (3 nights, 2 days) coz I carpooled with my friend to Tg Malim. and when i arrived at the hostel on Sunday night to take my car, I realized that my tyre's Proton logo was missing; the driver side. There were security guards, the car was in the school compound. But yes, crime happened, though not that serious. 

But man! now my car seemed like a girl wearing only one shoe, instead of two.

T___T 2: I am gonna have English panel meeting on Teachers' Day.

Meaning, i wont be able to participate in the sukaneka, etc.. T__T.

this is the only time that i could let loose, to run or cheer or yell to/with my colleagues without us looking weird....*sigh* (hey hey! ikhlas sket boleh?!)

BUT, things happen for reasons. So I should be grateful for many other happy things! :)

My weekend (^__^)   

 (^__^) 1 : yeah, this was after 6 hours of classes. and they had this Hari Belia Perak there.

                 so as the 'berwawasan' belia, I went there under the hot sun (hence my eyes) and support the program; by snapping pics (my own favourite way of showing my support..:p)

 

  (^__^) 2: Our very first elevator self-shot 

(beloved mommy was blocked and eldest bro wasnt there though).

and i was trying my best to fit everyone in the frame..*effort should be praised..*

 

 

(^__^) 3:  You know how i love babies. I mean, friendly babies like the one in the pic. 

Some babies just hate me. You know, they just love your phone, or necklace or handbag..

and when they are bored, I pulak nampak jahat wat die menangis.

But...this babygal just loves me! :D

  

 (^__^) 4: and my cousin's engagement day. Congratz D. You look gorgeous! 

  and the bottom pic, are my female relatives. except one and there's another one 

(not in the pic. eating i guess..hehe)

and what i like the most, 

My family spent their night with me at SP.. 

though it was just a short sleepover, but at least, 

i had a full house yesterday :)

 

p/s: tomorrow is teacher's day. and i am kinda excited bout it, though some teachers just perceive it as just another usual day. Really, would i be like that after years of teaching? huhu
pps:  it would be very surprising if Salim (not a real name) wishes me a happy Teachers' Day.